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THE next day, I left the house early to look for a new place to stay, and by God’s mercy, I found one quickly, so we moved in right away.

The landlord was surprised by our sudden move, especially since they adored the twins. They even offered to let us pay the rent anytime, but I refused. We couldn’t afford the five thousand rent anymore, so we settled for a place that cost only one thousand, excluding water and electricity.

It was much smaller than our previous home—the kitchen was visible right away, resembling the living room of our old place. There wasn’t even a proper bedroom, so Nanay and I made one ourselves using wooden dividers, placing it right in front of our sleeping area. There was no extra space—just enough to separate the beds.

Nanay said she would just sleep in the living room. I apologized to her for our situation, but she said as long as we were together, she didn’t mind.

We spent the whole day fixing up the house. By afternoon, we finally finished, and Nanay
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