Chapter 8
“Are you ready?” Lena asks, Outside the room.
“Yes, just give me a minute.” I didn’t go home last night cause’ It’s raining so hard, and Aunt Maria decided to let me sleep here in their house. I didn’t complain. Being sick is not on my list right now. I grab my handbag, and I’m still wearing my dress since yesterday, a blue maternity dress. I open the door, Lena’s bright smile welcomed me.
“We still had an hour. We can still go to your house so you could change your dress, and we will head to the café.” Lena said as we walked to their door. Aunt Maria is still asleep. I leave a note saying how grateful I am.
“Don’t worry. I already told Roland that You had an emergency, and Marites covered my absence yesterday. So, we’re safe if Roland is not on his best self today because of our disappearing act.” Lena added as she opens the door widely.
I giggled. “Silly, glad that Marites agreed. She’s a hard-headed and self-centered biatch. How did you manage?”
“I make a deal and swap our rest day. You know that tomorrow is her boyfriend's birthday and it’s my rest day. So, she agreed.” Lena just shrugged her shoulder and continued to walk.
After a few steps, we reach their steel gate, and outside, an old pick-up truck is waiting. A fine young man leans on the hood, wearing a white polo shirt and an aviator shade placed on his head. I knew that guy. His name is Lucas, and he’s the one who owns the car. He’s one of Lena’s cousins, And I’ve heard that he has a huge crush on me.
“Good morning, my lovely Cameron. How are you?” Lucas greeted me with a smile.
I know I looked weird with my smile right now. But I don’t want to be branded as a bitch early in the morning, and I don’t hate Lucas. It’s just that he looked weird and creepy to me the way he stares and smiles at me. “Good morning to you too, Lucas. I’m good.”
“Come on in, and I’ll drive you to your home,” Lucas said, and obviously, he can’t hide his excitement. He opened the door at the front—no need to guess that he wanted me to sit beside him.
“Lucas, have you forgotten that I’m here? Hello?” Lena smirks, and she punches Lucas on his shoulder. And she’s the one who sits in the front.
“Aww…what was that?”
“Ah. You have the guts to ask me that? I feel ignored because you’re flirting with Cameron. Don’t give yourself a high hope, my dear cousin,” Lena said in a matter-of-fact tone. “The most heartbreaking is not the rejection. It’s the expectation.”
“And why is that? She’s only pregnant, I’m single, and so is she. So there’s nothing wrong with it.” Lucas added. His quiet irritated with Lena.
“I’m saving you from the heartache, cousin. Besides the father of the baby that Cameron’s carrying is here, I’m giving you a heads-up.” Lena looked at me wave her hands, signaling me. “Come on, Cammy. We’re going to be late.
“Okay,” I can’t help to feel discomfort. Lena and Lucas quarrel as if I’m not here listening to them. Before I could open the door in the backseat, Lucas holds my shoulder, which makes me stop midway.
“I-is that true?” Lucas said with stuttered voice.
“What?” I looked at him. Lucas watches me silently, his brown eyes swimming with curiosity and hope but, I don’t have a plan to give him hope. “Look, Lucas. I know you’re attracted to me, thank you for that. But, Falling in love or having someone is not on my priority list right now. My goal is to have money and deliver safe my baby.”
He inhales a breath. He released it with defeat and looked into my eyes. “I know… I’m sorry,” with shoulder down, Lucas walks around the car and silently opens the door on the driver's seat. And I do the same. The car was filled with awkward dead silence. It was ten minutes drives, and we reach my apartment. Lena and I bid goodbye to Lucas, and he looks at me with sad eyes, and he nods. I guess we’re cool, right?
“That was a smooth rejection, Cammy. But, he deserved that.” Lena said as we walk our way up to my apartment. I keep on looking around, afraid that one of Alejandro’s goons will show up. But, I smile when I didn’t see any of them. Maybe I’ll be lucky today.
“I don’t want to add another headache, Lena. Now that my baby is on the line and my heart is still wounded. Nah, I let it rest first. Sooner or later, love will find me.”
“Agreed. But, mom is right. He still a father, and he has the right to now, and besides when a child grows-up they always find their father, hope that you’re prepared for that.”
Lena has a point. But I’ll cross the bridge when I get there. “I’ll think about that,”
Lena just shrugged her shoulder. When I open the door of my apartment, I can’t help to blink numerous times. I looked at Lena. We have the same reactions.
“I think we entered the wrong door?” I said, confused and worried.
“Yeah, I think we did.” She agreed, nodding her head.
I looked at the door on my right side and counted the door. Maybe I just missed my door. But, if my memory served me right, my apartment is on the second floor, second door, and door number 2. When I checked the door where I’m standing and widely opened, I tilt my head. My brain still processes.
“This is my house,” I announce, still in doubt. But, the number 2 on the door won’t lie. “This is my house!”
“What? H-how comes that. It looked like a freaking hotel room.”
“I don’t know.” My heart beats rapidly. ‘please, it’s not him. This is not him doing the same thing again.’ I silently prayed. Lena and I entered the new and fully furnished apartment of mine. The new-look amazed me but, I should never bite this bait.
But my prayer failed me when I saw the notes on the coffee table. So I grab it, and when I saw excellent calligraphy handwritten, I mentally facepalmed.
‘You’re welcome. Enjoy your new home.
That’s it! I hate him more! Who does he think he is?
“Oh, my god! I know you love to be alone, Cammy. But, if you need a sleeping buddy a roommate, you know that I’m always here.” So Lena said when I look in her direction, she opens the refrigerator filled with so many foods that would last me a week or two.
The last time I check, I don’t have a refrigerator, an oven, a 50inches flat screen tv, a freaking air condition, and a fully furnished room. Do I have to add that the dull floor is now carpeted? I felt that I had been rob since they can’t find any valuable item here in my house. They decided to renovate it overnight, and they act as if they’re freaking fairy godmothers.
My head hurts. Alejandro overdo it this time.
“Argh…” frustrated, I rushed to my room. But, just to be disappointed again, what do I expect? Everything change. My ordinary room became the most expensive room this place ever had. They even build a built-in closet, the gold lampshade on the side table screams luxury, and the branded comfortable gold blanket has a Gucci logo, luxury pillow, and white think comforter.
When I opened, it was filled with branded maternity dress, even a baby dress. Same style, different color? How is that even possible.
“Damn! Alejandro.”
I thought I’d have a better morning, but it turned out, It was and always be Alejandro ruining it by just showcasing how wealthy he is. That drives my irritation higher than Everest mountain. “Help me find a new apartment,” I said to Lena. She is eating a tuna sandwich that she happily made in my magical kitchen. I call it magical cause’ it all happened in just one night. I leave my house for one freaking night, and it turns into a first-class hotel room the following day? What does Alejandro want this time? Does he think that I’ll be an easy biatch? And expect me to rush into his side and declare how sorry I am that I leave him? Damn! “Why? You don’t like i
Chapter 10- Cameron With a heavy breath and sweat drips on my forehead, I can barely move because of my belly. But I still manage to push the big box filled with two expensive lamp shades. I felt like I was possessed by something. Knowing that I don’t have enough money annoyed me. But, when I came home, and all the expensive furniture welcomed me, an idea came into my mind. Since Alejandro decided for my life, he fired me on my job, renovated my house as if he owned it, glad that the landlord did not say a thing. Oh, I almost forgot Alejandro also buy this whole building. “It is payback time,” I said out loud, and the next thing I would do is, moved all the appliances that I could put in the auction. Since they are still brand new, I could put an original price on them, or maybe a twenty percent discount.
Chapter 11 Alejandro stared at me incredulously. “Do you honestly expect me just to walk away now?” And then he shoved the checked back into his pocket, and his lips are thin as if he was controlling himself to lash at me after all that I have said and done at him. “We have a hell of a lot to work out, sweetie. I am not going anywhere, and neither are you. So the first thing we’re going to do is go to the doctor so you can get a proper checkup. You don’t look well. I can’t be any blunter than that. Try me.” I slowly stood up and stared at his golden eyes. “I am not going anywhere with you. If you do not give me the check, then get out. We have nothing more to discuss. Ever.” “Alejandro fingered the paper i
Chapter 12 “I never thought I could witness like this,” Alejandro murmured his eyes is still on the monitor. “Would you like to find out what you are having?” Doc. Tristan Offered. “We can take a look.” “No… no, I don’t think so,” I said. “I want it to be a surprise.” “Sure thing,” The doctor took a few more minutes and then stood up, wiping my belly clean. And he handed me a picture that he printed out of the baby’s profile and returned to his clipboard.&
Chapter 13 When we arrived at my apartment, I got out of the car before Alejandro could come around and ushered me, I hurried up the stairs. I could hear him behind me catching up. So I double my steps and hurriedly get inside my apartment, and when I tried to shut the door Alejandro put up his hand and pushed his way inside. “We have to talk, Cameron.” He demanded. Both of his hands are in his side. I whirled around. “Yes, we do. You said we had to talk about the check. You were certainly willing to throw it at me when you called me whore. Where is it?” I said gesturing my right hand in front of me. “I want it now and I don’t give a damn what you think about me. I am taking it.” 
Alejandro'sEven after our heated argument, I can’t stop myself from smiling. I look at the ultrasound picture that I keep on holding and looking at it. It is just sad that it is not my baby.I heaved a deep sigh. If it is mine, I will be the luckiest man in the world, and I never witness this magical moment of what we call life before. And if I know that the doctor will do this, I should do the 3D picture, and I heard that you could see the baby clearly by using the advanced sonogram machine. And it is not cheating. We are just excited.“Your excellency, we are here,” Damian called my attention.“Where are we?” I asked without looking at him, my attention still on the picture. The doctor said that Cameron would be in danger and also the baby. My protectiveness took over on me. I am more eager to bring her back to Spain. She needs the best doctor in the world.“I believe we are at the Mezzu Restaura
Cameron’s I feel calm, daisies surround me, and wildflowers, I am happy, and everything is in a perfect place, warm breeze of fresh air fill in my lungs. The solitude that mother nature gives me is what I need right now. Then suddenly, it was all gone, the beautiful flowers, the trees, and I felt someone is tapping my shoulder and calling my name. Slowly I opened my eyes, and I am back with my reality, wherein suffering is present, and so is my sickness. And the main source of my misery is staring back. Alejandro wakes me up from my beautiful dream and holds a glass of water in his right hand. “What are you doing?” I ask, a bit annoyed. “You need to
Chapter 16- Cameron “Maybe, this is your destiny. I am glad you did the right thing, Cammy.” Lena’s voice kept on repeating inside my head. Maybe she is right. But there’s a big chance that she’s not, and everything is leading to much more immense suffering waiting for me in Spain. I do hope that I made the right choice this time. And I need to guard my heart, knowing that Alejandro still holds a big part of it. I can't take another heartbreak again, and this time it is much painful than before. I looked at the window. Softly I take in a deep breath. The evening came with the sunset setting, and far corner of thick clouds darkness invade them I could be a poet right now. Sunset is my perfect subject. It mirrored my life in general, and to some people, they say that sunset is also proof that no matt
I squashed the flash of sympathy I felt for him. It might explain why, but it did not begin to excuse the way he had used me. “It is in the cards, though uncertain as yet. You sound surprise to me?” “I am.” Not as surprised as I had been when I had learned that the couple who had seemed a perfect match on every level were breaking up. Until the moment that the divorce had been announced, I had expected a dramatic reconciliation, but the Sancho divorce, like the break-up. Had been low key and bizarrely amicable based on what they called a mutual decision. But had that mutual, civilized, still-good-friend
Preston’s I am not following this instinct that had taken an enormous chunk of my willpower, but the effort had faded into irrelevance beside the will power I had needed to tap into just to stop myself from taking Beatrice in my arms to comfort her. Just the sight of her standing there, white-faced and shaking, looking so vulnerable and fragile, had awoken every protective instinct I had and some new ones. While she had struggled not to cry, I had struggled to keep my distance. I hadn’t allowed myself to even touch her. I just couldn’t. if I had known it wouldn’t have stopped at comforting her. I
My brows lifted. “What are you talking about now? Cheated…?” I asked irritably. “You are not making any sense.” Her face scrunched in an effort to hold back the tears that threatened to spill over. She lifted her chin and blinked hard. “Well, so sorry,” she drawled, “if I’ve lost my edge of clinical objectively, but I’ve never been in this situation before.” “And you think I have?” “Yes, I get it. You don’t need to spell it out.” She had been slow, but the penny had finally dropped. She knew why I was acting this way. “You th
“Was I drunk?” My simmering hostility in my manner as much as abrupt question made Beatrice blink numerous times. “What?” My eyes flashed. “Was I forcing myself on you? Por Dios, no, I was not!” “But, I never—” “So, at what point did I become a bad guy?” I demanded, cutting across her. “I never—” “The fact is, you were lucky enough that I was there, but you are too stubborn to admit it! You ar
But having it spelled out to me by Brian was a different matter. “I will never tie my hair back again,” I declared, striving for ironic mockery and delivering instead something a lot closer to frenzied panic, possibly because of the husky addition of, “because I live to please you,” and that statement was uncomfortably close to the truth. “Are you going to tell me now what I’ve done to upset you?” The quiet words sent a fresh flash of anger through me. “Let me think…” I said, adopting a mystified expression as I pressed a finger to the suggestion of a cleft in my firm, rounded chin. “Could it be something to do with the fact I don’t much like being used? How do you think would I feel having my br
Preston’s I had just filled the second champagne flute and was preparing to carry them into the bathroom with me when I heard the door open. I turned, glasses in hand, as Beatrice walked into the room, phone pressed to her ear. I noticed that she was not smiling. A man did not have to be particularly intuitive to see that Beatrice was not happy. I wondered what had occurred in the few minutes that we had been apart to account for her change of mood, but only in passing—my attention was focused on admiring how sinfully sexy she looked in a pink bra and a minuscule pair of matching silk sorts trimmed with lace. My throat was dry, my body hardened in lustful appreciation. I watched her advance. Each angry step makes her breast jiggle gently u
If this is just a dream, I am going to stay dreaming. “I am quite hungry,” I admitted. A sweet smile plastered on my face. “I love watching you eat,” he said when I was allowing myself to be tempted by another piece of cheese. “You do it with such…relish.” “You mean I am greedy.” “So am I every time I look at you.” “I feel so guilty.” I saw the flash of annoyance cross his face and added quickly, “Not about the food or the sex, but it’s a weekday and I haven’t done a scrap of work. It&r
My brows lifted. “What are you talking about now? Cheated…?” I asked irritably. “You are not making any sense.” Her face scrunched in an effort to hold back the tears that threatened to spill over. She lifted her chin and blinked hard. “Well, so sorry,” she drawled, “if I’ve lost my edge of clinical objectively, but I’ve never been in this situation before.” “And you think I have?” “Yes, I get it. You don’t need to spell it out.” She had been slow, but the penny had finally dropped. She knew why I was acting this way. “You th
His stare make me shiver and then I cried out loud when without a warning he pressed his face against my breast, my back arched as his tongue began to whip slowly across the peaks of my breasts, that still painfully sensitive from our recent intense lovemaking. When he loosed my hands to cup one quivering peak I tangled my fingers in his dark hair, pushing through the ebony strands still damp from our recent exertions to cradle his skull and hold him against me. My hands stayed in his hair when he lifted his head and grinned down at me. "Also there is no point trying to hide from me in a bed this small." The bed was vast but I let it pass. "I wasn't trying to hide," I protested. He arched an ironic brow, making my eyes slide guilty from his. "I was cold." "Cold?" Preston laid his hand possessively on the soft feminine curve