Lucas's POV"Sir, that's enough! It's not allowed to make a trouble here. You're already drunk. You need to get out." I'm like a dog kicked by woman.Damn! Because I'm already drunk. I don't recognize her who? I don't know if she is the owner of this beer house or if she is the manager. My eyes blurry while looking at her. It's crazy. I only hold the glass with wine. I want to get drunk until I feel nothing. Until I no longer feel any pain in my chest.How much wine have I consumed? Some wine was also spilled on the table. I can't imagine myself how drunk I am.I smirk foolishly. I look like a bad boy in front of them. My eyes are drooping because of the drunkenness. I was shaking and almost fell on the table."I can pay everything! I can buy this beer house for a few million more. Just let me get drunk, baby!" I feel I was out of mind. I don't know what comes out of my tongue. I feel I was broken. I no longer care about the people around me. I want to feel free just to ease the pa
"Iris please! Open the gate!" I shouts when I arrived in front of her mansion.I want to talk to her. I want to talk to her right now. I don't know why? I made a big mistake. I want to ask apologize to her.I'm so worthless. I hurt the heart of the woman I love the most. I hurt her. I hurt my son.Iris's mom's eyes widened when she saw me. She was the one who appeared when the gate opened. She couldn't believe that I was here. She shook her head. On her face can read that she doesn't want to see me. I'm like deadly enemy in her eyes. I'm just sobbing from crying. My heart feels so sad. I was suffering with great sadness."I want to talk to her! I want to talk to Iris! I want to see my son too!"Iris's mom shook her head again. I see the anger in her eyes. She was so frustrated that she wanted to kill me.I don't know! She hates me so much! I'm a worthless father in her eyes. I'm a bad man for her."After you left my daughter, then you will come back? How could your face? You don't h
"I'm sorry! What I've done is unforgivable! Please! Just listen to me this time Iris!"She didn't even have any reaction to what I said. She was so cold in these seconds. She doesn't hear me. Her heart and mind are closed. She just standing. I see her tears falling coldly. I know you have a heart Iris. But you choose to close it because you are hurting.I gently faced my son. He was sobbing from crying. I can see the sadness in his eyes. My son is also hurting. I suddenly hugged him. I'm so desperate to do that. I hugged him even more tighten. I embraced him while crying. This is the first time I can hug my son. I'm very sad for what happened to my son. He almost killed because of me. His life became miserable because of what I did. I hurt my son because of what I did.I just hugged Andrie while I sobbed from crying. He also hugged me back.I just felt the love of my son. My son accepted me for who I am. His heart is open to love me as his father.The times I hated him reminisced
"Stop making a sin Lucas. Aren't you ashamed to cheat on me? You're fucking whore."I was gently face when I heard Clara's thundering voice behind. No! My wife! I saw the hatred in Clara's face. She almost collapse with anger.I know she followed me right here. She is desperate to do that to save me as her wife.I know Clara loves me very much. She will do everything for me to stay with her. So that I don't get lost by her side."I did everything Lucas. But I don't understand why you're crazy about that desperate woman?" Clara scolded me.When she was so angry. She wants to hurt and kill people. She really hates me but despite all her love for me will never die. "You just shut up! Don't call my daughter desperate because you're desperate!" Iris's mom shouts while pointing Clara.She almost collapses because of her anger. Furious flared on her face.I don't understand what's going on? The situation is very chaotic. Everyone feels sorry for what I did. They are forming around us."Yo
"You want me to leave? You want me out of your life? If only I could have done that a long time ago! But I can't Lucas!"Clara scolded me while I'm looking in my direction. I heard her sobbing from pain. She was suffering.Sadness is hurts. It's like stabbing my heart in every second. My tears don't stop from falling. I just keep crying."I did everything Lucas. I gave you everything. I didn't fail. But why is she still? The only hurt is the feeling that you're still looking for Iris Lucas!" I felt the rain slowly falling down around us. Until I felt my body wet with rain. The rain feels so cold.Clara keep sobbing a little loud. Her heart was longing. I feel her looking at me while crying.She feels suffering. She is right. She did everything for me. Because she loved me so much, but she destroyed myself.Is that your love Clara? To hurt me? Manipulate me in the wrong way? It just feels sick. I loved a person who broke me."We have a family Lucas. I'm pregnant. You're the father. Bu
"Damn shit Clara! I'm your husband! Then until now you are still lying to me?" Clara's tears fell at the same time. She stopped rubbing my face. She was screaming from crying. She just looked at me. She shook her head gently. She couldn't believe that I yelled at her. I saw sadness in her eyes. Her heart hurts.Because of the anger I feel towards herself. I almost want to kill her in my sight. Anger stabbed my heart. Anger that no one can control."I never plays your heart Lucas!" she shook her head again. I want to have mercy for her but I can't. Because of what she did, my character changed. Everything has changed."I love you Lucas! I can't fool you! I can't do that!" "You liar! You ruined me and Iris. You broke me!" I scolded Clara as I sobbed in tears.My tears just falling. Pain is deepen inside my heart. I feel like the pain in my chest is shooting me hard."Our wedding didn't happen because you put the money in Iris's Bank account to destroyed her. To embarrass her in fron
Clara's POV My legs were shakes and I starts to cry. The man I really love was left me empty. I can't accept that his personality has changed.For a long time I ever dreamed of having Lucas as my husband. He was faithful husband. I ever dreams to be with him and build a happy family. But the destiny is worse! It's hard to accept! I'm so tired! I can't understand the sadness in my heart. Every single day is getting worse.Even if I tell him not to leave me. Even if I say I can't bear to lose him in my entire life. Even if I say I need you Lucas.He still can't hear me. He still can't understand me. He still won't love me. He will still leave. He will leave me because I hurt him. I'm sorry Lucas! I didn't mean to hurt your heart. I didn't mean to lie with you. I didn't mean it Lucas. Forgive me. I was screaming from pain. I feel like I'm getting crazy every moment. I don't know what to do? The man I love just left me in time of my suffering. I did it because I love you Lucas. You a
I stood up from the seat. I'm feeling restless. My tears just fall. I can't take away the pain in my chest.People only look at me because of my looks. I'm like fool in their eyes because of what I'm wearing. My clothes are already dry when I came here.I don't care what they think about me anymore. What I'm thinking about now is Lucas's condition. My husband will be saved."What happened? I watched the news? Where is my son?"I could hardly believe it when Lucas's mom arrived. I can see the worry in her eyes.I quickly hugged her and sobbed on her shoulder. I was sobbing from crying. I'm very worried about Lucas's condition."I'm sorry mom? Lucas crashed at the wall! He didn't mean it! It's a good thing that I got him right away!"I felt my tears falling away. It just rolls over my eyes. My chest is tight from pain. I felt Lucas's mom sob. She is hurt. She hugged me too. I know she is restless. She gently caress my back."I can't watch the news so I came here to find out what happen