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42: Confused Feelings

Author: Ronan
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Conrad

If only I could drag Betty and Luther out of the pack house now so could go home, I would have done it a while ago, but they still haven't finished eating yet. For reasons I don't know, I've been feeling so fucking annoyed for a while now, but I'm trying my best to look fine and not look like I’m mad because I don't want to hear Betty or Luther asking me again if I'm okay.

Gosh! Why am I feeling this way? I just started to feel this way when Betty told me that Ryker and Jenna were being so sweet, and when I looked at their table, I saw that Ryker was taking care of Jenna. Is this jealousy I'm feeling right now though? I mean Jenna just lost her mate and maybe she doesn't have the time to really think about what Ryker is doing for her, maybe she just likes the comfort that Ryker is providing her right now. But even if I think about it that way, I still can't help but get annoyed. I just feel like it should be me he's taking care of right now but then what happens is he’s avoidin
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