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Carrying The Alpha's Baby 11: Who's Jealous Now?
Conrad"Me? Jealous of her? Why would I be jealous of her?" I keep myself busy by sipping my avocado shake. For some inexplicable reason, I couldn't look Ryker straight in the eyes."Well, I'm your mate so shouldn't you feel jealous that a girl will be sleeping in my apartment?" Ryker asked me causing me to stop sipping my shake. I can't help but ask myself the same question, I should feel jealous about it. But the thing is that I don't know what I just felt earlier when Ryker let Mitch stay in his apartment, and then he let me go home so easily as if he wanted me gone so badly. The first thing that came to my mind was that he wanted me to go home so that he and Mitch could have alone time. I can't blame Ryker though, Mitch is beautiful and her smile alone is enough to capture any man's heart.Fuck! Is this how jealousy feels? I'm new to this feeling since I've never been in a relationship before. I don't know if I'm jealous of Mitch and if I am, I'm never telling Ryker that."Oh, why
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 12: Indulgent Lovemaking
ConradWhen I woke up the next morning, Ryker was no longer by my side. I thought he was just joking last night when he said that he'll be sleeping in my room but then it turns out he's being serious. I don't know what should I feel right now that Ryker didn't even wake me up to say goodbye and he just left me with nothing but his intoxicating scent that lingers on the mattress of my bed. I made a mental note not to ever wash the mattress until Ryker's scent fades away.I'm sure Ryker left too early because he doesn't want my mother and Maddox to know that he was in our house. I just wish he woke me up and told me that he's leaving, the only reason why I woke up too early this morning is that when I caressed the part where Ryker was sleeping, he wasn't there anymore and the only thing I found is his pillow. At some point, I almost thought that everything was just a dream and Ryker wasn't sleeping on my bed.Are we being too fast? Ryker and I shared the bed last night even though it's
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 13: Hopper's Kitchen
Conrad"Where are you going? I was about to call you because we are about to eat breakfast. Why do you seem in a hurry?" My mother asked me who immediately stopped climbing the stairs when she saw me hurriedly walking down as if it's the end of the world. Well, it feels like it's the end of the world to me since Ryker's waiting and I don't want to be late."I'm late for school, mom. I'll just grab my breakfast at the school canteen, I need to go," I replied and almost tripped as I make my way down the stairs."Can you wait for a minute? You don't have to buy food, I can wrap you up some food so you can have something to eat at school.""No, I really need to go now, mom. I'll eat the food later, mom." I kissed her on the cheek and then quickly left the house. She didn't stop me anymore since I was already out of the house before she could even respond to me.As I expected, Ryker's car was parked three blocks away from our house. The only thing that was a little bit surprising to me was
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 14: Throwing A Party
ConradWhen we entered Hopper's, I noticed a lot of changes inside and it's not the same as when I last came here, but that is understandable since it's been almost a year ago since the last time I was in this place. The place got even bigger, and better, and it's obvious that most of their customers here are rich people if you just look at their cars parked outside the restaurant. I almost faint looking at the Lamborghini and Ferrari cars parked outside."I'm gonna be late for my first class," I complained to Ryker as I sat down at the table he had reserved for us. It was already almost nine in the morning and we were still about to order our food, then it will take us another hour to drive back to school. Whether I like it or not, I don't think I can make it to my first class."Then skip it," Ryker suggested causing me to cringe at him. I don't like skipping class, makes me feel like I'm left behind with everything."Easy for you to say but there's nothing I can do though," I said."
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 15: The First Heartbreak
Conrad"That's a lot of people than I expected, Betty." I stopped walking causing Betty and Luther to stop as well. We just arrived at Martin's house but I feel like I want to go home already because it looks like Martin just invited the whole school."That's because we're about to go to a party and not to a damn prayer meeting. Do you know what they say? The more, the merrier." I just rolled my eyes at Betty because what she just said doesn't make sense to me at all."That's still a lot of people for a party," I reasoned and she just take a deep breath as if she's trying her best not to accidentally slap me for complaining."Well there's also a difference between a birthday party and a 'my parents are out of town so I'm throwing a huge pool party' party," Betty explained to me as if that makes everything feel better, it doesn't though. There are still a lot of people at this party and it's against my rule. When I didn't budge and Betty noticed it, she grab my arms and pulled me, or sh
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 16: Martin Enrique
ConradI can't stand seeing my mate kissing another girl, in this case, Ryker is kissing four girls as if he's some kind of sex god. I was so mortified at what they're doing in the pool right now to the point that I can't take it anymore, so I decided to just leave."Where the hell have you been? I thought you went home already," Betty asked me when I got back inside the house. I didn't bother answering her question because I was so busy looking for those men who are giving free drinks at this party."You looking for drinks, sir?" Just in time, a man holding a tray full of drinks asked me as if he is a mind reader. I don't know but my throat suddenly became dry and I felt immensely thirsty."Can I have them all?" I asked the man and he just looked at me as if he couldn't believe what I just said. I'm sure in his mind, he's trying to figure out if I'm drunk and high already. While I was waiting for the man to just say that I can have them all, I counted how many glasses were in the tray
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 17: Drunk, High, & Horny
ConradMartin Enrique could be my first. And that petrifies me. He could ruin me for all other men. Because it's not like he will stick around after the first night. Not when he realizes how inexperienced I am in bed. I am still a virgin and I don't have any idea how to pleasure any man.He starts kissing my neck again, and I can't help but close my eyes, enjoying his touch and trying to forget about everything else, especially my mate. Who cares that this won't last? I didn't set out tonight to get into a relationship. I came to Martin's party because I found out that Ryker is also attending the party."Want to get another drink?" he asked suddenly against my neck.I moan. I felt a little tingly sensation running through my veins. Martin chuckles again upon hearing me moaning."Do you want something stronger?" My stomach churns and my heart races."Yeah, give me something stronger than I ever had this night," I answered.Martin holds a shot to me, and I grab the glass, although I'm no
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 18: Gregory Enrique
Conrad"Wow," Martin said staring at my body and I can't help but swallow my saliva. I want to cover my body with my hands but it's too late, Martin has already seen my body and I don't know why I'm so ashamed about it.My eyes fall to his, as he is staring at my body, I'm also staring at his abs."Like what you see?" I ask, boldly repeating his words.Martin smirks and grabs my waist, pulling me back into the pool and to his body."I like it. It's incredible."I smile."My hands are trembling. I can't do this." I glance down at his eight-pack abs and the first thought that comes to my mind is to lick them.He kisses my lips again without warning, while my legs wrap around his waist and my arms wrap around his neck. His kisses trail down my neck, and I shiver."You cold?" he asked.I shake my head no, as I shudder again when he licks my neck.He smirks. "We are getting out. Conrad's feeling cold."I pout. "I'm not–,"His lips slam into mine again, shutting me up. I moan as his tongue b
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Carrying The Alpha's Baby 78
Conrad"Here, don't be so uptight and loose a little bit, enjoy the night," Ryker said, almost shouting so that we could hear each other but I still couldn't quite hear everything that he said. I just accepted the drink that he gave me and then drank it while my eyes were searching for Ethan and Vince. I can't help but wonder where they are, I mean this is their party so they should be around having conversations with the other guests."Who are you looking for?" Ryker asked me, he put his arms around my shoulder and his face was so close to my ear so I could hear what he said."No one, I'm just observing the people," I lied to him but he just raised an eyebrow at me and didn't seem to believe to what I just said."Are you looking for Vince?" He asked me and I don't know if my guess was correct but there seemed to be annoyance in the tone of his voice. I can't help but think that he is jealous right now."Not really, would you be jealous if I told you that I'm looking for him?" I asked
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 77
Conrad"Can we just leave this place now? My head is aching," I complained to Ryker and he just nodded at me and then supported me as we walked out of the villa, I could feel that Ryker was worried about me and wanted to ask me a lot right now."Let's go to the shore first so you can get some fresh air," Ryker's voice gently told me. I let out a deep sigh and Ryker and I sat down on the sand. Somehow I'm really drunk from my drunkenness, the cool sea breeze caressing our bodies now feels good, and the surroundings are so quiet that it's good to meditate."So, what happened to your face? Did somebody punch you? I've been looking for you but I can't really find you," he asked me one after another and he seemed to be inconsolable until I answered him."No one punched me, I was in the bathroom and I threw up quite a bit. I rested there because I'm still a little dizzy, and this wound on my cheek is because I bumped into the CR door by accident but it doesn't hurt," I explained to Ryker an
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 76
Conrad"Well, not really but it's just that after Ethan lost his werewolf, our bond gets weaker and he was depressed for so long that he doesn't even want to kiss me, he doesn't wanna have sex with me," said Vince's mine but I just covered it up. I wasn't surprised about it though since I knew that he was really horny, he couldn't seem to go through a day without going out."So you had sex with someone else instead?" I asked here full of sarcasm."Oh please, you know I have needs. I'm just a man who loves intimacy," he replied to me as he caressed my cheek. He really knows how to make me feel so good, with so much experience, surely he knows a lot of tricks on how to make someone feel so good."What we're doing is still so wrong though," I said, fighting myself. I don't know what he did to me but it feels like I'm under his spell now and I'm trying to get out of it."Yeah, and that's what makes this even more exciting," he replied to me and pressed my lips with a kiss again.Fuck! Why
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 75
ConradRyker took me to a small lake on the ranch and at the edge of the lake there was a huge tree where anyone could take shelter. It seems like it would be so nice to have a picnic in this place, especially now that it's not too hot since the sun was about to set already. I don't know if it's possible to swim in the lake though because the color of the water is a bit unclean, but even so, the beauty of this place is undeniable."Would you like to go down and rest by the lake?" Ryker asked me and I didn't think too much about his offer, and I immediately nodded in agreement. Ryker just laughed softly as he got off the horse and then he helped me get down. We walked along the edge of the lake and took shelter in a large tree."Let's take a rest here for a while," Ryker said to me and sat down on the grass, he patted his legs motioning for me to maybe sit down on his legs or he wants me to lay my head down there. I don't know but I think it's more romantic if I lie down and lay my hea
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 74
Conrad"Hey, what the hell happened to you? Where are you from and I've been looking for you for a while? What happened to that cheek of yours?" Ryker asked me one question after another when he saw me while I was still very nervous until now, my heart was beating very fast. My brain is still a little confused right now and I don't know what to say to Ryker."Are you okay? Your lips are bruising," Ryker said again and rubbed my cheek, I just felt the pain, I didn't realize that I had a bruise on my cheek, I'm sure I got it when Ethan punched me in the face."Can we just leave this place now? My head is aching," I complained to Ryker and he just nodded at me and then supported me as we walked out of the villa, I could feel that Ryker was worried about me and wanted to ask me a lot right now."Let's go to the shore first so you can get some fresh air," Ryker's voice gently told me. I let out a deep sigh and Ryker and I sat down on the sand. Somehow I'm really drunk from my drunkenness,
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 73
Conrad"Yeah? I bet you got lots of fun with some other guys after I left though,” I replied to this causing him to smirk at me which only confirmed my suspicion."Well, not really but it's just that after Ethan lost his werewolf, our bond gets weaker and he was depressed for so long that he doesn't even want to kiss me, he doesn't wanna have sex with me," said Vince's mine but I just covered it up. I wasn't surprised about it though since I knew that he was really horny, he couldn't seem to go through a day without going out."So you had sex with someone else instead?" I asked here full of sarcasm."Oh please, you know I have needs. I'm just a man who loves intimacy," he replied to me as he caressed my cheek. He really knows how to make me feel so good, with so much experience, surely he knows a lot of tricks on how to make someone feel so good."What we're doing is still so wrong though," I said, fighting myself. I don't know what he did to me but it feels like I'm under his spell n
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 72
Conrad"What are you doing?" I asked him, I couldn't help but cringe and I wanted to remove his hand that was hugging me but I don't know and my body doesn't seem to want it."I've missed you so much, Conrad," he whispered to me causing me to swallow saliva, there's something about his embrace that feels so familiar but feels so strange at the same time too."This is wrong," I said to Vince when he started kissing my neck which sent a strange tickle to my body. I just realized how much I missed him too but this is all wrong, he shouldn't be doing these things to me anymore because we've been done for a long time."There's nothing wrong with this, Conrad," Vince responded and he still hasn't stopped kissing my neck and his hands are traveling my body."We have mates now, Vince. We can't do this anymore and we're not in a relationship," I objected to this but it seemed like he didn't hear anything, his head was still very stubborn and he always wanted to be followed."But you promised t
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 71
Conrad"I'm not drunk, I just ate something that my stomach didn't like," I replied while vomiting again, Vince rubbed my back and somehow that helped to make me feel a little better. I won't really drink anymore as long as this pain in my stomach goes away, this is the worst part of being drunk."You can't really fool me, Conrad. I know you well," he said to me and I'm too busy puking to even say something to him. He keeps rubbing my back and even though my mind says that he shouldn't be touching me right now I can't do anything because my body likes what he's doing to me now, it's making me feel better somehow.I can't help but wonder where Ryker is, because I left him earlier because I was really sick so I didn't get to say goodbye to him and I don't even know if he followed me."Are you feeling much better now? Would you like me to make you some coffee?” Vince asked me as he helped me stand up, I went to the sink and then I pooped."It's alright, I'm okay so you can leave me now,"
Carrying The Alpha's Baby 70
Conrad"Yeah, yeah, you're right. I don't drink too much so I won't be here for long either," I replied but Ryker didn't seem to hear anything and he just pulled me into the villa where people were already dancing and drinking. The music is so fucking loud that's why I really have to shout when I have say something to Ryker."Here, don't be so uptight and loose a little bit, enjoy the night," Ryker said, almost shouting so that we could hear each other but I still couldn't quite hear everything that he said. I just accepted the drink that he gave me and then drank it while my eyes were searching for Ethan and Vince. I can't help but wonder where they are, I mean this is their party so they should be around having conversations with the other guests."Who are you looking for?" Ryker asked me, he put his arms around my shoulder and his face was so close to my ear so I could hear what he said."No one, I'm just observing the people," I lied to him but he just raised an eyebrow at me and
