That I am the one who was rejected by Alpha Kane all because of my disability which was all his fault.
I wanted to tell him; that I am Leona Kazan!!!
I said none of that even when the urge to say it was so strong, I remained quiet. Not because I was scared of him, what do I have to be scared of? I'm already lame, and disabled, and I have nothing to lose, life for me ended years ago; when I lost my legs and my sister.
Zane kept staring at me, or should I say glare. Someone said people cower at his feet whenever he looks at them. Was this the look they were talking about, it's not as scary as they pointed it to be. But I still needed to play the pitiful card. I sighed, how I hated pretending. We kept on staring at each other, neither of us looking away.
"Should I get the Royal guard here?" He asked again, this time in a more calm but dangerous tone.
"Would you hurt a disabled girl?" I held my chest, feigning hurt.
"You would proceed to hurt a lame, harmless young girl because of your paranoia?" I asked, sobbing.
I know I should probably choose my words carefully, but, nah, I need to tell him the truth- unfiltered.
"Choose your words carefully, girl. And who said you are innocent, you are from innocent." He spat. We were just a few meters away from each other. He could probably hear my heart beating in my chest as I could hear us. Not that it's a good reputation, but once you've been through what I suffered, you will learn the art of lying, and controlling your heartbeat. Whenever wolves lied, their heart did a double skip, I had control of my breathing and it only thumped twice.
We were still caught up in a staring competition when we heard someone clear their throat.
Alpha Zane adjusted his posture before he turned to stare at who it was.
"Alpha." His beta bowed.
"What is it?" Zane barked immediately, he's still pissed. Just a little action of mine has got him this angry, by the time I was done, he would probably die from anger. I couldn't stop myself from scoffing. How he answered his beta was disrespectful.
The beta stared at me in shock. I was probably the only one bold enough to do that in Zane's presence.
Zane glanced at me quickly, before turning to his beta. "What are you doing here?" He asked again.
"Natalie is here to see you." His beta said.
"Didn't I tell you I wanted no disturbance?" He asked and the beta bowed his head not daring to look at him.
"Coward!" I muttered, immediately busying myself with staring at the beautiful flowers in the garden.
"I heard voices, Alpha. I thought you were having a meeting or something." The beta answered.
Zane glanced at me, before replying to his beta.
"I'll be there, tell her to wait in my room." He said and immediately the beta bowed, leaving.
"Let me guess, your whore is here? Is she a therapist or just someone you-"
"Shut up!" He shunned me before I could finish and I folded my lips.
I shouldn't have said that and I have no reason why I did that.
"Learn to mind your business." He warned me and I looked away from him. I'm starting to get the urge to murder him.
"Maybe if you minded your business, you would still have your two legs." He said, staring at me in disgust.
I frowned. How dare he? Does he have any idea that he's the cause of this?
"It was the opposite, Alpha Zane. I was on my own when this happened." I stated. Tears were threatening to fall and I blinked repeatedly to not let it. He doesn't deserve to see me cry.
"Yeah, right." He rolled his eyes in disbelief.
"You're dismissed, you get to keep staying anywhere in the pack but stay away from this garden. It's off limits to people with disabilities." He spat and turned to leave.
I scoffed, wiping my eyes clean. I've been told worse, but why did it hurt so much coming from him? He's the reason for all this.
I take back everything I said to defend him in the presence of Kane. He deserves everything Kane and I are about to melt on him.
I grabbed my crutches and prepared to leave. I hadn't taken up to three steps when I felt a presence. I stood, knowing fully well it was Kane's men.
"You failed in making him trust you." He said and I quickly dabbed my face again. If he knew I was crying he was going to report it to Kane.
"I'm not done trying," I said.
"Of course, you're not done trying." He said in an ominous tone, I had to turn to look at him.
"You know, Kane predicted you would say something like this and he sent me to show you something that might motivate you." He said, bringing out his phone and showing me a video. I took the phone from him, hitting the play button. In the video, Fiona knelt on pieces of broken silver and she was being flogged with a whip.
"No!" I gasped covering my mouth, and the tears I kept at bay flowed immediately.
"He said he wouldn't touch her. " I said as I handed him the phone.
"No! He said he wouldn't kill her, big difference." He stated and I covered my mouth as I cried, the video still playing in my head.
"I believe you are already motivated. Get to work, Leona." He said, before turning, disappearing into the dark.
I cried as I left the garden. I decided to rent out an inn to sleep for the night before I cooked up another plan to get summoned to Zane's presence.
I found an inn, but I didn't find sleep. I just can't stop the video from replaying in my head.
I had breakfast at the motel with the little I had on me, I had come here unprepared as everything happened like a disaster. I had no time to prepare for using funds like this so I had only brought my little savings with me. The cruel man who had sent me here wasn't providing me any help or any resources but all he was doing was having men spy on me which I knew they were doing right now as I remembered Adrian's words. “We will be watching your every moves” After eating the breakfast which I had managed to get despite me not having a lot of money with me. All I was keeping the little I had on me for was to get a house. Shelter comes first. I was out of the motel as I was thankful to the woman for taking me in, I paid for the room but I was still thankful because it provided shelter over my head for a day. I tried searching as I walked to houses checking for houses but was told there is none or they couldn't accommodate me. It made me wonder what was wrong and why I wouldn't get
When Fiona had informed me that we would be heading to the palace because the Alpha King finally requested my presence, I was momentarily over the moon.Ever since the mating festival a week back, where I had been declared Alpha Kane’s mate, and his blunt refusal to have me as one because I was ‘crippled’ , and I wasn’t a favorable choice of mate to any and every male werewolf in the entire Crestwood Pack because of my weakness as an omega—technically, no one wanted a burden of an omega who couldn’t use her legs, and certainly not the Alpha King himself who had a lot to look out for than someone who’d rather be much of a burden than a mate—I had broken down into all shades of agony. I turned the laughing stock of the town, and pretty much considered killing myself on several occasions if only Fiona wasn’t always there to prevent that.Bile rose to my throat. Now, I couldn’t be too excited as I was petrified, wheeling through the narrow hallway of the Christian Castle of Royalty where
As a part of the Creed’s men, we were always warned to steer clear of that Alpha and his territory during our multiple raid missions, especially ones conducted within his domination. Alpha Zane. A ruthless, murdering Lycan rumored to have singlehandedly slaughtered ten of the most hardened Alpha Lords that had formed a coup against to end his brutal existence, cutting them limb by limb. Some also said he was possessed by many demons that aided his terrorism, and he was greatly feared across the seven seas.No one in his right mind would dare stand against him, except they wished for the most terrifying death ever known to man.Once, I’d been so stupid to go against the warnings after what he’d done.Alpha Zane was the one who had crushed me when I was on the beacon of success to finally pull through with my plan to end him.It had taken him nothing, but it had cost me everything. My pride, my position, my honor...unfortunately the only part of my body that bore the scar as a tell-tale
Morning only felt like an invitation to a much greater turmoil than I had been put in the previous day.The birds chirping, the smell of Fiona’s cooking wafting from downstairs; it wasn’t new anymore, but all it made me feel as I laid still in my bed was nausea. The memories of the previous day had left me sore, and I wondered how I was to live my life from now on.As a spectacle...living as one who is despised by many.I wasn’t entirely prepared to take on what this life would bring me, but at least I knew a half of it. And Fiona would always be there to keep me from breaking over my hedge from it all. I could only hope she wouldn’t be affected in the crossfire.A soft knock rapped against my wooden doorframe before it creaked open and Fiona sauntered in, meticulously holding a tray of food in her hands and a warn smile on her face as she gingerly approached me.This sister of mine was always a beacon of sunshine and warmth, and never was I not proud of having her by my side.Sleep w
I only realized that I’d fallen asleep while trying to read some old romance novel to keep myself preoccupied when a loud bang made me want to jump out of my skin.At first, I thought someone had decided our home was the best place to stalk into because Fiona wouldn’t be back by now—whatever time it was—but my sad limbs didn’t help my hastened effort to get into my wheelchair to check who the sudden intruder was and probably defend this place, and myself in the process.Finally gaining success, I wheeled out of my room, grabbing a club I had beside my desk for special protective reasons—since I could barely harness my perks as a werewolf for full defense.And then I heard a soft, pained whimper.Recognition settled in my chest as I saw the body hurdled up on the couch in the living room, moving with small jerks as the small sound elicited from her. Her hair cascaded over her legs, her face tucked between her raised thighs.Fiona. She’s crying! Why was she?Gently, I placed the club as
I couldn’t stop myself as I angrily wheeled into the palace, blood pulsing through my ears. The demeaning stares I received as I wheeled through the gates into the courtyard was no match for my determination to see the king.He’d promised Fiona would not be dragged down by his cruel judgment against me.If she had been down because of just me, I wouldn’t have been entirely pissed as I was because it was expected. But making the man she loved abandon her because of her sister and not keeping to his word?Alpha Kane had stepped a new low that aroused my hatred for him.“You cannot pass!” The guards guarding the entrance into the hall path ceased my movement, their pitchforks crossing an X to deter passing.“I want to see the king,” I seethed, my knuckles white against the chair’s arm as I almost spilled out the words “I’m his mate.”I had to remind myself that I wasn’t. That he’d rejected me. That he’ll rather have me die.“You cannot see the King, Ms. Leona,” The blonde haired guard pr
"The only person that’s left to be disappointed right now, Leona, is you. Maybe your sister as well,” Alpha Zane said, tinging my sense of alarm. “I’m sure you didn’t take her feelings into consideration as well when you stormed here to yell arrant nonsense —” “And you’ll punish me?” I stated the hinted fact, no matter how distasteful it felt coming from my tongue. “You’ve been nothing short of disregardful since you stepped foot in here, Leona,” he snapped, anger reflecting in his eyes as he took threatening steps towards me. “Make no mistake in thinking I would be lenient with you. You knew what you had coming when you decided to spurt nonsense and interrupt me like I was your cohort when I am your King!” Again he was leaning, giving me a clearer view of how dark his eyes went when anger shone from them. “You do not disrespect your King, wheelchair or not. Promises, or not.” He grunted, holding my gaze “Your majesty, please have mercy on her. She was only acting o
I glared at Alpha Kane with seethed teeth. He was going to use this to his advantage. Playing me like one would play a game, using my dearest sister to achieve what he wants. To get what he wants from me. The smug smile was still plastered on his face even when I said that word. I wanted to tell him over and over again. “Go To Hell!!” But I tried to calm myself down even when I couldn't. I shouldn't understimate Alpha Kane, he can and will do whatever it takes to get what he wants from me. Keeping Fiona hostage is a way to prove that. He'd go to any length to get me to do what he wants. “I'm running out of patience, Leona” He said, his voice jolting me back to reality. He had been waiting for me to make a decision which I aren't sure of yet.One thing I know is that I wouldn't let Fiona suffer because of me. Her most trusted friend had betrayed her, Fiona had trusted and loved Gilbert so much but he let her down. He practically let the both of us down because I was always glad th
I had breakfast at the motel with the little I had on me, I had come here unprepared as everything happened like a disaster. I had no time to prepare for using funds like this so I had only brought my little savings with me. The cruel man who had sent me here wasn't providing me any help or any resources but all he was doing was having men spy on me which I knew they were doing right now as I remembered Adrian's words. “We will be watching your every moves” After eating the breakfast which I had managed to get despite me not having a lot of money with me. All I was keeping the little I had on me for was to get a house. Shelter comes first. I was out of the motel as I was thankful to the woman for taking me in, I paid for the room but I was still thankful because it provided shelter over my head for a day. I tried searching as I walked to houses checking for houses but was told there is none or they couldn't accommodate me. It made me wonder what was wrong and why I wouldn't get
That I am the one who was rejected by Alpha Kane all because of my disability which was all his fault.I wanted to tell him; that I am Leona Kazan!!!I said none of that even when the urge to say it was so strong, I remained quiet. Not because I was scared of him, what do I have to be scared of? I'm already lame, and disabled, and I have nothing to lose, life for me ended years ago; when I lost my legs and my sister.Zane kept staring at me, or should I say glare. Someone said people cower at his feet whenever he looks at them. Was this the look they were talking about, it's not as scary as they pointed it to be. But I still needed to play the pitiful card. I sighed, how I hated pretending. We kept on staring at each other, neither of us looking away."Should I get the Royal guard here?" He asked again, this time in a more calm but dangerous tone."Would you hurt a disabled girl?" I held my chest, feigning hurt."You would proceed to hurt a lame, harmless young girl because of your pa
You are right, Alpha Zane” I said, without stuttering. He smirked annoyingly, getting pissed off by my appearance.“Aren't you going to deny it?” His voice came again, he was expecting me to deny it claiming I am one of his pack members but I knew better than to say that and do as he says.He must have expected me to keep the lie up so then it could be clear to him without anything hidden that I was in the pack for something, something which to him could only mean destruction.“I do not belong to the pack” I added, confessing to the truth that I don't know whether it would take my life right away or would make something worse happen to me.Whichever it is Alpha Zane decides to do with me, I'm sure I won't get defeated easily. Then Gina would be disappointed in me. She always had high hopes for me. And then I would be failing Fiona, letting her down and there were the other newly founded people I needed to save. I can't let all of them down by messing things up with Zane here.“I knew
Alpha Kane and Gilbert weren't the only ones here, there were other guards too, the skilled ones who had been assigned to me. Even if there weren't any, I wouldn't be able to win against Gilbert in this condition.Alpha Kane had gotten to us so soon, and Gilbert, who my sister had trusted wasn't helping matters, he was here with Alpha Kane. I clutched more tightly to Fiona's hand. I wheeled my chair backward a bit like I could run away but I couldn't.He moved closer to me as I could feel my heart leaping continuously out of fear but I didn't let go of Fiona.I swallowed hard, awaiting what was going to happen. I had only put myself in danger and put Fiona in more danger. My thoughts went to the poor prisoners I had released too.They were also in danger. If Alpha Kane found them, then he'd kill them.I could see in his eyes as it screams anger, he was angry and was just about to show me. He gritted his teeth like an angry wolf would, making me more scared.He was just inches away fr
I looked around the garden, every pack member from the moonlight pack owned and headed by Alpha Zane was present. The guards that Kane had sent to escort me were already gone. Of course, they threatened and promised to harm Fiona if I didn't do their Alpha's selfish bidding. I palmed my forehead in tiredness and disgust. How couldn't they see how selfish, cruel and unfair their Alpha was? I guess people see the good in the bad and the bad in the good. I looked towards the garden and a man was giving a speech, something about their next list of events that would take place. I tried to listen, but I was just too bored, something about"Traditional Wolf Activities"Under the traditional wolf activities, he went on to list" Howling Concerts, Moonlit Hunts, Lunar Rituals."When he was done mentioning, they all screamed out in excitement.Then he continued"Magical and Mystical:Shape-Shifting Ceremonies, Moonlit Vision Quests, Lunar Energy Harvesting:*Celebratory and Social:*Full Moon F
Right! Who would want to take in someone they doesn't know, even if it was just for the night, it was risky, although I looked pitiful enough for anyone to take me in. The woman wasn't at fault, nobody was. I was used to being rejected so this one wasn't new. I left her house, not dejected but determined to find another place to pass the night. Or maybe I was dejected but just didn't want to show it?? I smiled to myself telling Hera that everything will be okay, although she didn't ask me. She should be my companion who talks to me in hard times like this but Hera barely talks. She always find the need to converse with me when she's in pain or when we are in danger. I wheeled my chair through the festival places as I didn't find the need to stop staring at anything. They were all having fun but to me, it wasn't fun. It was supposed to be for every werewolf but right now, it wasn't. They were shifting in merriment but not a twitch of the lips could be seen on me. I walked through
I looked around the garden, every pack member from the moonlight pack owned and headed by Alpha Zane were present. The guards that Kane had sent to escort me were already gone. of course, they threatened and promised to harm Fiona if I didn't do their Alpha's selfish bidding. I palmed my forehead in tiredness and in disgust. How couldn't they see how selfish, cruel and unfair their Alpha was. I guess people see the good in the bad and the bad in the good. I looked towards the garden and a man was given a speech, something about their next list of events that would take place. I tried to listen, but I was just too boring, something about "Traditional Wolf Activities"Under the traditional wolf activities, he went on to list" Howling Concerts, Moonlit Hunts, Lunar Rituals."When he was done mentioning, they all screamed out in excitement. Then he continued"Magical and Mystical:Shape-Shifting Ceremonies, Moonlit Vision Quests , Lunar Energy Harvesting: *Celebratory and Social:*Ful
I can't let anything happen to Fiona. I must do everything not to let what Alpha Kane is saying come to pass. Thinking about it sent shivers down my spine. Coming back to this pack to see Fiona in cold blood like he had said. I wouldn't allow that. “Take them away” Alpha Kane commanded, his voice husky and commanding. I stared as all the poor citizens were dragged away by guards with their face filled with terror. They were afraid as much as I am at the moment. As much as Fiona would be at the moment. How could a King do this to his own people, how? I wondered. It wasn't right. An Alpha is supposed to take care of his people, he's supposed to show love, and unite his pack members together but here Alpha Kane is doing none of it. The smug smile which looked like an award he had acquired didn't leave his face as he kept his gaze on me, back to Fiona then back to his people who were being dragged away. Hell am I saying! Not his people, I'm sure those people weren't seeing him as they
She was supposed to let me be hearing how harsh I must have sounded. But she didn't. “It's okay, I understand your fear, people in Moonlight pack aren't like that” She said seeming to know why I really didn't want to take a tour. I sighed. It looked like she was winning and whatever I do, she will not leave me alone. I succumbed to her requests. “What fun would be in going shopping for groceries in the market?” I asked with a side eye. “Hmmm. It's not really a market, just like a large store, many things to feed your eye with” she explained. I thought about it again, it would be nice to check the whole place in, then I'd be able to learn how things work here, I would be able to know things that could make everything here easier for me. Things that would help me plan out my mission easily. That's surely a cool idea. “Okay then, let's go” I muttered and could see the smile on her face. One could think she won a lottery, she seems cheerful just like Fiona had always been but she's