Logan Reynolds
“Well, you’re doing great for someone I underrated.” Grant says as he walks into my office. “Don’t overdo it because you’re running away from something.” He gives me one of his knowing looks and I hate that he knows me so well. I grit my teeth. He knows I’m burying myself with work on the first day so I don’t have to think about Viola. Grant takes a seat from across me, propping his elbows on my messy desk. “You can’t avoid her forever. Might as well just resolve the unresolved issues and move on.” I sneer at him, finally dropping the pen in my hand and giving him my full attention. “There’s no unresolved issue. Viola is in my past.” “But that past is somehow still infiltrating your present. How about you two have a nice chat and clear the air?.” “She doesn’t seem to want one.” I say. “You saw the way she ignored me.” “Well, she hates you, give or take.” Grant pinches the bridge of his nose. “Plus, she’s happily married. I’m sure she also wants clarity so it doesn’t affect her present life.” I smirk at the word “happy.” The Viola I saw today was the opposite of what she was a few years ago. But maybe she just changed, like I did. Maybe it’s all in my head. “I’ll just have to wait until she’s ready to talk.” “Enough about your ex.” Grant shrugs, pushing a few sheets of paper off my desk. “You see her for a few minutes and you’re about to make your whole existence about her?” I eye him. “That’s not what’s happening.” Grant quickly changes the subject, going on to talk about how important it is for me to attend a charity function I’m just hearing about. The one I have to attend with my father. Even though I’m his heir, my father and I never get along. So most times, Grant is his messenger whenever he wants to reach me. Our relationship was never like this, our family has always been complete. Until that night, that night on my birthday where my mother lost her life. It was my fault. She died when I was twelve. If I hadn't insisted on another birthday cake that night on my birthday, she and my older brother Charles wouldn’t have gotten into that car on that rainy night and got into an accident. My mother died that night. And Charles—my older brother, the one who was supposed to inherit all of this—became disabled. He still walks with a cane. Still reminds me every time he sees me how much he wishes I didn’t exist, how much he wished I wasn’t his brother. How much he hated me because father chose me as his heir instead of him. Charles is my only sibling I don’t get along with. But on the other hand, I have a good relationship with my little sister Bonnie. She’s twenty one and in college. “So make sure you answer the phone when your father calls.” Grant says, snapping me out of my thoughts. He gets on his feet and gives me a long hard look before finally stepping out of my office. I close my eyes and let out a ragged breath. My phone buzzes and I curse under my breath. Might be Dad calling since Grant already warned me about him. I grab my phone and frown at the screen. Unknown number. I hesitate before answering. “Hello?” There’s a pause. Then a familiar chuckle fills the line. “Damn, man. You don’t even recognize my number? That hurts.” A chill snakes down my spine. “It’s me, Julian.” My grip on the phone tightens. Julian Cruz. My old friend. Viola’s husband. The man who has everything I walked away from. For a moment, I can’t speak. I hear him shift on the other end of the line. “Figured I’d give you a call when I heard you’re back in town,” he says. “What’s it been? Three years?” Three years. Three years since I left. Two years since I learned he was with Viola. A year since I forced myself to stop caring. I clear my throat. “Yeah. It’s been a while.” Julian exhales a laugh. “Crazy, right? One day we’re pulling all-nighters for finals, and now we’re here. CEOs, real adults and shit.” I force out a sound that could pass as a laugh, but my throat is too tight. “Listen,” Julian continues, “we should catch up. It’s been too long. Why don’t you come over tonight?” I go still. Over. As in his place. Their place. The place where Viola lives. “I don’t know if—” “Come on, man,” he presses. “No work talk, no pressure. Just like old times.” Just like old times. Except nothing is like old times. The woman I loved is his wife now. She looks through me like I’m nothing, and maybe that’s what I am to her. I should say no. I should make up an excuse, say I’m busy, anything. But I don’t. Because a part of me—a selfish, masochistic part—wants to see what their life looks like. What she looks like when she’s with him. So when Julian says, “What do you say, man?” I don’t hang up. I don’t say no. I just sit there, gripping my phone, knowing that whatever I say next will change everything.Viola McCoy The city lights blur past me as I drive back home. It’s past 7pm and the hum of the engine is the only sound in the car. But my mind is loud, louder than ever.Logan is really back.He looks pretty much the same as he did three years ago. They say some people don’t age. He didn’t, he only grew taller with broader shoulders. My insides tighten anytime I remember the image of him from this morning. He was always the prototypical American golden boy with sandy hair, cornflower-blue eyes and a wide grin. But that doesn’t matter now because I’ve spent the whole day pretending he isn’t back. Pretending I didn’t see him, pretending his presence didn’t shake something loose inside me. But no amount of pretending can stop the truth from creeping in. He was there. Standing in front of me. Looking at me like I was some ghost from his past instead of a woman who had learned to survive without him. My phone buzzes in the cupholder. I glance down. Amirah. I already know why she’
Viola McCoy My breath catches in my throat as Logan walks towards me. I school my features into indifference as his gaze meets mine. His gaze is steady and unreadable, but there’s something in his blue eyes—something I don’t dare decipher. “It’s good to see you again,” Logan says in familiar way that makes my chest tighten. Before I can even formulate a response, Julian’s arm snakes around my waist, pulling me against him. His grip is possessive, and his lips brush against my temple in a show of affection that doesn’t belong to us. Not really. “We must all be famished,” Julian announces. “Let’s eat first.” I swallow down whatever emotion is threatening to rise and let him lead me to the dining table. Logan settles across from us and I can’t help but notice the slight tension at the corner of his mouth. I force myself to focus on my plate. Dinner is silent. The kind of silence that isn’t comfortable or easy. My heart is pounding and I think they both would’ve heard
Logan Reynolds The second I walked through their door, I knew something was off. Viola barely looked at me, barely spoke. And Julian? He was trying too hard—too many pet names, too many little displays of affection that didn’t feel real. I’ve been around long enough to know that when a man has to prove he owns something, it’s because he’s not sure he owns it. Dinner was a damn performance. Julian putting on a show, Viola sitting there in silence, and me stuck watching something I never should’ve walked into. I shouldn’t have come. Whatever history Viola and I had, it’s clear I just made things worse for her tonight. The last thing I ever wanted was to make her uncomfortable in her own home. And yet… the way she looked at me. The way she didn’t look at Julian. Yeah. Something’s not right.But at least I know why Julian wanted me in his home. I’ve played these games before and I know he just wanted me to see that Viola belongs to him now. But Vi isn’t an object of possessi
Viola McCoy He didn’t show up. He never has. But this time, I really thought he would. A knot forms at the pit of my stomach. Why did I let myself hope this time? Maybe because I had woken up to Julian, my husband, holding a bouquet of flowers and waiting to hand them to me as soon as I’d woken up.Even though it’s my birthday, I hadn’t expected him to do something special for me. He’s not done something special for me in a long long time. But still, that simple gesture—coupled with the special dinner he’d said he planned for both of us this evening—had made me hope he really meant every word he said.But he didn’t. And now, I’m sitting alone at Chilvary Restaurant, staring at the untouched candle on my cake. I exhale slowly, forcing down the sting of humiliation. I can leave. I should leave. But instead, I continue to sit there, waiting, just like I always do. The restaurant doors swing open, and for a brief, stupid second, I think it’s him. It isn’t. The candle on my c
Viola McCoy I blink through my tears as I drive back home. A part of me is aching but another part of me isn’t surprised. Julian has had a few scandals with a few women over the years which he always denies. So I shouldn’t even feel anything.My grip tightens around the steering wheel as I step on the gas. The cool night air does nothing to make me feel better. What I should feel though, is the urge to run. But I also know I never will because leaving isn’t an option when you have nowhere to go.No family to run to. A spiteful step mother who wants nothing to do with me would never accept me. And my step siblings are no good either. I could run to my parents but they’re both up there. In heaven, probably watching their daughter settle for less and less everyday.So, yes, I keep driving. Past the streetlights, past my pride, past every version of me that deserved better.When I finally arrive at my home—a spiraling penthouse in the heart of Chicago, I let myself breath. Julian’
Viola McCoy The next morning, I wake up around 6am. I turn my head. The space next to me is untouched, the sheets are still smooth. Julian didn’t bother coming upstairs last night. As usual. I shrug, staring at the ceiling. My throat feels a bit sore and my eyelids are heavy. I should get more sleep before I get ready for the office. I still have an hour or so. But I can’t get myself to sleep. Instead, I grab my laptop on the nightstand, sitting up on my bed. I stare at the blinking cursor on my laptop screen for a while. Besides work, writing is the only thing that still belongs to me. The only thing Julian hasn’t controlled. And that’s probably because he doesn’t know about it, nobody does. To the world, I’m a faceless writer with the name Shortstuff002 whose words have reached thousands. My readers love my stories, waiting for each new chapter as if I hold the answers to their own heartbreaks. And maybe, just maybe their positive comments have kept me going until now.I
Logan Reynolds Viola McCoy still holds her breath when she’s nervous. I shouldn’t have noticed that. Shouldn’t have remembered. But the second I said her name, I saw it—the way her shoulders tensed, the slight hitch in her throat. The way she refused to look at me. I want her to look at me. To say something. The girl I knew would have. She used to joke that her voice was made for radio and her face for the goddamn silver screen. Full lips, high cheekbones, curls that spilled over her tanned shoulders. Blue-gray eyes that always sparked with warmth. Skin that glowed like liquid silk in the sunlight. But that girl is gone. Her hair is straight now even though she used to say she hated straight hair because they were too basic and boring. Her eyes have lost its warmth. She wears crisp white shirts with an expression I can’t quite place.But I see through it. I don’t blame her for pretending I don’t exist. Maybe I don’t, not to her. Three years is a long time. Long e
Logan Reynolds The second I walked through their door, I knew something was off. Viola barely looked at me, barely spoke. And Julian? He was trying too hard—too many pet names, too many little displays of affection that didn’t feel real. I’ve been around long enough to know that when a man has to prove he owns something, it’s because he’s not sure he owns it. Dinner was a damn performance. Julian putting on a show, Viola sitting there in silence, and me stuck watching something I never should’ve walked into. I shouldn’t have come. Whatever history Viola and I had, it’s clear I just made things worse for her tonight. The last thing I ever wanted was to make her uncomfortable in her own home. And yet… the way she looked at me. The way she didn’t look at Julian. Yeah. Something’s not right.But at least I know why Julian wanted me in his home. I’ve played these games before and I know he just wanted me to see that Viola belongs to him now. But Vi isn’t an object of possessi
Viola McCoy My breath catches in my throat as Logan walks towards me. I school my features into indifference as his gaze meets mine. His gaze is steady and unreadable, but there’s something in his blue eyes—something I don’t dare decipher. “It’s good to see you again,” Logan says in familiar way that makes my chest tighten. Before I can even formulate a response, Julian’s arm snakes around my waist, pulling me against him. His grip is possessive, and his lips brush against my temple in a show of affection that doesn’t belong to us. Not really. “We must all be famished,” Julian announces. “Let’s eat first.” I swallow down whatever emotion is threatening to rise and let him lead me to the dining table. Logan settles across from us and I can’t help but notice the slight tension at the corner of his mouth. I force myself to focus on my plate. Dinner is silent. The kind of silence that isn’t comfortable or easy. My heart is pounding and I think they both would’ve heard
Viola McCoy The city lights blur past me as I drive back home. It’s past 7pm and the hum of the engine is the only sound in the car. But my mind is loud, louder than ever.Logan is really back.He looks pretty much the same as he did three years ago. They say some people don’t age. He didn’t, he only grew taller with broader shoulders. My insides tighten anytime I remember the image of him from this morning. He was always the prototypical American golden boy with sandy hair, cornflower-blue eyes and a wide grin. But that doesn’t matter now because I’ve spent the whole day pretending he isn’t back. Pretending I didn’t see him, pretending his presence didn’t shake something loose inside me. But no amount of pretending can stop the truth from creeping in. He was there. Standing in front of me. Looking at me like I was some ghost from his past instead of a woman who had learned to survive without him. My phone buzzes in the cupholder. I glance down. Amirah. I already know why she’
Logan Reynolds“Well, you’re doing great for someone I underrated.” Grant says as he walks into my office. “Don’t overdo it because you’re running away from something.”He gives me one of his knowing looks and I hate that he knows me so well. I grit my teeth. He knows I’m burying myself with work on the first day so I don’t have to think about Viola. Grant takes a seat from across me, propping his elbows on my messy desk. “You can’t avoid her forever. Might as well just resolve the unresolved issues and move on.”I sneer at him, finally dropping the pen in my hand and giving him my full attention. “There’s no unresolved issue. Viola is in my past.”“But that past is somehow still infiltrating your present. How about you two have a nice chat and clear the air?.”“She doesn’t seem to want one.” I say. “You saw the way she ignored me.”“Well, she hates you, give or take.” Grant pinches the bridge of his nose. “Plus, she’s happily married. I’m sure she also wants clarity so it doesn’t
Logan Reynolds Viola McCoy still holds her breath when she’s nervous. I shouldn’t have noticed that. Shouldn’t have remembered. But the second I said her name, I saw it—the way her shoulders tensed, the slight hitch in her throat. The way she refused to look at me. I want her to look at me. To say something. The girl I knew would have. She used to joke that her voice was made for radio and her face for the goddamn silver screen. Full lips, high cheekbones, curls that spilled over her tanned shoulders. Blue-gray eyes that always sparked with warmth. Skin that glowed like liquid silk in the sunlight. But that girl is gone. Her hair is straight now even though she used to say she hated straight hair because they were too basic and boring. Her eyes have lost its warmth. She wears crisp white shirts with an expression I can’t quite place.But I see through it. I don’t blame her for pretending I don’t exist. Maybe I don’t, not to her. Three years is a long time. Long e
Viola McCoy The next morning, I wake up around 6am. I turn my head. The space next to me is untouched, the sheets are still smooth. Julian didn’t bother coming upstairs last night. As usual. I shrug, staring at the ceiling. My throat feels a bit sore and my eyelids are heavy. I should get more sleep before I get ready for the office. I still have an hour or so. But I can’t get myself to sleep. Instead, I grab my laptop on the nightstand, sitting up on my bed. I stare at the blinking cursor on my laptop screen for a while. Besides work, writing is the only thing that still belongs to me. The only thing Julian hasn’t controlled. And that’s probably because he doesn’t know about it, nobody does. To the world, I’m a faceless writer with the name Shortstuff002 whose words have reached thousands. My readers love my stories, waiting for each new chapter as if I hold the answers to their own heartbreaks. And maybe, just maybe their positive comments have kept me going until now.I
Viola McCoy I blink through my tears as I drive back home. A part of me is aching but another part of me isn’t surprised. Julian has had a few scandals with a few women over the years which he always denies. So I shouldn’t even feel anything.My grip tightens around the steering wheel as I step on the gas. The cool night air does nothing to make me feel better. What I should feel though, is the urge to run. But I also know I never will because leaving isn’t an option when you have nowhere to go.No family to run to. A spiteful step mother who wants nothing to do with me would never accept me. And my step siblings are no good either. I could run to my parents but they’re both up there. In heaven, probably watching their daughter settle for less and less everyday.So, yes, I keep driving. Past the streetlights, past my pride, past every version of me that deserved better.When I finally arrive at my home—a spiraling penthouse in the heart of Chicago, I let myself breath. Julian’
Viola McCoy He didn’t show up. He never has. But this time, I really thought he would. A knot forms at the pit of my stomach. Why did I let myself hope this time? Maybe because I had woken up to Julian, my husband, holding a bouquet of flowers and waiting to hand them to me as soon as I’d woken up.Even though it’s my birthday, I hadn’t expected him to do something special for me. He’s not done something special for me in a long long time. But still, that simple gesture—coupled with the special dinner he’d said he planned for both of us this evening—had made me hope he really meant every word he said.But he didn’t. And now, I’m sitting alone at Chilvary Restaurant, staring at the untouched candle on my cake. I exhale slowly, forcing down the sting of humiliation. I can leave. I should leave. But instead, I continue to sit there, waiting, just like I always do. The restaurant doors swing open, and for a brief, stupid second, I think it’s him. It isn’t. The candle on my c