I lost track of time, only aware of the bladder that felt like it would burst, the ache in my throat and the endless darkness.
Now and then I heard a noise somewhere else in the ship and I grew hopeful that my captor would reappear but then I was left in the dark even longer.
I'd given up trying to find a way out, kicking and flailing had been hard with my wrists and feet clamped together. Fear still engulfed me and threatened to send me into a screaming mess again.
Suddenly light flooded the compartment making me blink and suddenly shy away. After being in the dark it only made things worse.
"Right, you've got one chance to head to the toilet and use it. Try and do anything stupid and I won't bother in future, got it?"
I tried to nod, but I wasn't sure I managed it or was even looking in exactly the right direction.
"Get up then."
Eager, I tried to obey, suddenly finding my wrists would come apart and then my ankles a moment later. I didn't quite trust myself to get up, but I moved to the light intending to look at least a little compliant, still blinking and squinting against the bright lights.
I forgot that the space I was in wasn't on the same level of the floor, and put my hand and weight down into nothing before falling to the floor below. Landing on my shoulder' pain shot through me and I whimpered. The sound of my own voice made me pause for a moment.
A moment later he sighed and then reached under my arms to haul me to my feet. I shuddered and blinked some more, finally finding I could open them just a little and not have it hurt so much.
The Frentin came blurrily into view looking less than pleased to be having to hold me up.
"Come on, find your feet and get moving, I've not got all night."
Night. That gave me some marker of time passing. It couldn't have been too long. And it made me hope that I wasn't going to be shut up for the whole night.
Now that I could see a little better I tried to look for the bathroom or any kind of room where I could relieve myself, the need now feeling even more relentless since he'd mentioned it and my mind had expected the relief.
While I looked around he sighed again and pointed towards a small door to the left. I stumbled toward it, not focusing on anything else but getting there.
It opened as I got closer and admitted me into a small metal room. There was a small toilet stall on the far wall and I shuffled towards it, almost tripping on the door lip behind me.
I was vaguely aware of hearing the door behind me hiss shut before I wrestled with my suit and then plonked myself down.
The relief was immediate and instantly helped calm me and clear my head. Now was my moment. I had to work out how to get out of this situation, but I was fairly sure I didn't want it to lead to me being stuck in that hole without getting to wee. Clearly he was willing to go through with that threat to deny it.
If I was going to get away from this Frentin I was going to need to be much more clever than anyone else he'd abducted.
Getting up off the toilet I moved to wash my hands and tried to think. I knew I didn't have long. Firstly, I needed to get him not to put me back. And that meant I needed to appeal to some kind of softer side in him or get him to trust me a little.
Taking a deep breath, I rubbed my wet hands on my trousers and moved towards the door again. It opened with another swish. At least it was a well looked after ship in some ways.
"Thank you," I said as soon as I was on the other side of it. My voice was hoarse despite the lack of noise my screaming had produced so I didn't try to say anything more but see what he did next.
"I prefer it if I don't have to clean up puddles of wee and worse when I'm done with a sale, but I also don't like to have trouble with you humans either. Now, the guy who told me where you'd be said you were one of the more sensible women to take the job he offered. Are you going to be sensible from now on?"
"I guess I'll try if it means I can keep using the toilet," I replied.
This earned me a dry chuckle.
"I do have a request if you'll hear it, though."
"I'll listen if you keep it short, but I'm likely to say no."
"I get claustrophobic," I replied. "Please don't put me back in that small space."
He frowned immediately and opened his mouth.
"Or leave it open, or tie me to something in here. Anything. I'll cooperate, but, please. I can't bear it in such a small dark place."
For a moment he looked to be studying me. No doubt trying to work out if I was telling the truth, and I knew, in his position I wouldn't believe me. Who would? I was a woman alone on one of the smallest space worthy vessels out there and I'd just declared I was claustrophobic. It was something people had teased me for in the past, and I'd even found it a little funny.
But it wasn't funny now. Not when it meant he was highly likely to shove me back.
"I'm not going to even dignify that lie with a reply," he said eventually. "Now are you going to get inside on your own and with a little dignity or do I have to shove you in kicking and screaming again?"
I exhaled, trying to keep my body from shaking as I looked at the hole. There was no part of me that wanted to go back in the dark, but I had to find some way to get him to let his guard down. Could I make him believe me?
"Go on," he said a moment later, moving to the side but also closer. It was clear if I took much longer he was going to help again, and I had a feeling that would be even more scary.
"Please," I said again, unable to stop myself. Despite my pleading words I took a step closer. I shook more and more as I grew even closer until I was a shivering wreck standing right in front of the room. I paused.
Looking back over my shoulder I tried to see if he would have any mercy, but his arms were crossed and he frowned. He looked tired, but I couldn't be sure.
It appeared I had no choice. Turning back to the small room, I tried to climb up inside and make myself smaller. I was shaking so badly I almost missed a hand hold and had to clamp on tight to the edge of the doorway to keep myself from going over.
More steadily I slid into the space, hearing my captor step closer behind me. I turned, fear already making my heart race and my thoughts jumble in my head.
"Can I at least have a light or something?" I asked as he put his hand out and tried to push me further back.
I whimpered, his hand stronger than me by a long way. He leaned in closer and immediately I got a lungful of his intoxicating scent. Heat flushed through me, desire almost instantly replacing fear.
Get a grip, girl. You can't let the small of one alien make you do something stupid.
He came even closer, however, and I found myself not disliking the lack of distance. As he noticed me staring at him, trying really hard not to imagine how it would feel to kiss his full lips and run my hands across the muscular arms and chest he sported, he paused.
A moment later he chuckled.
"Humans. You're all the same. So easily seduced. I'll make you a deal. You want to sleep somewhere other than this little box, I get to have some fun with you?"
Instantly I shook my head. There was no way I was trading my body for a better place to sleep each night.
The Frentin didn't give me another chance to speak or move. He pulled back and slammed the door, once more plunging me into darkness.
At some point I must have fallen asleep because I woke up to an alarming amount of banging reverberating through the hull of the ship. Now and then it was punctuated by a yell or the clatter of something. It was clear the room I was in wasn't particularly sound proof.I felt a little calmer than I had been inside the box before I'd gone to sleep, but I wouldn't say I felt at ease. It was still a dark box on a Frnetin's ship.Not long after I was awake enough getting back to sleep wouldn't be easy the noises stopped. A moment later the ship powered up again and I could only assume we were on our way somewhere.My stomach rumbled as I tried to work out how long it must have been since I'd eaten. I had the beginning of a headache as well and I suspected I was a little dehydrated. For a moment I sat in silence, trying to work out what my
As I sat there and finished my food I listened for sounds of whatever had triggered the alarm. There could have been a lot of reasons and I wasn't sure if this was an opportunity to escape or not. One thing was sure, I wasn't going to waste good food or an opportunity to drink while I had it.I ate faster, wolfing down what was left and then quickly got myself another drink and chugged that down too. It wasn't the most ladylike behavior but I had no audience so I wasn't going to worry.The moment I'd finished drinking I hurried out into the hallway and looked for the cockpit. Padding as quietly as I could I made my way closer. Alarms weren't blaring any more but I could hear him pushing buttons and swearing as he clearly tried to sort out some kind of problem.I couldn't see exactly what was wrong but it was clearly something importan
"Hand me that tool on the left," the Frentin said, reaching his hand out. "And don't even think about doing anything else with it."I frowned as I picked it up but placed it in his hand without complaint or hesitation. How had he known I'd been considering hitting him with it?Within a few more seconds he had the gralap matrix out and my ship was no longer functional. Before I could get up to head to his ship again, he started disconnecting another part."What are you doing?" I demanded."If I'm going to take one of the parts from your ship I may as well take a few more spare parts. They'll knock a good few k credits off the price I'll get for this with the matrix gone and these extra parts I'm now taking won't make any difference once I haggle.
As I heard footsteps coming back down the corridor toward me I knew I needed to think fast. Instead of moving to the side of the door where he'd be most likely not to see me, I found myself tucking the wrench into the toolbox and then putting the rest of the tools away as well.I sighed. It wasn't going to go well if I got it wrong, and I just couldn't bring myself to do it. He returned to find his tool kit mostly packed and me putting the panel back on the compartment."Running diagnostics but so far so good. It'll make a noise if things aren't okay. I reckon I owe you that promise now.""Food?" I asked, unable to hide my excitement. It was a strange thing to be excited about, but he seemed to understand and only nodded and smiled in response.I let him lead me back to the kitchen, all the while th
With the ship back on the path mapped out for it again there wasn't much for me to do but watch the radars and sit back in the secondary seat of the cockpit. My hands were pinned to the arms of the chair for now, but I could still be useful and keep an eye on some of the systems.We were on an impressive, but older ship. In its time it had been one of the fastest cargo runners known to those in space and it was clear that Icaan knew how to fly her. His brother had good taste, but it was clearly in need of some maintenance.I tried not to do anything that my captor might find irritating like drumming my fingers, or hum, but after a while the silence started to bother me. When I was on my own ship alone silence was something I sort of accepted. It didn't feel strange because I didn't expect anything different, but while sitting next to someone it was bizarre.
Despite the hostility between us, a little silence and some asteroids to make sure we avoided, took the edge of the atmosphere, especially when I could help him by spotting the house sized rocks on the radar and giving him plenty of warning to fly around them.At the speeds we were traveling compared to the flying rocks they were easy to avoid, but it was still useful having another pair of eyes to feed you information so you could focus on just one task. It was one of the reasons a lot of ships had multiple people on them. Teamwork was a genuine life saver."Right," he said when we were through the field and nothing but stars appeared to be ahead of us. "We're in a safer section of space. Now's a good time to get some sleep.""Oh," I replied, having almost forgotten I'd have to get back into the box at some point. I really didn't wan
It took an age to fall asleep, although I managed to keep more still. Icaan snored beside me long before I could even begin to sleep. Slowly the scent faded into the background and my senses calmed.I still felt a tight heat between my legs, but a little light relief from my own fingers helped ease some more of the tension. The thought of trying to give myself some action had occurred to me while he was awake, but I'd waited, stuck in a sort of sweet agony until he was definitely fast asleep.After that I'd felt relieved enough and exhausted enough to finally get some shuteye. It had worked for a few hours, but now I was awake again. And I didn't think it was morning yet.Icaan was still snoring beside me and I was in this strange torturous aroused state again. It was all I could do to keep still, and again, more than once I considere
Holding my breath, I stood in the bedroom, not sure what to do. Down the ladder I could hear voices. Whoever had attacked us had no boarded, and before I'd had a chance to get into the hole Icaan had wanted me to keep safe in.Now I wasn't sure what to do."Long time no see, Icaan," the unfamiliar voice said. "Doesn't look like this route has been too kind on you.""No, I can't say it has, so just hurry up and get on with whatever you're going to do and let me limp home to port somewhere."The newcomer laughed.It wasn't a happy laugh either. It was the kind of mocking laugh that someone who knows they have the upper hand and is enjoying inflicting pain uses. This was a pirate in every sense of the word.I frowned and reached in
It took a little while to get back to the shuttle platform, but immediately I noticed a similar large carriage to the one I'd used to get to this dome. It was sitting on a section of track out of the way, but as soon as we approached more guards in red hurried over to it and got it moving back onto the main line."Come on, I'll help you strap in," Icaan said, as he also helped me up and into the shuttle in the first place.There wasn't room for every single red guard and my own loyal team of six, but there was a second compartment on this shuttle and a selection of them made their way in there as Icaan got me safely in my seat and then sat down beside me and took my hand once more.The doors slid down again with a much gentler and less noisy motion and then, almost effortlessly and with almost no jerking the shuttle started moving. We
Silence had settled into the room for at least a minute as no one seemed to know what to do or say and my mind slipped into the turmoil it felt. I couldn't be bought by Icaan. Despite our best attempt at bringing in the credits, he didn't have enough.I couldn't help but cry as my fate ran through my head. Despite Icaan wanting me and me wanting him I was stuck as a slave and I had been put there initially by the very Frentin I loved. It seemed so heartless and unfair but there was nothing I could do about it.Although I considered trying to run again, I knew it was pointless. Every man in the room bar Icaan was now bound to keep me here and I didn't doubt Sadisk planned to punish me enough as it was. Shaking, I reached for Icaan, but he shook his head and pulled away.The movement broke a dam as almost half the room started to talk a
"Stop this madness and let my slave go!" Icaan's voice commanded from somewhere nearby. Immediately I opened my eyes, but the baton struck me anyway, catching me in the side. Despite my resolve to handle this with dignity I screamed, the pain as it shot through my torso so intense I couldn't do anything but."I gave a command. Let that slave go!" Icaan yelled and immediately the pain receded and I crumpled to the floor.Tears streamed down my face, the pain still so intense I could barely move. Frith appeared at my side and gently tried to lift me as Brinto and several of the other guards hurried to my side and surrounded me, physically pushing Sadisk and the other men back, but the slave trader didn't appear to want to give up."She's not your slave yet, and she needs to be punished. Twice now she has tried to escape."
Despite Sadisk's declaration that Icaan had abandoned me, I still didn't want to believe it. And it seemed neither did anyone else. No one moved."Come here, slave. I will begin by dealing out your punishment for escaping your masters and costing them a significant sum of money to have you returned.""No," I said, "Not yet. I said I would wait three hours to allow for issues with your transport shuttles. My heart doesn't believe me abandoned yet."Then I shall break your heart as well if need be, but you will learn to obey." Sadisk seemed to produce some kind of baton from somewhere inside his clothes and strode toward me.I moved to one side and attempted to put the sofa between us as Brinto also stepped into the way."You cannot be serious, Sadisk. Those things
The dawn light shone through the window and woke me from an uneasy sleep. Frith immediately looked my way and gave me a nod.I sat up once more but didn't get out of the bed."Do you know how long I've got until the council will have met and decided Icaan's fate?" I asked.Frith pulled out a small device and tapped at it."They're in session now. He'll know within the next twenty minutes," Frith replied a moment later. I sighed. This was the crunch moment. This was the next trial for me to endure.I got out of bed and neatened my clothes and brushed my hair as quickly as I could. I then made sure my pack contained everything that mattered to me and I carried it over to Frith."I know you have no reason to do anything for me, but
As the night went on I still found sleep didn't want to come and I considered giving up. With his shift up, Brinto was relieved by Frith and another of the guards and I listened as they talked quietly before Brinto and his companion left.Frith then ordered the guard with him to wait outside. Although I thought this was a little odd, the guard seemed to think nothing of it and moved into the corridor outside, shutting the door behind himself.It was still dark outside, but the room was lit by enough starlight and lamp light from somewhere that I could see Frith move. He came over to the bed, stopping at the foot of it when I moved."You're awake?" he whispered."Yes. It's hard to sleep when you don't know what your fate will be," I replied, keeping my voice quiet but not bothering to whisper.
Although sleep would have done me some good, I drifted in and out of consciousness, barely able to get more than a snatch of sleep here and there. I was too wired and ready to be back with Icaan.The sun had taken a long time to set on the planet and it appeared to operate on its own time zone, not helping me sleep when for everyone here it was still afternoon.I'd also been left with two of the more basic guards during the day, with Brinto returning six hours later to watch me through the late evening and first section of night. He gave me a nod when he noticed me checking out the handover between the two sets of guards but no one spoke to me and I soon lay myself down again.I drifted off again, but I came awake more when someone knocked on the door and the young slave with Sadisk came in carrying more food and drink for me and the
The nicest rooms in the compound turned out to be little better than a basic hotel room all to myself, with the slight advantage that it was at least large enough I could sit at a small table or sofa while the guards gave me enough space. It was also several floors up and I had a reasonable view from the two barred windows.It was clear, however, that it was still a gilded cage. I wasn't free and I was being kept here until Icaan laid claim to me.Brinto didn't leave me, and unlike before he seemed less talkative, even pacing back and forth while I sat myself down on the sofa.We'd only been there a few minutes when the Frentin in charge came in as well, a girl who couldn't be more than about fourteen following him, a collar around her neck and her eyes down turned.The Frentin carried a handheld co
As a much larger and more robust looking carriage came rattling down the tracks, my guards all got to their feet and I took it as an indication I should do so as well.The side panel opened up to reveal an interior with far less seats. The seats it did have were arranged in a circle, and they looked as if they were not only padded, but the straps holding the occupant in place appeared to be far less worn and much more sturdy.I allowed myself to be led inside and immediately aimed for the seat in the middle of the circle. I soon got myself seated and tried to work out how to do the straps. A few minutes later I was still fumbling with them, until Brinto came closer."Permission to aid you, ma'am. We don't really want to still be here when the next shuttle comes through.""Oh, yes. I have no idea wha