It was her third visit to India.
Matsyaa was three when her parents took her to Jaipur for the first time to introduce her to the family. The second time, she was eleven and her grandfather had passed away. This time, she was a twenty years old, gorgeous girl—working towards her degree in Archeology—and flying to see her ailing uncle. Her father’s younger brother, Indian Industrialist Ashish Rathore, was severely ill. He was due for a heart surgery and his chances of survival were slim. Her father had departed earlier to make sure his brother received the best medical treatment and she was leaving today with her mother, but the weather was dull just like her mood and their flight was delayed. Even though she was constantly in touch with her cousins, she just wanted to get there as soon as possible because it might be the last time she would get to see her uncle. The latest news said that he had gone into surgery and they would have to wait for twelve hours to know his exact condition. This was a long period of wait. “Matsyaa, are you ready? The car’s waiting. We can leave now.” Her mother peeked into the room and she nodded, bending to lace her runners. “Okay, please ask George to put my luggage in the car. I am coming in a minute.”“Sure. I will be waiting for you.” Before Matsyaa could look up and say something, her mother closed the door and went away. She huffed a sigh and looked around one last time. George put her luggage in the trunk as she settled beside her mother on the backseat. She looked upwards and frowned at the cloudy sky.“Dad knows we are leaving right now?” She asked as the car began to move and she checked the things she carried in her hands. Candies. Gloves. Bubblegum. Ear planes. Wipes…“Of course, he took care of everything. Someone will be there to welcome us.” Her mother replied. Matsyaa scowled to herself, upon not finding the ear pods and kept rummaging her purse. “Yes, but did you tell him just now?”“His phone was unreachable. I will text him before we board the plane. Don’t worry.” The nonchalant reply had her head snapping to her mother and she raised an eyebrow. She forgot what she had to say when she looked at her mother’s attire. Lilac pantsuit and sensible white moccasins made Mrs. Gauri Rathore look elegant and classy. She didn't look like she was going to board a plane. That attire fitted precisely to a boardroom meeting or a cocktail event. So, when Matsyaa glanced down at her own attire, she felt a lot different in her crop top and skinny jeans. She pushed out a breath, thankful that she was not expected to follow the elegance her mother possessed and continued to search for her life saver. “Okay, but don’t forget to contact him before getting on the plane. Arush told me that everyone is in the hospital, so maybe someone from the staff will come, or maybe we’ll have to wait if you don’t…”“Oh my God, I will inform your dad, your highness. Now please, shut up.” Gauri groaned in annoyance and Matsyaa rolled her eyes, killing a smirk. She breathed in relief once found the golden speakers and plugged in the music. As the song began to play in her ears, she closed her eyes and took a walk down the memory lane. She didn’t spend a lot of time with her uncle but she had fond memories of him. He sent her a lot of gifts, surprise-visited her, took her to Disneyland and spoiled her for the best. It drew a smile on her face, but it wasn’t for long. She remembered the panic on her father’s face when he got the news. He had collapsed on the chair. If not her mother was in the room, he might have gone to the hospital himself, so she hoped that her father was fine. She just couldn’t wait to see him. It was eight in the night by the time they reached India after a prolonged journey of fourteen hours. Matsyaa was completely worn out. She somehow collected her luggage and staggered to the exit when they didn’t see anyone familiar around. Hot gust of wind slapped her chill prone, sensitive skin and she rubbed the heat off, wrapping arms around her torso. “God, it's burning here.”“I know, right! It gets so painful in the summer. I told your grandfather to change the family house, but no… Anyway, I am calling your dad.” Gauri took out the phone. She had just put the phone on her ear and a polished Mercedes Benz stopped in front of them. A suited man stepped out, hiding his eyes behind shades as he proceeded to them. "Mrs. Rathore and Miss. Rathore, welcome to India!" He greeted them with a nod, standing a foot away and taking out something from his breast pocket. It was an ID card. He shoved it on their face. "Dilip Singh here. I am assigned to receive you to Rathore Mansion safely. This way, please!" He waved a hand towards the waiting car and Matsyaa raised an eyebrow, "Are you from the Rathore security?”"Yes, ma'am." The man nodded. Gauri eyed her in dismay and Matsyaa sighed; yeah, it was a foolish question. The man in all his glory with black suit and tie, pointed shoes and bulky physique looked like he was straight from a cop corp. How could she haven't noticed his professional aura? "Okay. Um, there's our luggage." She pointed at the three suitcases and Dilip got them quickly stuffed in the car while he himself opened the door for the ladies and ushered the driver to move, settling on the passenger seat. Matsyaa breathed in relief as the cold air caressed her skin and relaxed her throbbing head. She pressed her nose on the windowpane, watching the running picturesque. The houses were transforming into greenery as they penetrated the outskirts of Jaipur. Her family house was built in a faraway location where only a few villas were around—all belonged to the elite class. It was marvelous, situated on a hilly top and canopied around with long, lush trees. The iron-wrought gates of ‘Rathore House’ opened up, displaying a meandering driveway up to the creamy, white mansion. The Mercedes then rounded a path around the fountain before smoothing down to a stop.Dilip climbed out first to open the door for Gauri and then for Matsyaa. She got down and stretched her limbs out, inhaling a deep, belonging breath. She smelt Rajasthan. Full of sand, full of glitter, and full of life. This was her home.If things went well, she planned to prolong her stay and tour the forts around. She had heard of the rich, cultural heritage of her hometown. It was a perfect opportunity to have some first hand experience. She also made a mental note to visit some of the excavation sites and she would ask her cousins to…."Matsyaa!" "Yes, mom," She veered to Gauri and her forehead formed crease lines, noticing the blanched face of her mother. "What's wrong?" “Ash-Ashish is no more.”***“How the hell did this happen?” Ranvijay roared on his way to Shekhar’s bedroom. As he entered, the sight of his cousin sitting next to his comatose wife on the bed, holding her hand was a punch in the gut for him. The doctor was examining her pulse and everyone was patiently waiting for him to say something. Ranvijay went to stand quietly in a corner, hopefully trying to be invisible to others. This was his fault. It happened because he wasn’t vigilant enough. The wounded princess was one of his many failures tonight. He had miscalculated everything and that led to the accident. If only he wasn’t so…“Princess is fine.” The doctor’s voice penetrated the thick fog of remorse in his mind and he blinked into the moment. “She is just a little shocked. Nothing to be worried about. I have given her the painkiller. She will be up in an hour.”“Thanks, doctor.” Shekhar sighed in relief and caressed his wife’s damp forehead. Ranvijay eyed his guard to escort the doctor out. The doctor gave him a customary nod and left with the guard. He was also about to make a neat escape but Shekhar stopped him, “Brother! I want to talk to you.”“Not now. Be with your wife. She needs you here.” Ranvijay said over his shoulder, and honestly, he wasn’t ready for this conversation. What was he supposed to tell Shekhar? That Deepika got injured as a collateral damage? “But…” “Ranvijay is right.” Kesar impeded her son and stood up, adjusting the veil on her shoulder. “It is late. You should rest now. Everything else can wait.”Shekhar looked like he was about to argue but closed his mouth when Ranvijay blinked at him in reassurance that they would definitely talk. He nodded reluctantly and gazed at his sleeping wife. Ranvijay got out of the room and met his security chief, “I want all the details, Bhushan. I want to know everything.”“We’ve caught the men. Harish and others are getting the truth out of them.” Bhushan replied and he nodded, knowing exactly how they took out the truth from their suspects. He stuck his hands in his pockets and frowned. “Where’s Uncle and Veer?”“They are meeting with the PR head, taking care of how to stop the news from getting in the public eye.”A sigh escaped his lips. “Alright. I'll see you in the security room shortly.” Before Bhushan could stop him and give another bad news, he moved away from there without any delay. His head was growing heavier with the headache. How badly did he want to rest tonight? But, after this, he knew he had a long night ahead. His legs automatically migrated to the porch, recognizing the urgency to smoke. As he made his way to the open area, the guards stationed there bowed their heads. He stopped and moved his eyes around, finding everyone surrendering to his presence. He saw genuine respect and dedication in their slouched stance. Respect was something that was given to him without asking and with that, came heavy responsibilities. “Leave me alone,” He said in the air as he rested hands on the broad ledge, looking at his land. Pride filled his chest as he pored over the twinkling and colorful landscape. This was his home. His heritage. His Karmabhoomi. He was supposed to protect them. And, he was failing at that. Quite miserably, he acknowledged with bitterness.Finding the pack of cigarettes in his pocket, he lit a bead and put it between his lips as he continued to inspect the bright space. The palace was sparkling in its beauty, competing with the glamor of Princess Deepika. Majestic lighting, fine tapestry and beautiful rangolis were making it look like the new bride. Every corner of Amergarh was celebrating the welcome of the newly married couple.Prince Shekhar Pratap Raghuvanshi got married at Pune fort and the reception was at their homeland to display the exclusivity of their hospitality. Royals across India and all over the world were invited to be a part of this grand occasion. The event was proceeding to a peaceful ending when the accident happened. They were lucky to save the prestige and pride of Amergarh, but Princess Deepika got harmed. Though no one dared to point it out, Ranvijay knew who was behind this. He gritted his jaw and exhaled a cloud of smoke, holding the cigarette between his fingers. This attack was meant for him. He never confessed but he knew his coronation ceremony would start the bloodbath. They wouldn't sit silent. Raghvendra wouldn’t take anything less than his death. He closed his eyes and focused on the distant folk songs ringing in the air. It didn’t matter how much both the clans tried to act civil and courteous. Only the rage and enmity was unleashed when they interacted. It caused blood and death, and horrible memories. That’s why he never wanted to become the crown prince, but he was there and he had to own this responsibility. This has to end. He thought, butting the cigarette. His phone buzzed and he took the call. His jaw clenched as he got the answer he was expecting. A fire kindled in his mysteriously cold eyes and he put his phone back in his pocket. It was enough being oblivious about everything. If Raghvendra wanted to learn the lesson the hard way, so be it. He was more than ready to teach him one. “Hukum,” Bhushan greeted him as he entered the dungeon and strode to the cell. Bhushan was telling him about how the men refused to answer. Each passing second was increasing his rage and he pushed open the door, making the kept men flinch at the sight of him. He loaded his gun and pointed it at them. “I will give you three seconds to tell me the name of your infiltrator.” “One!” He watched the men trembling as he curled his finger on the trigger. “Two!” He pulled the trigger and gave them a last chance to speak. “Three!” When none spoke, he shot four of them one by one with a headshot and glared at their lifeless bodies on the ground. Their blood splattered across the wall and was flowing a way to his boots. The sight of the blood made his stomach churn and he clenched his fists to control his anger. “Throw them out of our territory. I want their owner to learn how I treat those who hurt my family!" He gritted out, his eyes burning at those dead bodies but his mind only planning to destroy his enemies.Matsyaa was curled on the swing installed in the roof, lost in her thoughts. Three long days had passed since her uncle died. All this while, she'd slept off every night, hearing the doleful silence and woken up every morning, seeing the mournful faces. They were supposed to go back to England but her father was caught in a mess.The news of Ashish's demise spread like forest fire and their company started to lose shares in the absence of a stable owner. Since her father was the highest stakeholder at present, responsibility for the management of the company fell upon his shoulders. That meant settling in India. Both her parents weren’t in favor of the idea and wanted Arush to step into his father's shoes but he was the same age as Matsyaa, still pursuing his business degree in Australia thereby becoming unable to run a company with a manpower of fifty thousand people. Besides, the board of directors had straightforwardly refused to be responsible towards a kid who lacked proficiency
“I really don't wanna go, mom!” Matsyaa whined like a kid and made Gauri roll her eyes. The affection of her cousins and eldest uncle after such a long time infected her judgment. She knew in the back of her mind that her mother was right but she refused to accept it. She held her mother's palm and pouted, “Mumma, can't you figure out an arrangement that doesn't make me go back? I'll be so alone there.”Gauri exhaled deeply and eyed Matsyaa with dismay. “We decided it, honey. You'll have to go back. Unfortunately, your dad has to be here for a year or two but someone has to go back to manage things in our absence. And, you have college to finish. Do you wanna give up on your degree just because you're homesick?" Matsyaa nipped on her lower lip, mulling on her mother's words. Gauri observed her for a moment and got up from the bed to give her a quick hug, "We'll be back soon. I'll try to visit you once in a month, okay? And as soon as your exams finish, you can come here for a break. T
Matsyaa thought she committed a mistake as she combed her hair and Prem yelled for her umpteenth time from the hall. He'd been pissing her off for twenty minutes. Pushing a curl behind her ear, she dropped the brush on the table and saw her reflection in the mirror. She smiled brightly, noticing a deep brown pair of eyes staring back at her. She sauntered to her bed and gathered her faxed documents."Matsyaa, please hurry up." She grinned, zipping her bag as he reduced to whining. Locking her room, she paraded down the stairs and held her hands up. "Breathe. I'm here!""Look at the time, girl! I'm a busy man." He grumpily flashed his gold watch at her and she pouted, reaching to him. "You changed the plan at the last moment. I was supposed to go with big bro, but you jumped up at the opportunity and now you're blaming me for hampering your work?! I had to check the necessary documents."Prem eyed her handbag with a frown, "It's not needed. We're going there only to make some introduct
Ranvijay's desperate prayers took longer to reach heaven, but when they did, he felt his soul being sucked out of his body. He'd never felt so vulnerable and incapable before. His heart drummed loudly in his ribcage and his blood pumped in his veins as if he couldn't believe his eyes. The girl was drop-dead gorgeous. Busy with her camera, she was still not aware of his looming presence. Ranvijay took the opportunity to study her distinctiveness with each intended step towards her; wavy hair down her back, voluptuous chest squeezed into a black liner and endless legs encased in black slacks. She had thrown over a floral shrug which did nothing to hide the perfect outline of her body. She was standing sideways, humming a tune in a hushed voice but the chiming in her tone was luring his senses. In the periphery of his vision, she was a deer unknown to the prowling. Ranvijay felt uncharacteristically drawn to her. The man who never glanced at a girl twice was dying to look at her full
Those ocean blue eyes and the way they set upon her face, churned Matsyaa's insides in unfamiliar uneasiness. Deep orbs, confined in even darker rings made them look like there was an entire universe behind those curly lashes with stars and moons. It was surreal. Especially when his eyes had a language of their own. They spoke of authority, dominance, and intimidation to some degree. Matsyaa wasn't able to forget them. His piercing stare was etched in her memory and her heart began to drum the same nervous rhythm when she thought about him. She looked down at her soaked hands and remembered the electrifying touch. He was burning, or was it his normal heat? ‘Whatever it is, he was too proud to be on his knees. He pushed me twice. He looked at me like a creep, and his guard was equally disrespectful!’ She shrugged, deciding to put this episode past her mind. It was useless anyway. It wasn't like she was going to see him again. Heaving a deep sigh, she rubbed her arms and clutched Pre
Matsyaa jolted awake with a scream. It had to be eight in the morning when her idiot brother sneaked in her room and burst the bunches of balloons he'd tied onto the bedpost. With her hair strewn like a bird's nest, she sat ramrod straight on the mattress and stared at him, blankly. A flash made her momentarily blind. For a brief second, she couldn't understand what happened until Arush's hyena-like laughter cleared the fog in her mind. She bawled her fists and threw a pillow at him, screaming. "You stinking piece of horsefly shit! How dare you?" Arush neatly escaped from her target and grinned at his camera, "Why so grumpy? I was just trying to wake you up, Matsyaa Rani. (Queen)" He teased using the nickname she'd gotten from her late grandmother. "Come on, lazy bum. Hobble out.""Says who? You?" She glared, rolling out of the bed. She grabbed the cushion and flung it on him. It hit him right on his nose and he winced. She gave him a winning smirk and he grunted, "I woke up two hou
Sleep was miles away from his eyes, just like Matsyaa. Ranvijay spent the entire night tossing and turning and thinking about her full-fledged rejection. He sat up on the bed, unable to sleep and got out on the porch. The night wind grazed his naked chest soothingly as he pored over the garden, supporting his palms on the stone balustrade.Even the serenity of the night failed to calm down the storm in him. The episode of the day rewinded itself in his mind, echoing and coming to poke the sides of his head like an eagle. The one thing running in his mind was the clear rejection she'd thrown at him, and that didn't please him. "How dare you?" His teeth grounded. Did he mistake her as someone else? Who was this proud, ill-mannered girl? What did she think of herself? He'd personally picked those gifts for her. Those were the token of his love and she trampled them under her heels like they mattered nothing. Like he mattered nothing! His jaw clenched to the point that his molars star
Mastyaa flicked the excess shadow from the brush and smudged along her eyelids to the arch of her eyebrows. Smiling at her pretty reflection, she pulled out a satisfied breath. Her jubilant eyes were fixed on the artwork in her neckline of her blouse. She ran a hand over them, feeling all the beautiful pearls and stones under her soft palm. A smile fitted her lips. She held the sides of her skirt and twirled side by side to look at the dress. It was gorgeous. She hadn't worn Indian attire in a long time, especially not after coming to India. She was giddy like a teenager to wear the skirt and the blouse. The heavy layers in the skirt made it circle beautifully when she did a round, and the back of the blouse was amazingly designed with a thread looped in a criss cross manner all over her back. She quickly fixed the long hoops her mother had given to her to match with the dress. "Matsyaa? Are you ready, darling?" Her aunt smiled, stepping in the room and she nodded, looking through t
"YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!" Matsyaa screamed, trying and failing to reserve her temper. The metal cuffs on her wrists looked like hot iron bands which seared her skin until every pore of her body was burning in flames.She glared at the stupid police officer sitting across the table, "Do you have any idea who you've arrested?" Her icicle-like words came to stab him dead on spot. She moved her bound wrists and thumped her fists on the chair's armrest. "My family will strip you off these fucking stars, do you get that, you idiot?""And I will tape your fucking mouth if you don't stop screaming!" He banged his fists on the table, making her blink in retreated shock. She lowered her eyes to read the nametag - Vikaas Sen. She looked around and swallowed a nervous breath. God forbid if anyone came to know that she was in the lockup, her life was finished. Looking at him again, she screamed, "Listen, I think we've got a little misunderstanding. I'm not some petty criminal you can arrest
"What is he doing here?" Raghvendra hissed at his mother, glaring at a certain direction where Ranvijay was standing and talking to the security chief. Divya threw a disgusted look at him, "What do you mean? It's his home. He can come whenever he wants. He doesn't need to ask anyone."Raghvendra slanted a cross glance at Divya and curled his palm around Jaishree's arm who was having dinner. She stiffened with the morsel in her hand as he bent towards her, "Go to the room. Now." "Why?" She asked with a frown and looked at the food, gloomily. "I haven't finished my dinner." He rolled his eyes and filled up her plate with more food, "Then take this and go to our room. If you want something, just call the maids. Don't you dare come out, Jaishree!" "Okay!" She stood up and left the table, excusing fatigue. The maids carried her food to the room and Raghvendra avoided the sizzling glare Divya sent his way. "What was that?""One must save his possessions." He chewed the words out before
Kumud Palace was a jewel at the head of the hill top. Standing proud above the meandering road through the small, green patches of forest in the course, it shone like pure melted gold in the bright sunlight. Built with yellow and red sandstone, it was a stunning proof of the architectural acumen of His Royal Highness Mahendra Pratap Raghuvanshi — the great, great grandfather of Ranvijay's mother. The palace complex was situated in an area of twenty two acres of single land, in the lap of magnificent lush grass that was mowed artistically and felt like a downy rug beneath bare feet. A prominent section of the palace was open to the public for cultural and religious events to make the people of Amergarh feel connected to the royalties while the major portion of it was used for the residential purpose. Entire complex was divided into four wings; the north wing limited the access of the public with hotel and luxurious presidential suites, public libraries, art galleries, five-star resta
The night dragged a snail's pace for Ranvijay, per usual. Matsyaa was dominating his mind once again. Entire Haveli was silenced into a deep slumber but his eyes were wide awake, deliberating the faraway greenery. Even the desert met life at one point, so why wouldn't he get that privilege? He sucked on the roll and released a white puff of smoke. The nicotine polluted the air and filled his lungs, but he didn't fucking care. He needed that — needed something more intoxicating than the girl driving his thoughts wild. All he wanted was to go to her home, throw her on his shoulder and bring her back with him.A chortle left his lips. If he'd told her that, Matsyaa would've run to the hills. The smile left his lips, instantly. She did run away from him, even though he was trying to be decent with her. It wasn't his fault that she screwed up his common sense. Once he got closer to her, he had no control on himself - no leash, whatsoever. Matsyaa Rathore was perfect. So perfect for him th
Matsyaa never felt so ashamed before. She was sitting on her bed, hiding her face in her folded knees and hiccuping. Her mother was hugging her sideways and brushing her hair on her back, but Matsyaa never looked up to see any of them. Her entire family was gathered in her room, silently mourning for her trampled pride. They were tired of asking her but she refused to answer anything. Arush had told them about the condition he found her in when he had come to look for her after she didn't come back. She was shivering badly. Her face was full of tears and her breathing was labored. Arush had asked her time and again about what happened but when she hugged him and started crying bitterly, he had brought her home without questioning further. Prem and others had followed them quickly after they got a call from home. Though Matsyaa said nothing, everyone understood what had happened."Matsyaa, honey, stop crying. You're going to fall sick!" Gauri said softly, brushing her hair back from
Ranvijay was usually a very calm and composed man. Worst of the situations hadn't been strong enough to sway his mind ever. He'd dealt with enemies for so long as he remembered and was never perturbed as much as he was right then. He knew it was going to lead everything south, but he was fucking tempted to take the risk. His discipline, his self-control and his patience all fell apart like the rotten thread of a worn out garment as soon as Matsyaa's sweet scent hit him like a wall. She knew how to tease senses. The grapes mixed with vanilla and another sickeningly sweet smell had his nerve endings at fire. He closed his eyes and breathed a sigh. Damn! He came there to only talk to her. But he wasn't sure if he wanted to use his mouth just for saying something. He wanted more. A touch so intimate and so deep that she would feel his imprints on her soul. Like he had stamped her. And he liked the idea. He wanted to claim his territory, so that others would know she was his.'Only mine!
Mastyaa flicked the excess shadow from the brush and smudged along her eyelids to the arch of her eyebrows. Smiling at her pretty reflection, she pulled out a satisfied breath. Her jubilant eyes were fixed on the artwork in her neckline of her blouse. She ran a hand over them, feeling all the beautiful pearls and stones under her soft palm. A smile fitted her lips. She held the sides of her skirt and twirled side by side to look at the dress. It was gorgeous. She hadn't worn Indian attire in a long time, especially not after coming to India. She was giddy like a teenager to wear the skirt and the blouse. The heavy layers in the skirt made it circle beautifully when she did a round, and the back of the blouse was amazingly designed with a thread looped in a criss cross manner all over her back. She quickly fixed the long hoops her mother had given to her to match with the dress. "Matsyaa? Are you ready, darling?" Her aunt smiled, stepping in the room and she nodded, looking through t
Sleep was miles away from his eyes, just like Matsyaa. Ranvijay spent the entire night tossing and turning and thinking about her full-fledged rejection. He sat up on the bed, unable to sleep and got out on the porch. The night wind grazed his naked chest soothingly as he pored over the garden, supporting his palms on the stone balustrade.Even the serenity of the night failed to calm down the storm in him. The episode of the day rewinded itself in his mind, echoing and coming to poke the sides of his head like an eagle. The one thing running in his mind was the clear rejection she'd thrown at him, and that didn't please him. "How dare you?" His teeth grounded. Did he mistake her as someone else? Who was this proud, ill-mannered girl? What did she think of herself? He'd personally picked those gifts for her. Those were the token of his love and she trampled them under her heels like they mattered nothing. Like he mattered nothing! His jaw clenched to the point that his molars star
Matsyaa jolted awake with a scream. It had to be eight in the morning when her idiot brother sneaked in her room and burst the bunches of balloons he'd tied onto the bedpost. With her hair strewn like a bird's nest, she sat ramrod straight on the mattress and stared at him, blankly. A flash made her momentarily blind. For a brief second, she couldn't understand what happened until Arush's hyena-like laughter cleared the fog in her mind. She bawled her fists and threw a pillow at him, screaming. "You stinking piece of horsefly shit! How dare you?" Arush neatly escaped from her target and grinned at his camera, "Why so grumpy? I was just trying to wake you up, Matsyaa Rani. (Queen)" He teased using the nickname she'd gotten from her late grandmother. "Come on, lazy bum. Hobble out.""Says who? You?" She glared, rolling out of the bed. She grabbed the cushion and flung it on him. It hit him right on his nose and he winced. She gave him a winning smirk and he grunted, "I woke up two hou