Three: The Party
I woke up feeling like someone was watching me. I opened my eyes and saw the blue-eyed guy looking at me. I narrowed my eyes trying to adjust to the sunlight. I inhaled deeply. I quickly pulled myself up into a sitting position.
"Wanna join me for a breakfast?" He asked.
"Uhm, yeah sure."
I followed him outside to a huge table. I sat at one of the chairs. A woman came to us. "Good morning sir. What would you like for breakfast today?"
"I'm gonna have the usual and coffee."
"Got it sir. And what about you miss?" She smiled kindly at me.
"Uhm, i don't know."
"Just, tell her what you want to eat. Anything." said the blue eyed guy.
"Uhm, salmon salad and milk?" I was not even sure if they have it here. I've never tasted salmon before but my mom told me about it and said that it can be eaten raw.
"Salmon salad and milk it is." She smiled.
"Thank you, Karen." The blue-eyed guy said. I now realized that i don't know this guy's name. I kept referring to him as the blue-eyed guy since his eyes are the first thing that caught my attention.
"What's your name?" I asked nervously.
"Now you want to know my name?" He teased. This guy is cold but welcoming at the same time.
"Just forget it." I quickly said.
"Greyson." He answered.
"Greyson?"
"Uh-hu." I can feel his eyes were watching me. Then I realized that I was only wearing his white shirt and underwear, no bra. And i didn't realize how sheer this shirt was, until now.
"Stop looking at me!" I snap while quietly folding my arms in front of my chest. Trying to cover my body as much as I could.
His face suddenly changed. His blue eyes looked darker, or maybe i was just imagining things. "You don't have the right to say that to me. I own you, remember?" He looks slightly irritated.
I narrowed my eyes, getting really offended. "No one owns me! I am my own person. 500.000 dollar that your father spent on the auction doesn't mean anything to me!" I said angrily but still trying to keep myself calm.
He smirked and brought his face closer to mine. And we were just inches away from each other. "You know what, I was just this close to breaking my words for not touching you last night when I saw you dressed like that, sleeping on my bed. What should i do with you now?" He slowly pulled on the collar of the shirt that I was wearing. I felt myself blushing from his words. I quickly looked down and pulled myself away from his reach.
Then Karen came back with food in both of her hands. "Here's your breakfast." She served the food on the table. "And sir, this file is from Mr. Alfred. He told me to give it to you." Karen said, handing a white file to Greyson who still has his eyes on me.
"Thank you, Karen. You can leave now." Karen quickly did what she was ordered, leaving us both in awkward silence.
I saw "Bambi Sivan" written on the cover of the map.
Greyson read the writing. "Hmm, Bambi Sivan..." he smirked, taking the glass of coffee from the table. "This must be interesting to read."
I sighed and started to dig on the salmon salad nervously. Yes, knowing that this guy is reading through a file about me is making me nervous.
"Bambi Sivan, 17 years old." He took a sip from his glass of coffee. "Hmmm, you are young."
"Well, that doesn't change the fact that you are trying to get into my pants." I said sarcastically. Not even looking at him.
"Glad you know about that." He admitted shamelessly. I felt like my heart just dropped. "But you know, I don't even have to try. I actually have all the rights to get into your pants."
I can't help but blush as he continued reading through my file.
"You have no disease or allergies and..." he stopped reading. He then looked at me with a smirk on his face. "You're a virgin?"
I choked myself. Greyson closed the file and handed me a glass of water. I drank the whole glass. But I still felt myself blushing. Am I the only one who thinks that topic is private?
"That's private." I answered quietly.
"Oh, you are a virgin." He stated, smirking.
"I'm 17, what do you expect?" I snapped.
"I didn't expect you to be a virgin." He answered. He sighed. "Hmm, what should i do with you?" He stroked my cheek and I pulled away quickly starting to feel scared.
I tensed up when he started to get closer to me. "What is that on your neck?" He pulled my chair closer to him and tilted his head to look closer at the scar on my neck. "What happened?"
"It's fine." I covered it with my hair again. "I got hurt when they took me from my home."
He kept quiet but was still watching me. I didn't know what i was thinking. I just felt like I should give him more explanation. "It's just a scar now."
He exhaled loudly and finally took his eyes off of me. "We have to attend a party tonight." He suddenly informed me.
"What kind of party?"
"Boring kind of party. That's why you have to keep me company." He stated. "Just wait in my room. I will send some people to help you get ready for the party. I have some business to take care of now." Then he left without saying anything else.
I didn't finish my salad and went to Greyson's room. I took a bath and Karen came into the room with another 3 people.
"Miss, we're here to help you get ready."
I smiled back at her and just sat there. They put my hair into a low messy bun and applied some makeup on my face. They made the makeup look as natural as possible. The only thing that popped out from my makeup look was the red lipstick.
Then they helped me to get into a beautiful white long dress. Way more beautiful than the dress from yesterday. This one was not too revealing which I really appreciated.
It had a high neck, short sleeves, and an open back.
"Now you are ready to go, miss." Karen smiled widely at me.
"Thank you." I smiled.
"Come, I will take you to the car miss."
"It's okay Karen. She's with me." I quickly searched for the owner of that voice. Greyson was leaning on the door frame. Karen and all the people quickly left the room.
Greyson closed the door and walked closer to me. Now he was just an inch away from me. Now he was dressed in an expensive-looking black suit. He smells like mint which somehow reminded me of the mint tea my mom used to drink all the time.
I kept my head down and I bet he knew that i keep avoiding eye contact with him. "Look at me!" He commanded softly. I nervously looked at him in the eye. He continued to look at me, making me feel even more nervous than before. He pulled me by my waist and He gently placed one of his hands on my hair and play on it. I stood frozen. He started leaning down his face and i knew that he was going to kiss me. I quickly pulled away from him.
"Y-y-you don't want t-to ruin my make up." I stuttered.
"Hmmm, I sure want to ruin your lipstick and your dress." He teased. I felt my face turn red.
"W-we've-got a party." Both of my hands were pushing his chest, shaking. He took my hand on one of his hands.
He groaned. "What is wrong with me? I'm not usually this nice." He mumbled, more to himself than to me.
He took me by the hand and we walked to the elevator. We stood there quietly and i kept looking down. My face felt so hot. Why does he have to live on the 58thfloor? Time goes slower in moments like this.
I could feel his eyes burning through my skin.
He groaned again. "Fuck it." He then pressed me down on the elevator wall and trailed kisses all over my neck. Both of my hands are pinned down above my head. I moaned when he found my weak spot. It was located very close to the scar on my neck. He sucked on my skin, hard that it almost felt hurt.
"G-greyson.."i moaned loudly again. "Wait, S-stop..."
He stopped and stood back to where he was standing just right before the door opened. And I was left shocked, still glued to the wall. I gulped nervously and followed Greyson out of the elevator.
I was covering my neck with my hand. There was something burning on it and I stopped to look at myself in one of the mirrors next to the entrance. I Tilted my head just to saw a red mark on my neck. Huge enough for everyone to see. I gasped, embarrassed.
ThankGod the dress I was wearing today had a turtleneck. I was trying to cover the hickey with the turtle neck but people still might see it.
"Bambi..."Greyson called, smiling innocently. Damn that guy. Damn this hickey.
I walked to him and he opened the car door for me. We both sit in the back seat. and Alfred in the driver's seat.
"You Left a hickey on me!" I whispered and he just smiled without looking at me. I'm pretty sure Alfred can hear what I just said. But he didn't seem to care anyway.
"Don't Cover it! Let that hickey explains what we just did in my room." He said loudly. Seriously? Is this a joke for him?
"We Did nothing!" I shouted, maybe too loud.
"Yeah Yeah.. you heard that Alfred? She said we didn't do anything." I know he is just trying to tease me but doesn't he feel embarrassed talking about this kind of topic?
"Yes, i believe you miss," Alfred answered with no emotion. I sighed and just stayed as quiet as possible, looking out the window.
Alfred Stopped the car in front of a classic-looking mansion. People are all dressed fancily. Greyson, once again, opened the door for me and handed me his hand. I Hesitated but ended up taking his hand. I was walking in 10 cm heels and he was still towering over me. This place looked so much like a castle. A servant led us to a table. All the people that were sitting around that fancy roundtable stood up when we arrived.
"Mr.Grant, you've made it." That old man looked surprised. Greyson just smiled at him. So, his name is Greyson Grant? "Please take a seat. I'm happy you can be here with us."
We both sit next to each other. And Greyson kept holding my hand under the table. My hands were sweaty and I was trying to get him to let go of my hand. Then he suddenly pulled the chair that I was sitting on right now, closer to his side.
It's quite surprising to see all these old men accompanied by young girls. They must be from the auction as well. I didn't know that it was normal for all these men to bring their slaves to parties like this.
The girls pour drinks for them, light their cigarettes for them, take off their suit for them. This site is really sickening.
Some of the girls on my table look perfectly happy doing all these crap for their owner, but there are some that look as depressed as i am.
"Who's This beautiful lady with you tonight?" An old men questioned.
"This Is Bambi Sivan. She's a girl...i'm living with." Greyson answered calmly. I'm surprised he didn't refer me as his slave or any sly remarks like that since these men are publicly calling all these young girls as their slaves or something related to that. I'm pretty sure all these man know that i came from the auction as well. But i kinda appreciate that Greyson doesn't treat me like one in front of all these people.
The men are all talking about their businesses and their girls, not even caring about us listening.
"It's getting harder to find decent girls this time around in the market." One of the men said, continuing to tell his endless stories about all the young girl he had purchased.
"I will trade one of my girls for that island you recently purchased." the other men replied.
"No can do, that island is under my wife's name." He then said and started laughing along with everybody else.
Greyson stayed quiet most of the time, a small fake smile plastered on his face. He looks bored. People kept trying to make a conversation with him but he only replies briefly every single time.
I can also see how all these men treat the girls as trophies or some kind. It's a status symbol. Some girls here are even dressed in very vulgar dresses and they do not look comfortable at all.
Greyson glances at me a couple of times, knowing how uncomfortable I must have been hearing all these conversations. He doesn't touch me at all, let alone inappropriately like how all these men are touching their slaves.
Then, a servant put a plate of expensive-looking steak in front of me.
I've never had steak in over 7 years now. But I was holding down my excitement and waited for everybody to start eating. Then I felt like someone was watching me and this time, it was not Greyson. I looked around and saw that guy.
Four: The RevengeI feel like I went back in time to a few days ago when my mom was murdered. I couldn't believe i was looking at the same eyes that belong to the person who murdered my mother. He was sitting just a table away from me. I looked him straight in the eye and he smirked. He got not one, but two slaves beside him.Nolan, that's his name.I took a fork with me and covered it under my arms. I was just about to get up from my seat when i realized Greyson was looking at me, slightly concern."What's wrong? You are so pale. Are you sick?" He questioned."I-i need to go to the restroom." I stuttered."I'll come with you. You don't look too well.""No, it's okay. I will be back in a second." I quickly said and walked away. Still with a f
Five: The ShowerI woke up feeling really busted. I felt like my body was falling apart. I was sleeping with my back facing Greyson. His arms were around my waist, keeping me close to him. I looked up to the clock and it showed that it was only 5. I slowly lifted up his arm. I thought I'd succeed, but he pulled me back again before I could move any further. I turned my head to see him and both of his eyes were open. They looked tired and his hair is messy. People usually look like a hobo at this point, but in this case, he looked 10 times hotter if it makes any sense."Where are you going?" He questioned with a low voice, still holding me close to him."
Six: The RegretsI woke up feeling like someone was stroking my cheek softly. I opened my eyes and saw Greyson's blue eyes looking down at me. His expression was serious, but not angry.I blinked a couple of times, adjusting my eyes to the brightness."How are you feeling?" Greyson finally asked.I exhaled loudly. "I-i don't know." I don't remember myself going to bed so, this is weird."You passed out." He answered my silenced question. "I'm sorry. I might have over did you.""What?" My mind hasn't completely woken up yet. Then I remember what we did in the bathroom and my mind is fogged by the memories.
It was 9 in the morning and Greyson hasn't come back to this room since he left. Then I heard a soft knock on the door. Someone opened it and walked in. I turned My around and saw Karen. "Good morning, miss." She said, smiling. I could tell that she was a bit shocked, seeing my puffy face. "Uhm, Mr. Grant is busy with work today. But he ordered me to take you to go shopping today since you don't have any clothes here." I was about to refuse, but I realised that this would be a great chance for me to get away from that psycho. Probably my one and only chance of escaping. I can finally be free. I turned to face Karen and gave her a small smile. "This is the outfit that I got for you to wear today. But i'm afraid it won't sui
Alfred was standing on the doorstep. "Here you are, miss." He greeted me. I slammed the door closed but he pushed it and I fell to the floor. He stepped towards me, handing me his hand. "I'm sorry miss. I didn't mean to make you fall." "How did you find me?" I asked, crawling with my back still on the floor. "We received a phone call from a woman saying that you're in her house." He answered. I can't believe such a nice woman would do such a thing. I shouldn't have told her anything. I should've just lied. I shouldn’t have mentioned Greyson’s name. I was stupid and naive enough to believe a stranger. "i'm sorry, my dear." Helens suddenly appeared on the edge of the stairways. "I don't want to go against Grant. They also
We've been sitting in the car for about 2 hours and the sky seemed really dark right now. Greyson was driving. I was hoping that Alfred would drive us. I guess having Alfred with us could make me feel a little bit safer. Greyson seems quiet unstable in my eyes and I could never know what he would do to me. I sat quietly and Greyson also hasn't spoken anything this whole time. I was really tired from all the "runaway attempt" and everything along the way, but I was too afraid to fall asleep. I didn't know where he was taking me and I've been having this thought that he would take me into the woods and kill me or something. But, i doubt that since our last conversation ended with a pretty understanding note. I wanted to ask him but I know that there would be no point in doing that since he would not answer me. The road was long and full of sharp
Ten: the wedding"Then you should never run away again." With that, he walked out of the room.I didn't realize how punishing this would make me feel. I just feel so embarrassed and rejected at the same time.But now, I am laying alone in this bed and I couldn't even sleep. My body was covered with a blanket. my skin felt so cold but i was burning on the inside. Physically I was really tired but my mind was racing.Damn him. But I wonder, where is he sleeping? Is there another bedroom in this house? Of course there is another room in this house.I've been laying here for... i don't know, 5 hours, and it was only 6
"I'm Jessy." This girl is wearing a short sparkly white dress that revealed her long tanned legs."Uhm, no, i'm not Greyson's girlfriend." I said. But I have no more explanation for that statement. It would not be a good idea to say that Greyson bought me from the auction or the fact that his father did. "And, are you Greyson's friend?""Hm, you can say that i'm his...old friend." She smirked. I shivered. Something is a bit off about this girl. She took a step forward. "Old friend who knew just too much about him... I pity you. You know nothing about Greyson, don't you? And people go around saying that you're his girlfriend. Do you know what he tried to do? Do you know what happened to him? Have you seen his darkest side?"I took a step back. "W-what do you mean?"She ch
It was the 15th spin of the game or something. I got pointed twice already and had to drink twice. First Brian dared me to take my dress off and jump to the pool, so i drink to that and then Elle got me but obviously she was so nice and just dared me to have a shot with her.I gagged whenever i take a shot. But i kinda feel the tip of my fingers start to tingle now. Everyone here had drank so much more than me. Elle is swaying from side to side but still considered looking good after the amount of alcohol she had drank.Half of the group is already too drunk to actually play the game now and everyone is just drinking cause they want to.Abbie keeps giving me a nasty look from time to time. But then she finally decided to lean forward to talk to me. Tina is listening as well, half drunk, but listening."Bambi, i want the truth, how did you end up with Greyson?" She smirked with squinted eyes."
The sun is setting at the moment. It's one of the most beautiful view i have ever seen in my life truly. After getting distracted so many times by the view, I successfully got ready for the "girl's night out".I have a bit of make up on, i'm not very good at it bit i'd say it's decent. Then i have my hair braided at the back. Now i'm just looking at my luggage at the walk in closet, trying to find something to wear.I'm not sure how many days we're gonna be staying here and i don't really bother to ask Greyson but they packed more clothes than i need.I finally found a white short beach dress with a long white ribbon to tie on to my neck. It looks simple but it really is my style. So i put it on and struggled to tie the ribbon.Just right on time, Greyson had to walk pass the walk-in closet and saw my struggle. He looked at me for a second through the mirror reflection infront of me and walked straig
All my stuff are packed. That morning, someone had prepared me a sleeveless dress to wear. It's a beautiful silk white dress and white cardigan.We head to the airport in no time and stopped at the private jet departure area. We got on the place and i truly wished Elle and Tina would be there as well in the same flight but they're not.I could tell anyone would see how disappointed i was cause i literally ran up the stairs to get into the jet. I took a seat and Greyson took the seat right across me.He is wearing a buttoned up black polo and khaki pants. Proper, but not business trip proper."Where are we going?" I asked him as i watch the people outside load up our stuff from the car to the jet."Bali island." He said.What? Bali is a "paradise" island. It used to be a very popular holiday destination i heard but after the crash half a decade ago, it became an exclusive d
I woke up to the sound of people in my room. I could tell it was early in the morning. The sun is still low on the horizon. I blinked my eyes to adjust my vision to the lights. There were some maids going through the wardrobe and putting my stuff to a trolley."Hai?" I broke the silence. There are three woman in my room and now they are all looking at me."Oh, sorry ma'am, did we wake you up?" One of them replied."W-what are you guys doing with my stuff?" I sound very sleepy cause maybe i am."Mr. Greyson told us to move your stuff to the master bedroom.""What?" I asked still half awake. "No.. please just leave my stuff where they belong." I asked nicely."No..." A voice said. Greyson is leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed. "You don't get to tell them what to do."Seems like the helpers have collected all my stuff and now they are walking out of the room quietly, leaving me and G
"Bambi." I heard a woman's voice. Someone familiar. Someone i truly loved. Mom.She caresses my cheek as i lay on her lap."Mom?" I whispered. I blinked a couple of time. I know this is just a dream. "Mom, i miss you.""Honey..." she smiled softly, now stroking my hair. "I truly miss you too.""Mom," i paused as i started to cry and sat up. "I hate my life. I don't like who i've become." I looked at her with my teary eyes.Her expression doesn't change. She still has that soft smile on her face. "Honey... you should be grateful cause you're still alive."It just seems very eerie. She is still smiling as blood started to appear through her white dress."N-no no no..." i pushed my hands to her now bleeding chest, trying to stop the bleeding. Nothing could've saved her from this gunshot. "No no no! Please no!"
Is this all?Life. That is such a meaningful word isn't it? When you hear that word, it feels so meaningful. Turned out, this is all.My life is nothing but sadness. Problem comes one after another.I stayed at the hospital for 4 weeks since one of my rib got injured pretty bad as well. But now i am being treated at Greyson's penthouse. Greyson got some doctors and nurses here in the building to treat me. I don't even want to know if i ever gonna heal or not.I sleep in another room now cause clearly sleeping next to Greyson is the last thing i want to do.This morning, a nurse opened the door and placed food on the bed side table. She was doing some basic check up when i saw the door opened quietly from the corner of my eyes. I don't have to turn my head to know who that is. Greyson comes to my r
Am i still alive? Do i still really want to be alive? I don't think so.I opened my eyes slowly. The first thing that i feel is pain. Pain everywhere. My head, my legs, my stomach.I turned my head slightly to the side and that small movement shocked everyone in this room like they were expecting me to not wake up anytime soon."Bambi..." a familiar voice called me. I blinked my eyes again for a couple time. My visions are blurry and i can't see clearly just yet. But then, that person held my hand and moved his head closer to me. Our forehead touched. "Ah... You're finally awake.""W-what happened?" I asked. My voice cracked and sounded rugged. Then i looked around, Elle and Shane are also here, in the corner of the room, watching me and Greyson, but they decided to give us our own space. Elle looked sad and happy at the same time that it seems weird.Then, a memory, or what seems more
6 weeks passed since i moved back in with Greyson. We're still staying at the lake house and Greyson usually go to work only twice a week. I told him billion times that it's okay for him to just take care of his work and leave me here but he refused. I'm happy that he is being so caring and all but i kinda feel bad that he has to sacrifice his works.We're sitting in the dining room waiting for the food to be served. And yes, Greyson hired a chef to come all the way here to just cook for us. I'm not a good cook myself so i can't say much about this special treatment. The chef, Manny, finally served our breakfast. "Enjoy, sir, ma'am." he said."Thank you." i replied."You may excuse yourself." Greyson said and manny nodded and left the room.I was just about to dig in when Greyson said, "you know... I was thinking, maybe we could build a house, a big one. For us...and our children. Our family."I was taken b
3 months passed. The baby bump started to get bigger and bigger. and i'm still staying with Elle. And she is still doing whatever she can to protect me.These days, i can't swallow anything. I've been losing alot of weight and Elle keeps forcing me to go to the doctor but i don't want to. Elle doesn't know about my weak body condition and i'd like to keep it that way. But i know that she's been very concern about my condition.Greyson comes almost every single day. One day, he looks fine with his tux and all, and another day, he looks like he just drank 3 bottles of vodka. What scares me the most that he can get violent when he is drunk. I'm afraid that Elle might get hurt and she always deals with Greyson on her own. She doesn't just tell her guards to kick him out and all.The sky is dark now and i heard Greyson's voice. I thought i was dreaming at first, but now my eyes