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Author: BooksbyThurah
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-17 18:17:42

Kiara's POV

"What did you want to talk to me about? If it's about the date, I understand you are busy and I am not upset."

I was seated at the dining table with Katlsn and heaven knew where Damien and Keturah had wandered off to. It was probably for the best that they weren't around when I did this.

I met Kaylan's beautiful blue eyes.

"You should be." He had every right to be upset at me. I think I would have preferred it if he was instead of being so understanding. "This isn't just about the date. It's about everything."

Kaylan seemed to understand this was no routine conversation.

"Kiara."

"Please let me speak while I still have the courage to do so."

I inhaled deeply. I could do this. It would be quick like ripping off a band-aid.

"You are a good guy. The best. I haven't been completely honest with you. Mostly because I am still very confused myself."

I met his gaze. It was the least I could do while saying something so hurtful but it needed to be said.

"I like you…as a person. B
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