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2022-02-19 03:39:12I threw my bag in the foyer before running upstairs, trying to hold the tears that were threatening to leave my eyes since I saw those pictures. I didn’t know who was stalking us but they sure were doing a great job at it.
If I were alright, my first thought would be to brush my teeth and rinse my mouth with mouthwash after puking but I didn’t care at the moment. I flopped down face first on the bed and cried my eyes out because that’s all I could do then.
I couldn’t lose him. Not after everything we have been through. We were going so strong. I didn’t have it in me to think of a day without him. Thinking of a day without Ryan in it was like eating fries without ketchup… even worse.
The point is Ryan added the taste, the colors to my life and he was so important to me. Not because he made me feel alive but because between all of this back and forth with each other, we really found the out that we complete each other.
I heard my phone ringing which pul
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A week later and whoever that was, never replied to my text. I kept questioning myself if they were planning on revealing my big secret or they left me alone for good. Well, whatever it was, it would eventually come out. Few days were left until my birthday and I was planning on telling my parents about my relationship a day after my birthday. Those pictures being out meant, this relationship could be exposed any moment so, I wanted my parents to know that before they find out from another source. “Baby, help me with these.” Ryan called me from the kitchen. His groceries have just been delivered and he was arranging them in the fridge while I was watching Disney movies. Ever since I have got my sight, I couldn’t stop watching TV. It was so fascinating to me. Even camera lens did better job than my eyes… huh! I paused the movie I was watching. Even though I knew what was going to happen because I had read the book and heard audio book several times but
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The next few hours spent watching the Disney movies from the collection Ryan bought for me. Yep, he was literally spoiling me and getting himself in trouble but as much as he denied, he was really into those movies. From time to time, I heard his little giggles and his little comments on few scenes. He didn’t know but I caught him wiping off the tears at one point by side glancing. He was so into it that I had to call him three times to get his attention and even when I caught his attention, he handed me the snacks while his eyes still locked on the screen. So much for acting like a mature tough guy. It was already 5 in the evening when we were done watching. I had to head back home because it was school night. Though I had my stuff here with me in his house, my mother strictly told me to get back home before 6. I didn’t want to upset her any more than she was. “I have to head home now.” I said, collecting the mess we created around us. The juice bott
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