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2020-07-08 05:57:51“What do you want to talk about?” I asked carefully.
“Us; I want to talk about us”
The guts.
“There's no us” I said. “At least not anymore” I added quietly and Ivan rubbed the side of my waist. Up, down. Up, down. Letting me know he was there for me.
“I know, I know that and it's all my fault but I want to explain” his eyes pleaded.
“We were busy and you interrupted us because you want to explain something you should have explained since?”
I really wanted to hear this explanation but not today. I wanted to be with Ivan today and tell him everything about Linc, Sandra and I.
“This isn't the you I knew” he said sadly.
“What does that mean?” I arched an eyebrow.
“You always told me that you hat
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