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* God forgives. *

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* Happy sixty chapters, guys! *

---- Richard ----

I have never cried so much in my entire life, not even when I broke my leg as a seven years old child, and had to be taken to the hospital where my leg was fixed back in place.

Though the process hurt a whole lot, but I didn't cry as much as I was expected to. I guess this was attributed to the fact that right from a young age... My Dad always told me that, real men don't cry... Even in pain. Only the women who are weak cries. So any guy that cries would be seen as a woman and would definitely be mocked for being so weak.

So yeah... I didn't cry.

But today... I just couldn't stop the tears.

It's said that men don't cry.... I always believed this.

But today, I realized that men do cry.

Why won't we? Even Jesus cried at lazarus' tomb.

So if Jesus being the son of God and the second person in the holy Trinity could cry.

What's more me, A mere dust?

I realized that there are situations where letting out
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