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Insecurities

Author: Fantasia Swan
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

I felt immensely insecure when he didn't admitted that he loves me . It panged my heart for a short moment but he did smiled as I declared my love for him . Yes ! My love was the reason I wanted him to make love to me . A cloud of insecurities flooded my brain cells. The possibilities of what if struck it .

What if he doesn't loved me

Or

I was expecting too much.

I felt love In his touches , the way he cared my body and tried everything to not hurt me . Literally , he was controlling his animalistic desires from not hurting me . He soothe my pain with his kisses and gentle touch .

I looked at the man laying besides me . My head was resting in his chest. Our naked body was covered in the duvet . I stared at him for answers .

Did he not love me

My brains cell says to confront him . An unknowing gentle smile spread on his lips . He brought his fingers on my naked arms drawing circle on it . Shiver spread down to my spine . He was looking so fucking gorgeous than my every cell w
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