ElenaFuck me! Yes fuck me big fucking time! I scream my lungs out. How could I? How could I forget today is my Love’s birthday? Jesus Christ.This is so heavy on me. Now I feel like Avera. I feel like the fucking bitch. I didn’t mean to forget your birthday dad…I’m crying, crashing myself on the floor. I usually set a reminder alarm for my father’s birthday but that doesn’t mean the date has to leave my head but I just got fucked.No, No dad, I’m sorry. I put down my glass and run out of the kitchen, holding my phone tightly. I’m happy I haven’t started drinking yet. If not, I wouldn’t have been able to drive tonight. I was about to take a sip when the alarm came up. Gosh, how could I do this to dad? I’m so messed up. I fucking feel pain and hate myself more now than I do Avera.I can’t find Ava or Ella in this crowded party. I want to tell them I’m going first, but I can’t find them and I can’t spend one more moment in this mansion with the guilt burning inside me.I’m running out o
ElenaMy time is up. Running from these bastards has finally come to an end. I’m fucking in their trap and there’s no way out for me. I will have to pay for something I didn’t do. If I don’t go to them, Ella will die. I know what they want—they want to mess me up. I don’t have a choice. I have to save Ella’s life. She’s my responsibility.“You have me, let her go.” I say, my breathing picks up. Poor Ella must be cold. she’s been there for over an hour, and half naked. Nobody knows what is happening yet. They are all in the living room, enjoying the party. That’s one advantage to Ella. No one will see her naked because they are all busy inside.“Beg. Crawl to your knees to us.” Darius yells, Ryan is smirking at me with his deep blue eyes that are as red as the blood stain in his knuckles.“Please.” I fall to my knees, squeezing my eyes for the pain of letting go of my pride. I have to do this, for Ella and whoever who is framing me.I’m crawling on my knees towards my fucking mates. El
DariusPoor girl. She’s so messed up. Ryan messed her up with alcohol last night. But this is just the beginning. We don’t reveal to her what our real plans are yet. Ryan locked her up in the guest room bathroom, he doesn’t care about her. He hates her more than anything in this world. He doesn’t care if he shares a bond with her or not. I’m here acting like the nice guy I’m not. Last night, I saw Ryan very pissed, drinking his life to waste when he told us what he did to the girl. I have to live the girl alone for the night before coming to act like a nice guy this morning. I’m in the bathroom right now, staring at our little tired mate in the face. Her eyes are close, but she looks sick and tired.Tired? Why would she be? We’re just starting. We haven’t introduced what we want to do to her or what shape we want her to be in yet. Her cheeks are dry, but I can see the tears dried on them. Her make up is a mess because of the alcohol and her pitiful tears. Elena’s head is on the bath
ElenaI don’t know where I am. I am moving as if I’m inside a car. I slowly open my eyes into a squint. I feel pain shooting up my neck. I growl a little as I try to sit. I’m really in a car. I just don’t know whose car. How did I end up here? Wait…I remember I was locked in a bathroom. I am about to panic when I hear a familiar voice. “Elena, are you okay? Don’t worry, we are almost home,” she says in a tense voice. She’s driving somehow fast as though someone is chasing her.“E-Ella?” I try to speak, but the pain I feel all over my body are unbearable. My wrists hurt badly. It must be the rope tied to my hands all night. But how did I get out?“Elena, I’m sorry.” she says as she drives, and I can hear a little cry from her voice.I feel a little tipsy, but after blinking a few times, my vision becomes clearer. I’m in my car and Ella is the one driving me home.“Ella, are you okay? Where did you stay last night?” I’m instantly worried about her now that I get my senses back.“D
ElenaThe weather feels so hot today. I don’t know if it’s really the weather, but nothing has been cool for me. My heart hasn’t gotten enough space to breathe and I haven’t had enough oxygen in my lungs. It’s tight.Maybe because I’ve been crying nonstop. I feel like the most terrible daughter on earth, maybe I am. I’m standing in front of the place where my father was buried two years ago. I see all the flowers I bring to him every year all withered.The wind is strong. It blows my red hair on my face, sticking to my face because of the tears. “Dad.” I whisper, dragging a shaky breath as I try to speak.“I’m here Love, your little angel is here,” A small smile parted my lips when I say out the name he always called me. “Happy belated birthday, Love.” I smile, and the wind blows my hair again. It feels like he is standing beside me. My heart is melting.“Elena, keep being like a fish. Keep swimming. Keep being happy.” I hear his words echoing in my head again, and my eyes starts get
ElenaAva arrives after a few minutes. She bursts out of the car and run towards me. I smile, standing firm, opening my arms to embrace her as well.“Poor Elena.” she exhaled, dropping her neck on my shoulder. My hands rub her back as I hug her tighter.“Thank you for coming, Ava.” we let each other go.She smiles. Her brown eyes soften as strands of her blonde hair fall on her face. Then she narrows her eyes at me. “Elena have you been crying?” she touches my cheek, wiping off the remaining tears.“I forgot dad’s birthday.” I say in my soft voice.“I’m sure he understands, Elena. I’m sure he understands how you are trying to cope without having him anymore.” she says. She slightly pulls my cheek, my lips part, giving way for another smile.“Is there something wrong? Apart from the Quads? I mean you look pale.” she says as she walks back to her car. she reaches inside through the window and takes out two ice cream cups.“Here. I bought two to calm you down while you speak out your hear
Elena“We are here.” Ava says, staring at my face. She probably has been doing that while she’s driving.We both get out of the car. This place is called the Sport Hidden Valley. It’s hidden because people barely know about it, the Alpha, the Quads’ father, owns the place. People think it belongs to the government. The Quads and other guys come here to master football. That’s how they get to play better in the real matches.As for the girls, we also do have matches but it’s not as often as the guys. Some students also come here for other things. For some, it’s just their way to escape boredom on Saturdays. The last Saturday before the summer break, I caught some students fucking at one of the empty rooms. There are lots of empty rooms you can find in this place. My presence didn’t even disturb them, they were so into it. Well here, people get to do whatever the fuck they want.“Ava what took you so long? We have been waiting for you.” a girl I have seen on one of the Quads' lap, says
DariusLetting her go was intentional. Tonight is the only chance she gets to be free from us. That too was a warmup, to scare the hell out of her. We laugh as she runs out of the room through the other door we left unlock. We purposely didn’t lock that one when we came in the room earlier to write on the wall. She’s used to that red pen thing. That is what Ryan usually uses to scare her.Speaking of Ryan, he is silent and his head down. He is kind of breathing hard, but it’s not loud. The girl did something to our dicks. Her cries are like moans to us. “Hey man, are you still hard?” I put my hand on his shoulder. His eyes are closed, and the chain is dangling in his hands.“My dick is not doing fine. It was so hungry to fuck her hard tonight.” he sneered, lifting his horny eyes to meet mine. Mine shows nothing yet, but my dick has relaxed since she left.“Relax man, we have plenty of time for that. She’s ours now. Soon it will feel so good when you shove it down her throat.” I say smi
Elena" I will never forget about you, Elen. I know I was a bad cousin but you still didn't despise me." her eyes are teary as they plop her luggage, into her car. " I would never hate you, Ella. You are still one of my favourites and I understood your reasons. Just be a good girl from now on." I smile broadly, she pulls me into a tight hug and kisses me on the cheek. I do the same before waving her goodbye, as she hops into her ride. " Travel safely to the airport love. And ring me once you get back home. I love you." I wave at her. " I love you too, Elen." she stares at me through the mirror, until I went out of sight. " That's so cute of you, Elen," Ryan says from behind me. He has Emerson in his arms, holding up the sucking bottle for him. " Thank you, honey." I get close to him and he kisses me on my lips for a few seconds. I jump a little to his height and kiss him on the cheek before we go inside. " I'm so happy, everything has been resolved between you guys!" Ava shouts a
ElenaI sit on my bed, eyes wide open and staring at the glint in my room. Everything seems so calm after finally getting off Miss Shepard’s trap. I never imagined I would be set free just for the mere essay I wrote. Well, it could be an essay to her, but it was a piece of my heart.I hear a knock in my room taking away the calm silence. “ Come in.” I say from the tip of my lips, throwing my hair freely to my back.I stare innocently at her as she comes to put baby Emerson in my bed. “ You busy Elen? I need you to take care of your baby brother for me.” she says, I take my eyes off hers to meet him and he smiles. He is always smiling. I wish I’d remain a baby forever. So peaceful and has no trouble in life.“ Um.. for a while mom.” I run my hands into my hair softly. It’s Friday and we have some activities during the school day, which I barely have some details about.“ Oh alright. Twenty minutes then, I will be back soon.” she winks and runs towards the door. I turn to Emerson slipp
TysonJesus Christ!Damn, fuck me! I couldn’t hate myself more for saying those words to her. I couldn’t withstand her crying in front of me. I was so tempted to pull her onto my chest and hug her tightly, and kiss those ugly tears from her eyes.I couldn’t even tell her the reason we had to do that. I am so fucked up!I haven’t been able to breathe properly since I clicked on the block button. I had to stop myself from messaging her. I couldn’t just stare at my phone without having the urge to text her. Without having to tell her that I love and I would never leave her.It was so fucking hard to say those words to her. Damn, I feel like roasting myself in a hot flame. I can’t cope anymore without her by my side. God, it is killing me!I rise from my bed and storm out of the room. I didn’t go to school today, I wouldn’t be able to bear it. I can’t have her on the same premises and not speak to her. I would die of hurt and guilt.I walk along the aisle, my throat feels sore after I d
ElenaI gather enough courage to drive myself to school. Scared to see the Quads. Especially Tyson. Scared to meet his eyes, that he was truly comfortable with blocking me. " They left her completely this time, now she's alone." I hear some chuckles beside me, as I lay my hands on my locker. A small smile spreads from my lips as if the gossip I just heard about me didn't just crack my heart like a bomb attached to a wall. I get my books out of the locker and slam it hard, to let them know that I heard the gossip about me. But no reaction, I fucking won't. Let them say what they want. It's been over two weeks and since I haven't heard anything from Miss Shepard, I can as well go back to the classroom. I slip my books into my arms and walk away, heading to the class. It's Monday again, and having the same subject I wouldn’t like to take for now. The same subject that gave me detention. The same subject allowed me to know what love is. The same subject that gave me the chance to l
Chapter 101ElenaI watch myself shattering like broken glasses. I’m dumbstruck, all I do is laugh a lot like I’m going insane, because I’m too hurt to peel a single tear, too broken to cry, too broken to move my lips, too broken to speak to anyone, the easiest is laughing as though I have a mental illness.I do. I do because at this point I can’t seem to believe what I heard from Tyson, I don’t believe yet that they left me. No, I’m dreaming, I want to wake up.Since yesterday I haven’t shed a single tear, I haven’t cried and I don’t know why. My brain says I’m okay, but my heart says a different thing.I stand numb in the female bathroom, can’t feel myself and the worse part of it I can’t recognize this girl in front of me, I don’t know who she is, this girl in the reflection, with weary eyes, broken self, heavy heart, shattered inner walls.One thing about mirrors, it only shows how beautiful you are from the outside, it hides your inner ugliness so that no one can see it but you.
Chapter 100ElenaLast night, Tyson didn’t drive me back home. He said he had an urgent call and he needed to leave early. He stopped an Uber to take me back home, and when I did he didn’t contact me to confirm if I was home already. I held my phone tightly hoping to have a message from him or a call last night. I didn’t until I dosed off.I drove in my car, I’m in the parking lot of Ivy Prose high school, watching my phone patiently to beep. I feel sick of waiting for his text, it’s not too bad if I text first right? Maybe it was too busy for him last night that he couldn’t give me a call.Elena: Hey are you okay? You didn’t give me a call last night after I got home. I send him the text. Normally it doesn’t take Tyson a second to reply to my message. I wait three more minutes in my car, staring at my phone as if my gaze were permanently glued to it. No reply.I step out of my car when I hear the bell for the first-period ring. Knowing I can’t go to class yet like a normal stud
ElenaI woke up very late, checking my phone and finding out it is 10 a.m already. I’m fucking late for class. I slide the covers off my legs and step out of the bed. I stay a moment on my bed trying to recover back to reality then I remember today is the last day of my two weeks detention. Shit, did I just woke up late on the last day? I stiffen when the realization hits me. I go to take my bath when my phone begins to ring. I have no idea who will be calling me by this time. I decide to pick up the call before going to shower. I get my phone from the corner of my bed, realizing the caller is Tyson. He must have been waiting for me in the library, maybe he was already sick of the wait so he decided to call. “ Elena,” his voice is deep and low as if he was just waking up. “ Good morning, butterfly.” his voice is hoarse sending shivers down my stomach. “ Tyson, good morning. You sound like you just woke up? I was expecting your loud scolding voice to scream at me, why I haven’t a
Chapter 96Chapter 98RyanWe are at the basketball training room, listening to our coach explaining about the sports competition coming up soon.Daniel is here and a few other person I know are here too, except Tyson, and I think Darius should be into another game, maybe football. As for Tyson, I guess he isn’t interested in the competition at all and if you ask me I don’t know where he has been or what he has been up to lately. The only place we get to see is at home.We are about twelve interested in basketball this time, last time it was baseball but now we are into another game and it just started getting fun, especially the plan I have in mind about my poor brother.“So guys, you all have to listen to the rule, a very simple rule. This is a semi-stage to know if you are going to be chosen or not. Once there’s any mistake you are going to be eliminated from here, and kiss a goodbye to the final game. Got it?” he asks, clapping his hands for us to get started.“ Got, it coach,”
ElenaThe past few days I had spent in the library, make me feel like something has changed about my life, everything. How I breathe, how I smile, how I easily get over the hurt and how I easily get up on my two feet and move on.And the reason is just that one person that has been making my heart burst. My heart almost burst at the last statement he made before he left. I'm climbing up the staircase smiling as I am hugging the transparent vessel, where Tyson put my flowers. It's pretty, I love the scent and I love that I received it from the person that almost makes my heart burst with affection.I climb up lazily like a fat man who is having difficulty in breathing. I halt for a moment and a wide smile comes across my face. Thinking about his nice looks, his beautiful smile and most of all his beautiful words..." Elena." I hear my name, I take my gaze down the stairs to find who just called me." I haven't been seeing you lately in school," Ella says, coming closer as she lifts he