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74. Faith Lost
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RAVEN
I had been discharged from the hospital the following day, thanks to Kia and Rayhan’s Kitty.
I still remember the look in Kiara’s eyes… The moment she told me that I should have told her what I was going through. The tears… The promises that we really won’t hide anything any longer. Something I knew both of us would honour. I hated seeing her feel like a disappointment when it was my own doing that I hid it all from them, when I had so many chances to tell them.
She had spent the night with Liam, I could smell his scent from her when she had come to see me in the morning. I wasn’t able to ask her how he was, I didn’t know what to think.
She had spent the day with me, it frustrated me that because of me she was being torn like this, between me and him, but she had nothing but love and concern for me.
Her parting words still rang in my head, and despite the fact that I knew she meant them, it still hurt.
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