Christian GoldmanEver since I left the beach, I couldn't help but feel this sense of abandonment inside me, as if with every step I took I was leaving something behind; the night breeze was strong and made the cold creep deep inside me, I felt it in my bones, I looked up at the sky and the moon, which had been covered until a few moments ago, shone in all its splendor, I watched the stars, I saw a fleeting one and made a wish."To be happy with Lynda," I said aloud.Maybe I was deluded, or maybe I thought that there was no mistake that true love couldn't forgive, but I had the feeling that I could be with her, find my happiness and above all make her happy, because Lynda deserved it, because since she was little she lived surrounded by tragedy and evil, I instead of being the light in her life, ended up becoming the darkness, that's why I wanted to reach her, explain to her and ask her to let me show her my love.Lately I have been a little contradictory, I do not know if it is becau
Christian GoldmanThe feeling of emptiness inside me deepened and the desire to go and talk to Lynda intensified, without giving them time to react, I ran out, pushed her and got into the car they had left parked in front of the house with the keys attached, without thinking for a second I started, At the same time I heard them screaming for me to stop, but I couldn't, I accelerated as if hundreds of demons were chasing me, I just wanted to get to where she was, I saw that the announcement was made from the garden of the main palace of Vancal, so without wasting time I went there.I parked the car in the nearest area and started running towards the palace where the announcement was being made, I know I looked crazy, I don't know how I did it, I just know that I jumped into the crowd that was gathered in front of the palace, to my good luck or bad, I couldn't tell, Lynda was waving to the people, using all my energy power, I pushed the guards around her away, I even hit them and arrive
Lynda SkaroskyWhen I went out to greet the people of Balaica to announce my engagement to Steven Walker, I never imagined that I would see the man who destroyed my life again, I don't know why he was looking for me, what was his determination to see me again when he was supposed to have rebuilt his life, that he even ended up marrying my best friend. They told me that he had gone far away, that he had run away like a coward after being acquitted of the crime he had committed against me, and I could not believe that he had the nerve to present himself to me, his mere touch caused me repulsion, it was unbelievable how one could hate someone I loved with all my strength and so deeply, someone for whom in another time I would have been able to give even my life, although now there was nothing left, only a deep and absolute hatred. I watched him as he pushed the guards away, pulling them from one side to the other, I walked him from head to toe, he was not even a shadow of the man he was
Lynda SkaroskyThe days passed and the wedding day arrived, as I got dressed, I couldn't stop remembering that other moment when I married Christian, tears threatened to cover my face, I tensed my face, I wouldn't let myself be defeated, I had to be strong enough.I looked in the mirror once more, I was beautiful, I lived up to my title, I was a princess in every way, and although I didn't dislike Steven, I didn't feel all those indescribable emotions I felt for Christian."Why weren't you the man of my dreams? You became my worst tormentor."I sighed and some knocks on the door brought me out of my thoughts, minutes before I kicked everyone out, because I needed some solitude, I wanted to be by myself, as illogical as it sounds, but sometimes you need to find yourself, look deep inside and make some kind of inventory of what you were, what you are, what you want to be or need to be.I had so many memories inside me, some made me smile, some made me ashamed, and those of my son were t
Christian Goldman I fell to the ground, I was out of breath, I was crying in despair, I felt tortured, I didn't want to live like this, life was weighing me down, and my insides were so shattered, I had nothing healthy left, it was as if someone had squeezed me hard, squeezed me to pieces.I don't know how it happened, but seeing me like that, my mother jumped from the wheelchair to the floor with me and grabbed my face as she kissed and hugged me. It was the first hug I had ever received from her, and it made me even sadder, because I realized that despite all my mistakes, life had always been cruel and unfair to me, because if I stood up ten times, it would knock me down eleven times, and in my mind, I would ask dozens of questions.Why couldn't I even have a mother's affection? I would have given all my money and the power I once had just to have a little happiness, but it was impossible, how could I do it? There was no hope for me. And now I just felt like an obstacle, and I did
Christian Goldman I walked a long way, I didn't want anyone to accompany me, not even one of the drivers, and when I had walked a few kilometers, I stopped a taxi that was passing by. As soon as I got in, I asked the driver to take me to the main dock of the city.The driver leaned forward and started the engine, adjusted the rear-view mirror, looked me in the eye and smiled kindly. The sunlight streamed through the car window and hit my eyes, I sighed as I remembered my family, my friends, I looked wistfully at the backpack I had packed for my new life, I can't help but think of her, of Lynda, and my heart crumpled in my chest like the folds of an accordion.My taxi driver pulled ahead of me on the way, so we arrived at the place in less than twenty minutes, I paid the transfer fee, grabbed my backpack from the ground, and got out of the car.The breeze whispers with the roar of the waves, the crash of the sea, the hiss of the sails unfurling, and the creaking and groaning of a tho
Lynda SkaroskyAlthough my first impression was to run away, I could not do that, I had to think calmly, I had to be cerebral and not emotional at that moment, but it was not easy to do that, because immediately remorse arose inside me when I remembered the way I treated Christian and the pain that was reflected in his eyes, it was obvious that he was suffering, that he was hurt by our past and I had so much resentment inside me when I saw him for what happened that I did not feel the slightest compassion for him. Now, remembering the past, my mind was a sea of confusion, because after listening to this conversation, I realized that I had been deceived, manipulated, and fallen into the trap that was specially set for me.It was inevitable to bring up what happened with Leonard, his attempt to give me an explanation and my grandfather's, my uncle's, opposition to him talking, everything was clear now, I could not help the trembling of my body. I was afraid of what might happen, I saw
Lynda SkaroskyAt my request, Joseph stared at me, looked at Leonard, and sighed."I think it's risky, today they'll be looking for you everywhere, instead of going to places where they can find you, we should stay in places where they won't be the first to suspect you've run away."I nodded at his words, I knew he was right, even though I wanted to talk to Christian so badly, it was an urgent need to be able to talk to him and tell him that I was sorry for being so hard on him.Joseph set off on the path Leonard was following, and I was right behind them; the path was narrow and steep, but Christian's friend led us with confidence, it seemed as if he had done this hundreds of times. I felt like an intruder in his world, a world that I had not had the opportunity to know, not in that way, because first I was practically forced to be confined by Jonah and then by my mother's family; with whom I had a little more freedom was with Christian, he took me to see beautiful places".A cool br