Ethan’s POVIt's already past midnight. I finally managed to calm Melinda down after a lot of talking. I am drained and all I need is a nap. I look to my left and see Melinda already fast asleep. I would have just crashed here but after her display earlier on I’d prefer we give each other some distance. I also think of Alexia. She must be so pissed; I just hope she got home safe. I need to go see her and try to explain things to her.What am I even going to tell her? She would never believe I just went to check up on Melinda. She doesn’t trust me when it comes to women. I wouldn’t trust myself around women with the kind of reputation I have but this time I honestly didn’t do anything. I don’t even want to think about how she must feel right now. I practically ditched her even though I knew we were meant to be traveling in a few hours.It’s starting to feel like I just keep putting myself in situations where I need to apologize continuously and I hate it, I don’t want to be like this w
Alexia’s POVI wake up a little later than expected, I walk to the kitchen and see the boys already seated eating breakfast with my usual chair unoccupied but with food for me on the table.“you boys are the best,” I say then sit down to dig in. I can remember how I had to be the one to teach them how to cook since our parents passed. I guess it’s paying off now.“It's the least we could do,” Austin says. They look all grown up even though they are dressed in school uniforms.“I wish I could drop you guys off at school like other kids enjoy but I still don’t have my own set of wheels,” I say. This was one of the many things I could not provide for them and they never once complained about having to walk to and from school every single day.“You know we don’t have a problem with that is, I mean the walking gave us this mean build we have. The ladies love it” Aiden jokes“You boys are so silly, but I promise to give you guys the world soon. Just give me time” I say and they nod“Enough
Alexia's POV The day continues like nothing happened. I got here this morning not knowing how I would confront Ethan without calling for an outright war but he managed to use his charms to put me back on his side. I don't regret it though being married to your enemy sounds like a lot of unnecessary work. I already have his parents frustrating me. At least he should be on the fence or occasionally on my side rather than against me.I use my phone to read my latest addiction while blasting my ears with music. These two things give me hope, give me life, and most importantly keep me sane in every situation. These two things are music and books. They just take me to worlds I can only imagine. My life could be a total mess but I get the chance to forget that with the help of my books.I learned how to sing from my mother. She loved music and had different ways to explain it to me. She met my father at a music club one night then they became inseparable after. I reminisced until a knock jo
Alexia's POV I've resumed work fully and I have to admit I am probably the first person to ever prefer spending the whole day at work than staying in that wretched house. At least at work, I can pretend everything is okay and I don't have to worry about Ethan's parents. Most especially his mother. That woman is after my sanity and I just don't know how long it'll take before I finally break.Luckily for me, her insults are only for when Ethan isn't around when Ethan is with us she sticks to simple backhanded compliments or rude questions she tags as just being curious. “You need a break from that house,” Bridget says after I narrate how terrible staying at the Blackwood's mansion has been.“I'm already sick of it,” I tell her. Ethan's mother just keeps finding new ways to make me hate staying there. I still don't know why she dislikes me so much because she can't be so bitter for no reason.“At least you get to live in a nice mansion,” she says, trying to console me. “You know I do
Alexia’s POV“Please drive faster” I tell the driver, hoping he'd just speed the fuck up.“I can't go any faster ma'am so you need to calm down and let me do my job” he says in a clipped tone. I might have sounded rude but I don't know what the problem is. What if Austin had another panic attack? He started having them after our parents died but he got better or at least I thought he did. My brother needs me and I don't know what to do. My phone buzzes and I check it quickly hoping it would be from my brother but it was from Ethan. Ethan: are you okay? Call me when you get thisI look at the message and just leave it on read, I don't think I can talk right now until I see them.After what felt like an eternity and more, the car pulls up to my apartment or what used to be my apartment, now I live in that mansion of doom. I open the door and what I see makes me feel dizzyThe whole place was decorated with balloons and flowers and decorations with cake in the middle, then my brothers j
Alexia’s POV It's lunchtime and I’m with Bridget at our favorite coffee spot close to the office. Ethan didn’t sleep at home last night so I’m guessing, my not going out with him pissed him off. I don’t know why he would be upset, it's not like we are a real couple. He might have been trying to be nice but I am trying to keep my peace heart safe. If I fall for Ethan it would end catastrophically and I am trying to avoid something like that from happening. “where is your mind at Alexia?” Bridget asks. She had been talking for at least two minutes but I just zoned out. “I’m so sorry I just got a little distracted,” I tell her “what's up?” she asks looking concerned “I don’t know, let's just say married life is very tricky,” I say avoiding giving details. Talking about what is going on with Ethan and me feels like a betrayal. She just wouldn’t get it either way “well if you ever feel like talking just know I am one call away. It's almost the end of lunch so I think we should start
Alexia’s POVIt’s been a month now and I can confidently say getting married was my biggest mistake. One would think if you had to choose between marriage and prison that going for marriage would be the best option but it’s starting to feel almost as bad as being trapped.Ethan hasn’t brought up the whole date thing since the last time I turned him down, he has still been nice to me but he barely speaks to me or even offers me a fleeting glance most of the time. If it isn’t work related or important, he just won’t speak to me. this became the norm with us but then he is never at home. If he isn’t busy at the office, he is out doing God knows what. He has only slept in our room once since our whole fallout.I don’t know why I thought I could still be friends with Ethan without it getting complicated. Sure, he doesn’t treat me badly but it’s like he is only tolerating me because he has to. His mother hasn’t stopped torturing me though. Every chance she gets to insult me she uses it with
Alexia’s POV “Why are you allowed to be with whoever you want to but I can’t?” I ask because my mood is already worsening because of this argument. Is he also tired of arguing or is it just me? “Well, that is what we agreed to and I don’t believe you are someone to go back on your word” is all he says. His reply is weak at most “Are you jealous?” I ask trying to rile him up “Go to bed Alexia, I am not doing this with you” is all he says before he enters the bathroom and puts on the shower. Today is the most he has spoken to me in a while and it was a bloody argument. He can’t keep doing this to me. “You are being selfish and I will do what I want” I shout then angrily climb my bed then sleep off. I wake up and of course Ethan isn’t on the bed. The joys of being married are endless. I get ready and go to work hoping getting busy would distract me from the chaos that is my life. Dealing with all of the drama in that house isn’t good for my health. My phone buzzes and I see it is