Alexia's POV The drive to the Blackwood mansion started quiet and depressing. I had a lot of doubts in my mind. From leaving my brothers alone to moving in with his family knowing how much they dislike me. I must look like an opportunistic gold-digger to them and I don't want to think about myself in that light.I thought it would continue being depressing but luckily for me Ethan noticed my mood and tried to cheer me up. I can't deny the fact that his method of cheering me up worked. I would say being a playboy made him have such a good way with words.Despite Ethan being a well-known playboy, I know he is a good person. I have worked with him for years and even though he has tried to flirt with me multiple times after I drew the line he stopped. He didn't become mean or anything, he just stopped trying to get me into his bed except for the occasional jokes he'd make. Now look at us, together. Married too but not in love. Never, Ethan and love can't be put in the same sentence.We f
Alexis's POVI wake up feeling slightly refreshed but still very much exhausted. I search for my phone and see it's still 4 am. I look at the other side of the bed where I can't help but notice Ethan's absence.I don't even think he slept here last night but I can't think of where else he would be. Out with his other women! That nagging voice screamed in my head. I shouldn't care what Ethan does with his life; the contract gave him that much liberty but I can't help but feel slightly annoyed. Like couldn't he wait one more day before trying to get away from me?I sigh in frustration. This is not the married life I dreamed for myself but then like earlier stated I had dreams and this is the hard cold reality.I drag myself from the bed to get into the ensuite bathroom. Perks of being married to a billionaire I suppose. I take a nice long relaxing shower that helps calm my nerves.After that, I feel much more refreshed and ready to take on whatever the day has for me. I walked out of th
One week later…Alexia’s POVIt’s been a week, and one thing I can say with full confidence is that I hate being married to Ethan. The funny part is Ethan isn’t even the real problem. The problem I have is his family. They find new ways to make me uncomfortable.Mr. Blackwood has barely said ten words to me which is at least better than his wife who never misses an opportunity to insult me. I think the highlight of it for me was the day I tried to do something nice and cook for the family. This woman spat in my food. I remember what she said like it happened just yesterday. That is because it did happen yesterday, silly. My inner voice mocks me.My mother-in-law said, “This is the biggest abomination I have ever tasted. Can you do anything useful at all?” her words stung more than I’d care to admit. Ethan had said absolutely nothing to defend me. His father remained silent while Mrs. Blackwood dropped insult after insult on me. I don’t know what I did wrong to this woman except for ma
Ethan’s POVI sigh feeling accomplished. I managed to bag a date with Alexia. At first, I wasn’t sure she’d say yes but she pleasantly surprised me. I felt guilty for not defending her during the whole dinner fiasco. My mother was the one at fault. I mean Alexia’s lasagna was exquisite, you could only find cooking that good in very few places. My mother just decided to be petty and hurt poor Alexia’s feelings. I was helpless though. As much as I wanted to help, I still had to factor in the fact that she was my mother. I wanted to avoid conflict and, in the end, Alexia was the only one affected.I finish up with work quickly needing to pick Alexia up. It’s already past 6 but if I leave now, I could make it a little after 8 which to me is fair enough. I leave my office and get into my car. I gave my driver the day off so I have to drive on my own. That’ll give us privacy at least. Halfway through the ride, my phone starts ringing. I plan on ignoring it but as the ringing refuses to sto
Alexia’s POVI checked my phone one more time and it’s already 10 pm. Where could Ethan possibly be? I mean if he knew he wouldn’t even show up, he shouldn’t have bothered offering to pick me up.“Sis, what’s wrong?” Aiden and Austen both ask in unison.“Nothing my darlings, Everything is fine, I reply” lying to them. I am anything but fine. I got to the apartment shortly after talking to Ethan. I was so excited to see my brothers. Being away from them for so long felt like a nightmare. They were just as happy to see me telling me everything that went on in my absence. I was so proud of how responsible they had become.My mood started to dwindle when 8 pm had passed and I still hadn’t heard from Ethan. No text, no call, absolutely nothing. At first, I assumed he was just running late then I started to worry. What if something had happened to him? But couldn’t he have given a heads-up? My mind went through multiple scenarios trying to piece together reasons why he didn’t show up. The
Ethan’s POVIt's already past midnight. I finally managed to calm Melinda down after a lot of talking. I am drained and all I need is a nap. I look to my left and see Melinda already fast asleep. I would have just crashed here but after her display earlier on I’d prefer we give each other some distance. I also think of Alexia. She must be so pissed; I just hope she got home safe. I need to go see her and try to explain things to her.What am I even going to tell her? She would never believe I just went to check up on Melinda. She doesn’t trust me when it comes to women. I wouldn’t trust myself around women with the kind of reputation I have but this time I honestly didn’t do anything. I don’t even want to think about how she must feel right now. I practically ditched her even though I knew we were meant to be traveling in a few hours.It’s starting to feel like I just keep putting myself in situations where I need to apologize continuously and I hate it, I don’t want to be like this w
Alexia’s POVI wake up a little later than expected, I walk to the kitchen and see the boys already seated eating breakfast with my usual chair unoccupied but with food for me on the table.“you boys are the best,” I say then sit down to dig in. I can remember how I had to be the one to teach them how to cook since our parents passed. I guess it’s paying off now.“It's the least we could do,” Austin says. They look all grown up even though they are dressed in school uniforms.“I wish I could drop you guys off at school like other kids enjoy but I still don’t have my own set of wheels,” I say. This was one of the many things I could not provide for them and they never once complained about having to walk to and from school every single day.“You know we don’t have a problem with that is, I mean the walking gave us this mean build we have. The ladies love it” Aiden jokes“You boys are so silly, but I promise to give you guys the world soon. Just give me time” I say and they nod“Enough
Alexia's POV The day continues like nothing happened. I got here this morning not knowing how I would confront Ethan without calling for an outright war but he managed to use his charms to put me back on his side. I don't regret it though being married to your enemy sounds like a lot of unnecessary work. I already have his parents frustrating me. At least he should be on the fence or occasionally on my side rather than against me.I use my phone to read my latest addiction while blasting my ears with music. These two things give me hope, give me life, and most importantly keep me sane in every situation. These two things are music and books. They just take me to worlds I can only imagine. My life could be a total mess but I get the chance to forget that with the help of my books.I learned how to sing from my mother. She loved music and had different ways to explain it to me. She met my father at a music club one night then they became inseparable after. I reminisced until a knock jo