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2021-05-03 09:37:06LISA
May 11th 2018
I quickly open the door and let Rachel in. The moment she steps through the threshold, I close the doors being sure to lock them again. I take her by the arm and move us away from the public eye.
When I look at her she seems off.
Not her usual perky self.
"Did someone hurt you?" I ask her as I run my eyes over her body.
Visually checking for any signs of abuse.
She pulls on her ear lobe, nervously taking in her surroundings.
"Can we go somewhere and talk in private?" Her voice carries a trembling note wrapped around her words.
I start to worry, wondering what could've brought her here at this time of the morning. She should've been at the gym leading her workout class to a body slimming victory.
I nod my head and lead us to a vacant room. Quickly stepping inside, I close the door and lock it behind us.
"Is eve
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