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2021-09-26 09:26:49MADDIE
May 17th 2018
I pull up outside the club dressed entirely in black and wearing a blonde wig underneath the Patriots cap I found under the passenger front seat. I remove the petrol can from the car I rented from another town.
I gave Chad 24 hours to contact me and re-offer my job with a few extra perks. It's now been 28 hours, and my patience with his idiocy has run out.
"Time's up, mother fucker." I hiss aloud.
It's 11 p.m., and everyone should be at home scrubbing themselves clean of the fifth their bodies have sustained throughout the day.
While I sat across the street this morning, I noticed that the club's east wing had been temporarily closed. The large sign that read:
'CLOSED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE'
Could be seen from the main road. I had intended to set fire to the entire building.
However, I've changed my mind and I have chosen to ignite the east wing first. Just to dem
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