CHOICELESS; I wish I am me

" Do have a seat," Edwin spoke as he pulled out the seat for her to sit on. She responded as she sat down. 

He sat opposite her afterward.

"So tell me, how have you been lately?" He questioned.

" I've been good. I now run my dad's hospital. He finally got what he wanted from me right from the beginning." She expressed.

"Wow! That's cool.  I'm glad you are doing great." He replied with glee.

"Enough about me, how have you been?" She asked.

"Well," He exclaimed, adjusting his sitting posture, as he continued. "I work in a private hospital as the head surgeon."

" Wow, I'm proud of you. At least, you can now take good care of your mum. I know she's so proud of you." Angela responded.

"You can say that again." He replied.

"To tell you the truth babe, I was wondering where you had gotten the money to pay for a dinner date in a five-star hotel. I had believed that maybe you were trying to impress me." She stated.

Edwin guffawed with delight on hearing such. "Of course, I should impress you. I mean, if not you, who else should I impress?" He replied as they both laughed boisterously.

"Please, pardon my manners, what do you care for?" He asked; handing the magazine on the table to her.

"Mmm…, I'm not really hungry. A chicken and chips will do." She replied, placing the magazine back on the table.

Edwin called the waiter with the telephone that was on the drawer next to the bed. He relayed his order to him, walked back to his seat afterward; and continued his chat with her.

There was a knock on the door, moments later. "Who is there?" Edwin asked.

"It's the waiter." Answered the voice behind the door.

"Please come in," he ordered.

A young fair guy walked in, with their order in a stainless tray he was carrying. He placed it on the table and walked out afterward.

"I've really missed you, my love," Edwin uttered, placing his hand over hers. He gazed into her eyes, pouting seductively.

"Same here love," she replied blushingly.

"I just feel like having you all to myself." He expressed, giving her a wink.

Angela replied with a warm smile. She had felt so too.

"Alright, let's eat." He suggested.

The atmosphere was painted red with romance as the duo fed each other.

Edwin tried cleaning the grumbles of the chips beside Angela's lips; only for his hand to accidentally hit her wine glass. It fell and spilled the red wine it contained over her dress.

He rushed immediately towards her. Cleaning the mess it had created with his hanky.

"I'm deeply sorry dear, I didn't mean to do this to you." He pleaded, dabbing her soaked dress with his pocket-handkerchief.

"It's fine, you don't need to apologize; it was just an accident," Angela responded.

"Don't worry, I got this." She added, taking his hanky from him to clean the mess herself.

Edwin tried taking it back from her to clean up the mess himself, he had caused it and so, should be the one to clean it up. He dragged it with her, creating room for what seemed to be a love play.

Suddenly, their eyes were locked together. He could see the desire in her eyes.

He landed a passionate kiss on her hot lips. Angela went out of touch with reality. It was just like a dream come true. The euphoric feeling from it made her wrap her arms all over his neck. She wasn't ready to let go.

He carried her to his bosom and put off the white lights; leaving the deemed blue lights on. He walked slowly towards the bed; and laid her gently, lying over her with his lips still glued to hers.

He caressed her neck with warm kisses, while she fondled his back continuously.

Poker by poker, they undressed each other; throwing their clothes and underwear on the tiled floor. 

He entered her slowly, knowing fully well that it was her first time. She moaned in pain as he thrusted.

He then pulled out for some seconds, fondling her boobs and neck with his lips. He used his hands to guide himself as he entered into her again; after applying some lubrication.

The bowl of pain she felt, turned into a pot of honey. She was filled with ecstasy. The mannish smell of him, and the feeling of his bare body crashing against hers, made her high.

Suddenly, his thrust fastened, and his heartbeat quickened. She could hear him breathing loudly. His muscles spasmed, making him grip her tightly. His body stiffened for the moment, as he released. 

After the deed was done, he gave her a warm kiss on her lips and stared into her eyes. Seeing she had enjoyed every second of it, gladened his heart. He smiled and rolled over to the bed taking in a deep breath.

Angela placed her head on his chest as she caressed the flushed hairs on it, with her fingers.

"Hope you enjoyed it?" He asked, wrapping his arms around her shoulder as he fondled her triceps. 

"Yeah, I did." She nodded.

"I love you so much." He uttered with a kiss on her dark hair.

"I love you too," she replied.

She was exhausted, and her eyes began to dim. "Goodnight my love". She added raising her head for a kiss.

Edwin kissed her twice; after which, she laid back in his bosom. "Sweet dreams my love." He added as they both slept off.

As it was dawn, the room was ghost_quit. Only the snore from the duo was heard. 

The table contained dirty plates, leftover chips, wine bottles and glasses; and white bones from the devoured chicken.

Their clothes and underwears were still haggard on the floor.

Angela opened her eyes gently, exhaling a huge yawn from her wide-opened mouth.

Seeing that Edwin was still asleep, she reflected on what had happened last night, as she smirked.

Suddenly, her face turned cold, her heart was troubled. Starring at the innocent face of a handsome sleeping Edwin, she pondered;

'How will he feel when I break the news of my forceful union with Leo to him?'

Caressing his forehead, she continued. 'He will be deep dead in sorrow. He might take what happened last night as my way of paying off. I can't afford to see him go through such pain.' 

Shallowing that bile down  her throat, she continued; 'But I should let him know, knowing that things will get worse if he finds out himself.'

Edwin slowly moved his head to the side. He flinched at the caress of his forehead. Opening his eyes, Angela became tensed. She wasn't ready to break the news. That was the wrong time for him to have woken up.