Stacy: The last thirteen hours were like hell for me, one thing in me was telling me to call off the union and run away but where should I go? I don't have anywhere to go. Maybe, Bellini was right that I was only doing this because I had nowhere to go, or maybe, I felt sorry for him but whatever my reason for staying in the end I knew I was walking down the aisle with Bellini and I was ready to make this sacrifice for our friendship for the feelings I had for him for the Pack and for everything that he had done for me. The entire Packhouse was deserted except for a few omega that were there at the packhouse. Our union ceremony was supposed to be held in the open fields under the full Moon. I told the omega that was supposed to groom me that I could do it alone. I took my time to cover all the bruises on my skin as a result of Bellini's bite and grip, the concealer did perfect work for me everything was covered perfectly.In less than thirty minutes, the party will kick off and if I
Brake: I know I shouldn't be here, I didn't want to come here, my wolf wouldn't let me, was it just my wolf, my entire being wanted to see her for the last time before she took up a new name before she starts wearing another scent mixed with hers. That scent that will never be mine. I watch as my alpha and his mate groom themselves to leave for the party, Jamie didn't want to leave the pack without his mate, and his Luna didn't want to miss her best friend and sister's union, so even though his pup was just a few weeks old, they were leaving the pack with him, I heard they were not going to stay at the party for long. Just go here honor the invitation and return to the Pack, I was already drowning myself with alcohol when Caldwell walked into my room, "doing this again?" He snatches the bottle from me. "What the fuck is wrong with you? Give me back." I growl at him ready to take the bottle back, he pulls it higher making it difficult for me to snatch it back. I scoff. "keep it if
Stacy: "Are you still coming?" Bellini's voice came up in my head, I swallowed hard."Yes, I am coming," I said before I wiped out the tears that were welled up in my eyes. Slowly I walked through the hallway down the front door of the Packhouse, my heart was heavy, I didn't even know what I wanted at this point, If it was Brake or Bellini before I went into the open field where the ceremony was to take place, the full moon casting a warm glow over everyone gathering under the moon and the air was thick with anticipation. Everyone had gathered for the union ceremony of Alpha Bellini, and me, his chosen mate, not his fated mate. It was meant to be a day of celebration, of unity, and power, as Bellini officially welcomed me as his mate and his Luna.My heart pounded in my chest, as I walked closer to Bellini who was already waiting in the middle of the field, anxiety crept into my head and my hand trembled as I finally stood by Bellini's side. I had dreamed of this day for so long, yet
Stacy: Without another word, I turned and ran away from the field, leaving behind my dreams and the life I had envisioned. Each step felt heavier than the last, but I didn’t look back. I couldn’t. The pain was already unbearable, a bleeding wound that cut to my very soul. I didn't know what to think of my fate. If it's a cruel fate or one that doesn't deserve anything good. My heart was broken, I knew, this pain, that fate had chosen for me, there was no escape route. I am drowning in it. The forest was blurred and filled with my motion and shadow as I ran, the edges of the world fading as the tears streaked down my cheeks. My gown was now torn and stained with dirt, clinging to my body as I stumbled over roots and trees. I could still hear the echoes of the ceremony, the murmuring of souls. Not forgetting the part where everything turned against me. The part where Bellini's body stiffened and he murmured the words, "mate," "Mine." As if that wasn't bad enough, he let go of my
Stacy: I jolted and awoke, gasping as if I had been drowning. My heart pounded as if I had just surfaced from deep underwater. I blinked rapidly, trying to clear the dark fog that clouded my vision. My breathing was shallow and panicked, and my body trembled as though it had just been pulled from an icy grip. For a long moment, I lay still, my mind clouded with flashes of cold water and the sensation of being dragged under it.I blinked my eyes several times, I was certain I had drowned.My hands flew to my chest, expecting to find it soaked and heavy, my lungs full of water. But there was nothing just the rise and fall of my breath, coming in gasps. The room around me was still unfamiliar, but the scent lingering in the room smelled familiar. A single beam of morning light streamed through the window, casting long shadows across the floors. I still couldn't recognize the room, the room felt foreign and welcoming, as if it existed in another world, far from the riverbank where I last
Stacy: I watched my best friend slashed sister, Brittany dance with the male she always wanted to have as a mate, alpha Jamie, the goddess was fair to her and I wish the goddess would be fair to me as well, grant me, my heart desires. Mother said she met her mate, two weeks after her nineteen birthday in the Alpha’s union ceremony and this is exactly two weeks after my nineteen birthday, so I guess I might be meeting my mate as well since that was the same thing that happened to my grandma also. Although I have a boyfriend and I love him. For the past three weeks, we have been having issues, and our relationship has not been on the best love story tag that will have a happy ending but all hope is not lost, keeping my fingers crossed that the goddess might fate us to each other. My boyfriend's name is Brake Rex, the beta of Shadow Moon Pack, he is a half-demon but he is the sweetest soul any female will ever have around her. Those few months that we were together, he treated me li
Stacy: “let's get this done and over with, just get the rejection.” His words shattered my heart, I shook my head, moving closer as my tears were already dropping. “c'mon Stacy stop with the drama, you and I know you don’t want me, you wanted the Alpha, and there he is right beside you, I could give you the rejection and then you could be free to be with him, you don’t have to run from me anymore.” I swallowed hard wiping my face, he misunderstood me, it was not what he was thinking, I didn’t want the alpha, it was him, that I wanted, I wasn’t running away because I didn’t want him, it was just that, I don’t know that he is my mate. “It's just a misunderstanding, let me explain?” “Explain?” he asked tauntingly, and I foolishly nodded to him, “There is nothing to explain, I know you always wanted to be a Luna and I can’t give you that. I am nothing but just a beta…” “There is nothing like just a Beta, you are a beta and you are…” “Enough…” he interrupted me, “let's not make it har
Stacy: “Being the mate, that you wanted me to be,” he said unbuttoning his shirt, pooping his button one after the other, it was then that I smell his drunkenness, I raised my hand to push him away but the sparkling spread across my body, this was the first time, we came in contact, since the bound. It sent tingles into my core and desires were beginning to build up in me. I wanted him to kiss me, hold me, and claim me, he was all I wanted but not like this, he was drunk. “Let me, you are drunk.” I pushed him away from me, wanting to retrieve my hands from his chest. He grabbed my wrist. “Why should I leave? When you want your mate, and you wouldn’t accept my rejection.” He snarled and undid his belt, I shook my head, I didn’t want it this way. My heart thudded loudly and my cheeks were burning with tears dropping from my eyes, he grabbed my hands and pressed them above my head while pinning them to the tree my back was already pressed to, I thrust hard but he trapped my body wit