Chapter 2 my home

POV(FREYA),

I woke up to the smell of pancakes hitting my nose very early in the morning, I slowly sat up and found Kai missing. He wasn't by my side Anymore, a slight giggle escaped my lips as I imagined him making breakfast for me. He has never done it but maybe I suddenly got high hopes this morning since I thought he was making breakfast.

I hurried out of bed and rushed downstairs in my pyjamas. I was shocked when I saw numerous foods displayed on the dinning table and I found myself wondering if Kai really prepared all these.

I followed the smell of the pancakes to the kitchen and Bianca was holding up my kitchen spoon, flipping pancakes in my pot. With my ingredients?

Without thinking twice or considering anyone's feelings. I yelled, "get the f**k out of my kitchen!"

The hot pancakes landed on the frying pan handle and the pan flipped and fell on her leg, it burned her and she yelped in pain. I hurried to her and immediately held up the pan.

Kai rushed into the kitchen and I immediately dropped the pan since it looked like I burned her with it. He gave me a stare that I couldn't read and I hoped he didn't think I intentionally hurt her.

Without asking questions or asking me how it happened, he lifted her up and carried her to the living room.

I tailed behind and watched as he cleaned her burn wounds and sealed it up.

"What did you do that for?" Kai asked, glaring at me and I knew he would misinterpret the situation.

"It's not what you think Kai, I didn't hurt her. Tell him what happened Bianca..." My voice trailed off watching Bianca in disbelief as she cuddled up in Kai's arms and made an uncomfortable look.

"I told you to wait till the results but you had to go ahead and hurt her? Is that how much you hate her?" Kai shot at me and I wanted to yell at him but I knew how that would turn out.

"There's no use in talking to you..." I hissed and hurried upstairs in anger. This felt like a dream and I wished it would all end after the DNA results. Bianca seemed too relaxing for someone who brought in another man's child, like she had a plan.

I felt hurt that Kai was pulling away too quick, it wasn't supposed to be this fast. I had pictured this same moment but in a more proper way.

We arrived at the hospital and they all went to get their blood drawn except me and I felt left out.

In as much as I felt hurt, I had no one to confide in.

"It would take at least 3 business days before the results can be out." The doctor informed us and I felt too uneasy, I thought the results would be out immediately.

Bianca held onto Kai's hand and wouldn't let go, he looked too pleased holding her and I was jealous that he never gave me a chance to hold him like that in public.

"Let me help you with the bag," Bianca feigned concern reaching for my bag and I glared at her.

"Like you can lift your own bag," I shot at her and Kai shot me a bad look.

"Let's go," Kai said and I rolled my eyes. "Ouch ouch!" Bianca winced in pain and made her leg look like she couldn't walk.

"I can't move my legs, help me stand up."

"You can't walk like this, Freya could you please hold Liam for a while?" Kai asked handing me the toddler that looked like he fell from hell(he's very cute)

I hesitated for a while but finally carried him, Kai lifted Bianca like a child and walked out of the hospital without looking at me.

I felt like my whole world had shattered that instant and I wanted to throw this damnn child into the trash can.

I joined them in the car and Kai had me sit in the passenger seat while Bianca sat beside him at the front.

We maintained perfect silence till we got home and I stormed into my room the moment I got home.

I rushed into the bathroom and turned on the shower on my head, I wanted to cool off and relax.

I sat in the filled tub and cried my heart out, I thought I had built a family. But it turns out the family I dreamt of building would only exist in my dreams.

I heard a knock on the door and I immediately wiped my tears and turned the shower off.

Kai entered the bathroom before I could prepare myself. He stared at me and I immediately avoided his gaze.

"Are you okay?" That question made me want to hit him hard in his groin, like how the f**k does he expect me to be fine after all that happened?

"I'm fine, I just wanted to have a bath." I lied without looking at him even though I knew he was staring right at me.

"With your clothes on?" He said and I realized I was seating in the water filled tub in my dress.

"I jus-just I forgot," I lied and stepped out of the tub with my dress dripping with water.

"Is this about Bianca?" Kai asked and I bit my lips. He would never understand me, not in this life.

"You don't understand Kai, the point is..." My words were cut off when we heard Bianca scream so loud from downstairs.

Kai rushed out of the bathroom without looking at me, it was as if I was saying something meaningless.

I felt a sharp pain pulsated through my belly and I held the shower stand as aid so I wouldn't slip.

I stayed in the bathroom for one hour with the hope that Kai would return, but I was wrong. He never came back.

I had my bath and went directly to bed, hoping this would all end when I wake up in the morning.