ON MY MIND

“Are you okay?” Carry worried about what David Lee say to her

“Conclusions are always important. People must have a beautiful ending. See you in the studio” she said pushing her fingers through her blonde curls, left Cary alone and headed for the dressing room

Diane enter dressing room, where there was Marisa who gave her clothes she will wear, she said she get the clothes from a different famous brand, but Diane refused and chose another clothes

“Wear something bright today. I want to look as glamour as possible” she said while choosing clothes, she got a Dress suit with a bright Red silk shirt, black skirt, and blazers with fine lines appearing black

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In the broadcast room the team is busy preparing for the news to be aired at 7.30 PM in a few minutes. Diane enters the studio with makeup done by Marisa, teams in different office spaces watched from the screen, who were amazed by Diane appearance, But David Lee speak otherwise, he commented on Diane clothes through the mic in the control room

“Reporter Diane, your clothes today are too bright. Do you want to bring news or do a fashion show?” he said in his british accent when he wanted to make a joke and just to make Diane rolling her eyes

Diane sat in the middle of the broadcasting studio room ready to airing the news “David lee... You know, the main news is about murder cases?” she demanded, her expression serious

“That's right, why?” he said still consider it a joke

“This. Is. Not. The. Right. Time. to discuss fashion shows” she point slowly “-because three peoples DIED!” she shot back to monitor her gaze strong and steady where David can see, David Lee face instantly changed, his guts shrinking.

Nancy Crozier enter the studio and sits next to Diane but Diane doesn't care. Diane didn’t say hello or even looked at Nancy, she only focused on scripts that would contain news that would be covered, from the control room David Lee gives enthusiasm to Nancy

“Nancy don't be nervous and do your best. I will support you” he said eagerly, and after that the broadcast began, where Diane opened the news amazingly.

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The evening was chilly, cars wandering around, Kurt sitting in his car with the sound of songs on the radio, waiting for the street lights to turn green, his eyes staring out the window looking at the screen at the news building where is the billboard shows a woman delivered the news, he didn’t blink his eyes, his mind was distracted, his gaze focused in her movements, he imagined a beautiful moment with that woman. Suddenly he stunned because the sound of a car horn back his car

He drive again with that thoughts only fixed on her, He didn’t know whether all this was due to alcohol or Will words, maybe he just missed her, maybe he needed time to think...no, he shake his head, lastly he thought a plan for talk to her was nothing was conveyed, maybe this is the time, to end all this, he immediately drove towards one way

He parked his car, far away from front of a building, a... familiar building, where all beautiful moments happen until...he shake his head again don’t want thinking to much as his head spinning, he immediately got out his car, go to the door of a house with his steady step try not to fell over, when he stand in front the door he still had doubts ‘come on Kurt what else do you think’ so he got his nerve back, and rang the bell,one..two.. three times he rang the bell but no one answered, and he tried to knock the door but still no answered, look at the watch on his wrist, It's not yet time to go home to her from work, ‘Damn’ he groan loudly leaning his head towards door facing down, he blinked a few time suddenly his eyes looked at the keys in his hand, he had no other way, and in fact this house was also his home not to mention his house in the country

He open the door and lock it again, before pressed the fingerprint of his thumb on the doorknob, lucky him, Diane hasn't reset this doorknob yet, because she always chooses to press the button on the panel and the fingerprint for Kurt, meaning she still allows him to come in doesn't it... he sighs while thinking, turn around he exhaled smell the familiar scent, his house, her, they...he stumbled a little when he move toward living room but he stopped, put his hand on the wall and turning his face, he look at large frame of their wedding, he was carried away his fingers touched her face in their photo with slow motion, he stared his expression sadness, he blinked his eyes his steps took him to the dining room, the room is dark he tripped at the leg of the chair, he groan loudly, his head dizzy, so he sat on dining chair, crossing his arm and bow his head while closing his ayes.

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In the news studio Nancy finished giving an explanation of the news that was broadcast by Diane

“The killer and victims of such attacks have no revenge with each other. Besides, women and the elderly are often targeted. Then this incident is very interesting” she said smile politely to camera

“Right, thanks for your explanation. What policies are suitable for something like this?” Diane said Pointhly to Nancy with curious expression and smirked, she just thought to teach Nancy lesson not to stab her in the back anymore.

Peoples in the control room were shocked by Diane question, because it wasn't in the script, they instructed Diane to stop, and read the next news

“What’s wrong with her?” David Lee grumble in control room

But Diane increasingly argued Nancy and made it difficult for her to answer, didn’t listen what David grumbled

“I believe that a detailed plan to protect the victims in the future is more important than just watching, reporter Nancy. Did you investigate the matter of support services for this?” Diane voice was lowed but steady show polite smile to Nancy, Ignoring her confused expression

“With tightened security in the aisles, the government provides safe housing facilities for women” Nancy finish lamely while still to make polite smile at her

“It seems that it was considered before the incident. It is important to make fundamental suggestions. Did you not investigate Reporter Nancy?” Diane eyes darting to Nancy while smirked sarcastically, she thought once again winning at controlling the news, and made a mental Nancy shrink and try to keep smiling because the camera was still recording

The whole team was confused by what Diane was doing. They see the arrangement of the program but there is no such topic

“You don't hear me?” Diane said with a smirked and sharp eyes while Nancy biting her lips

“Yes, it seems I need to investigate further” Nancy replied with a horror expression trying to find a comfort position in her chair due to Diane sharp gaze, Seeing Nancy losing her confidence, Diane stared at her with a smug smile and with last look to Nancy, Diane continued reading different news with a polite smile to the camera focus at her as if nothing had happened

“Malcolm Overby first entered the golf competition at the US Open and immediately won the championship” she said to the camera that was recording her, Nancy just glare beside Diane her expression thunderous with that she leave the broadcasting room.

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Completing today's broadcast and getting all the work done, she goes to home, drove her car, she was very tired, had no other destination and no one had to be invited to celebrate her victory today, Liz offered at first but suddenly there was an important business, so...this is her life, people see her perfect, have everything, but who knows only herself, that know life is not perfect

Her mind was distracted when her car stopped at a red light, maybe she should call him, she hasn't seen him in a long time because he's busy with work...she shakes her head with a sad smile, what are you thinking Diane... are you stupid, how hurt he is because of you, shaking her head once again with the street light turning green, she headed to her house

She lay down her body and sunk lower on smooth leather in her house, she sighed her body feel tired, just a moment...just wants to closed her eyes not thinking about anything….

Suddenly her eyes wide opened hear something from inside her house…

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