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2024-10-29 19:42:56“I really sorry…” she repeat again when Nick nods. In a slow and shaky motion, she pulled apart from his embrace, away from his arm when Nick still holding her arm to steady her, look very weak with her eyes red after crying, when he is looking at her face, he moving his hand to her face to wipe the remaining wet tear marks on her cheeks, such great concern on his face that made him terrible warm. Look care so much than he had when she had seen him for the last time, a new wave of hot tears shot into her eyes. As she feared, she doesn't want this man to fall from her, she doesn't deserve a man like him anymore, not anymore, shook her head as refused his caress while Nick misunderstood her gestures. she is also confused what this feeling is, if people say this attraction this is not something like that, but more comfort that she has not gotten from people for a long time. After what happened in her past she tried to be a cold and confident woman, would no
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