Chapter 20I don't know why I'm crying right now. He’s so annoying! I shouldn't be crying! What I'm crying for is not worth it so I shouldn't be crying like this! But why can't I stop myself from getting hurt?Why am I here now in the bathroom crying alone? I don't even understand myself anymore. It seems like just the other day I was crying because I wanted to leave this place and be with my Mommy but now, I'm crying because of something so useless.I turned on the faucet even louder so no one could hear me crying inside. It's just sad to think that now that I want to help, when now that I want to be a part of this place Damon will interfere.Why? Is it bad that I organize his brother's death anniversary? Or the girl he first loved? I chuckled to myself. Is that really what I'm crying about or something else? Am I crying because I have confirmed that until now there is a woman...that Damon loves?But I shouldn't care about that! But why am I hurting?! My only role here is to act as h
Chapter 21Damon almost dragged me into our room as I struggled. I feel so guilty for Anna. I didn't know that Damon said something like that to her and yet she broke it for me! And I can't let Damon do anything bad to her!"Let her go Damon and let me go!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, but he acts like he was deft. He's so cruel and cold. And I can't believe that he forbids me to even go out of the palace for a little while. What bullshit is that?I'm not an animal that comes out whenever it has to! He treats me like a prisoner! I can't believe it!"Didn't I tell you that every rule you break there's a consequence?" he said darkly. I felt a mixture of anger and hatred for him, but I couldn't understand the pain I felt inside my chest."And what consequence? You'll punish Anna?!” I said angrily. He locked the door of his room and almost threw me on the bed. I looked at him with disgust."Anna is innocent! I ask her to take me out!” I said trying to change his mind. But he was so
Chapter 22R18Sometimes I thought I knew Damon but sometimes I still don't really understand him. Just like today. It was as if he was very angry at what had just happened. It seems that just now he almost cursed me because I left without his permission.But now I can feel the softness and care in every caress of his palm on me. Every bit of my skin tingled at his touch. Every kiss of his lips in each corner of my body made me pant so much more. I don't even remember why we were fighting earlier. All I know now is that I am laying down on the bed panting under him. I was almost out of breath as his kisses descended further on my belly.The heat and need I feel are getting stronger. So, when he reached my center, I couldn't stop moaning loudly. I tugged at his hair when I felt his tongue playing there. Every flick of his tongue made my body arch in pure bliss and ecstasy.My breathing became heavy as I gradually felt my climax. Because of that, his tongue delved and moved even faster.
Chapter 23"Luna are you okay?" Anna asked me while my jaw dropped as I looked at the paper that listed the things, I should do in the event we will do on Alpha Devon's death anniversary. I didn't think it could be so many!I had already prepared for this in the morning. Damon told me that Anna would give me my to-do lists. He said that Delta Robin will guide me in what will I do so I shouldn't worry."I didn't know it was so many, Anna!" I exclaimed while reading what I was going to do. I'm just reading this, but I feel dizzy. Is it really right that I presented to do this?No, Athena! There is no turning back!"Don't worry, Luna. Delta Robin will guide you throughout the process," Anna calmed me down. I took a deep breath and stared at Anna. I suddenly remembered something. While Delta Robin isn't here in the library yet, I'll ask Anna about it first to ease my mind."Anna...I have a question," I said. He stared at me. It was as if he was immediately interested in the question."Ask
Chapter 24I told myself that everything is okay. It's natural that he still loves that girl even now, especially since they got separated tragically, but why can't I stop being hurt? Why when I heard him say that name in his sleep, I couldn't stop my heart from aching?It's dark around here in our room but I still can't sleep tonight so I got up and went out to the balcony to get some air. Damon is already asleep so maybe it's okay.It seems like just a month ago all I wanted was to escape this place. To get out of this strange place and be with my Mommy is what I want, but now I feel that my requests are exceeding.My outlook on life has also changed. Do I even want to leave? Didn't I say to myself that I would just get Damon's trust and then run away with Mommy? What's happening now? Why do I feel like I don't want to leave, and I want to have Damon's heart?I don't know what's going on. Maybe I'm going crazy. I stared at the dark sky. The stars were hidden behind dark clouds, so t
Chapter 25Damon didn't sleep in our room that night. So, I didn't have a good sleep wondering where he was. I didn't want to ask Stone because I knew that my questions for him would lead to Damon.That's why the next day when Anna came to take care of what I was going to wear, my mind almost floated because I couldn’t sleep."Are you feeling bad, Luna?" she asked worriedly. I immediately shook my head. I may feel bad but it's not because of illness or anything! Damon didn't sleep in our room! Damn it!I remembered the conversation between the two of us in his office. Maybe he was angry with the way I treated him when we were in the office. But if he's angry, he'll surely chain me again, right?In the end, I got dressed in my clothes and left the room to eat breakfast. But Damon wasn't there either. I lost my appetite to eat. I do not know why. Maybe I've gotten too used to him eating with me so now I'm looking for his presence."Luna, the Alpha said you will have a scheduled meeting
Chapter 26He was silent. I was nervous about his reaction. Does he think that I'm curious about him, that’s why I know everything about this? He must be wondering why I know about the girl he first loved.I avoided looking especially at him. "B-But...I don't care! I don't care if you love someone else! The important thing for me is...I am treated equally," I saved myself because I didn't want him to think that I was curious about him even though it was true."We have to rest now," he said coldly and turned around to leave first. I stared at his broad back as he walked away. In that case, he is still affected by that girl. Why so? That girl hasn't been in this world for a long time, but I can't stop being jealous of her.I followed Damon. We quietly entered our room. I saw him take off his royal cape and enter the bathroom. I just sighed and sat on the bed. I also took off my cloak and just lay on the bed. I turned my back on his place and just covered myself with a blanket.I should
Chapter 27R18I don't understand why I'm so restless. A while ago, I was walking back and forth to Damon's room while Damon was in the bathroom. It's late at night and we just finished dinner but until now I'm still thinking about what Damon said earlier.But now I'm worried about something else. Now that I know that Damon's life is in danger, I don't want him out of my sight. Damn it! I shouldn't be panicking like this!"I'm done," Damon went out of the bathroom only wearing his white robe. I can see her broad chest from where I am standing. I suddenly felt awkward with his presence. I know it's not my first time seeing him like this, but I can't stop my body from getting turned on when he's like this in front of me!Shit! I am becoming a pervert because of him!"Okay..." I answered and passed him so I could take a shower. I couldn't look at him even though he was staring at me. I entered the bathroom and went straight to the shower room. The shower room only has a glass wall, but w
The Final Chapter: Epilogue"Alpha Damon!" I stopped when Anna called me. She knelt in front of me, sobbing, "T-Thank you for saving Stone's life—""I don't want to receive gratitude for it, Anna, because I still can't forgive him for what he did," I explained. She nodded.“I know...but I'm hoping for Athena's recovery soon," she said before I continued walking. I waited a few hours before the doctor came out. I hadn't even showered or gotten dressed when I saw the doctor come out of the room. He's a great doctor. He's a wolf who knows how to operate even a human body."Is she okay now?" I quickly stood up and approached the doctor. For some reason, I feel better while waiting for the doctor to say, "Luna Athena...has lost so much blood, Alpha..., so we need more of her blood, but for now, I've stopped her bleeding. For now, she's stable. But we should not be complacent," he said. Somehow, I feel better. I immediately ordered the staff to go to the human world to get Athena's blood ty
Part 1: EpilogueI used to think that being an Alpha king meant just sitting on your throne, taking care of your people, and thinking of ways that would help the kingdom flourish. But I was wrong. Being an Alpha king means so much more than that; it also includes sacrifices and pain. I questioned my older brother's decisions back then, but I forgot that he's also just like us. He may be a great leader, strong and brave, but he also has feelings. Apart from being the Alpha king of the kingdom, he is also a brother who loves his family.Being the Alpha king has never been easy. When I became the Alpha king, I finally understood Alpha Devon's feelings and hardships, especially when Athena came into my life. Having her is both a pain and happiness. Pain, because she became my weakness. She was my only weakness, not only physically but also emotionally. Everything about her is a source of weakness for me: her tears, her cries, her pains, her broken voice. I can't bear to see her hurt becau
Chapter 65Solitaire... I didn't know why Solidad named her Solitaire. Solitaire is not a bad name, but I don't like the meaning of it. Nevertheless, I need to focus on the things I need to do with Solidad and her daughter. I gritted my teeth as I watched Solidad beg in front of me. She was asking for forgiveness and more time with her daughter. “I can't bear to be separated from my daughter, Alpha Damon! I know what destiny she has and I will never hold her against you, so please...give me a few more years and I promised I will willingly give her to you when she turns eighteen,” Those were her words as she cried hard in front of me.I am not supposed to feel pity for her, but at that time I did. Maybe because every time I see her, my older brother's memories keep coming back to me. This is the woman my brother loved the most. My brother wouldn't like it if he saw her mate crying and begging for my mercy, so I let her go that day. "What's her name again?" I asked Solidad before Ston
Chapter 64It was declared to lift Solidad's punishment. Instead of death, it was agreed that the punishment would be being a slave in the palace for the rest of her life. But Delta Robin appealed because Solidad used to be a queen in the palace, and she doesn't deserve to be a slave in the palace. That's why it was changed again and she was only given the punishment that she was not allowed to set foot in the palace again. It was also agreed that when she gives birth, she will live in the forest of the Agama kingdom for the rest of her life. One day, my grandfather Brandon visited the palace. "I heard that you have now met your mate, Alpha Damon." I welcomed him into my office. The housekeepers served us wine, so this is what we are holding now. "I don't even want to think about it," I said. To this day, I still can't believe that Solidad's pregnancy could be what the Goddess of the Moon intended for me. What else I hate so much is what is happening now. It's like fate is playing w
Chapter 63I let Solidad into the human world where she came from before she met Alpha Devon. I know the loss of my brother is painful for her, and I can't blame her, for asking now to leave the place filled with memories of Alpha Devon. Even I couldn't forget my brother. No matter what I do, nightmares and conscience continue to haunt me. Because Alpha Devon died, I didn’t have the chance to talk to him properly. I regret that doubt led me then, so I didn't approach him immediately when I noticed his strange avoidance of me. I wish I had fixed the space between the two of us before he died.But it was too late. There was nothing I could do to repent because death had taken Alpha Devon forever and all I could do was correct what I thought were his mistakes. Surely, if he were alive today, he would ask for the same thing from me. That's why in recent times and years I have continued the investigation. But when the councilors and elders found out about it, they immediately told me to
Chapter 62I couldn't accept everything I heard. I never thought Alpha Devon would choose my situation over the justice we wanted to achieve for our parents. But how can I face him when I know why he chose me? Alpha Devon had always had a soft heart, which is why he was loved by all the people in our kingdom. One of them is his love for his own blood, and that is his family. He knows from the start that once you sit on that throne, your main role is to protect the kingdom and not your family. But Alpha Devon chose the opposite, and I can't help but blame myself too. If I hadn't been weak and hadn't been taken lightly by the enemies, all of this wouldn't have happened. Alpha Devon would never have had a reason to abandon his role. That day, Jules left the palace. I heard Neticia crying from her room, but I can't comfort her right now because I am also confused and flabbergasted by all the things I found out. That same day, the elders and councilors announced that the hunting season
Chapter 61Neticia often came with me especially when Alpha Devon was busy. She's cheerful and energetic. Sometimes, I will get irritated because of her but I don't have any choice but to have patience with her. I am not like Jules who is always rude towards her.I don't understand why Jules disliked her so much. She's doing nothing wrong besides being annoying, but she's fine for me. Neticia tried to get close to Jules but Jules was being difficult. I don't want to interfere. That was what Jules wanted and there was nothing I could do.Years of being with Neticia made me feel a normal life. She was my playmate and friend for those times I was lonely. Because since the war ended Alpha Devon has been ignoring me. Or maybe I was just overthinking everything. Perhaps he was just busy.I just finished my training with Delta Robin when I passed by Neticia's room. It was slightly open so I could see her inside. She was sitting on a chair and in front of her was the canvas. One thing I've kn
Chapter 60I felt my head aching as I slowly opened my eyes. I can feel the soreness in my body as realization dawned on me. Terror filled me when I realized that I am now tied in a chair while in front of me is unfamiliar people staring at me like they want to tear me apart into a million pieces."Finally, you're awake," someone said. My forehead creased as I narrowed my eyes to look at the man slowly walking out of the darkness. The last time I remember I was on my combat training session with Delta Robin and then someone stormed in and knocked me off. I didn't know what happened after that. I just woke up in this situation."Who are you?" I asked. I am puzzled and worried, but I was trained to be calm in this kind of situation and don't want those restless training to be put to waste. I will be like my brother."I'm the Alpha king of the Rema kingdom, Alpha Rafael," he introduced himself at the same time I saw his face clearly. My jaw dropped as I clearly saw his face. I balled my
Chapter 59DAMON TIMOTHY SCOTThe day I was born was a whole week of celebration. It was repeatedly told by my older brother. I admire him so much since I was a child. I always watched him during a day break and sometimes mimic his moves. Alpha Devon never disappoints me until everything happened.I thought that being in royals is lucky. I can do everything I want. I can have everything I want. But I never thought that being in this family was this difficult. Primarily, when I found out the truth. What I thought was my cousin and friend Jules Simson was not just a cousin or a friend."I couldn't believe you hide this from me, you hide this from me and Damon!" I heard my brother, Devon's tense voice as he spoke. I am secretly hiding behind a wall because when I heard my brother's troubled voice I couldn't help but be curious."This is just for your own good! See what happened when you found out the truth? And you can't do anything with it, Devon. Nothing will change no matter what you