—ELEANOR.
- The next day, as the late afternoon sun casts its warm, golden light over Cindy's cozy home, I make my way towards Arthur and my heart skips a beat as I see Arthur emerge from the sleek vehicle, his eyes scanning the surroundings before settling on the front door. Right on schedule, he's arrived to take me on our planned visit to see his grandmother, Cassandra. I slide into Arthur's car, the familiar scent and surroundings choking me with nostalgia. My heart tugs at itself. Because we’re visiting one of Arthur’s dearest families. Who has also become mine? It’s not right to pay his grandmother a visit when we’re supposed to be Ex-husband and wife. It’s deception. But I can’t refuse his request to visit his grandmother, Cassandra is way too nice and she’s like my own family already, she’s the closest thing to a parent to me. This divorce will not just be breaking Arthur and me. As we buckle up, Arthur turns to me, a small box unexpectedly appearing in his hand. His eyes lock onto mine, urging me to take it. Curious, I open the box, revealing an exquisite crystal necklace that sparkles in the light. "Arthur—" I begin. “It’s your birthday gift, I know it’s early since your birthday is not until next month but I got it anyway, and would like you to have it now” A birthday gift while undergoing a divorce— how thoughtful. I shake my head, declining the gift. “It’s okay, I don’t have to accept it— He interrupts, his voice firm. "It’s just a small gift, nothing big. You know how grandma can be, she’ll be delighted seeing you in it” He’s right. Being Arthur's wife, the CEO's wife, I always felt the need to present myself impeccably. Every occasion called for designer gowns, exquisite jewelry, and flawless makeup. But now with our separation, the opulent jewelry and high-end clothes that once adorned my body now felt like a distant memory, a reminder of a life I will no longer live. I left all the fancy jewelry at Arthur's house and now I'm wearing a plain dress. I still need something to make me look presentable, not to put Cassandra off. I guess this won’t hurt. Arthur stares at me and I sigh, resignation washing over me. "Fine," I nod, defeated. As I reach for the necklace to put it on, Arthur beats me to it. He grabs the precious jewelry and starts to put it around my neck before I can decline. Dammit! He always gets to me. I stay still and let him handle it. His hand is gentle and his fingertips send frozen factors on my pores as he works his way around the skin of my neck. His breath is warm and I can tell he’s close. Too close. My heart is beating so fast I’m scared he’ll hear it. I don’t realize I am holding my breath until he says. “Done” and moves away from me. It is late when Arthur and I arrive at his grandmother's residence, the night’s darkness has heavily enveloped us. The old-fashioned house, with its charming facade and warm glow, never fails to fill me with a sense of serenity and joy. Each visit feels like a homecoming. However, tonight's purpose remains unclear. Why has Cassandra summoned us? Upon entering, I'm struck by Cassandra's frail appearance, she's seated at the bane of the living room, and my gosh. Two months have passed since our last meeting, and the change is noticeable. Her once-radiant face now seems thinner, her eyes sunken, and her skin pale. My stomach twists with concern. Has her health taken a turn for the worse? Is that the reason for this sudden summons? Or did she find out about our divorce? "Grandmother!" I exclaim, my smile a mix of warmth and apprehension as I approach her for a gentle hug. "Oh, my angel," Cassandra whispers, dismissing her maid with a wave of her hand. Her arms envelop me in a tender embrace, filling me with affection. I cherish these moments with her, knowing that our bond might fray if Arthur and I part ways. The thought tugs at my heartstrings. "I'm so relieved you both made it," Cassandra says, her voice tinged with weariness, as I release her from our hug. Arthur and I settle into our seats, and Cassandra gestures to her maid. "Bring us some refreshments, please." “Seeing you two, I feel alive again” Cassandra beams at me, her lips trembling a bit as her eyes glitter with joy. Anyone can tell how much she loves “us.” Soon, there will be no ‘us’. She raises her hand and sighs. “As you can see I’m not in my very best shape and I’m going to be straight with both of you tonight, I’ve been holding it for too long but I can’t anymore. You two need to have a baby. I want a great-grandchild, the Newton bloodline will not be discontinued” I pause. My eye catches Arthur, but he looks away. He hasn’t told his grandma about our divorce!! I stare at him until he finally decides to hold my gaze and I read him like a book as he silently speaks to me with his eyes. “How could you not tell her” I mutter so quietly so only Arthur can hear. “I will. Not now” he says under his breath and turns to Cassandra. “Grandma. We’ll talk about that later. First, you need to focus on your pills. Okay?” Arthur Forces a smile and gets up to where she’s seated. He’s always good at redirecting subjects. “I do take my pills” Cassandra grins at him. Soon they both dive into a conversation that makes Cassandra forget about the baby she just mentioned. I feel sorry for her. Four years of marriage, down the drain with no effort of a baby but a divorce. Who am I kidding? I feel sorry for myself. “Grandma, it’s time for us to leave.” Arthur finally says. “Leave?” Cassandra scoffs. “Not on my watch. I get that you’re both adults but it’s late and I will not let you leave this house” I pause. This is just great. “Grandma we have a lot to do— Cassandra's voice takes on a stern tone, cutting off Arthur's protests. "Arthur, would you really have me suffer the anguish of separation when my time is limited? I won't hear any objections. Tonight, you and Eleanor will stay in your usual room." Arthur's gaze locks onto mine, his shimmering eyes conveying a silent apology. I sense the weight of his unspoken words: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen." I release a quiet sigh, my mind racing with the implications. The room Cassandra referred to was ours, a sanctuary we shared during our marriage. Now, the thought of occupying it together feels suffocating. As Cassandra continues, her determination unwavering, I realize that refusing her request is impossible. We're trapped. "Have my maids prepare the room," Cassandra instructs, her voice firm. Arthur's eyes still hold mine, seeking understanding and forgiveness. I offer a subtle nod, acknowledging the unavoidable situation we're about to face. - The air is thick with tension as Arthur and I occupy the same cramped space. This familiar room, once a sanctuary, now feels like a danger zone, threatening to unravel my fragile emotions. I'm frozen, unsure how to navigate this awkwardness. But as Arthur disappears into the shower, I'm finally able to exhale, my gaze wandering around the room as I try to collect my thoughts. Just as I'm starting to settle, Arthur's phone shatters the silence, its ringing piercing the air. My attention snaps to the device, and I rise to my feet, torn between announcing my presence and checking the caller ID. My hand hovers over the phone, hesitation gripping me as I weigh my options. We’re on the edge of our marriage, I can’t answer his calls, that’s like invading his privacy. But what if it’s important? We’re over. I shouldn’t cross the line. I take a step back and ignore the call, only to jump at my phone ringing. I pull my phone out and answer it. “Hello?” A soft melodic female voice replies almost immediately. “Who is this? Who are you to Arthur and where is he??” Surprised by who this might be, I reply. “Um. No, he’s in the bathroom. But he’ll call you back after he’s done taking a shower” The call ends immediately. The minute Arthur walks out of the shower with a towel draped around that defined waist of his, I tell him about the call. He doesn’t say a word and just grabs the phone and leaves the room to place another call, leaving me alone. A lump begins to form in my throat, anticipation building as I sit alone, waiting. But when he storms back into the room, his eyes blaze with fury, his brow furrowed in anguish. "What did you say to her?" he thunders, his voice shaking with rage. I recoil, shocked by the intensity of his outburst. "I...I don't understand," I stammer, shaking my head. Arthur's face darkens. "Don't play dumb!" he bellows, his words piercing the air. I've never seen him like this before – his anger radiates like a palpable force. My heart racing, I try to process the sudden onslaught. "What did I say to whom?" I ask, my hands instinctively rising to clutch my chest. Arthur's eyes seem to bore into my soul. "To Brianna! On the phone! Dammit! She passed out!” —*ELEANOR- It’s crazy, that during my four years of being married to this man, I’ve never seen such an outburst from him, such visible livid fumes curling out of his ears. He is making me feel small and I wish for nothing but the ground to open up and swallow me. I just wanted to help. I didn’t mean to cause any ruckus. I never could have imagined that a single phone call could trigger such a drastic chain of events. But as I stand there, frozen in shock, I realize that it's not just the call itself - it's the venomous words that spill from Arthur's lips like poison. My heart plummets into my stomach as I watch him unleash a fury I've never seen before. His eyes blaze with a fierce intensity, and his voice is low and menacing. "If anything happens to Brianna, you'd better be prepared to face the consequences," he growls, his words dripping with malice. "And worry about being able to afford to take responsibility." .Arthur spins on his heel and strides out the door, leaving me r
—ELEANOR.— My lips go pursed when I realize my jaw has been hanging open for what feels like an eternity.I still can’t believe my eyes.Could it be that I was chosen as Arthur's wife four years ago because I resembled Brianna Brown? I remember the interview, not providing so much but yet, I was picked, without hesitation. Now, as I gaze at Brianna, I'm left wondering if my likeness to her was the reason behind Arthur's choice.My heart slows down and I tilt my head as my mind starts to hit another peak of realization.The past four years with Arthur - dedicating myself to him, loving him, and longing for his love in return - all seem pointless now. I've come to realize I'm merely a substitute, a stand-in to gulp down his illness while he waits to get better and get on with another woman.I am truly nothing but a faint shadow of the woman he truly desires.I don’t know the history he had with Brianna, or what they shared about how they were, but I can tell I am the third wheel
ARTHUR — -Eleanor's gaze meets mine, and for a fleeting instant, time stands still. I arch an eyebrow, a hint of amusement dancing on my lips. Cradled in my arms, she exudes a subtle sweetness, her delicate fragrance intoxicating. The way she nestles into my embrace, fitting seamlessly against me, is utterly captivating.“You’re quite the clingy one aren’t you, waking up and holding me so dearly like this,” I tease, kissing my teeth and shaking my head.I watch Eleanor’s face heat up. She wiggles her body and breaks our contact.“Are you crazy?” I notice her cheeks are crimson.She hastily pulls her night dress to cover the rest of her body, her gaze scattering around the room before she turns to me and sneers.“Shut up!” Her voice comes out barely audible, but instead of anger like she is trying to instigate, it comes out flustered.I secretly smile to myself as she walks away to get properly dressed.I adore this side of her, this shy and flustered side of her that is new to m
CHAPTER SEVEN—ELEANOR -I stand frozen, my feet rooted to the ground and struggling to process the scene before me.Arthur and Brianna are passionately kissing in our— Arthur’s bed, the door wide open for anyone to see.For me to see!For a moment, I just stood there, frozen. The air feels thick, suffocating, like the walls of the house are closing in on me.He is not pushing her away. Not really. His hands are on her arms, weak, unsure-like he has no strength to resist.And that was all I needed to see.Whatever foolish thoughts I had on the way here, whatever hope I had clung to, shattered in an instant. Arthur, my soon-to-be ex-husband, whom I've fallen shamelessly in love with, holds another woman, Brianna, in his arms.My chest goes tight and a piercing pain strikes it through. The air is thick with awkwardness, and I feel humiliation wash over me.Arthur moves and Our eyes lock, and he disentangles himself from her. Guilt and panic contort his face as he tries to explain.
ELEANOR— - As I lay on the bed, enveloped in my husband's warmth, I nestle my back deeply into his arms, feeling his gentle grip on my waist as he pulls me closer. Soft, tender kisses dance across my skin, sending shivers down my spine. The blood-boiling sex we shared still resonates, the lingering sensations on my skin and between my legs a reminder of our loving encounter. His arms around me tighten more and his lips press on the bane of my shoulder igniting more warmth in my body. His lips move to my neck where he kisses me passionately and excitedly and then moves to my cheeks where he places the last few kisses before letting his mouth leave me. I’d be a liar if I said I didn’t want to melt into Arthur and absorb his entirety. Surprisingly this time his touch feels more intimate than before, more secure, and more enthusiastic. It’s not unlike Arthur to touch me or kiss me, but tonight just feels different— different in a way that keeps me satisfied and pleasure-filled.
ELEANOR— I don’t know how much I cried last night before falling asleep, my body eventually surrendering to drowsiness. But the remnants of my tears still linger, a stinging sensation in my eyes and a dull ache in my chest. My face feels stiff this morning, the muscles strained from holding back sobs last night, while my eyes throb with a heavy, unshed weight. I touch the empty bed beside me and take hold of the empty house. I’m always used to an empty house; Arthur is a working man and he often leaves me home alone. But today’s emptiness feels so hollow, so deep and so solemn. I make my way to the kitchen to drown my stomach in water, only to meet a huge note on the kitchen island. A note that says: “I’ll prepare the divorce papers as soon as possible and send them to you ‘Arthur— I bite back a curse, my fingers crumpling the paper in my hand, but I manage to keep my emotions in check. Arthur seems unfazed about this whole thing, and I will try to follow his lead. I po
CHAPTER SEVEN—ELEANOR -I stand frozen, my feet rooted to the ground and struggling to process the scene before me.Arthur and Brianna are passionately kissing in our— Arthur’s bed, the door wide open for anyone to see.For me to see!For a moment, I just stood there, frozen. The air feels thick, suffocating, like the walls of the house are closing in on me.He is not pushing her away. Not really. His hands are on her arms, weak, unsure-like he has no strength to resist.And that was all I needed to see.Whatever foolish thoughts I had on the way here, whatever hope I had clung to, shattered in an instant. Arthur, my soon-to-be ex-husband, whom I've fallen shamelessly in love with, holds another woman, Brianna, in his arms.My chest goes tight and a piercing pain strikes it through. The air is thick with awkwardness, and I feel humiliation wash over me.Arthur moves and Our eyes lock, and he disentangles himself from her. Guilt and panic contort his face as he tries to explain.
ARTHUR — -Eleanor's gaze meets mine, and for a fleeting instant, time stands still. I arch an eyebrow, a hint of amusement dancing on my lips. Cradled in my arms, she exudes a subtle sweetness, her delicate fragrance intoxicating. The way she nestles into my embrace, fitting seamlessly against me, is utterly captivating.“You’re quite the clingy one aren’t you, waking up and holding me so dearly like this,” I tease, kissing my teeth and shaking my head.I watch Eleanor’s face heat up. She wiggles her body and breaks our contact.“Are you crazy?” I notice her cheeks are crimson.She hastily pulls her night dress to cover the rest of her body, her gaze scattering around the room before she turns to me and sneers.“Shut up!” Her voice comes out barely audible, but instead of anger like she is trying to instigate, it comes out flustered.I secretly smile to myself as she walks away to get properly dressed.I adore this side of her, this shy and flustered side of her that is new to m
—ELEANOR.— My lips go pursed when I realize my jaw has been hanging open for what feels like an eternity.I still can’t believe my eyes.Could it be that I was chosen as Arthur's wife four years ago because I resembled Brianna Brown? I remember the interview, not providing so much but yet, I was picked, without hesitation. Now, as I gaze at Brianna, I'm left wondering if my likeness to her was the reason behind Arthur's choice.My heart slows down and I tilt my head as my mind starts to hit another peak of realization.The past four years with Arthur - dedicating myself to him, loving him, and longing for his love in return - all seem pointless now. I've come to realize I'm merely a substitute, a stand-in to gulp down his illness while he waits to get better and get on with another woman.I am truly nothing but a faint shadow of the woman he truly desires.I don’t know the history he had with Brianna, or what they shared about how they were, but I can tell I am the third wheel
ELEANOR- It’s crazy, that during my four years of being married to this man, I’ve never seen such an outburst from him, such visible livid fumes curling out of his ears. He is making me feel small and I wish for nothing but the ground to open up and swallow me. I just wanted to help. I didn’t mean to cause any ruckus. I never could have imagined that a single phone call could trigger such a drastic chain of events. But as I stand there, frozen in shock, I realize that it's not just the call itself - it's the venomous words that spill from Arthur's lips like poison. My heart plummets into my stomach as I watch him unleash a fury I've never seen before. His eyes blaze with a fierce intensity, and his voice is low and menacing. "If anything happens to Brianna, you'd better be prepared to face the consequences," he growls, his words dripping with malice. "And worry about being able to afford to take responsibility." .Arthur spins on his heel and strides out the door, leaving me r
—ELEANOR. - The next day, as the late afternoon sun casts its warm, golden light over Cindy's cozy home, I make my way towards Arthur and my heart skips a beat as I see Arthur emerge from the sleek vehicle, his eyes scanning the surroundings before settling on the front door. Right on schedule, he's arrived to take me on our planned visit to see his grandmother, Cassandra. I slide into Arthur's car, the familiar scent and surroundings choking me with nostalgia. My heart tugs at itself. Because we’re visiting one of Arthur’s dearest families. Who has also become mine? It’s not right to pay his grandmother a visit when we’re supposed to be Ex-husband and wife. It’s deception. But I can’t refuse his request to visit his grandmother, Cassandra is way too nice and she’s like my own family already, she’s the closest thing to a parent to me. This divorce will not just be breaking Arthur and me. As we buckle up, Arthur turns to me, a small box unexpectedly appearing in his h
ELEANOR— I don’t know how much I cried last night before falling asleep, my body eventually surrendering to drowsiness. But the remnants of my tears still linger, a stinging sensation in my eyes and a dull ache in my chest. My face feels stiff this morning, the muscles strained from holding back sobs last night, while my eyes throb with a heavy, unshed weight. I touch the empty bed beside me and take hold of the empty house. I’m always used to an empty house; Arthur is a working man and he often leaves me home alone. But today’s emptiness feels so hollow, so deep and so solemn. I make my way to the kitchen to drown my stomach in water, only to meet a huge note on the kitchen island. A note that says: “I’ll prepare the divorce papers as soon as possible and send them to you ‘Arthur— I bite back a curse, my fingers crumpling the paper in my hand, but I manage to keep my emotions in check. Arthur seems unfazed about this whole thing, and I will try to follow his lead. I po
ELEANOR— - As I lay on the bed, enveloped in my husband's warmth, I nestle my back deeply into his arms, feeling his gentle grip on my waist as he pulls me closer. Soft, tender kisses dance across my skin, sending shivers down my spine. The blood-boiling sex we shared still resonates, the lingering sensations on my skin and between my legs a reminder of our loving encounter. His arms around me tighten more and his lips press on the bane of my shoulder igniting more warmth in my body. His lips move to my neck where he kisses me passionately and excitedly and then moves to my cheeks where he places the last few kisses before letting his mouth leave me. I’d be a liar if I said I didn’t want to melt into Arthur and absorb his entirety. Surprisingly this time his touch feels more intimate than before, more secure, and more enthusiastic. It’s not unlike Arthur to touch me or kiss me, but tonight just feels different— different in a way that keeps me satisfied and pleasure-filled.