Nana got into the car and slammed the door. She tried to hide it, but Eric saw the way she winced and rubbed her collarbone. "Fun, right? Have we taught the door a lesson?" Eric teased through a gentle laugh. Her eyes narrowed in his direction, clearly angry. “Can't believe what you did to those people, Eric. You're too… stop leaving. Can we please go away?" Eric's rage, which had been dormant from the sudden orgasm from earlier, was now overflowing. “Which part makes you find it hard to believe?” he snapped, shoved the key into the starter of the stolen car and turned it around. “The part of me saving you from a bunch of rapists who almost beat you to death? Or could it be the part - very recklessly - that I kidnapped a Doctor to help save your life? In part, because I need to know to never do that to you again?” He dialed the car and drove away. For a second, he didn't care that Nana was shoved in her chair. Silent. Eric sat up straight, feeling satisfied. It's not like he kill
Eric sighed heavily, frustrated by the turn of events. More troubling than Kitten's attitude was the prospect of Raymond's upcoming visit. He had tried to call Raymond before, while the Kitten changed his clothes and combed his hair, but he did not answer. Eric could only surmise that Raymond was either on his way or ignoring him. He hopes the latter. The last thing he needed after a long and exhausting driving journey was to confront Raymond. Their relationship goes beyond complicated. For Eric, Raymond is a lot of things. At one point he was his guardian. Then a friend. And now? Raymond calls him brother. But Raymond is more than that. He held a kind of power and influence over Eric that he found uncomfortable. Eric was once a difficult teenager. After Narweh, he was left with fear that was slowly turning into anger. There had been times when they'd argued, and Eric had seen things in Raymond that he wished he'd never seen again. Raymond won't stop until his plan goes well. Everyo
"I know what I am," he said nonchalantly. “I always knew.” He looked at her from top to bottom. She slouched down on the chair, as if his gaze was poisonous. “It was me, because I thought differently,” Eric said. He watched the Kitten flinch. His words clearly hurt her feelings, but they were all true. The truth is painful for both of them. She had seen him as something else, something she thought was good. There was a time when he had the same thoughts as her. He never realized how much it meant to him, until it was no longer real. No one had ever acknowledged that he could be someone more than that, and yet he had just hurt the only person who could. Anyway, that's it. He wanted to go back to the time when he didn't know of her existence, the time when his life was only black and white, the gray area didn't matter. He longs for the simplicity of his old life, without a guilty conscience, guilt, humiliation, suppressed lust, and the worst sin, hope. He wanted to go to bed every ni
Eric knew exactly what he would do if he were in her position, because he had done it before. Many times he tried to find someone to help him, free him and save him from Narweh's abuse. He had heard the men who bought his body swear to love him. He had allowed himself to trust the affectionate words they whispered to him. But when it was all over, when they had gotten all they wanted from him, they betrayed his trust for Narweh. He remembered how his heart had broken when Narweh used his own words to mock him by beating him. “Sorry I suck at it. Sorry you find my attempt funny, but I don't know how to do better. You are all I know. Either way, I'm not trying to make you believe anything. I never lied to you. When I asked him to have sex with me, it wasn't a trick, hearing him say otherwise was painful to death, because…” her voice broke at last, tears welling up in her eyes. lie. Eric was bewildered. He didn't know what to do. Her words, her presence, and her pain affected him. He h
"Take it off." “Eric…” “There!” he growls menacingly, “not the way you talk to me. If you do it again, I won't forgive you." Kitten started to cry but stood still. “Yes…Please…don't…” “I gave you a choice. If you can't decide, I'll do it for you. Understand?" She sobbed, “Yes…Master.” But that word seemed too painful to say, but right now Eric didn't care about her pain. This was the last time she dared to challenge him. He watched calmly as she slid her shirt off her shoulders and finished off her panties. She stood there, trembling and sobbing, but finally yielding. "Kneel!" he growled as he watched her frantically follow suit. He smiled as her knees touched the worn-out carpet, and her hands went up to cover her breasts. His heart beat faster, and he almost groaned when his palm touched the erection stuck inside his pants. Slow and deliberate, he stepped toward her, watching with brutal delight as she closed her eyes and moved her lips; but she did not speak. He pulled her h
Day 6: I looked around the room and was frustrated by the lack of darkness and dryness. In my imagination, an interrogation room would look like this: a two-way mirror, a scratched metal table, a high-pressure light bulb in my face that makes me sweat. Instead, the room looked like a kindergarten classroom, with artwork and inspirational quotes plastered on colored paper hanging on the walls. I was sitting on a plastic chair, staring at Kudo on the other side of the round, faux-wood table in front of me. “All right,” said Kudo. He let out a sigh, “in chronological order: After being abducted, she spent about three weeks locked up in a locked room, in a city she couldn't remember. She runs away from a man named 'Eric', and is almost kidnapped for ransom by a guy named 'Tiny', and his gang. She then contacted her friend, Nicole Freedman, asking her to pay a ransom of one hundred thousand dollars and go to 'Tiny' in Chihuahua, Mexico, in exchange for her freedom. She didn't make it to
Kudo loosened his grip to an extent, the calmer I became, the more he relaxed, and as soon as I was free, I stood up. He is much taller than me; I wasn't even his shoulder height yet, so I had to tilt my head all the way up to scowl at him. “If you keep spitting at me, you won't like what I do next,” he said seriously, but I could still see the rarest smile. Eric. “What about what I want?” I whispered, taking advantage of the close distance between us. Now I'm not as bruised as I used to be, and I know what men like him, powerful men, love in women like me. I swung my body toward him, trying to act like it was just a coincidence. He frowned and looked at me strangely. Slowly, his hands came up and rested on my shoulders, they were warm. I wonder if his mouth is like that. I wet my bottom lip and his eyes follow my tongue. He reminds me. He reminds me too much of him. It's been days without anyone touching me the way I like it. He gently pushed me back. This man only knows he has a
Agent Kudo is back this morning, preparing for another interview, that's what he called, and I consider it an interrogation. Dr. Sloan got here an hour before him. I watched, nonchalantly, as she asked Agent Kudo to step outside with her. He gave me an annoyed look as he left. I guess he thought I was a rat. But I don't care, because it means I can keep quiet a little longer. When Dr. Sloan returned, she looked very nervous. It seems that what she heard made her angry. If I wasn't exhausted from grief, I would probably be smiling. Now she has calmed down. The door to my room was closed, keeping us inside, but she didn't ask me any questions…not enough. I rocked back and forth, holding a picture of Eric in my hand as I sat on the bed. He is so beautiful. I love you very very much. Dr. Sloan was sitting in a chair near the corner of the room, crocheting a sweater. What an odd look - unless she has an octopus pet that needs a shirt. Several times I desperately wanted to ask her what th