‘Those who belittle others are usually so little themselves. Small people belittle others. Great people make others feel they to can become great.’ Quote by Nick Verd.
April barely had time to plaster a small smile on her face, still covering her braces, before they entered the hall. To claps and cheers. In her mind, she had very little to be happy about right now. The way Noah had looked at her made her self-conscious of her overweight body. She didn’t want to be here.
The hard grip Noah had on her hand stopped April from fleeing, which she would love to do if she got the chance.
He brought her around the bridal table and moved her into her seat. She knew it wasn’t a gentlemanly gesture on his part. He was just performing for the crowd, doing what was expected of a happy groom. As soon as he sat down beside her, he immediately turned away to engage in conversation with his best man, Ryan.
April felt incredibly frustrated that she hadn’t been given the opportunity to explain to Noah the reasons behind her decision to marry him. If she had the choice, she wouldn’t do it, at least not at this moment. Noah hadn’t even provided her with the chance to express herself, mistakenly believing that she had handpicked him.
Unfortunately, her father had picked up on how she felt. She would not have chosen this cold, hateful man beside her. Let him believed what he wanted. It wasn’t like he thought much of her, anyway, remembering the conversation between her father and Noah she had overheard.
Her cousin Porsha sat down beside her after circulating the room. She had always been an outgoing and social person, something April herself had never been.
“You’re such a lucky one,” Porsha remarked, her voice barely audible to anyone but April. “How much did your daddy pay to get Noah to marry you?”
April glanced at her cousin briefly, then averted her gaze without uttering a word. The truth was, she didn’t have an answer and preferred not to dwell on it. After all, her cousin’s question hit too close to home, and the thought of others having the same assumption left her feeling embarrassed.
After a few moments, April discreetly excused herself, realizing that nobody was paying her any attention. She gracefully rose from her seat and made her way towards the ladies’ room, noticing that Noah didn’t even glance in her direction. Once she was there, April stood in the stall and tried to figure out how she was to go to the toilet with her full skirt. She stared at the toilet for a full minute before she lifted her dress up at the front and straddled the toilet.
Once she was done, she flushed the toilet and was fixing her dress when the outside door opened. April didn’t want to face anyone right now. The bridal table at least offered some protection. In here, anyone could say anything to her. She decided to wait them out. In the next few seconds, she wished she hadn’t waited because the ladies’ topic of conversation was about her.
“I can’t believe someone as hot as Noah would marry someone like April Harrington.” Said one female voice.
A second lady scoffed. “I heard her father paid him a lot of money. How else would someone as fat and ugly as April end up with someone like him?”
“Would any amount of money be worth it?” asked the first woman.
“Oh, I very much doubt he will sleep with her. It’s business.”
“I wouldn’t mind taking a crack at his best mate, Ryan. He is still on the market.”
“If you wanted to sleep with Noah, I would say he would be willing as well. Just not on the market for marriage. I give it a year at best, before he divorces her. Faster if she pushes for sex.” Both women laughed as they left the bathroom.
April felt like a punching bag with how many attacks on her person by their so-called friends. She knew who they were. The first lady to speak had been her father's second in charges daughter, Tiffany, and the second had been the CFO’s daughter Erin. Even with their fake sweetness to her in the past, she had known they hadn’t truly been her friend, and this just proved it. The worst thing April thought was they were not wrong. Her father had bought Noah, and he hated her.
When April rejoined the bridal table a few minutes later, her face was a smooth mask. She would not let anyone get to her, not even Noah. She just needed to get through today and once her father had his operation and was ok. He had to be ok. She couldn’t envision a life without him, not yet. Then April would start living her life her way. Away from all these fake people.
When Noah got up to talk to some guests, Ryan leaned across Noah’s chair to get her attention. “Are you alright? You seem a little… tense.”
April put on one of her fake smiles. “It’s been a long day.”
Ryan smiled, nodding his head. “I can understand that. Not like I have been through it myself, but I have played best man a few times already. Weddings can make for a very long day.”
April was aware that Ryan was not married and had a similar reputation to Noah, known for being a playboy. “You didn’t bring a date?” April asked him.
Ryan laughed. “No, April. If a man brings a lady to a wedding, it gives them ideas. I like my freedom just the way it is right now, thank you.” He said it in a light tone, giving her a warm smile.
“So you want to marry someday? Don’t answer that if you think I’m being rude by asking.” April added, not wanting to come across as nosy. He was Noah’s best friend, so she was sure she would be seeing him often.
“April, you are not being rude. I think this is the most you have said to me for the entire time I have known you.” Ryan said.
“But you didn’t answer the question.” April pointed out.
Ryan laughed. “Noticed that, did you? The problem is, if I answer the question and someone hears, they might just think it’s an invitation.”
April thought maybe he was right and was about to answer when Porsha said by her side. “April, you already have a husband. Leave poor Ryan alone.”
April rolled her eyes. She wasn’t after Ryan, as Porsha made it sound. Couldn’t she be nice to someone without someone thinking the wrong thing or embarrassing her?
Girls like Porsha liked to be the center of attention. She belittled everyone she thought was beneath her. She was a bitch. April wondered if she would be any nicer to her if she knew April’s father was so sick. Because not every Harrington was filthy rich.
At every family event, Porsha would create some drama, so it was about her. Like today, she had been allowed to pick her own dress. In April’s opinion, it was pretty indecent. Who wore a hot pink dress that was so short and tight to a wedding? It showed her boobs and legs to their best advantage but left very little to the imagination.
Ryan saw her eye roll and grinned at her. Before he looked at her trashy cousin. “Sorry, I like a woman with class.” Looking her up and down before adding. “And taste.”
April almost snorted with laughter. But quickly bit the inside of her mouth to stop herself from doing so. Ryan was being nice to her. That told her that Noah hadn’t confided in him about their little drama. It wasn’t something she wanted to share herself, so she was glad he hadn’t. It was bad enough that everyone was guessing her father had paid Noah to marry her.
April watched in fascination as Porsha’s mouth fell open at the shock that someone would insult her so openly. She was a member of the Harrington family, and no one dared to insult a Harrington. However, the issue was that Porsha had not yet realized that she was not as significant in terms of the Harrington’s wealth or influence.
April had no doubt she was the apple of her parents’ eye. But then Dad’s much younger brother David thought the sun shone out of his ass as well. So Porsha hadn’t fallen far from the tree. It was rude to say, but if her aunt had any more plastic surgery, April was in fear of her face falling off. Why couldn’t people just age gracefully?
“What did you just say to me?” Porsha said in an almost silent scream. It was like Ryan’s comment had literally rendered her voiceless. Clearly taken aback by his audacity in her eyes.
“Oh Porsha, you may think you are all that. But you are nothing but a cheap imitation of who you are trying to portray. Please don’t waste your time or mine to think I would ever look at you twice. I’m not interested in women that embarrass others so carelessly. It shows me you need to grow the fuck up.” Ryan said, before dismissing her with a wave of his hand.
April had to admit she was stunned by Ryan's ability to see through Porsha so well. Her cousin was clearly at a loss for words because she just went away with her tail between her legs.
April almost felt like cheering. Maybe it was mean of her, but her cousin had always taken every opportunity to hurt her and make her feel unloved and ugly. No, she wasn’t any fashion plate, but in her eyes you didn’t do that to family.
William shook Noah's hand as he moved towards him. “Here.” William handed Noah a file. “A promise is a promise.”
Noah took the file and opened it. Only to see the William had been true to his word. This was his debt to William wiped clean. It was a weight lifted off his shoulders. “When is your operation due to take place?”
“I’m booked in for two days’ time. I will need you to be there for April if it doesn’t go well. I can’t put it off any longer.”
“You’re a silly old man, William. You shouldn’t have waited the four weeks as it is.” Noah said.
“I wanted April married.” William looked around the room, making sure no one could overhear his next words. “Not all my family could be trusted. I know if anything happens to me, you will protect April from them.”
Sighing, Noah knew William was talking about his younger brother and family. Then why had William allowed Porsha to be April’s bridesmaid? Thinking about it, Noah got the answer before he even voiced the question. Keep your enemies close. Yes, Noah could see David Harrington as someone to watch out for and keeping them close to make sure you were always aware of what the family was up to.
Please remember my chapters are long. For some writers this would be two chapters. Love Billie
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‘Friendship isn’t a big thing - it’s a million little things. Quote by Paulo Coelho.Noah settled down on to the lounge in the VIP area of Twister. Looking around, he liked the nightclub it had character.Noah had inherited the club when he had purchased the hotel it was attached to. Upgrading the hotel to match its historical significance, but Twister was left largely untouched. He arranged for a small renovation, a fresh coat of paint and new bathrooms.But unfortunately, with the increase of wealthy guest staying at the hotel, the cliental had changed Twister from a uni bar to a trendy place to be.Noah had almost choked when he had seen the prices of the drinks. That’s not what he had discussed with the bar manager. Noah had wanted to keep the cost down for the uni crowd. He remembered what it was like going to university with not a lot of money. It was something he would be fixing. First thing tomorrow. He had already emailed his manager to meet him in the morning.So what if rich
April danced with her friends, moving along with the beat as she let the rhythm carry her, lost in the moment. The neon lights of the nightclub flickered around her, picking up the bright colors on the dance floor. She felt great. She had finished university with honors.The few drinks she allowed herself had helped her relax enough that she could temporarily put aside her worries about her father for tonight. She would resume worrying about him tomorrow. He was normally the first thing she thought of every morning. Glad she hadn’t received a phone call from the hospital during the night.Her alcohol induced confidence radiating from every movement. Poppy, Sophie, and Trent danced nearby, their laughter lost because of the volume of the music. Poppy made sure she kept her back to the VIP area the entire time and her laugh was a little forced, but April was the only one that noticed. Her friend hadn’t wanted to leave, even when April offered to cover for her. Shrugging if Poppy felt she
‘Chemistry is you touching my arm and it setting fire to my mind.’ Quote by Nayyirah Waheed.Noah watched while security pulled the piece of shit off the floor and none to gently dragging the guy to the exit. He wondered how he was going to get her alone? He watched her for a second. “Ryan, Max, I’ll meet you back in the VIP area soon. I just need to get May…. was it?”April nodded, keeping her back to Ryan. Because she knew him. Noah hadn’t realized who she was. Why should he? She just couldn’t take the chance of Ryan seeing her as well. That just upped the chance of getting recognized.“.. some ice for her knee.”It was then that April realized she was still rubbing her bruised knee. Pulling her hand away. She was about to say she was fine when he turned to her friends.“Are you May’s friends?” he said to Sophie and Trent. At their nods. “Sorry about tonight. Your drinks are on me for the unpleasantness.” Before anyone had a chance to say anything, he put an arm around April’s waist
“Perfect,” Noah said, grabbing her hand. “Let’s go.”Noah then put his arm securely around April’s waist as he guiding her around to the front door of the hotel. Their bodies pressed close together as they crossed the foyer of the hotel.The woman at the reception desk lifted her head and turned towards them when she heard April’s heels clicking on the tile flooring. A bright smile appeared on her face as she saw Noah. However, her smile faded slightly as her eyes moved to April, and she gave her a quick once-over. She had a disapproving look on her face.Noah’s hand slid down her back, his touch sent shivers up her spine. He watched her, not the woman behind the counter.God, she hoped the woman didn’t think she was a prostitute. Looking down at how she was dressed. No, her dress wasn’t cheap or tasteless. It was well made. So maybe the woman thought she was an escort. That wasn’t any better.April thought about it for a second. Did she really care? It wasn’t like she was ever going t
Noah’s lips crashed down on hers. April could taste herself on his lips, her senses exploding with excitement. His hands roamed her body, exploring every curve, every inch of skin. She gasped into his mouth, her hands clutching at his bare shoulders.“God, you’re incredible,” Noah murmured against her lips. “Touch me.”April blinked. Did he mean down there? She could feel his cock pressing against her thigh. Did he want her to do to him what he had just done to her? April’s mind went blank for a moment. She didn’t know if she could. She might give herself away, but if she told him she didn’t know how to give head, then that would lead to questions she didn’t want to answer.“Fuck,” Noah whispered, his eyes dark and gruff with desire. “You’re perfect.”April whimpered as his hands returned to her breasts, squeezing and kneading the soft flesh. She could feel his erection straining against his boxers, a reminder of the raw need driving them both.“Please,” she begged, as his fingers pinc
“Fuck.” Noah said aloud as he finished pulling up his pants and buttoning and zipping himself up. He knew by the time he was done, she would be long gone. He wanted to know what the hell she was playing at. She ran hot and cold.If he didn’t fancy her like mad. Plus, it had been the best sex of his life. He would just walk away without a backward glance, like he had done too many times before. But he did want her in a way he hadn’t wanted anyone. It wasn’t just the sex.Pulling his phone out of his pants pocket. Noah dialed Hugo’s number. “Hugo, I ran into May at the hospital when I was visiting Ryan. She had a bandage on her hand. Do you have a contact within the hospital who can look into all ER visits tonight?”“Sure, but boss, if you ran into her, how did she get away?” Hugo was curious enough to ask.Noah could feel the heat rising on his cheeks. How indeed. But he would not be telling Hugo how. That he had been caught with his pants down. “She got away, as I was otherwise occupi
When no negative answer was forthcoming from her. Noah let her hands go from above her head. In short order, he had his belt and zipper undone. Freeing his length. Making her gasp as the heat of him touched her inner thigh.Her legs trembled. She lifted them and wrapped them tightly around his waist as he positioned himself. April’s breath hitched as she felt the head of his erection press against her entrance, the promise of what was to come making her heart pound even harder. But he didn’t push in immediately. Instead, he pulled away, leaving her hanging, aching for more.“Tell me,” he demanded, his voice cutting through the haze of desire. “Tell me what you want, May.”She blinked, dazed and disoriented, her mind struggling to form words. “I... I don’t know,” she stammered, her voice soft and uncertain.Noah let out a dark chuckle, his eyes gleaming with amusement. “Liar,” he said simply, “You know exactly what you want. You’re just too stubborn to admit it.”Her cheeks burned with
‘Most of the problems in life are because of two reasons: we act without thinking or we keep thinking without acting.’ Quote by Unknown.“What is it? What’s wrong?” Noah asked.April shook her head. “Nothing important.” God, she hoped not.“Then can we start again?” Noah asked.April didn’t think that was a good idea. Not only did Noah not know who she was, but he had hurt her every day for the last four years, starting from their wedding day.“I just don’t think that would be good for me.” April wrapped her arms around her waist, watching him. “Look Noah, let’s call it what it was. We both had fun, but we both saw it as a one-night stand.”“And not worth a repeat. If I remember your words correctly.” Noah said, taking another step towards her.April held her hand up as if to stop him from advancing. “I was angry when I wrote that note. But I don’t want you, Noah, for more than we have already shared. Let’s just go our separate ways.”April’s breath caught as Noah’s hand closed around
'Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memery no one can steal.' Quote by Richard PuzNoah couldn’t believe it. The woman that had barreled into his chest as she was leaving the hospital was May.He gripped her arms, holding on, so she wouldn’t vanish again. He could see she wasn’t pleased to see him. She looked tired and her hand was also bandaged. How long had she been in the ER before being treated? “What happened to your hand?”She looked at her hand resting against his chest and blinked at the stark white bandage before saying, “I cut it on some glass. They just put three stitches in.” She didn’t meet his eyes, instead looked at his hands gripping her arms. “Can you let go of me, please? I would like to go home.”Noah’s hands tightened slightly on her arms. He was afraid if he let her go, even for a second, he might never find her again. “May, can we talk? I would like to set the record straight.” He said to the top of her head because she was staring at his ches
April listened to the conversation between her father and Noah. Surprised that her dad was so open about his regret four years ago. Well, at least Noah knew the truth now. She had never tricked him into marriage. She had no part in what her father had done. Even now, she understood why he had done it. Since William’s hospitalization, her uncle and his family had been circling. Luckily, Mr. Harper was more than capable of handling him for now.When Noah left the room with the doctor, April came out from behind the bathroom door. Then shamelessly moved to the door leading out into the hall to listen to their conversation.“William Harrington is my father-in-law.” She heard Noah tell the doctor.“Not for long, sweetheart.” April said under her breath.“That’s ok then. Sorry, Mr. Crawford, we can never be too careful.” The doctor said.“I understand completely. I’m sure my wife will be happy that you are protecting her father.” Noah said a little loudly.April snorted at Noah calling her a
‘We all make mistakes in life. That’s true, some little, some big, some simple and some more complex, some mistakes we regret forever.’ Quote By Rashard Royster.It was only when she returned to her dad’s room that she realized Ryan might be in the same wing in the ICU. Given Ryan’s unstable condition and her father’s impending fate on death row, they were both in the ICU.April impulsively rose from her chair and cracked open the door to take a peek. She timed it perfectly, as Tally entered the ward with Noah by her side. April’s heart raced, and her skin felt flushed. She only saw him for a few moments before he disappeared into the room opposite.April stood there waiting for him to come out. Turning, she looked at her father, who was still asleep. If he woke up, she would leave her peeping and join him. April didn’t even want to think about why she was doing this. Time for thinking wasn’t now.Noah couldn’t believe it. It seemed so surreal, but it was happening. Looking at Ryan lay
‘Fate Decides Who Comes Into Your Life, Your Heart Decides Who Stays.’ Quote by Someone?April could see she didn’t have long with her father. He had stopped eating some of his favorite foods she often brought in for him. At least she had had this last Christmas. But she knew in her heart he would not make Easter. In the weeks since Christmas, he had gotten so much worse. She could see he was hanging on for her. April wanted to tell him to let go. Every time she tried to form the words, she just couldn’t.Her dad had fallen into another heavy sleep and she needed a coffee. So she decided to head to the hospital cafeteria. The coffee was terrible, and the food wasn’t much better. But it was at the hospital that was the main thing. She just didn’t have the energy to find somewhere to eat outside the grounds where the food and coffee would be better.Once April had grabbed what she wanted and paid, she looked around the seating area, seeing them mostly full.She was going to have to ask t
April let herself into her brownstone later that night. Exhausted, she dropped her keys into the bowl on the entry table. Then hung up her coat, putting her handbag on the chair. She then dragged her bone weary body into the kitchen.Opening the fridge to grab the open bottle of wine. April had just taken a glass down when the doorbell rang. She placed the glass on the countertop and went to answer the door.Looking through the peephole, April saw her friends. Quickly, she pulled the door open. She said in surprise, not expecting to see them tonight.Sophie, Trent, and Poppy stood on her stoop. “Hey guys.”They didn’t wait to be invited in, just stepped by her. All kissing her on the way past to the kitchen. April closed her front door and followed her friends. They were unpacking Chinese and pulling out plates from her cabinets. They knew their way around her kitchen. They had done this before. Sometimes an all night study session. Not like they would be having one of those again.Pop
Noah dialed Hugo’s number. “She just sent me a text. Is there anyway to track it?”Noah heard Hugo sigh. “Boss, like I told you. The phone she is using isn’t registered. There's just no way to track an unregistered phone, regardless of whether it's a message or a phone call. I’m sorry.”“Right.” Total frustration hummed through every line of Noah's body. “I just don't understand why she would need a burner.”“They're easy to pick up at a grocery store or an electronic store. A lot of people just don't register them.” Hugo explained.“What’s our next move?” Why couldn’t they find her?Noah could understand on one hand why it was so hard. She wasn’t a criminal on the run.“Like I told you, they paid cash that night at Twister. They might have started to use a credit card that night had you not picked up the tab.”Noah had really shot himself in the foot on that one, but he hadn't realized that he might want a track May down after. “The university wasn’t any extra help?”“No boss, she gra