(Freya's POV)That night, Ash's words seemed to be trapped in my mind, playing endlessly like a never-ending reel of film. I knew he was sincere in his request, but how could I just trust him after everything that happened? Every time I remember what happened four years ago, the pain hits me hard again, like waves that never stop crashing on the shore.Ash looked at me expectantly, but I could only look away. I didn't want to see his pleading eyes, because I knew it would only weaken my defenses. I've been hurt too deeply to just give my heart to him again."I don't know, Ash," I answered in a barely audible voice. "I don't know if I can give you a second chance."He fell silent, and in that silence, I could feel the weight of my words hanging between us. I don't want to give him another chance. Too much has happened, too many wounds to heal.Suddenly, Ash's cell phone rang, breaking the excruciating silence. He took out his cell phone quickly, his face turning serious as he looked at
(Freya's POV)"I'm sorry, Henry. But it looks like I can't go with you tomorrow," I said in a weak voice. I hoped Henry wouldn't be angry that I canceled my appointment with him.Tomorrow is the weekend and I had a date with Henry, but I had to cancel because of Ash."Why? Did something happen?" his voice sounded worried from across the phone.I sighed heavily while rubbing my face. I shook my head even though Henry couldn't see it. "No, nothing happened. It's just that I..." I was unable to finish my sentence. More precisely, I was at a loss as to whether I should tell Harry the truth or not.Yesterday evening, after I went to the hospital with Ash when I heard the news that his grandfather was sick. This afternoon I got another call from Ash. I thought grandfather's condition had worsened, but it turned out that he was complaining to me why I didn't come to see him anymore.And it made me feel bad if I didn't go to see him. Ash asked me to come see him tomorrow and I couldn't refuse
(Freya's POV)"Can you come tomorrow to see grandfather again at the hospital?" Ash asked after we took him home."I don't know. I'll think about it,” I told him. I couldn't possibly keep visiting Ash's grandfather in the hospital and I knew if I did that, I would have more time to see Ash.I didn't want Ash to think that I had given him an opening to get closer to me. Because even though he had said that he was interested in me, I couldn't easily forgive him and give him the chance he asked for.“You can take Hazel and Violet ifー”"Don't go any further than you shouldn't, Ash," I said, cutting him off quickly. My eyes sharpened as I stared at him. "Listen, maybe lately I have the impression of being nice to you, but that doesn't mean I have forgiven all the wrongs you have done to me. And one more thing… don't ever try to drag my kids into our problems. Because if not, I won't keep quiet," I firmly warned him.“Sorry, it was my fault. "I just thought Grandpa would probably be really
FREYA'S POVI had just walked out of the hospital room when Stella suddenly pulled my arm roughly. Her face was bright red, full of anger. She looked at me as if I were some great enemy that she had to get rid of."Don't ever try to seduce my husband again, Freya," she said in a hushed but threatening voice. "If you don't stop, I won't hesitate to humiliate you in front of everyone. I can easily spread the story to the media about what a bitch you are, seducing someone's husband!"I paused for a moment, looking at Stella calmly even though my heart was filled with disgust. What she was accusing me of was simply not true, and I had no intention of letting her trample on my pride like this. I took a deep breath, trying to restrain myself from getting emotional."I'm not interested in your husband, Stella," I replied finally, my voice remaining calm despite my boiling heart. "So save your threats because I'm not interested in your childish behavior."Without waiting for her response, I w
(Freya's POV)"What do you want, Ash?" I let go of his hand in embarrassment and discomfort when he held my hand in front of many people.When I was having lunch with my secretary, and suddenly Ash appeared at the restaurant and asked to talk to me because one day yesterday I ignored him. It's all because I'm still angry with Stella's attitude towards me, even though Ash defended me, but still... I feel like I don't deserve to be treated like that. Meanwhile, the evil one there is Stella."Freya, please...""Don't you see everyone staring at us?" I whispered irritably. I tried to maintain a straight facial expression.“I know, that's why talk to me,” he pleaded.I had finished lunch with my secretary and she left because she wanted to give Ash and me some time to talk, but I wasn't even interested in talking to him.“It's about grandfather. Please…” he looked at me expectantly. It makes my heart unable to resist it.“Five minutes,” I said firmly, “just five minutes, and then I'll be g
(Freya's POV)I looked at Ash who had been standing in the living room, waiting anxiously for me. And when I went down the last step, our eyes met and the expression on his face immediately changed to joy.I don't know if Ash has always been like this or if has he always had a beautiful smile. I don't remember ever seeing him smile when he was with me. The days we spent were so gloomy that I didn't even see the happiness on the face of the man who hated me so much. But now that beautiful smile… I see it on Ash's face now.Suddenly a question popped into my head. Has he really changed and started to have feelings for me?But why now... what was wrong with the old me, who even when I was begging at his feet to love me, but he ignored it all and threw me away like trash? He even had the heart to tell me to babysit our child.Every time I think about it, I don't understand Ash's thoughts, even his heart...“Did I keep you waiting long?” I asked. I watched his facial expression, hoping he
(Freya's POV)After a dinner filled with warmth and nostalgia, Ash took me out to the balcony. The night felt so peaceful, with the stars shining in the sky and the gentle wind blowing."Is there something you want to talk about?" I asked as I stepped out onto the balcony, trying to keep my tone neutral.Ash followed behind me and stood next to me. "Actually, I want to talk about something that might be a bit difficult," he said while looking up at the night sky.I felt my heart beating fast as if something unpleasant was about to happen."If this is about our relationship, I think I'd better just leave. I don't want to hear about it anymore," I said in a cold tone, trying to hold back the disturbing feeling of anxiety.Suddenly, I felt Ash's hand gently grab mine. "Freya, please, don't go," he begged in a hopeful tone. He pushed me against the balcony wall, and before I could react, his lips were on mine in a deep kiss.At first, I was shocked and struggled gently, trying to get rid
Ash looked at Freya with confused eyes, as if he was trying to digest Freya's words. However, doubt still dominates him. His normally calm face was tense, and his lips moved slowly as if to say something, but were held back by a deep worry.Meanwhile, Freya couldn't believe what she had just heard. It took years for HER to learn that She was blamed for the death of Ash's grandmother which She did not do at all. She felt frustrated, angry, and disappointed with Ash.Is that the reason why Ash has been acting bad to her all this time? Because he thought Freya had killed his grandmother? But she never did what Ash accused him of."You killed my grandma, Freya," Ash's voice sounded hoarse, filled with unhealed wounds. His eyes were sharp, piercing straight into Freya's eyes, trying to find the truth there. However, within that gaze was also despair, as if he did not really want to believe what he had just said.Freya took a step back, shocked by the accusation. Her face paled, and her eye
(Freya’s POV)“Wow! You look so beautiful in that wedding dress, Freya,” Henry's voice broke through my nervous thoughts as I stood in front of the mirror, adjusting the delicate lace on my off-white gown. His eyes gleamed with admiration, and I couldn’t help but blush under his gaze.I smiled softly, my fingers clutching the bouquet of flowers tightly. My heart pounded in my chest, but it wasn’t from nerves alone. There was joy, too—a joy I hadn’t felt in years, a happiness that made my stomach flutter and my throat tighten with emotion. Henry stepped closer, his gaze still appreciative. “Congratulations, Freya. You and Ash truly deserve this happiness. I wish you both a lifetime of love and peace.” “Thank you,” I replied, my voice barely a whisper. “It means a lot that you’re here.” I looked around the room, expecting to see his usual companion. “Where’s Reece?”A chuckle escaped Henry’s lips. “He’s with Ash, probably giving him some last-minute advice or, knowing Reece, a stern t
(Freya’s POV)"Ash, where do you actually want to take me?" I asked nervously, the blindfold over my eyes heightening my senses.My heart raced, both with curiosity and apprehension. My hands twitched in my lap, wishing for some semblance of control. He had insisted I wear this dress—a beautiful, fancy gown that shimmered with every step I took—and now, as we drove to an unknown location, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something extraordinary was about to happen."You'll like it," Ash's voice came from the driver’s seat, calm and collected as always. "We're almost there."I shifted uncomfortably in my seat, fingers gripping the smooth fabric of the dress. How could he be so nonchalant while I was over here, blindfolded and nervous? I tried to reason with myself. This is Ash, I reminded myself. But that didn’t stop my pulse from quickening.When the car finally stopped, I breathed out in relief, only to be startled again when Ash opened my door and took my hand."Careful," he said a
(Freya’s POV)One week later…"We have checked the condition of your husband's left hand and it has improved, so today we will remove the cast," said Dr. Allen as he inspected Ash's arm. His voice was calm, and professional, but the news hit me like a wave of relief.I let out a breath I didn’t realize I had been holding. It’s been a week since Ash was discharged from the hospital, and even though he had been coping well, the cast was a constant reminder of the danger he had been in. The sight of that heavy white plaster wrapping his arm had haunted me every day, a symbol of his pain — and my guilt."Thank you, Doctor," I managed to say, trying to keep my voice steady.Dr. Allen nodded with a warm smile. "However, even though the cast is off, Mr. Ash should still avoid heavy lifting or putting strain on the arm for a while. Full recovery could take a bit longer, so be careful. No intense physical activities," he added, his gaze shifting to Ash with a knowing glance. Ash gave him a mis
(Freya’s POV)“Henry, why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” I immediately stood up from my seat when I saw Henry standing at the entrance to my office, a warm smile on his face as he stepped inside. My heart skipped a beat, a mixture of surprise and relief washing over me. Without thinking, I hurried toward him and threw my arms around his neck, pulling him into a tight hug.Henry returned the embrace, his strong arms wrapping around me, offering comfort in a way only he could. I closed my eyes for a moment, letting the warmth of the hug calm the turmoil that had been swirling inside me for days. After what had happened to Ash, I’d been on edge, worried, restless. Henry’s presence was like a breath of fresh air—a brief reprieve from everything.“I wanted to surprise you.” Henry’s deep voice rumbled in his chest, and I couldn’t help but smile as I pulled away slightly to look at him. His brown eyes were soft, filled with concern and something else I couldn’t quite place.“You succee
(Freya’s POV) "Are they asleep?" Ash asked as soon as I returned to the room. His voice, though low, carried that familiar hint of playfulness. He lay in bed, his left arm still in a sling, his eyes following my every move as I quietly shut the door behind me.I nodded, walking toward him. “Yes, finally. Hazel wouldn’t stop talking about your promise,” I said, sitting down on the edge of the bed beside him. “What exactly did you promise them, Ash? They were glowing with excitement.”A smile tugged at the corners of his lips as he raised an eyebrow. “I told them I’d take them to the playground once I’m better. That’s all.” He shrugged, as if it were the simplest thing in the world.I sighed, shaking my head. “You’re spoiling them.”Ash’s smile softened, and he reached out with his good hand, gently brushing a strand of hair from my face. His touch was tender, almost hesitant. “I’m not spoiling them, Freya. I’m their father. And I want to do the things I couldn’t before... the things I
(Freya's POV)“Are your hands okay?” I asked in a low voice. I hesitated to touch his bandaged left hand. “Does it hurt a lot?”I'm currently lying in Ash's arms. So comfortable in his arms. Even though I was a little afraid because it would hurt him, especially with his sick condition. But Ash insisted he didn't want to stay away from me. Moreover, previously I had tried to stay away from him and asked Ash to leave me for his safety."It doesn't hurt that much," Ash answered softly. “Are you very worried?”“Of course I'm worried. You don't know how I feel when I get a call from the hospital if you have an accident. I thought I was going to lose you…” For some reason, those words just slipped out of my mouth as if I couldn't hide my true feelings for Ash. But consciously, I couldn't see myself losing Ash because of my love for him.“Somehow, I feel happy knowing that you are worried about me and afraid of losing me. That means you have feelings for me, right?” he asked while setting m
(Freya's POV)“N-no way…”I fell limp on the grass when I was told that Ash had an accident. Just a few minutes ago he left my house and I actually got terrible news like this.“Freya!” shouted Henry. He looked panicked seeing me crying hysterically with my body shaking violently. "What happened? What is it?" he asked, shaking my arm.“Ash… Ash… he had an accident,” I sobbed. Fear attacked me very violently. “I have to go there immediately! I have to go there, Henry!” I shouted with a pale face.At that time I immediately went to the hospital where Ash was. While on the way to the hospital. I was so panicked and scared. The realization hit me that I couldn't lose him, again. After everything we've been through together. I should have accepted Ash's love confession yesterday and I regret it now.“Oh my God… I hope he will be okay,” I said in a sobbing voice.Reece kept trying to calm us down and held my hand tightly. When we arrived at the hospital, I immediately ran to the nurse's des
(Freya's POV)After leaving prison, Ash and I went to the supermarket to buy food ingredients that we would use for tonight's party. This was Ash's idea as he wanted to celebrate Hazel's return from the hospital, as well as the fact that he was the father of my children. He continues to pamper them both with all the nice toys and clothes and often even comes to my house just to buy Hazel and Violet their favorite food.And I feel very happy because Hazel and Violet always look happy whenever they are with Ash. My heart feels warm and I hope moments like that last forever.The waiter prepared the food while Ash and I decorated the backyard into the most beautiful barbecue party ever. I invited Reece and Henry, even though I knew there was still tension between them. But beforehand I had told Reece that I had not given Ash an answer as to whether I would return to him.But regarding Ash who is the father of Hazel and Violet, I also couldn't refuse when Ash wanted to meet them seeing tha
(Freya's POV)"Ash," I called when I saw Ash had just arrived and I ran to hug him.He grabbed me in a tight embrace before letting go. "I came straight back after you told me that Hazel had regained consciousness. How is her condition?” he asked.“The doctor said that her condition had improved, but she still needed intensive care. Thank You…""What for?" his brow furrowed in confusion.“Because you have donated your blood to her,” I said.“Freya, what are you talking about? She is my daughter! I should have done it. Even if I have to give my life, I will do it," he said firmly. I was stunned to hear his words.Ash approached the bed but managed to glance at Henry who was still there. Hazel has opened her eyes since earlier and currently, the doctor has also removed the tube for breathing because Hazel's condition has improved.Ash sat in a small chair next to the bed. I watched from the end of the bed. His large hand grasped Hazel's tiny hand carefully as if one rough touch could br