Lisa

It's been a while since Ayla and I talked. I was happy that I was able to cause a rift between her and Jaxon but I didn't expect that she'd shut me out of her life and snub me for this long. I can't deny the fact that I was sad when I saw her looking so unlike herself, she's trying to deny the feelings that's obvious that she has for Jaxon . As much as I love her and want her to be truly happy with the love of her life, I dare not betray her father or allow my emotions get in the way of my mission.

The head maid has been assigning more duties to me than usual, and I understand that it's because she's jealous that I'm close to our boss. I can't wait for Ayla to stop treating me like the other maids, then I'll deal with all the maids that laughed at me when I was working and I'll make sure that I talk Ayla into talking to that bastard and idiotic head maid, but I was devastated and shocked when she didn't call for me after she settled her fight with Jaxon .

I just hope that she doesn