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Thirty-eight
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2021-06-24 02:52:20Mila was happy when she returned home; however, her happiness started to fade away once she lay down on her bed. Her mind was bombarded with memories of her previous birthdays with Emma. She remembered how Emma would always wake her up with a birthday cake she baked herself for her best friend. Emma would wake her up with her loud singing and then she would make her blow the candles and give her her gift. At night, they would have a small party at either Mila's house or Emma's house with their friends then after the party was over, they would have a movie night while eating popcorn and candy floss. Mila missed all of that and for a moment, she wanted to pick up her phone and call Emma, but her ego held her back. There was no point in talking to her, and Emma might end up saying something hurtful, but Mila wanted to hear her voice. She fell asleep after hours of tossing and turning mixed with silent tears over the best memories she has ever made in her whole life.
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Emma waited in the lobby of the building for five minutes and once she saw Mila, she let out a sigh of relief. She handed her her phone silently and they both walked to the elevator. The two girls walked inside the apartment and suddenly, Mila was not at ease. She did not want to go inside, she did not want to spend the night there. She was only doing that for Emma, the girl who broke her into a million pieces, yet she could not understand why she was helping her. "C-come i-in," Emma whispered when she saw Mila still standing by the door. Mila let out a heavy sigh and walked inside, taking a seat on the couch. "W-want me to m-make you something t-to eat?" "Thanks, I'm good," Mila mumbled without looking at Emma. "Should I g-get you clothes? It's not c-comfortable to s-sleep in those clothes," Emma spoke, looking at her. She wanted Mila to acknowledge her. She wanted to make her feel comfortable in any way. "No, I'm fine like that," Mila replie
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Mila sat in her seat beside the window of the plane and she put her bag under her legs after grabbing the book she had been reading for the last few days from it; she was reading Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell. It was as if the book was screaming her name and Emma's. She could see herself as Cath while Emma was Wren. However, she was no longer sure if it was true or not after what she had done to Emma at her apartment.When she got home, she was so mad at herself for being so self-centered when Emma needed her. She knew she should have put everything aside and helped her best friend out, but something pulled her away from doing that; something she has always hated for as long as she could remember. She let her ego get the best of her and speak up for her, she failed to control it. She allowed her wounded ego to take advantage of Emma's weakness just to get back at what Emma did in front of the others. Her pride and her ego were her worst traits and she wished she could kill them.
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"Girls! Come downstairs!" Mila's mum called for them. The two girls went downstairs and found her in the kitchen, making dinner for everyone."It s-smells so good." Emma grinned. She missed Jennifer's food a lot."Can't wait to eat!" Mila said happily as she sat on the kitchen counter."I need you to go to the grocery store and get me some things," she told them and they nodded."What do you w-want us to g-get you?" Emma asked her as she took an apple. She was hungry since she did not eat anything on the plane because she did not like the food there."No, wait," Mila said quickly, stopping her before she took a bite from the apple. Emma frowned, looking at her, but she put the apple down. Mila hopped off the counter and opened the refrigerator, she took the turkey and cheddar cheese out of it then she closed it. She made a turkey and cheddar cheese sandwich for Emma and gave it to her."Mila, it will fill her stomach and she won't be able to
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I woke up in the middle of the night, feeling thirsty. When I opened my eyes, I could not see properly at first, so I turned on the lamp on my nightstand. I drank some water from the bottle I had beside me, then I looked next to me to check on Emma; however, I did not find her beside me.I slowly got out of bed and took my phone with me to look for her. Something was not right. I knocked on the bathroom door, but I did not hear anything. I walked inside and I did not find her.I took a deep breath then went downstairs to look for her, but she was nowhere to be seen. She was not in the living room or the kitchen or even the backyard. She was scaring me. Where did she go?My heart started to beat with worry and fright. I did not know where my best friend was and that was scaring the hell out of me. I kept thinking for a while then I quickly made my way upstairs. I hoped I would find Emma where I thought she would be.I went to the rooftop, feeling that I wo
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The next morning Mila woke up and saw Emma still asleep, practically cuddled into her. Mila smiled to herself, feeling happy that Emma was finally sleeping. She knew she needed to sleep more than anything in her life at that moment. Her body was exhausted and she needed to relax.Mila carefully got out of bed, making sure not to wake Emma. She took some clothes from her closet and went to the bathroom. She took a hot shower, attempting to relax her tense body after what happened last night. She could not believe that she was one step away from losing her best friend and if that happened, she would have felt guilty for the rest of her life. Mila was already beating herself up after what she had done with Emma during the night she was supposed to spend at her apartment. She did not know how she managed to be that cruel, how she was heartless enough to take advantage of Emma's weakness.Mila sighed heavily and dried her body after she finished showering, then blow-dried h
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Mila and Emma zipped their suitcases and made sure they did not leave anything behind. It has been three days since Thanksgiving and the two girls were finally heading back to Seattle. Emma looked bummed and Mila could see that, she even knew the reason behind her sadness.During the past two days, the girls' bond grew stronger. They did everything together, just like how it used to be before the devils came into their lives and turned them upside down. Emma even gained three pounds during her stay with Mila's family.Each day, Mila would help Emma to get over her stutter and she showed great improvement. It turned out that her stutter was not that bad, but it only got worse whenever she talked about what Cole and Ariana put her through or when she was upset.They took their suitcases downstairs then they put them in the car. They got in the backseat of the car while Mila's parents got in the front seats.Mila picked up her phone and messaged Blake, telli
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The next day, Emma woke up before Mila. She took a quick shower to freshen herself up after the panic attack she had last night. She hated getting them, she felt weak and useless. She hated how she dragged Mila into all of this, but she had no one but her. She did not know who else she could trust with her fears.After Emma got dressed in some comfortable clothes, she went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast as a kind of 'thank you' for Mila for taking care of her for the past few days. She decided to make scrambled eggs, waffles, and bacon.After half an hour, Mila walked out of Emma's room. She rubbed her eyes sleepily as she made her way to the kitchen. Even after washing her face and brushing her teeth, she still looked sleepy."This smells amazing." She yawned as she took a piece of bacon and put it in her mouth."Good morning to you too." Emma giggled as she gave her a cup of coffee."How did you sleep?" Mila asked her, taking a sip of her co
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Emma walked inside her place after Cole opened the door. She did not understand anything, she did not know why Cole brought Max and Justin. Something did not feel right.Cole took her to her bedroom. Her body was shaking slightly and her skin was a bit cold out of fright.Cole found his pleasure in Emma's fear. He enjoyed seeing her shaking and trembling because of him. She was nothing but a toy and a bank account to him and he made sure to abuse the hell out of his toy without any ounce of mercy in his body. Her misery became his ultimate satisfaction and he was used to feeding on her fear. Her fear was nothing but the nutrition to his sick soul.Cole pushed Emma roughly to her room. Her breath was unsteady and she felt that she was going to faint at any moment as she was petrified of them. There was a lump formed in her throat and she was not able to gulp it. Her throat narrowed and she was not able to talk or produce any sound easily."W-what do you w-
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