Cressida "I'll go try these on okay?" Noah said and left to the changing room without waiting for my answer and I knew that he was going to take a long time there as usual so I took my chance to distract myself from both Savaş and Jack the same way I've been doing for the last five days… by reading the book my mother wrote about her life.Maybe I would discover something about myself that way even though I still knew that my answers would always be owned by Savaş… Chapter two:Ma deuxième mortTwo Lines. Pregnant. I was Pregnant with Isaac's children. I just lost my only chance of freedom because of this child.My hand clutched my stomach where a small human was growing and I wished if it wasn't, I'll always wish it wasn't. The problem wasn't Isaac, he treated me like I was a queen from day one and till this day. The problem also wasn't the small child I was having… The problem was… me.It always was me…"Chantal?" I heard Isaac call my name, make brace myself and wipe out the tea
Cressida I Let my gaze go around the basement through my dark locks while keeping my head down. It was meant to scare any kid who stepped inside it, low light, long stairs, creepy vibes. But it didn't scare me, not one bit but it sure did my twin who was trembling in fear, his low voice shaking as he called out for me. "Cressida?" It would've been better if someone stabbed me with a knife in my heart compared to hearing how afraid Jack was. It wasn't fair.I looked beside me and saw Jack shaking but I could tell it wasn't just from fear so I quickly removed my jacket, staying in my black t-shirt as I draped it over Jack's shoulders before I took his cold face in both my hands.Tears ran down his face as he whispered, as if he was afraid that they would hear him even though they weren't here. "I'm scared." I wiped away his tears even though they kept reforming, then said in the strongest tone I could give."You don't have to be afraid. I'll always protect you, no matter what." Jack
Cressida I took one last look at myself before I left the room. This time I was wearing a dress that had a single shoulder strap and diagonal cut with a calm shade of pink which wasn't something I would've preferred because pink made me look way too girly and… innocent and I knew that I was far from innocent.My shiny black hair came down in waves, cascading down my back. A beautiful silver clip had been put in to hold my hair in place, anyone would see me as a sight to behold. Him included.A knock on the door had me coming back to the real world, making me go open the door to find the one and only… my fiancée."Amour, are you ready for us to make the grand entrance?" Jesper offered me his hand which I gladly took and we started walking until we reached the top of the stairs of the ballroom and down them, there were people waiting for the soon to be greatest couple of Atherton.Even though Jesper agreed, he was still wary of Savaş the whole week we talked about this party, afraid t
Cressida I was wandering around that damn place for the last fifteen minutes after I woke up in a bedroom that sure as hell felt like it belonged to the bastard who brought me here in the first place but at least he was less of a creep than usual because he left me in my dress, not touching me.Finally, I reached the door and tried to open but of course I should've known better, Savaş wouldn't keep me somewhere where I could run away and for a second I considered trying to stay here and know his plan but images of him and Blake from yesterday and last week came to my mind. Reminding me of the sole reason why I wanted to hurt him like he did me.I was about to look for something to pick the lock with when a hand came on my shoulder and turned me around quickly but I didn't see whoever that person was but someone else.Someone from the past."Hello little girl." A man I didn't know came up behind me, placing his hand on my shoulder, making me turn around but I didn't let go of Jack's h
Cressida I could particularly feel my pulse in my ears as I stared at Savaş who came to the nightstand and picked a few things out of it but I couldn't see what they were yet but when I did… I was speechless. He stood in front of me, holding a blindfold in one hand and the other had a ball gag. Now I actually realise what utterly and truly fucked means.He already took my ability to touch anything when he tied me up and now he wanted to take away my abilities to see and talk and even though the idea should scare the hell out of me… it doesn't. In fact I found my body heating even more in anticipation because I never tried anything like that before because most of the boyfriends that I had in the past didn't go far than kissing with me because they always feared my Dad and who I was but the thing about Savaş…He didn't fear anyone or anything. He knew no limits when it came to what he wanted and I was what he wanted so he didn't exactly care about who my family was and what they cou
Cressida I've been awake for maybe three hours. While the three horsemen had been on my side the whole time, almost as if they're guarding me, bringing all the food and water to the room but the one person I wanted to see was nowhere to be seen. I needed to see him for two reasons. One, he owed me six sentences now after wrenching six orgasms out of me yesterday. Two, because I… wanted to see him. I never imagined that I'll miss seeing him and I'm afraid that he changed his point of view about me because I fainted but that thought left as soon as it came because I knew Savaş wouldn't think about me like that… or at least I hoped."So… when are you going to let me leave the room or am I a double prisoner now?" I asked Jesper who's eyes widened before he sighed and looked at me with concern and worry which did make me happy because I saw that by now I can rely on the horsemen to be by my side but I didn't want to be babysitted too."Well technically… you were supposed to be down the
Cressida It was lunch time now and Savaş kept disappearing and coming back with food trays here and there until he finally settled in front of me on the table, both of us were eating in silence until… I decided to ask a question."What was that place we were in? A private beach?" I knew that he didn't exactly have to answer this question but I still hoped as I went back to eating. "An Island that belonged to my mother, no one would suspect it." His mother. I never asked him about her, the only thing I knew was that my mother and his passed out around the same time which I wouldn't consider as coincidence anymore."Tell me about your mother." I paused when he froze and tensed for a second so I quickly tried to make the situation right."If you want to tell me about her of course, you don't have to just because I asked you to–" I was rambling anything that came to my mind by now but cut myself off and looked down at my plate as I started eating again, hoping that he would forget that
Cressida "Get up and strip." He ordered, not doubting for a second that I would actually get up and do as he asked. He knew me more than I knew myself. I got up from the bed on shaky legs and pulled off my jacket and bra and after a few attempts with trembling fingers, I unbuttoned my shorts and let them slide down my body then stepped out of them.I was about to get rid of my panties when Savaş ripped them a part, earning a sherik out of me but I was still understanding what happened when Savaş reached behind me and I heard the click of his belt before he took both my wrists in one hand and placed them behind my back.Savaş then wrapped his belt around my wrists and made sure that the grip was good enough before he let them go and placed his hand on my shoulder, pushing me down until I was sitting on the white sheets of the bed again.Even though my hands were tied behind my back by Savaş's belt, I would never understand the excitement I always felt when I got tied up, as if no lon