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Liam's Feelings

Author: Starlit Ink
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-13 23:27:17

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Liam

The emotions were a chaotic mess inside me, each one fighting for dominance.

Anger.

Frustration.

And underneath it all, a deep, gnawing jealousy that I couldn’t suppress, no matter how hard I tried.

The room felt even colder, the air thick with tension. I could barely focus on the discussions about the security threat, my eyes involuntarily drawn back to Alex and Charlotte. She was standing so close to him, her hand on his arm, her face soft with concern. I could hear her voice, gentle, almost intimate as she said, “Are you sure you’re okay? You look tense.”

For a moment, I hated how effortlessly they seemed to fit together. It was like everything I had hoped for, everything I had been too afraid to acknowledge, was right there in front of me. I clenched my jaw, forcing myself to look away.

I heard Alex reply in his usual calm tone, but the words barely registered. “I’m fine, Charlotte. Just a lot going on right now.”

I tried to focus on the briefing, on the task at hand, b
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