obeying the teacher's rules (3)

Brian's hands were quick to fly to the buttons on my blouse.

Part of my felt like I should stop this, like I should call it off, but at the same time I knew that I didn't want to stop this.

The only reason I wanted to stop it was because I knew this isn't what people usually did, I knew this isn't how people lose their virginity. All the same, I didn't see why this couldn't be how I lost mine.

I don't have to be like everyone else.

My blouse was quickly off, and there was a strong pause in the air, all of us waiting for more direction from Rick.

"Take off your bra," he said simply to me.

It was testing the waters.

By having me do it, he was making sure I was willing to do all of this.

Reaching behind me, I started to undo the clasps and follow his direction. If I'm being completely honest, I'd never felt this excited in my life. My body was aching for him and he hadn't done anything more than kiss me.

"Kiss me again," I demanded of Rick. I wasn't going to deny myself anything he woul