Lorcan Judson
I’m sitting in the canteen on the cornermost bench. Luckily corner benches aren’t very crowded. I keep tapping my foot with earbuds plugged into my ears.
“Didn’t you socialize?” A familiar voice spoke, making me look at the owner of the voice.
“Oh, Dylan.” I look at him before reaching for the earbuds to take them off.
“What's up with your earbuds?” Dylan wiggles his eyebrows before pulling the chair opposite to me to take a seat. “As far as I remember you aren’t a very big fan of music.”
“It's to make the girls think that I’m busy and they won’t approach me,” I reply, placing the earbuds in its case carefully so as not to damage them.
Because I don’t wanna lose them and buy a new set. It's not worth investing my money anyway.
“Are they after you?” Dylan wanted to know, leaning a bit forward.
“Notoriously!” I shake my head. “They were sending me their phone numbers non-stop like I'm in charge of a phone booth or something.”
“Here I thought I was the only one,” Dylan scoffs. “They really do stare at you like you are some strange animal who ran away from the zoo.” A sigh escaped from his lips. “For a moment, I felt like I was not a vampire but a pot filled with honey to the brim and those crazy girls were swarming flies. That’s scary!”
“I know right.” I look at him with an ‘I feel you bro’ gaze. “By the way, where is Orlo?”
“Probably flirting with some young lass somewhere,” Dylan replies indifferently, looking as uninterested as ever.
“Hey! Are you talking about me?” Orlo appears out of nowhere and lightly hits Dylan’s shoulder before taking a seat beside him.
He always sits beside Dylan and opposite to me. One day, out of curiosity I asked him why he does so when he could even sit beside me. He said that if he sits beside Dylan, he can see my face while talking and it's eye-pleasing for him.
At the moment I couldn’t help nauseating internally. This guy is so flirty that he even forgot to spare me, his older brother.
“Where did you go?” I ask, looking at him.
“Oh! To talk to the professor,” Orlo promptly answers. “How was your day?” He looks at me curiously with a mischievous grin plastered on his face.
“The girls are pestering me!” I sigh, already getting tired on my first day.
“Just avoid them,” Dylan advises, taking out his tablet to check on something.
“Why avoid them?” Orlo looks at Dylan and me like we said something sinful. “You know, there is a saying that goes like - when life fucks you, just change the position and enjoy it.”
Oh God! This guy! I roll my eyes from right to left. Decency always leaves the chat whenever this guy enters.
“Language, Orlo,” Dylan reminds, shooting a cold glare at him.
“Oh come on,” Orlo shrugs. “We are at the university. Can't we just enjoy human life for once?”
I shake my head. There is no use talking to this bonehead. He is as stubborn as a mule.
He starts to blabber about his day.
Yesterday we planned to join this university and I was sure that Orlo and I would join the same department. But somehow, Dylan and Orlo joined the same department which is the department of Physiotherapy and I, the person who is always out of luck, joined the Department of Occupational therapy.
I take my laptop from my bag and start to work meanwhile Dylan busies himself with checking the statistics of our kingdom.
“Are you even listening to me?” Orlo slams on the table.
“No!” Dylan and I say in unison.
“Hey, that’s rude!” Orlo complains, pretending that he is upset with us. “By the way, Dylan, why don’t you tell Lorcan about my cute human?”
I frown. Cute human? I glance at Dylan who lets out a huge sigh.
“Quit doing that,” Orlo scrunches his nose.”Your sigh can blow away all the vegetation of this area.”
Dylan glares at the younger one while the latter grins, successfully completing his mission of getting on Dylan’s nerves. He looks away, knowing that he will never win against Orlo.
“Our dear younger brother lost his heart to a girl from our department,” Dylan informs.
I narrow my eyes. That's kinda impossible. Orlo is a cheeky guy. Though he shows utmost enthusiasm towards humans, he hates them like me or even more. So, I cannot buy the information that he fell for a girl.
Or maybe…that girl did a miracle and the impossible possible?
I avert my gaze to Orlo, wanting to hear from him.
“He is right,” Orlo grins proudly. “She is so cute and adorable that I couldn’t resist her.”
“Did you talk to her?” I ask as my curiosity is piqued.
“She doesn’t know that she caught my interest,” Orlo laughs, guessing what I am getting at. “She helped me to chase away those annoying girls and surprisingly everyone listened to her.”
“What’s her name?”
“Amara Boden,” Orlo replies with an annoying lovebird smile on his face.
“Well, speak of the devil, and here she is!” Dylan states without averting his gaze from the tablet screen.
Both Orlo and I turn our heads toward the right to find a slender figure with extremely pale skin walking in through the entrance.
“Is she really a human?” I squint without averting my gaze. “Her skin is as pale as ours is.”
“Of course, she is a human,” Orlo hits my arm in a friendly way. “She isn’t a vampire.”
As my gaze follows that girl, my eyes suddenly widen and my jaws slack.
“What is she doing here?” I blurt out as my eyes detect a familiar figure.
“Who?” Orlo and Dylan ask in unison before glancing at each other.
“The girl in the blue denim jacket, standing beside your girl,” I reply in gruff, rolling my eyes.
“You know her?” Orlo grins mischievously.
“No!” I reply abruptly. “Her eyes were following me the moment I entered the class as if I’m a skeleton on display in a clothes shop and never left me until I left the room.”
“Is that a blooming romance?” Orlo remarks, earning a glare from me.
“Orlo, you know how Lorcan is.” Dylan nudges him, signaling him not to mess with me.
Orlo makes a face and they start bickering with each other like kids. I sigh before returning my gaze to the laptop screen.
Though my eyes are glued to the laptop, I see everything through my peripheral vision.
I gasp when I saw that girl from my class passing by me. Out of reflex, I scoot a bit to the left without taking my eyes off the device in front of me.
Suddenly a waft of intoxicating, sweet scent assaults my nose. I close my eyes instantly as it works straight on my nervous system. The primal instincts of a predator manifest in me, shaking my strong wall of self-control. An overwhelming sensation runs through my veins, as the dormant desire to monopolize someone stirs in me dangerously.
I clench my fists hard, trying to win over my instincts.
“Lorcan? What's wrong with you?”
I hear Dylan’s voice that’s contoured with worry.
“Open your eyes, Lorcan,” Orlo says, putting his hand on my clenched fist.
I open my eyes and look at them while breathing is ragged. Dylan’s eyes widen and Orlo flinches.
“Your eyes turned bright red!" Orlo exclaims.
They already turned bright red?!
My eyes generally turn into a creamy golden color when I have my fill, jet black when I’m starving and I need blood in my system, and sapphire which is my real eye color. My eyes never change into bright red until I’m in a killing machine mode.
Vampires' eyes only turn bright red when they lose control over themselves, drink human blood and when they sense their mate near them.
Lines of worry form on Dylan’s face as my breathing becomes heavier and the color of my iris is too reluctant to change into my original one.
“Lorcan, try taking in deep breaths,” Dylan advises, putting his hand on mine. “Try abdominal breathing.”
I swallow hard, trying to control myself. Drops of perspiration start to adorn my forehead.
“Lorcan, please.” Orlo’s eyebrows are knitted together forming a deep worried frown.
I close my eyes again and take deep breaths. I focus on the sensation of the air passing through the airway into my lungs. Miraculously, I can feel the raging desires settle down and my tense muscles relax.
I open my eyes slowly and look at my brothers. They let out a huge sigh of relief.
Looks like my eyes returned to their normal color. I lean back, relaxing myself.
“What triggered you?” Orlo inquires.
“I don’t know,” I lie, shaking my head slowly. “It never happened to me before when I’m resting.”
“Don’t worry,” Dylan coos. “Maybe the scent of human blood is the culprit. That’s it. Just relax.”
I nod in assertion. I avert my gaze to the food counter to find a specific figure.
That girl is chatting merrily with her friend with plates of food in her hand.
Who is she? How come her scent stirred the dormant desires in me?
Verena Layton “Amara, we should meet at somewhere besides the canteen,” Julia suggests. “I too think so, Amara,” I nod, taking a bite of my sandwich. “You know, Julia dislikes being in a crowd and this hour is well known for being the rush hour.”“Suggest a place where we shall meet,” Amara says, munching on her pasta.“Rooftop of the Prosthetics building will do,” Julia adds. “Hardly anyone goes there.”Amara glances at me, seeking my opinion. I nod, agreeing with Julia. To be honest, I don’t care where we have to meet. As long as we are together and can have our meals peacefully, I’m fine. “Alright then.” Amara shrugs. “Let's meet up at the rooftop of the prosthetics building. Since it's a bit away from the canteen, how about I buy lunch and bring it there since usually I’m the late one.”“I don’t think it's a bad idea,” I hum. “Let's do this. Whoever finishes their classes early will buy lunch and wait at the rooftop.”“I’m in,” Julia agrees. “It's such a pity that I cannot co
Lorcan JudsonMurmuring noises flood the canteen. Right now, everyone’s gaze is averting between the twerp and me. There is visible fear as well as excitement in their eyes. It appears like I’m an emerged hero from the depths of the ground to rescue oppressed people. I don’t know what has taken over me and now I’m standing in front of the human from whom I was thinking of keeping my distance. I just vowed to myself not to get involved with that girl and here I’m defending her. Before I could realize it, my body moved on its own and I threw myself to protect her. Thanks to that, now, I am in the center of the cafeteria with all the attention on me.The bully huffs like a crazy bull. Perhaps it's the first he has been crossed like this. I wait a moment, being patient enough to listen to him or maybe waiting for him to attack first so that I don’t have to back off. It has been a long time since I broke someone’s neck. Abruptly, the bully’s lackey appears out of nowhere and whispers int
Verena LaytonOrlo looks at Lorcan and waves his hand like an excited child, sitting on a solid concrete block on the roof floor. His other brother is sitting on another block. Amara flashes a big smile of relief, waving her hand lightly. Julia is sitting with her chin resting on her palm, looking as uninterested as Lorcan was in the medicine class. Her eyes light up as soon her gaze meets mine. “Rena!” She springs up from her seat and rushes toward me. “Is everything alright? You are fine, right?”“Yes, I am.” I smile assuringly, nodding readily. “I was so worried, thinking that Alan might have caught you,” Amara joins. “That's why I told both of you not to associate with the newcomers!” Julia whispers though it seems like it doesn’t go unheard by the Judson brothers. Eh? Where does this come from?! “Shh…Don’t say such things. Why are trying to connect the things that are nowhere near to each other?” I quickly glance at the brothers, before turning my face to her Julia. “They mi
Verena Layton “Shall we chicken out?” I whisper as I lean toward Lorcan. We have been sitting in the HOD’s office waiting for the last thirty minutes and there is no sign of her. Lady Hitler said that she had something to do and we shouldn’t leave her office unless we wanted to mess up our academic year. I know backing out at the last minute isn’t an excellent idea, given how fucked up our situation is but waiting for thirty minutes and not knowing god knows when she will arrive makes me anxious enough to churn my stomach. “If you want to be stuck in this institution for another ten years, then feel free to try your idea.” Lorcan scrolls through his phone, without caring to glance at me. This guy! Doesn’t he have even a bit, a little bit of anxiety about the outcome? Firstly, HOD won’t go easy on us, and secondly, Alan won’t spare us. Only if he doesn’t have this vampire-ish handsome face, only if I amn’t weak and obsessed with vampires, dealing with this guy will become much ea
Verena LaytonI drag my feet out of the building. It's such a hectic day. First, it was Alan, and now the preparation of the charts. Just thinking about hopping from department to department to collect the registers makes my introverted self hide in a small hole in the ground and never come out of it until the commotion settles. I glance at Lorcan and as usual, he seems unfazed. At this point, I’m really jealous of his calm demeanor. It's his first day and after going through such hassle, he is fine. Perhaps, I am the weak one here.Pushing out a breath, I walk with my eyes glued to the ground. “Rena!” Julia’s shrill voice forces me to lift my head. “Julie?” I frown. My frown deepens when more people come into my visual field. “Amara, Orlo, Dylan? What are you doing here? What about your classes?” I quickly pressed the power button of my phone and the screen lit up. It’s 4 pm and we have HOD’s class. I look at Julia. “Don’t tell me you skipped Ms. Petra’s class and you are planning
Lorcan Judson “Things aren’t going as planned,” Dylan sighs, standing beside me. “Only if I wasn’t involved with that girl.” I shake my head. We reach the nearest stationary shop to buy the required materials. We have no idea what to buy. So, we order a few chart papers, colors of all kinds, glitters, glitter papers, and whatever girly stuff that artistic girls will enjoy. Orlo ditched us at the last moment. Otherwise, the three of us would have been discussing something productive. “Well, what is done cannot be undone.” Dylan shrugs. “What’s your plan?”“Haven’t thought of one yet.” I sigh again. It seems these days I’m sighing more than usual. I should take a break, maybe? Things don’t work like that for a crown prince. Ultimately, I have to find a way to finish my mission as soon as possible and report everything to the leader. “I won’t accompany you on your return,” Dylan says, slipping his hands into his pocket. “That’s better.” I nod. “You should focus on our mission.” I
Verena Layton “I’ve heard you are in a messy situation,” Zale Boris says, taking a glance at me while entering the name of the book and the borrower into the computer. Lines of worry are evidently drawn on his forehead. “Is everything good now?”He has been my friend, well, a very good friend since my freshman year. Besides Julia and Amara, he is the one I trust the most. He belongs to the Prosthetics and Orthotics (PO) department - a department that’s too foreign to us. If you are wondering how I met with a guy from an alien department, it's easy. He is a part-timer in the library and as a bookworm, I always find him here. I read and borrowed so many books that he ended up talking to me. Our interests click together and we become friends. As a student from the PO department, he works a lot and hardly has time to spend with the rest of us. So, we hardly have lunch or dinner together. “A fifty-fifty situation, I would say,” I sigh, resting my elbows beside the bunch of registers that
Verena Layton “Quit dragging me!” Lorcan pauses and pulls his hand away from my hold. I get dragged by the impact of his force and brazenly collide against his firm chest. Ouch! I am this day old when I learn colliding with someone’s chest can actually hurt your head. Rubbing my forehead, I glare at him. “You are the one who came to me first!” I argue and I swear I won’t lose this time. “You-” He points his index finger at me and pauses. Pressing his lips together in frustration, he looks away. “You are the one who wasted my precious time by flirting with some random dude.”My jaws drop to the ground and my mouth takes an O shape. He is unbelievable. “Flirting with some random dude? Mr. Judson, he is my friend. You the random dude here!” I poke his shoulder with my index finger.“I’m the random dude here?” Lorcan hisses, raising his eyebrows almost into his hairline. “I’m your assigned detention partner and the most unluckiest guy in the world to stick up with you.”“Haw!” I narr
Verena Layton I draw the X-axis and Y-axis on another massive chart to re-do the lost chart. I absent-mindedly run the pencil vertically as I think of Lorcan’s words. He told me to draw the graph only aand warned me not to color them. I asked numerous times but that jerk won’t tell me. Like a defeated warrior, I continue with my work. Both of us stick our asses to the floor with determination to finish the work by the deadline. We sit with our backs facing each other. It was my suggestion which I am regretting very much now. I want to see what this cold creature is doing and again, if I give in to the temptation, it will hurt my pride given how willfully I suggested our sitting position. Curiosity gets the best of me and I peek. And guess what I saw?His damn broad rectangular shoulders! They are concealing the view. I let out an angry grunt. “What are you trying to peak at, Ms. Layton?” Lorcan’s low voice echoes and catches me off guard. “I am just looking out so you won’t sla
Verena Layton I sit on the floor, staring hopelessly at the ruined art paper. I poured all my energy into creating it since it was meant to go on the walls of the most important department. I sniffle, trying to hold back. I have to re-create this one. Again.Now, Lorcan is gone as well. I know I overreacted and his words meant no harm. Infact, he was worrying about me but I couldn’t help it. I stand up. Resting my hands on my waist, I raise my head and stare into the ceiling as if that would miraculously prevent tears from falling and dry my eyes. It’s okay. I can do it. I can start the graph from scratch and things will be okay. I try to assure myself but as soon as I notice myself, standing amidst the gigantic room, surrounded by the cold walls, tears fall again. I curse my fate. Only if I was a bit careful and didn’t collide with Alan. Only if I didn’t take out my outburst on Lorcan, he would’ve at least helped me with some tasks. That option also vanished with him storming o
Lorcan Judson“What?” I quirk my eyebrow, returning to the bench to have a seat. “Don’t ‘what’ me brother.” A cheeky grin is plastered on Orlo’s face. “What’s going on with that girl?”“What do you mean?” I play as oblivious as I can. I quietly pull the zip down and take my laptop out of my bag. Placing it as gently as possible on the bench, I fire it up. “Hey, don’t play ignorant!” Orlo sits in front of me and pushes the lid of my laptop, closing it. There we go. This is how my peace goes straight into the gutter and now I have to sit in an interrogation session with my nosy brother. With a sigh, I look at him. “What is it that you want to know?”Again the cheeky grin returns to his face. “Spill the tea. We are your brothers, aren’t we?” He glances at Dylan, nudging him. Dylan doesn’t speak but his gaze does the job for him, screaming in volumes. I am about to open my mouth to spin an excuse but Orlo’s voice pauses me. “Don’t you dare to lie!” Orlo shoots a playful yet warning
Lorcan JudsonI've officially lost my mind and the proof is yesterday's incident. I pulled that clingy human's hand against my chest, where my heart never beats, and fought to prove that I have a heart. Irony! Vampires hearts don’t beat. We lose our heartbeat the moment we become blood-sucking monsters and I'm quite used to the fact for the last 500 years. Yet, this human urged me to argue like a fool. I sensed this woman is dangerous to me ever since I felt her gaze on me for the first time. She has the potential to stir up long-buried emotions in me. Yet, I, like an idiot, gave in to her temptation. I scrub my face, as frustration fills my mind. Let's assume she got carried away in the heat of the moment because she is a 22-year-old human whose hormones dance in full swing. But what about me? A 500-year-old vampire, reacting like a teenager?I click my tongue and shake my head. I thank my lucky stars that Orlo and Dylan aren’t here otherwise they would have teased me until I l
Verena Layton “Quit dragging me!” Lorcan pauses and pulls his hand away from my hold. I get dragged by the impact of his force and brazenly collide against his firm chest. Ouch! I am this day old when I learn colliding with someone’s chest can actually hurt your head. Rubbing my forehead, I glare at him. “You are the one who came to me first!” I argue and I swear I won’t lose this time. “You-” He points his index finger at me and pauses. Pressing his lips together in frustration, he looks away. “You are the one who wasted my precious time by flirting with some random dude.”My jaws drop to the ground and my mouth takes an O shape. He is unbelievable. “Flirting with some random dude? Mr. Judson, he is my friend. You the random dude here!” I poke his shoulder with my index finger.“I’m the random dude here?” Lorcan hisses, raising his eyebrows almost into his hairline. “I’m your assigned detention partner and the most unluckiest guy in the world to stick up with you.”“Haw!” I narr
Verena Layton “I’ve heard you are in a messy situation,” Zale Boris says, taking a glance at me while entering the name of the book and the borrower into the computer. Lines of worry are evidently drawn on his forehead. “Is everything good now?”He has been my friend, well, a very good friend since my freshman year. Besides Julia and Amara, he is the one I trust the most. He belongs to the Prosthetics and Orthotics (PO) department - a department that’s too foreign to us. If you are wondering how I met with a guy from an alien department, it's easy. He is a part-timer in the library and as a bookworm, I always find him here. I read and borrowed so many books that he ended up talking to me. Our interests click together and we become friends. As a student from the PO department, he works a lot and hardly has time to spend with the rest of us. So, we hardly have lunch or dinner together. “A fifty-fifty situation, I would say,” I sigh, resting my elbows beside the bunch of registers that
Lorcan Judson “Things aren’t going as planned,” Dylan sighs, standing beside me. “Only if I wasn’t involved with that girl.” I shake my head. We reach the nearest stationary shop to buy the required materials. We have no idea what to buy. So, we order a few chart papers, colors of all kinds, glitters, glitter papers, and whatever girly stuff that artistic girls will enjoy. Orlo ditched us at the last moment. Otherwise, the three of us would have been discussing something productive. “Well, what is done cannot be undone.” Dylan shrugs. “What’s your plan?”“Haven’t thought of one yet.” I sigh again. It seems these days I’m sighing more than usual. I should take a break, maybe? Things don’t work like that for a crown prince. Ultimately, I have to find a way to finish my mission as soon as possible and report everything to the leader. “I won’t accompany you on your return,” Dylan says, slipping his hands into his pocket. “That’s better.” I nod. “You should focus on our mission.” I
Verena LaytonI drag my feet out of the building. It's such a hectic day. First, it was Alan, and now the preparation of the charts. Just thinking about hopping from department to department to collect the registers makes my introverted self hide in a small hole in the ground and never come out of it until the commotion settles. I glance at Lorcan and as usual, he seems unfazed. At this point, I’m really jealous of his calm demeanor. It's his first day and after going through such hassle, he is fine. Perhaps, I am the weak one here.Pushing out a breath, I walk with my eyes glued to the ground. “Rena!” Julia’s shrill voice forces me to lift my head. “Julie?” I frown. My frown deepens when more people come into my visual field. “Amara, Orlo, Dylan? What are you doing here? What about your classes?” I quickly pressed the power button of my phone and the screen lit up. It’s 4 pm and we have HOD’s class. I look at Julia. “Don’t tell me you skipped Ms. Petra’s class and you are planning
Verena Layton “Shall we chicken out?” I whisper as I lean toward Lorcan. We have been sitting in the HOD’s office waiting for the last thirty minutes and there is no sign of her. Lady Hitler said that she had something to do and we shouldn’t leave her office unless we wanted to mess up our academic year. I know backing out at the last minute isn’t an excellent idea, given how fucked up our situation is but waiting for thirty minutes and not knowing god knows when she will arrive makes me anxious enough to churn my stomach. “If you want to be stuck in this institution for another ten years, then feel free to try your idea.” Lorcan scrolls through his phone, without caring to glance at me. This guy! Doesn’t he have even a bit, a little bit of anxiety about the outcome? Firstly, HOD won’t go easy on us, and secondly, Alan won’t spare us. Only if he doesn’t have this vampire-ish handsome face, only if I amn’t weak and obsessed with vampires, dealing with this guy will become much ea