DANIEL
I was busy sorting out parole papers in my office, when Gianna, my close friend and colleague, informed me of the new inmates' arrival. I released a helpless sigh, knowing all too well what was expected of me. I had to give some bullshit speech, that I had recited over and over to be every new batch that gets through the door. Though I knew no one paid attention, It was a standard procedure for the warden to brief new inmates on the dos and don'ts. The fact that we deal with numerous cases of the said don'ts proves it's a time-wasting affair. With no motivation whatsoever, I took long, quick strides towards the welcoming hall. I was in the middle of my speech when I felt eyes on me. I glanced around, and my gaze fell on a slender blonde boy who looked truly scared. He had beautiful golden-brown eyes and I couldn't look away!The sorrowful orbs drew me in, and I was unable to understand why. The boy fidgeted but held my gaze nonetheless. He tilted his head quizzically, and I averted my eyes, not wishing to draw unnecessary attention. Once the briefing was over, I walked back to my office, but couldn't get that scared boy out of my mind. To satisfy my curiosity, I requested files of the new batch and skimmed through until I found his thanks to the mug shot. I went through it, hoping to find how the innocent-looking boy found himself in this hellhole. By the time I had finished reading the file, three things were obvious. The boy was gay, and I will be damned if that didn't thrill me. In the report, it was clearly stated that he helped his boyfriend cover up a murder. Two, he was outrageously stupid. Who helps a lover hide a murder weapon? Three, no way that scared rabbit was making it out alive. From his height to weight, Liam didn't have an advantage when it came down to his body size. And one obvious rule in places like this; size does matter. The bigger and tougher you are, the fewer chances of anyone messing with you. I had barely put the file away when Gianna barged into my office, looking rather furious. Before I could speak up, she did, "Kane put that poor kid who came in today in Block 3 cell 12, despite my objections. Did you know about this?” Her determination almost had me laughing, if not for the seriousness of the matter.“Of course not! Why the hell would Kane put him there?” I whisper-yelled, offended that she thought I knew. My expression must have mirrored my thoughts because she instantly lost her fighting spirit and slumped on the opposite chair helplessly. “You know what goes on in that block…” She began warily. “My assumption is that Kane owes someone in cell 12, and throwing that poor kid in there is a consolation prize.”It was no secret that Kane was somehow involved in the illegal businesses going on in the prison. But no one has been able to prove it yet. The bastard knew how to cover his tracks well. Gianna and I have been investigating him for a while, but we haven't found any concrete evidence against him. “ Do something," Gianna prompted when I fell into a thoughtful silence. “I need to talk to Kane,” I decided. “ Meanwhile, please transfer him to block 1.” I ordered softly, rising to my feet, in pursuit of Kane. “Block 1?” Gianna called out surprised, and justifiably so because that block was strictly for the elderly and the sick. “It has more protection.” I countered, confusing her momentarily, “They have already set their eyes on him, Gigi.” Her eyes widened in realization. Accidents do happen here, and thanks to crooks like Kane, sooner or later, someone will come for that boy. At least in block 1, he had more chances of avoiding deathly accidents, compared to other blocks. “I will personally pair him with Mathew. He is too old to scare the kid and might be a good influence, "she responded and left. ***Kane was busy passing obnoxious comments, he didn't hear me enter the common office. When everyone went quiet, he slowly turned. His face paled when his eyes collided with mine. “Sir…” he stuttered nervously, giving his colleagues a good laugh on the inside. It was obvious they were all struggling to maintain a straight face. “ A word," I notified curtly, pointing to the door. He meekly stepped outside. Once he was out, I faced the rest. In a group of more than twenty, I only trust seven. It's not hard to understand, though because, with their crappy salaries, deals involving money appeals to many.And what's a better way to make quick money, than to smuggle contraband for inmates.Mostly influential inmates are loaded on the outside. So paying Kane and other scums like him to do their bidding is easy.I began by reminding them of the code which we live by. I knew most couldn't wait for me to be done, but I still insisted. I issued some threats on a list I had managed to obtain and had launched an investigation on. It was enough to scare them for some time until they realize I was just bluffing. Not entirely bluffing because I have managed to actually get names, but there is no evidence to tie them to it. It's mostly just confessions of scared inmates, and unless I get something tangible, Kane, and others like him will remain untouchable.Outside, I met Kane leaning on the rails.“We have a strict profile for block 3, did you follow it?”“No, sir.” He bowed his head with fake humility. “I just thought since it had an empty bed, I could…” “This isn't an innovation company, you are not paid to think.” I snapped angrily. He might be able to fool others, but not me. I knew exactly the kind of guard he is. He knew the repercussions of his actions, he is too smart not to.“Do I have to remind you that a dead inmate brings about scrutiny?”“No, sir, It won't happen again.” He assured me confidently. “Of course, it won't.” I retorted. “I will be watching, one mistake, and you are out.” Without waiting for his response, I walked off.Soon I will have to do more than a verbal warning.LIAM I don't know if what transpired was a miracle, or the stars were aligning to my favor, but I got lucky to be transferred to a different cell. A lady guard, who introduced herself as Gianna, informed me of the transfer. The relieved sigh that I let out had her chuckling knowingly. I hoped the next cellmates wouldn't be as steely as the ones I had just encountered. The thirty minutes I had spent with them felt like an eternity.Within that short time, they had discussed a schedule on who will have me, when and why. It was scary to watch them negotiate over me, but I think the most disturbing part was the fact that I had no way of protecting myself. I hadn't even tried to fight them off when one smacked my ass, 'cause there was no chance of me winning a physical fight. Luckily, the next block had approachable inmates. At least they weren't eye raping me with every step I took.Gianna put me with an older guy, who was sleeping by the time I got in. From the state of his body, I
DANIEL I rubbed my tense fingers and eyed the ton of paperwork laying on my desk. I have been working on the parole forms since morning, and I still have a sizable amount pending. After my earlier confrontation with Kane, I have seen the fellow roaming around hallways just putting on an act for me. More than ever, I am determined to unmask him. I talked out my plan with Gianna and as always, she was willing and ready to help. She has proven to be hardworking, dedicated, and loyal to me for the eight years I have known her. We do fight sometimes, a boss-friend relationship can be tricky, but we always stick with each other. I would have made her my supervisor, but Kane had far more qualifications and experience which was hard to overlook. I am certain that once we are done unmasking him, the position will hopefully be filled by Gianna. Glancing at my watch, I realize it's almost five pm, which means the inmates would be getting ready for dinner. It's usually served between half-p
LIAM Mathew and I were having dinner quietly, when one of the men from my previous cell approached our table. He took a seat directly opposite to me. I ignored him, acting like his presence didn't scare, but my heart was thumping like crazy.He grabbed my hand and demanded I join their table, but I declined calmly. He squeezed my hand painfully, and were it not for the guard, who showed up on time, he would have probably broken a bone or two. He sat back to his table, begrudgingly keeping his unwavering gaze on me. I lost my appetite. Once Mathew was done with his food, I hurriedly followed him closely. I emptied my tray and scurried out of the cafeteria. I kept glancing over my shoulder, to make sure no one was following me. I bumped into someone. He roughly pushed me and I landed on my ass with a cry. I slowly raised my painful body off the ground, wincing. I had barely held a stable footing when a hard punch to my stomach sent me staggering back. Matthew tried stepping closer
DANIEL I can't quite explain the kind of rage I felt, when a guard barged into my office and notified me of the accident, involving a new inmate, named Liam. Matthew is the one who had reported the incident, according to the report I am holding. Why didn't any of the guards see or hear the commotion and step in? This is just a cover-up and if my guess is right, it was planned all along and some guards were in on it. That is why it was easy to keep other inmates off the corridor at such a busy time. I dashed to the CCTV room and requested to see the footage of that particular hallway. As I had suspected, nothing came up. The guard on duty checked the cameras, only to realize a whole thirty minutes file had been deleted. It could have been anyone because most of the guards have password access. I should change it and just give to specific ones. It will make it easier to pin out culprits with only a few to consider. Though the guard in question was one of my own, he had to sign a wr
LIAM I zoned out staring at the white ceiling, as each click from the clock hanging by the wall next to my bed infiltrated my idle mind.A small smile played on my lips, recollecting the short but delightful dialogue, I had with the warden earlier. True to his word, the doctor brought some stronger pain meds and really good tomato soup. He explained I couldn't have any solid food because my body was still in pain, and it would require much more effort from my side, which I was in no condition to give. After I was done with the soup, I took the painkillers but hesitated on the sleeping pills. He had left them for me, just in case I needed something to help me sleep. I have been contemplating taking them for a while now, but I have this paranoia that maybe someone will sneak in the room when I am busy hibernating and off me.I know it sounds crazy, but I am still petrified, since I was attacked for no reason whatsoever. I am afraid I might get killed the same way, for no reason.From
DANIELI knew it was a cringeworthy measure that I had resorted to, but there was no other way of satisfying my curiosity. I am currently filtering the results of Liam Anderson on Instagram, but I can't seem to find the right profile. It does feel weird, stalking him on social media, considering I never do such things. But I have to know him. There is something about him that's making me do things I wouldn't normally do. After coming up with countless wrong profiles, I tried to abbreviate his name differently, and still nothing.I was almost giving up when an idea popped into my mind. I clearly remembered the said boyfriend's name from his file. I typed in the search bar and the second profile was his. He is quite famous among his peers. Luckily, the Spencer kid had tagged Liam in most of his posts. I don't know what I was expecting, but this is not it. Most of the pictures on his account were nature portraits. He only had three pictures of himself, and I did a screenshot of e
LIAMI was calm, and perhaps a bit happy since I talked to dad yesterday. It was good to hear his warm, soothing voice tell me everything will turn out all right. Not that I believed him, but it felt nice to hear him hope. Daniel had prompted me to end the call fifteen minutes, and I did immediately because I knew he had taken a risk helping me.Dad had offered to reimburse his recharge, but he refused, saying that he was happy to help. ****I am starting to enjoy the peace in this tiny room I am bound in. Though my body is still sore, the pain is manageable. I am supposed to be released back to the cells by tomorrow, and I'm dreading it.I don't know what's waiting for me on that other side, although Daniel promised to look out for me. And some part of me trusts that he will do just that. *****It has been three days of no much happenings, since I came back to my cell.Mathew has been helping me move around, 'cause I am still using crutches.We've maintained the same routine; brea
LIAM I have had peace, doing simple chores, since I couldn't exert pressure on any part of my body. I am anxiously looking forward to my cousin's visit today. I am quite eager to see him and Christian so that I can scold them for postponing their wedding on my behalf.Just thinking of it makes me feel terrible, I know how much of a big deal it was for Lex to marry, again.I never thought he would ever attempt to get involved with anyone else after James' total failure. He has been through a lot, and I hate myself for adding to his burdens.“Liam…” a familiar voice startled me momentarily. I placed the flowers I was holding on the altar and turned to face the warden. I almost gasped at how luscious he looked. This is what happens when you spend a lot of time seeing old men dressed in horrible tunics. “Sir,” I mumbled, trying not to ogle. “Please call me, Daniel.” He breathed hastily. “I prefer that.” His deep baritone had my blood rushing to unwanted places, creating a problem f
Two years later…DANIEL POV“ Everything looks good, baby,” I murmured, wrapping my hands around his waist and pulled him back against my chest. “Urgh, you have ruined my plating,” he grumbled, making me chuckle lightly. I tightened my hold on him, and stared at the counter. The various dishes he had managed to cook looked absolutely flavorful and tasted just as much. Trust me, I was the taster.“ I still can't believe we are doing this,” I referred to his birthday party which we were hosting and invited his family, mine, and our friends. “ Help me put them on the table. “ My boy retorted, instead wiggling against my hold. “ Daniel!” He growled after an unsuccessful attempt to pry from my hold.“ Shhh…" I hushed, kissing his neck. I then stepped aside, picked two dishes, and proceeded to the balcony where we had set the table and the grills. It took us twelve trips, to set everything, with Liam barking instructions which I followed to the letter. He was excited about it and I trie
LIAMI balanced the tray with one hand and used the other to open the door. Daniel was still buried deep under the duvet, snoring softly. I placed the tray by the bedside table and climbed in bed and patted him softly. He groaned when I uncovered his head, “wake up, sleepy head.” I murmured, placing a simple kiss on his lips. Sleepy eyes landed on me and widened when he realized I was fully clothed. “What time is it?”“ Half-past one,”“What? How? I never sleep in this late.” He threw the duvet aside and leaned on the headboard.I found myself taking my favorite position on his lap and his hands automatically wrapped around my waist. I plopped my head on his shoulder and inhaled deeply. “ Mmh…” I moaned, rubbing my nose on his shoulder blade. “There is no way, you weren't made for me" “I am yours,” he rasped, pulling back to kiss my lips. “And you are mine, forever, if that's what you want too.”“Forever sounds just right!” “ With you, I won't settle for less,” Daniel confessed,
DANIELDinner with Liam's dad and family was a thrilling experience. A good distraction that came in hardy.I had a ton of unavoidable thoughts flooding, and it was nice to be around different people.I got to meet his cousin, Alexander, under better circumstances. But the guy still has some reservations about me, unlike his adorable boyfriend, Christian.By the time we got back home, Liam didn't need prompting as he disappeared in the bathroom to prepare himself, I suppose. Before he left, he has some orders to dish out.“Wait for me in the balcony, preferably naked.”“Balcony?” I asked, surprised considering how chilly it was. “ Yeah, it's my favorite spot in your house.” He shrugged, “and it's also the only place we haven't had sex yet.”“It's chilly, baby. “ I reasoned.“ With what I have in mind, you will be hot in no time.”When he reappeared, I was sitting naked on the bed. It had begun drizzling, and I hate cold. “Balcony is out of the question today.” I disappointed, “Can w
LIAM“Bullshit!” Daniel jumped on his feet, getting to his brother's face. For a second, I feared fists might start flying. “So now I am to blame,” he whispered with so much pain I wanted to kill someone. The whole room went silent, each with their thoughts.From where I stood, Daniel's mother is to blame. She cast this enormous barrier among her son's without even knowing it. Kevin has lived with not only the guilt of her death, but the burden of being hated by his younger brother. “It's not your fault, Danny. It has never been. As your elder brother, I failed you.” All the anger escaped Daniel. He exhaled, running in his finger through his short hair. “Is that why you became a priest?” Daniel asked curiously, “you were never a religious person.” Daniel cited the fact that his brother was a reputed surgeon, but bailed their mother's fiasco. “I figured if I do his work, I might get some long-overdue peace of mind.” Kevin replied, glancing at the sky, helplessly fighting back tear
DANIELIt's hard to anticipate the outcome of this journey, and that unravels me. Deep in my gut, I know I won't like what I will find, and I guess that's why I let Liam tug along. I may not tell him, but having him here is giving me strength. To deal with whatever goes down between Kevin and me.Nineteen hours later, we are both staring at the sign post. A hundred meters ahead, it read. I hadn't realized my hands were shaking until Liam placed his on top and gave me an encouraging smile.“I know I'm no prize,” he began, staring up at me. “And I am confusing most of the time and I will probably annoy you to death, but I am here, for a lifetime, if you want me.”His words brought forth this warmth in my heart and I didn't feel so nervous anymore. I leaned in and kissed his cheek before we stepped out of the car, and continued by foot. Liam just followed quietly, giving me time to gather my thoughts, as we made our way to the parish office.From the postcard I had got from Kevin last
LIAMShowing up at Daniel's door had seemed like a good plan initially, but I am not so sure anymore.My uncertainty had only grown as I got closer. As I knocked on his door, I contemplated turning back. I didn't know, how, or even where to begin. He might not take me back, which is scary, but maybe he might. It's a damn shame I can't predict the outcome.He seemed stunned seeing me on his doorstep when he opened the door. He does look as if he had lost weight, I thought, recalling something Gianna had said earlier.“What are you doing here?”“Can I come in, please?” I whispered.He stepped aside and locked the door after him. I looked around the living room, awkwardly wondering which word to utter first. “Don't you think we deserve another shot?” I asked. “I am sorry, but I can't talk today. I was just about to shower and head out.” He blurted.“Oh, that's fine, I can wait until you get back, or I could visit dad and come back tomorrow.” I offered. He didn't reply instantly. He
If I thought breaking up with Liam was hard, I hadn't experienced losing a job too.When I got back to town, I found out that I had been summoned by my boss urgently. I wasn't as careful as I had thought. Somehow, they had found out about us; me and Liam. I could have tried denying it, but then I was never a good liar. I had to give a resignation letter.Luckily, if I can call it that under the circumstances, it didn't get scandalous. My superiors were sad to let me go, but they couldn't have done anything about it. One thing I can't seem to understand though is how, or who, else knew about us. Apart from Gianna and Chris from my side, no one else had even the slightest clue as far as I am concerned. And I trust them with my life.That leaves Liam and his family. Those are the other people who have an insight into our relationship. I am tempted to call him and ask if he has anything to do with my job loss, but that would be insulting. I know he wouldn't do such a thing. Twenty-fo
LIAMThroughout the drive, no words were uttered between us. It pained me to see how bad things had gotten.To be quite fair, I am mostly to blame. I kept my gaze on the street as he glared straight ahead. I am sure the cab driver caught onto the tension.No one seemed to be in a hurry to say anything, especially me. I feared the talk because I didn't know if I was ready to admit to my insecurities. When he got to his hotel, he swiped his key card and held the door for me like the gentleman he is. I looked around the room and I noticed his duffle bag on the couch. Means he hasn't unpacked yet, which means he won't be staying long. I turned to face him, and he was there holding two glasses of water. I gulped mine as dread kicked in. I had barely put down the glass when he spoke up, “Why?” The pain behind his words tore through my heart. For a moment, I wished I could rewind time and talk to him sooner.Maybe I could have saved both of us unnecessary hurt, but I didn't. So now I hav
Eight months later…DANIELI wasn't a happy man, anymore. I was jealous, insecure, and I hated it. Despite it all, I am happy for Liam. I wanted this for him. He is out there enjoying his freedom and his youth. 'He is still young; he needs this, it's a hard truth I have to keep hammering in my mind daily.Having him so far away is not sitting well with me.As much as I was in for a full university adventure, I didn't sign up for unanswered texts and missed calls in the name of hanging out with friends. I could feel the growing distance between us, which had me questioning everything I thought I knew. Is what we had, anything to go by? Maybe I was the only decent option he had back in prison. But now out there, I am sure better opportunities are at his turn. After all, he is the son of one of the most prominent men in the country. Did I blame him? No, I knew he was just being himself. The him I didn't get to know due to the confinement. This is a landmine I don't how to tread on.I