DANIEL
I specifically requested Gianna to place Liam on office cleaning duty today. I haven't had time to talk to him in the last two days. I have been avoiding him in hopes of suppressing my desires. I want him badly, and avoiding him hasn't dampened that.I am expecting him to walk through the door any minute now, with cleaning supplies. The very thought of seeing him scares me delightfully. There was a light knock, and the knob turned. I swallowed hard. The door opened, and he peeked in, shyly at first. When his eyes found mine, he smiled, and it was contagious. I reeled in the comfort that I wasn't happy alone. He wanted to see me, and I, him.“Hey,” he walked further into the room, closing the door. He was standing just a few meters away. “ Hi.” I answered, getting on my feet. He fidgeted, clutching onto the mop tightly.“What is it?” It was obvious he wanted to say something. “You know you can trust me,” He seemed to think about it. My gaze didn't stray from him.“I have a question…” He began warily, getting me interested. “A Sensitive one…” he trailed. “Go on.” I encouraged firmly. He hesitated for a while, “Let's say I want to buy protection in here…”At the mention of buy protection, my eyes widened.“Things you do as payment are not pretty," I cut him off sternly. That was an easy of saying that his ass was the preferable payment. It always is.“I don't have to do anything, I have cash,” he exclaimed, offended somehow. He is more naive than I had thought. The silly boy doesn't understand the implications of anyone catching a whiff that he has some bills with him. I shudder at the possible outcomes. “Where did you get the money from?”“Does it matter?” He shrugged, upsetting the warden in me further. These are the same crimes I have been trying to eliminate, and here I was with a scared bunny, confessing of the same.It was a bad idea to get involved with him. I was sure of that now. “I am just trying to survive like everyone else,” Liam retorted softly. Here I was again getting weak, for him. I took a deep breath, the man in me feeling like an asshole, for tramping on his effort, to keep himself safe, the only way he could. But the warden wanted to know how he managed to get cash. Could be his father, or perhaps his arrogant cousin. When I didn't say anything for a while, he became suspicious. The accusing glare in his face didn't sit well with my heart. “Liam…”“I shouldn't have told you,” he snapped. “You are judging me already.” He looked away in frustration.Do I understand his perspective? Yes.But the situation wasn't amusing, at least not for the man of law. I made a mental note to increase security at the visitor's bay. If someone as innocent as Liam could sneak cash through, only heavens know what others manage. I exhaled, pondering on what to do. A thought crossed my mind, maybe I could use the opportunity to pin down some notorious inmates and the guards involved. “Give me a day, I will find out which inmate can protect you from everyone else. “ I would do exactly that, but in a way that will aid my investigation. I will have Gianna sight someone, and then prompt Liam and once we are sure he has been paid, we will keep a close eye on him.It will probably help us unmask how money gets spent and by whom. Without risking Liam, of course. “I just want to stop looking over my shoulder every step I take.” Liam insisted.“And you will,” I promised. “But you have to be careful. If anyone suspects you have money, that sh*t will spread faster than wildfire. And you will be in grave danger.”“You are the only one I have told.” I breathed out in relief. “Come here,” I commanded lightly, surprising him and me both. I would have taken my tone back, but he took a first cautious step and I stepped forward and met him halfway. I raised my hands and placed them on his shoulders, surprising him further. Our gazes locked, “I am with you, not against you.” I assured,“ Okay," he visibly relaxed. Unknowingly, I pulled him closer, and he obliged willingly. His body fit perfectly with mine.I wrapped him in a much-craved hug and inhaled his scent. His breath hitched, spinning my senses back. I realized my mistake too late because his hands had already wrapped around my waist, as his head laid comfortably on my chest.LIAM I stiffened in his arms the moment he hugged me. It was unexpected, but after the initial shock wore off, I allowed myself to relax and enjoy the warm embrace. Hugging Daniel felt nice, really nice. I buried my nose on his chest and smelled the lemon-ish fragrance clinging to his shirt. His hands which held just below my shoulders were rubbing softly on my back in a comforting manner. It was as if he was drilling it to my mind that he was there with me. I was aware of my body's reaction to his nearness, and so was he. I reluctantly pulled back, but we still stood close, feeling each other's breath. His head started to lower, closing the distance between our faces as seconds ticked by. If not for my untimely sneeze, our lips could have touched. He chuckled awkwardly, stepping back, drawing a nervous smile from me. We kept the conversation flowing for a few more minutes, and he promised to look into my request. We agreed he should leave and let me carry on with the cleaning.
LIAM There was a very uncomfortable silence, for a minute or two before they all started laughing, as if I had just cracked a joke of a lifetime. “Did you hear that, boys? He wants to buy our protection.” There was another defeating laughter. Did Daniel know these kinds of things happen? I wondered, facing my assailants with determination.“Tell me your price,” I growled desperately. The attention was back again on me. “You need money and I need protection.” I added with certainty catching their interest. “How much do you have?” The boss asked seriously,“Two hundred bills. “ I replied immediately.“Okay,” he accepted instantly, making me wary. The bastard didn't laugh, negotiate or kick me, surprisingly. “Does that mean you accept?” I must have jinxed it. He slapped me hard. “Never make me repeat myself, now pay up.” He scolded grimly.I traced my palm over my bruised cheek. “I will pay, but you have to guarantee my safety.” I held my ground, aggravating him more. “From you as w
DANIEL My agitation only grew with time. When it got the better of me, I locked my office in a hurry, headed to the parking lot. I will have to wait until Monday to confront Liam. My phone blasted with Chris's name on the screen. I let it go straight to voicemail. I knew he would be pissed, but I would rather do the explaining face to face. My thoughts drifted back to Liam as I sped through the highway. I sincerely want the best for him, but I am not sure to what extent. I'm jeopardizing everything I believe in, just because I am interested in him. I would have talked to him before I left, but I didn't trust my emotions around him. Not when I am this agitated. My only hope is that those bastards don't end up double-crossing him. Because it would force me to react, and I am not sure whether it would be good for anyone. I took a right turn and spotted an empty parking spot, which I hurriedly occupied. I sighted Chris the moment I got into the bar. He was seated by the counter, glan
LIAM It has been two weeks since I stopped tiptoeing around the prison scared. It has also been two weeks since the last time Daniel sought me out.He has been avoiding me and I figured it's because I joined the crew, instead of waiting for him like I had promised I would.It's irritating. I can't just march into his office, and demand to have a talk. Many are the days I have contemplated doing exactly that, but I know it would be jeopardizing the both of us. So, I have been patient, hoping he will get over whatever hurt ego issues he has going on and hear my side of the story. But he hasn't. And I am worried that perhaps he has lost interest in me. It's not a delightful feeling. Long gone, are the sneaky tender stolen gazes. Now, whenever our eyes meet, he quickly averts.My days are now spent with the crew, playing my part. I wasn't thrilled when I found out that my protection included spending all my time outside the cell with them. But it was the only way they could guarantee m
DANIELOne might think that I am used to the chaos and mess that comes with my title as a warden, but don't be fooled.The kind of sh*t that goes around in prison is quite unpredictable. Take for instance now, it's just a few minutes past 4 am, and I am in my car heading to work. Apparently, I had three murders on my hands and no one knows anything. From what I understand, it started with a fire.Three hours later and my phone is blowing up crazily. My superiors are demanding answers I don't have. And it doesn't help that I have a certain inmate to avoid. I have four guys interviewing the inmates on the matter and Gianna, Kane, and I are working on an incident report. We need to have a convincing argument on why no one saw anything, or things will become really ugly for all of us. They might send in audits, and nothing good comes from such visits. But at the same time, three bodies cannot be ignored. I have three families to sadden with the breaking news, and I can't find a logical
LIAMMy mood can only be described as fabulous, ever since I cornered him a week ago and cleared our misunderstanding. Things have gotten more interesting…. Winks, deliberate lip bites, and naughty smirks seem to be our signature mode of communication. My days have got better than I hoped, all thanks to Daniel. Dad commented on my optimism the last time he visited. You are glowing, his words.Thinking back at our previous encounter, I can't seem to stop smiling. The simple caresses on my back felt euphoric as I buried my nose in his chest, inhaling his intoxicating scent. My attachment to Daniel has escalated quickly, which scares me greatly. I'm still cautious, but I can't deny that the warden arouses something deeper in me than Spencer ever did.Matthew banged his hand on the wall, startling me in the process. I slightly frowned in concern, but he just shook his head and as I was about to question it. I let him be. Just then, our cells opened, signifying it's time for dinner. I
DANIEL “F*ck!” I turned sharply, cursing loudly. I didn't move, though.How could I have not seen it? All this while it has been staring right at me, but I was a dumbass for not seeing it. Liam is still hung up on Spencer.I had said 'f*ck' it and went after my deepest desires. I would have devoured his lips sooner, but I needed his consent. Also, I wanted to let him know that he had a choice; that he would always have one. When I halted in my movements, it was to search for any sign of discomfort on his face. I am still fighting to level my breathing before I face him. He leaned closer and bumped his head on my back as he wrapped his hands on my waist. “Why did you stop me?” His shaky voice sounded pained, with a hint of desperation.He tightened his hold on me as he rubbed his face up and down, back and forth on my back. “ Talk to me, please. I don't understand…” he trailed off.I turned to face him without saying a word deliberately. I lifted my hand and ran my fingers through
LIAMI can't quite remember ever being so happy and cared for. This might sound strange since I am stuck in prison and all, but being with Daniel has changed my life. I am smiling more and each day feels better than the last. It's not all roses and shit since we have to lie low and only operate behind closed doors, but it's something new. Something great, something I want to hold on to for as long as I can. My mind drifted back to the day I finally got to taste those amazing lips. I wanted to do more than kissing but my warden didn't think I was in any position to receive the kind of intimacy I was craving.As much as I disliked it, I had to admit my body needed time to heal. He had however promised to make it up to me and I have been eagerly waiting for him to deliver. We have met quite a few times in his office but it never goes beyond simple kisses to my disappointment. " Liam," a familiar voice startled me out of my reverie, making me turn fast, almost losing my footing. "Hi
Two years later…DANIEL POV“ Everything looks good, baby,” I murmured, wrapping my hands around his waist and pulled him back against my chest. “Urgh, you have ruined my plating,” he grumbled, making me chuckle lightly. I tightened my hold on him, and stared at the counter. The various dishes he had managed to cook looked absolutely flavorful and tasted just as much. Trust me, I was the taster.“ I still can't believe we are doing this,” I referred to his birthday party which we were hosting and invited his family, mine, and our friends. “ Help me put them on the table. “ My boy retorted, instead wiggling against my hold. “ Daniel!” He growled after an unsuccessful attempt to pry from my hold.“ Shhh…" I hushed, kissing his neck. I then stepped aside, picked two dishes, and proceeded to the balcony where we had set the table and the grills. It took us twelve trips, to set everything, with Liam barking instructions which I followed to the letter. He was excited about it and I trie
LIAMI balanced the tray with one hand and used the other to open the door. Daniel was still buried deep under the duvet, snoring softly. I placed the tray by the bedside table and climbed in bed and patted him softly. He groaned when I uncovered his head, “wake up, sleepy head.” I murmured, placing a simple kiss on his lips. Sleepy eyes landed on me and widened when he realized I was fully clothed. “What time is it?”“ Half-past one,”“What? How? I never sleep in this late.” He threw the duvet aside and leaned on the headboard.I found myself taking my favorite position on his lap and his hands automatically wrapped around my waist. I plopped my head on his shoulder and inhaled deeply. “ Mmh…” I moaned, rubbing my nose on his shoulder blade. “There is no way, you weren't made for me" “I am yours,” he rasped, pulling back to kiss my lips. “And you are mine, forever, if that's what you want too.”“Forever sounds just right!” “ With you, I won't settle for less,” Daniel confessed,
DANIELDinner with Liam's dad and family was a thrilling experience. A good distraction that came in hardy.I had a ton of unavoidable thoughts flooding, and it was nice to be around different people.I got to meet his cousin, Alexander, under better circumstances. But the guy still has some reservations about me, unlike his adorable boyfriend, Christian.By the time we got back home, Liam didn't need prompting as he disappeared in the bathroom to prepare himself, I suppose. Before he left, he has some orders to dish out.“Wait for me in the balcony, preferably naked.”“Balcony?” I asked, surprised considering how chilly it was. “ Yeah, it's my favorite spot in your house.” He shrugged, “and it's also the only place we haven't had sex yet.”“It's chilly, baby. “ I reasoned.“ With what I have in mind, you will be hot in no time.”When he reappeared, I was sitting naked on the bed. It had begun drizzling, and I hate cold. “Balcony is out of the question today.” I disappointed, “Can w
LIAM“Bullshit!” Daniel jumped on his feet, getting to his brother's face. For a second, I feared fists might start flying. “So now I am to blame,” he whispered with so much pain I wanted to kill someone. The whole room went silent, each with their thoughts.From where I stood, Daniel's mother is to blame. She cast this enormous barrier among her son's without even knowing it. Kevin has lived with not only the guilt of her death, but the burden of being hated by his younger brother. “It's not your fault, Danny. It has never been. As your elder brother, I failed you.” All the anger escaped Daniel. He exhaled, running in his finger through his short hair. “Is that why you became a priest?” Daniel asked curiously, “you were never a religious person.” Daniel cited the fact that his brother was a reputed surgeon, but bailed their mother's fiasco. “I figured if I do his work, I might get some long-overdue peace of mind.” Kevin replied, glancing at the sky, helplessly fighting back tear
DANIELIt's hard to anticipate the outcome of this journey, and that unravels me. Deep in my gut, I know I won't like what I will find, and I guess that's why I let Liam tug along. I may not tell him, but having him here is giving me strength. To deal with whatever goes down between Kevin and me.Nineteen hours later, we are both staring at the sign post. A hundred meters ahead, it read. I hadn't realized my hands were shaking until Liam placed his on top and gave me an encouraging smile.“I know I'm no prize,” he began, staring up at me. “And I am confusing most of the time and I will probably annoy you to death, but I am here, for a lifetime, if you want me.”His words brought forth this warmth in my heart and I didn't feel so nervous anymore. I leaned in and kissed his cheek before we stepped out of the car, and continued by foot. Liam just followed quietly, giving me time to gather my thoughts, as we made our way to the parish office.From the postcard I had got from Kevin last
LIAMShowing up at Daniel's door had seemed like a good plan initially, but I am not so sure anymore.My uncertainty had only grown as I got closer. As I knocked on his door, I contemplated turning back. I didn't know, how, or even where to begin. He might not take me back, which is scary, but maybe he might. It's a damn shame I can't predict the outcome.He seemed stunned seeing me on his doorstep when he opened the door. He does look as if he had lost weight, I thought, recalling something Gianna had said earlier.“What are you doing here?”“Can I come in, please?” I whispered.He stepped aside and locked the door after him. I looked around the living room, awkwardly wondering which word to utter first. “Don't you think we deserve another shot?” I asked. “I am sorry, but I can't talk today. I was just about to shower and head out.” He blurted.“Oh, that's fine, I can wait until you get back, or I could visit dad and come back tomorrow.” I offered. He didn't reply instantly. He
If I thought breaking up with Liam was hard, I hadn't experienced losing a job too.When I got back to town, I found out that I had been summoned by my boss urgently. I wasn't as careful as I had thought. Somehow, they had found out about us; me and Liam. I could have tried denying it, but then I was never a good liar. I had to give a resignation letter.Luckily, if I can call it that under the circumstances, it didn't get scandalous. My superiors were sad to let me go, but they couldn't have done anything about it. One thing I can't seem to understand though is how, or who, else knew about us. Apart from Gianna and Chris from my side, no one else had even the slightest clue as far as I am concerned. And I trust them with my life.That leaves Liam and his family. Those are the other people who have an insight into our relationship. I am tempted to call him and ask if he has anything to do with my job loss, but that would be insulting. I know he wouldn't do such a thing. Twenty-fo
LIAMThroughout the drive, no words were uttered between us. It pained me to see how bad things had gotten.To be quite fair, I am mostly to blame. I kept my gaze on the street as he glared straight ahead. I am sure the cab driver caught onto the tension.No one seemed to be in a hurry to say anything, especially me. I feared the talk because I didn't know if I was ready to admit to my insecurities. When he got to his hotel, he swiped his key card and held the door for me like the gentleman he is. I looked around the room and I noticed his duffle bag on the couch. Means he hasn't unpacked yet, which means he won't be staying long. I turned to face him, and he was there holding two glasses of water. I gulped mine as dread kicked in. I had barely put down the glass when he spoke up, “Why?” The pain behind his words tore through my heart. For a moment, I wished I could rewind time and talk to him sooner.Maybe I could have saved both of us unnecessary hurt, but I didn't. So now I hav
Eight months later…DANIELI wasn't a happy man, anymore. I was jealous, insecure, and I hated it. Despite it all, I am happy for Liam. I wanted this for him. He is out there enjoying his freedom and his youth. 'He is still young; he needs this, it's a hard truth I have to keep hammering in my mind daily.Having him so far away is not sitting well with me.As much as I was in for a full university adventure, I didn't sign up for unanswered texts and missed calls in the name of hanging out with friends. I could feel the growing distance between us, which had me questioning everything I thought I knew. Is what we had, anything to go by? Maybe I was the only decent option he had back in prison. But now out there, I am sure better opportunities are at his turn. After all, he is the son of one of the most prominent men in the country. Did I blame him? No, I knew he was just being himself. The him I didn't get to know due to the confinement. This is a landmine I don't how to tread on.I