Chapter 6
Tanya's pov
I want to tell him that if he is doing all this while thinking of me as Sanvi, then I am not Sanvi but I stop myself from doing that.
I already ruined her life enough. I am done with being selfish. If she could bear someone whom she doesn't love because he threatened her with my pictures, it is my duty to ensure her happiness...
In a daze, I am married and soon, I am in his bedroom, waiting for my husband while I cry. I want this to be over with. Where is he? He is torturing me with his waiting game. Fear of what to come is always more tortuous than fear of the outcomes. He is torturing me with this fear...
I hear a door click and I fist the bed sheets tightly. I don't know what he will do. Well, I don't know who he is. I don't even know his name and I am already his wife...
I shake violently when he sits on the bed. He opens my ghunghat and looks at me as if I am his trophy. I can't bear it anymore so I ask, "Who are you and why am I here?"
"I am AAarush Rathodh , the mafia king and Ritvik's Rathodh elder brother who committed suicide because he was in love with a girl called Sanvi sharma and now that I have Sanvi sharma sorry Rathodh with me, she will suffer. I was gone for 5 years and when I came back my brother was dead.
My father sent me away from my family in childhood. And then send me London for studies there I meet the mafia leaders and now I'm the f*****g mafia King. I came India for a work and want to settle here I thought to meet my brother but I get to know that he is dead because of you b***h.
So I decided that I will marry sanvi and make her life miserable. Not to mention you're very beautiful and innocent looking. No wonder my brother fell for you. But you can't fool me by your innocence. I will ruin your life. It's my promise. You are very proud of your beauty right? I will make sure that you will curse your beauty "he said
I shake involuntarily at his low and dangerous tone and he looks at me in amusement. Huh poor me if he knows what his brother did to me. His brother used me and threw me. And poor sanvi he used her also And marry janvi then rape her and kill her and his own child. I can bet he doesn't know any of this. He only knows what happened to his brother. The brothers are the same. Totally sick minded and brutal.
I look at my lap and take deep breaths. I have to do this... for Sanvi.
I have to ensure her happiness but I seriously wanted to look at my niece. Yes, I feel it will be a daughter. I wanted to see her but I don't regret telling him that I am Sanvi. She needs to be happy... It's my opportunity to rectify all my mistakes....
He suddenly pulls me on his lap, making me straddle him. I shake again in shock. When he caresses my cheek, I flinch away. He seems to be annoyed by that and slaps me tightly.
Bastard, why the hell did he slap me?
I was about to fall from his lap but he steadied me with my waist. I flinch once again when I feel his cold hand at my bare waist and I gulp nervously. Sanvi... for her... anything for her happiness. I repeat this as a mantra.
He kisses me with so much tenderness that I moan at the feeling.
He breaks the kiss and says, "It is so easy to make you moan. Aren't you a perfect whore?"
He fists my hair and I cry out loudly, wanting this to be over already. I am ashamed of my action but what could I do? I have no experience of all this and it will only be normal for me to react at anything. Only once Rithvik kissed me but that's just one time. I don't have any experience....
He grips my throat, choking me slightly and kissing me as if punishing me. Yes he is punishing me indeed for the sin I didn't commit..
I don't understand this man. He was so gentle before but right now, he is like an animal who is hungry for days. And I'm his food well favourite food. I must say......
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He starts to undress me and I beg him to stop but he ignores me first he throws my stole then he takes my jewellery off then my blouse, lehenga and soon, I am naked in front of him. I tried to cover myself, scratch him, scream, hit him but I failed miserably. He tied my hands and mouth. He enters me swiftly and I scream loudly with the cloth he tied. It pains as hell without any lubrication. Hell he didn't care that I'm a virgin. Without giving me time to adjust, he starts thrusting violently and soon, he comes inside me while still choking me and then falls limp on me. I was crying like a mad woman but he didn't care. What did I do to have a fate like this? Why is it always me who has to suffer? Am I that bad? Am I cursed? I don't know and I don't have the courage or energy to think or move my body.
I try to push him off because he is heavy but he doesn't care to move nor take out his length from inside me. I leave it there and sleep because I realise that I will need a lot of strength to fight this monster…
Chapter 7Aarush 's povI really want to sleep but I can't.Do you want to know the reason?If you are thinking that it's guilt, then no.If you are thinking it's because she is sleeping beside me and I can't control myself then no,I don't need to control because I can always have her."Yes you can get her anytime but you don't take her because she is not worth of it she is only your toy to play " said my inner voiceI can't sleep because of her snores.Who snores so loudly? And that too after being a woman? Shouldn't women have soft snores? But she is snoring in a manner which says that she didn't sleep for a week."Maybe, after you finished with her, she couldn't control her tiredness. After all, you have a lot of stamina and you took her 5 times" my inner voice said I smirked at the idea. I could see some blo
Chapter 8Tanya's povWhat do you think about me? That I am a whore? That I couldn't control myself in front of these brothers? No. I know that if my husband wants to avenge his brother, he will try breaking Sanvi and for that, he needs her weaknesses. Which means that he will dig out more information about her and there is a risk that she will suffer because of me.So, this was my way of distracting him. I don't want him to be free anytime.I will help Sanvi and no one can stop me from doing so, but even my dignity and self-respect...After four rounds of him making love with me, or I say raping I didn't know when I fell asleep. When I woke up, he was not with me. I panicked and started looking for him. I hear some sounds from the restroom. So, I close my eyes and pretend to sleep. I hear the door open and he comes closer to me and speaks while stroking my cheek, "Why are you not like her? Wh
Chapter 9Aarush 's povI know that whatever I am doing is wrong.But you can't expect anything good from a Mafia king, can you? Yes, I am the Mafia king. But I have another identity as a successful businessman who is filthy rich.. But the mafia in me is something I can't avoid..This was the reason because of which I didn't live with my family. My father made me alone in my childhood for my studies. Then he sent me abroad there to meet my destiny, the mafias.I used to live abroad to control the Mafia works. But when I came to India to settle and get control over India. Because she was from India but like me she was also alone. Maybe that's why I love her so much. No AAarush you hate her... I scold my heartSo where was I? Ohyes! I was talking about my brother.I decided to meet my sweet little brother but got to know that killed hi
Chapter 10Sanvi's pov (surprise)It's been 3 days since I delivered my daughter Akshita..I'm so happy but I'm not discharged from the hospital till now but today I will leave..All came to meet me and akshita except one the most important person Tanya.. She was so excited for the baby but she didn't come to meet me..I asked akshit and others about her but they said she is busy with house decorations... I believe it but my heart is saying something is wrong..So here I'm going back to my home, not my maternal home.. My real home where me, my husband and baby will live..I came and Akansha did our aarti and welcomed the new member in the home..I sit and about to ask for Tanya.. Akshita started crying for milk..So I went to our room and fed her...After she was asleep I was also feeling sleepy so I slept...
Chapter 11Tanya's povI can't take this anymore. I thought that maybe I could love him but I can never love someone like him. I hate him. He is a monster. I can't take this anymore. The way he raped me last night even when I had my periods was the worst. I always had a painful period but this time, with all the work and rape, I can't bear this anymore. What will happen if I escape? Surely, he will find me but maybe I can stay away from him for these four days. And this will ensure that he doesn't think about researching Sanvi more. It is a win-win situation for me."What are you doing my whore? Serve me the food as soon as possible and then wash the bedsheets because my whore decided to bleed on them. She can't even control her bleeding. She is such a pathetic excuse of a wife," my eyes sting with tears. I really have to get out of here. My stomach is already in pain. I can't take this anymore...I serve him food a
Chapter 12Tanya's povI wake up with the sun shining on my eyes. I involuntarily smile at this. I wanted this life from so long. No human connection, only nature...I always loved nature but you can't find it In Delhi. So I always wanted to live near nature but I never thought I would stay here like this but whatever reason it is I need to stay here.I think and again drifted to sleep. Because I don't know how to pass my time.I wake up and change my handmade pad with my other handmade pad. This is really effective in absorbing blood but yes, I will agree that it is uncomfortable.I feel hungry. So, I drank some water and went to look around. I could see some fruits around me. They are beautiful and I can tell that they will be delicious. Hell with that, it's pink colour is so attractive.I take the fruit and eat it. It is so sweet. I eat some more and then drink water. I st
Chapter 13Aarush 's povI know that whatever I am doing is wrong but I guess she deserves it. I don't know how it feels during your menstrual cycle because I never had one but she used to be in so much pain during those five days. I guess Saanvi will also feel the same pain and it will be pleasurable to rape her during her menstrual cycle or so I thought but right now, I am regretting it.I don't know about her but my conscience is killing me. I want to ignore this conscience. According to it, no one deserves such a treatment and once again I can feel my resolve breaking. So, I do the thing which generally helps me during such conditions, and that is remembering why I am doing all this.Being a Mafia king is not easy. Many times you have to go against your principles. At such times, the only way to move forward is to remind yourself again and again why you are doing something. I walk to the room where I can still
Chapter 14Aarush 's povI start searching for her in the forest but I don't know about it. I go inside the farmhouse and decide that it would be best to find her in the morning, after all, it was getting dark. So, I made dinner for myself and ate it and went to sleep.The changed bed sheets are a reminder that she left me and I feel a feeling of anger and betrayal inside me. After all, she is my wife and she should have stayed with me forever but no, she also left me, just like her... I was somehow right. She is just like her. She also left me just for more money and more power and Saanvi left me for her selfish reasons. They both are the same...But why am I comparing both of them? Of course because I hate both of them. I made her death miserable but for Saanvi, I will make her wish her death. She will beg for death to come and rescue her but I won't let her die... Not till I get my revenge... How dare she betray
Sanjh's pov6 years passed away like wind it's like yesterday when Adhiraj got arrested. After that Aayansh's family talk with papa and we both sisters got married again in one month. Because if we make it late then Pakhi will start showing.After our marriage life was a bliss for me. Aayansh always make distance from me. He was hesitate before but I assure him that it's OK. We don't have to do anything if we are sharing a bed.It took me long to accept him totally. He was patient with me all the time. Pakhi gave birth to a beautiful daughter. Who's name is Antara. After Antara's birth I felt the love and need in Aayansh's eyes. He was so happy with Antara so I decided to Consummate our marriage and we did it. Though I was not a virgin but it didn't disgust him. He was happy with me. I can't believe that he love me that much. After 3 months of it I got pregnant and give birth to my little Boy
Author's povAll are silent after what Sanjh said."what happened to your tounge? Cat caught it?" Sanjh asked"have you gone mad Sanjh? I think you need help. You're talking rubbish about me and trying to ruin my image," Adhiraj said"but I'm not mad Adhiraj," Someone came inside with ViratHis face pales looked at the person."what are you doing here?" he asked him"I'm done with it Adhiraj. Now I can't lie anymore. I have did a grave mistake 3 years ago but not now I will only tell the truth," The person said"Sanjh you are saying the truth. He is the one who raped you 3 years ago. In that party he drugged the girls. And I know it from beginning. I'm the one who helped him. That time I needed money for my daughters operation and he helped me and ask me to do this. I'm really sorry. I manipulated you to not tell it to anyone. Please forgive m
Author's povAll are silent after what Sanjh said."what happened to your tounge? Cat caught it?" Sanjh asked"have you gone mad Sanjh? I think you need help. You're talking rubbish about me and trying to ruin my image," Adhiraj said"but I'm not mad Adhiraj," Someone came inside with ViratHis face pales looked at the person."what are you doing here?" he asked him"I'm done with it Adhiraj. Now I can't lie anymore. I have did a grave mistake 3 years ago but not now I will only tell the truth," The person said"Sanjh you are saying the truth. He is the one who raped you 3 years ago. In that party he drugged the girls. And I know it from beginning. I'm the one who helped him. That time I needed money for my daughters operation and he helped me and ask me to do this. I'm really sorry. I manipulated you to not tell it to anyone. Please forgive m
Author's povAll colours drain from Adhiraj's face when Aayansh said those words. Pragati is looking shocked when she see that Pakhi is here and to in bridal dress."what the hell are you saying Aayansh?" Adhiraj asked"you're hearing it right, me and my brother are married so we have to break this marriage," Aayansh saidSanjh is not looking at him till now. She is standing in the opposite direction."how can yo do this? What about our Pragati?" Adhiraj's wife askedSanjh got stilled hearing her voice. She was waiting long for to hear it again. She turn around making both of them shocked"Uttara is it you? But didn't you got missing from the holi party?" Sanjh asked once she is sure that she is her friend Uttara"Sanjh you're Aayansh's wife?" Uttara asked and she noded
Author's pov1 week has passed from the day when Sanjh confessed everything. Now Pakhi is also healed and they are going to exicute their plan. They all are ready for it. Pakhi and Aryaman know about Sanjh. Pakhi was broken when she got to know about it. She cursed herself for being a careless sister. But Sanjh manage to make her calm and understand that it was not her fault nor Sanjh's. Pakhi's pregnancy is taking a toll on her. Her mood swings are worse and not to mention the morning sickness. Their father has came and meet them. He has scold Pakhi but he don't know that his daughter is pregnant and what is going to take place.Once their father left they all gather to explain the plan again. And this time Virat and Anaita was also there.Today is the day when they will be married."are you ready guys?" Aayansh asked them"I never thought I will marry a royal. And too this idiot, I want to say I'm
Aayansh's povI could not believe my ears. This girl is so brave. She has faced this thing that many girls commit suicide. But she never told anyone about it. How would she have handle it? When I asked her about her rapist she said that she don't remember as it was covered with colours but she remembered that he has 6 fingers in 6is left hand and a tattoo of Eagle in his neck. If I'm right then I know who can It be. And when she told the name of the boy who proposed her then my doubt turn in belive. Now I have to use my plan to give her justice.So I told her that we have to marry today but it's like she is shocked. We'll any girl will be in her place."Aayan we can't, Pakhi is not in state of marriage. At least she needs 5 days to be healed and what about our parents? Papa is struck in his work other wise he would have came back till now, we can't marry now," sanjh said panickingActually she is right w
Sanjh's povI can't believe myself that I'm doing it. I promise myself that I will not tell this to anyone but its like the time has came.Aayansh is waiting for me to start and the start is difficult for me. Because once I started there Is no going back.I took a deep breath to calm myself down and start telling it."3 years ago I join the college. That time Pakhi was in school and papa as usual out for his work, my life was perfect I dreamt that one day I will make my papa proud of me. But in the end I make him feel shame. You know I loved colours and holi was my favorite festival but not after that day. You know 1 month before holi, on my first year of college a handsome and rich boy of our college who was in senior year proposed me to be his girlfriend but I refused him. He didn't said anything about it and said he understood that I don't want to date and it's OK with him. After that on the day of holi our colle
Author's povSanjh is sitting outside and waiting for Aryaman. She wouldn't have allowed him if he hasn't told her everything. And she only give permission because of her sister. Because she knows how much she love Aryaman. She could not believe still that her little sister tried to commit suicide. When in the morning she couldn't found her beside herShe thought she must be in the bathroom but when she couldn't find her there she panicked. She came downstairs to find her lying lifeless in the kitchen. She has cut her veins of her wrist. She run towards her and called her name but she is unconscious. After a lot of difficulties she took her hospital as her father is also not there. She got shocked when she saw Aayansh and Virat there. She don't know what to say or do. It's long time that she is avoiding him. But today it's like all restrains broke when he called her name. She hugged him crying uncontrollably. He tried to comfort her and got successful. But she
Author's povPakhi is laying on the bed. She has got her consciousness back. She is cursing herself because she didn't die and now she have to face the humiliation. It was OK with her if it was only her but it include her baby and family as well. Her father hasn't came back yet but he knows what his daughter has done. Sanjh has came and meet her. And she hadn't scold her because she knows why she did it. In this society if a girl get pregnant without marriage that's a shame for her. The whole society will make the girls life living hell. And the baby will call illegitimate. No matter what the reason was but always the girl face the humiliation. No one will ask the boy anything but the girl has to give answers.She close her eyes and tried to not cry but yet her eyes betray her and traitor tears came out. She felt a hand wiping them but it doesn't belong to her di. And she knows very well that whom this hand belongs to.