Chapter 93

Easier said than done

~ Roxy’s POV ~

I wanted to end things with Cole. I promised myself that I wouldn't be the same person that I used to be. I can’t ruin another family because I am in love with a married man. I had to look at the bigger picture. I have a life that I can live without him. He has a family that he should be with. I shouldn't mess it up. I had to be a bigger person. I can't be selfish even if I wanted to. I have to focus on the real reason why I am here and stop fantasizing about what my life would have been if I am with Cole.

In life though I discovered that we don't always get what we want. We can't always be the person we want to be. We tried to do the right thing but en

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