Easier said than done
~ Roxy’s POV ~
I wanted to end things with Cole. I promised myself that I wouldn't be the same person that I used to be. I can’t ruin another family because I am in love with a married man. I had to look at the bigger picture. I have a life that I can live without him. He has a family that he should be with. I shouldn't mess it up. I had to be a bigger person. I can't be selfish even if I wanted to. I have to focus on the real reason why I am here and stop fantasizing about what my life would have been if I am with Cole.
In life though I discovered that we don't always get what we want. We can't always be the person we want to be. We tried to do the right thing but en
Is it just in my head~ Andrea’s POV ~I can’t be losing Cole. We had a perfect set up. But now I am losing him and I can’t do anything about it. I have to do something. I have to convince him to stay. We have come this far. Cole, Leo and I were happy. We were happy as a family. So I followed Cole to his study room once we got back to our house. I had to talk to him. I have to know the truth even if it hurts.“Cole, I’m sorry.” I entered the study and started the conversation.“Andrea, I am busy. I have important things to do.” He replied.“We were doing fine before Roxy came back. Why are you acting out on me?” I started crying sinc
Out of control~ Roxy’s POV ~I smiled at Andrea as she was staring at the pool. Being alone with me was making her nervous. I know that she seemed suspicious of me and Cole. She isn't stupid. I was scared of what she would say to me. I never got caught before when I had affairs in the past. I never had the chance to be confronted by the wives of the men I slept with. Now here I am alone with the wife of the man I fucked in the shower this morning. How the hell did I get myself into this shit?"Did you fuck my husband?" Andrea asked and Ijust stared ather. "That's what I wanted to ask you from the moment you arrived. But I don't think I am ready to hear the answer." She smiled at me. "So
Crazy for her~ Cole’s POV ~I am officially insane. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. Every time I see Roxy all I can think about is bending her over and screwing her. And that's exactly what we did. We had sex. It was like we have been deprived of it and that's all we want to do. Every day we had raw rough sex then I go home and pretended to be a loving husband to Andrea.I was feeling guilty about what I am doing. I am a lying son of a bitch and I don't think I can stop. I love Roxy and I already filed for divorce. I wanted to tell Andrea that we are over but I can't seem to find the right time. I don't know how to tell her. She was so nice and it would definitely break her heart when s
Awkward confrontations~ Roxy’s POV ~The dinner with Cole, Claire, Archie and Robert was fun. Archie agreed to attend the ball with Cole in Canada. I was so surprised to see Cole in my room when I got back to the hotel."How did you get in here?" I asked when I saw him sitting on the couch."Does it really matter? Is Robert the reason you wanted us to end?" He looked at me disappointedly."No, Robert is just a friend. I didn't even know that he was coming." I replied."We have to talk. You can't just end what we have.""Cole, you are married. How many times do I have to keep telling you this. I am going to leave. I am not here for good. So please go home." I stated
Sometime love just ain't enough~ Andrea’s POV ~It's been thirty nine days since I had sex with my husband. I know that he was busy but at least before we still got to make out but ever since our wedding Cole seems to be avoiding me. I fucking need to get laid. I try to initiate being intimate with him but he always finds an excuse to let me down. He was fading and I knew it. He shows up and smiles like a great husband but he felt so distant. It was like he was with us but his mind and heart were someplace else.Blair invited me to join them for drinks when she found out Cole wasn't taking me with him to Canada forthe ball. I wanted to say no but I couldn't. Roxy was bringing her best friend w
My not so Rebound guy~ Roxy’s POV ~It is not easy for me to get over anyone. I don’t know how I can get over Cole. Perhaps, I need a rebound guy. Robert is a really great candidate for that position. He has been trying his best to be part of my personal life since we met. I think now is the time to give him a chance. After drinking with the ladies and having a weird conversation Andrea. I had to give Robert and me a chance.“So after all this time you finally agree to take a chance with me.” Robert stated as we were having dinner.“I had a pretty bad hangover from last night.And it clouded my judgment so I agreed to have dinner with you.” I replied playful
Cat is out of the bag (part 1)~ Andrea’s POV ~Cole seemed pissed when he got back from the office. I should just give him space. Perhaps he was still upset because of our argument this morning. But I am stupid when it comes to dealing with Cole.“Hi, babe are you still mad at me?”“No, I just want to be alone.” He replied as he walked out to the poolside.“What’s wrong?” I asked him.“It’s nothing. I just need to think. Can you please just leave me alone?”“I can’t do that. Babe, I am your wife. You can’t just keep pushing me aside. I understand that things have been strange since Roxy showed u
Cat is out of the bag (part 2) ~ Cole’s POV ~ “He travelled halfway around the world to date me. I’ll be stupid not to give it a shot.” Roxy stated before kissing Robert’s cheeks. “Oh please get a room.” Claire stated and we all started laughing. “Can I have a word with you?” I stated seriously at Roxy. “Cole, I already talked with Uncle Stan and if you have any questions about the case you should talk to him about it.” Roxy replied. “Honey, come on. This is just ridiculous. Stop trying to make me jealous. I know Robert is just your friend and he isn’t your type.” I stated. “Cole, shut up.” Blair stated seriously. “If you want to act stupid, do it somep