Jack: I figured that wasn't all that you wanted đ
My face instantly lit up and my cheeks immediately begin to heat up, causing my face to turn crimson. As I allow myself to dwell in my excitement, guilt immediately begins to suppress my previous joyful state as I begin to think back to my conversation with Aubrey. I shouldnât have called her that. I shouldnât have acted so irrationally, Iâm such a horrible friend. I was just upset with her in that moment, I wasnât thinking clearly but obviously she was only trying to help me. Why would I think anything different? Weâve been best friends all of these years, sheâs never done anything other than be there for me. God, Iâm so stupid! ~Six weeks later~ Jack and I have been d.ming everyday for about six weeks now and I'd say that our friendship is really starting to blossom. Heâs started to grow into someone that I can actually turn to if I need advice or if I just need someone to talk to, I really enjoy our conversations. Still, I get excited and anxious every time he replies to me since I'm still such a super fan girl. But Iâm Iâm not sure why. Itâs not like heâs a stranger to me anymore. Me, Ella and Aubrey had just made up since our fight and Iâve started working on control my emotional outbursts more. Itâs not right to take out my emotions on that just because I feel overwhelmed in the moment. Itâs not right. âWhat do you guys want to watch?â I ask, turning to the two of them as I scroll through the N*****x selections in my movie room. âUm, it doesnât really matter to me.â Ella replied. As I go to find a good comedy movie for us to enjoy, the sound of my phone vibrating catches my attention, completely distracting me from what I was doing. My eyes look down at the screen, having happiness shoot through me as I read over Jackâs message. Jack: heyđ Me: heyyy. Jack: I would give you my number but I'm scared you might give it out to ppl or some shit As I read his message, I couldnât help but feel offended by the fact that Jack really didn't trust me enough to give me his number. I mean we have been talking on a daily basis, I thought he wouldâve known me better than that by now. Me: oh okay so u don't trust me? It's cool I wouldn't want your number anyways. It was killing me on the inside to say that because I really did want his number, I mean who doesn't? But was he seriously going to say that to me? After a while of arguing back and forth he finally gave in and sent it to me. I smile in satisfaction as my body begins to tremble from the amount of excitement that imploded throughout me. My phone slips through my hand as I look down at my screen past my shakey fingers. As I stay locked in this state for several moments Ella takes it upon herself to grab my phone and input his number for me, seeing as I was incapable of doing it myself. I finally had his number. And it didn't really seem real until I texted him and got a response. Me: hey it's kat Jack: hey gorgeous ~three weeks later~ Jacks was coming to Houston and Me, Ella and Aubrey hadn't bought tickets yet because we were completely broke and our parents were being difficult, refusing to buy them for us. After storming to my room completely angered by my parents and their stubbornness, I immediately go to text Jack. As I pull out my phone it lights up, taking me by surprise as I go to read the notification. Jack: hey we're coming to Houston and I really need to see you.Me: I really need to see u too but I don't have enough money to buy a ticket in order to come meet u, let alone see u preform. I couldnât help but to feel bad for telling him this because I know how bad he wanted to see me and it's even more frustrating because he doesn't even understand HOW BAD I NEEEEEDDDDD TO MEET HIM! Jack: its okay I'll figure something out Figure something out? Was he going to go out of his way to set something up for me? Honestly, It kinda made me feel special that he would try and work something out just so that he could meet and hang out with me. This is the one thing Iâve been dreaming about all summer. But, I donât want him to go through any trouble or stress anyone on his tour out in order to accommodate for me. Me: u really don't have to do that Jack: i know, but I want to. I started to smile at the fact that he truly did want to meet me and he wasn't just pretending to. Maybe I am someone special to him. ~5 days later~ Jack and his
~Kat's P.O.V~ When he answered his phone you could hear Madison practically screaming at him through the phone. I was sitting on his lap when he answered so I could hear everything she was saying clearly. My facial expressions changed, causing him to get up before leaving the room to finish his conversation with her in a more private setting. âBaby, baby. Chill.â He says, repeatedly as he goes to close the door on his way out the bathroom I know I didn't have the right to be jealous since he was talking to his girlfriend but for some reason, I was. I hated hearing him calling her baby. I hated that he had to leave to talk to her, but who was I to even say anything? When Jack returns to the room he seemed visibly angry but not just angry in general he seemed angry towards me. He immediately grabs a hold to my arm before roughly pulling me outside the room to talk, or more like yell at me. "Why the fuck didn't you tell me that Madison had you on snapchat? I would've neve
"where the hell have you been?" My dad says rather sternly. Panic immediately floods my being as I go to say the first excuse that I could think of. " I'm sorry that I left without asking. I had to get up early to go to the store and get some pads because I started my period and I ran out. Iâm sorry that I didnât let you guys know beforehand. I promise that it wonât happen again" I say as my eyes fixate on the ground beneath me. I wouldn't dare lie to my parents face like that. "Katrina Jeffries are you telling us the truth?" my mother says in a sweet yet skeptical tone, joining herself into the conversation. "yes! but I'm really tired so im just going to go to bed now" I said, now walking upstairs in attempts to end the conversation. As I go to make my way towards the staircase my parents remain silent, allowing for me to return to my room in peace. How could I just lie to my parents like that? I'm going to hell...it's official now. When I finally made my way
I hesitantly pull open the window before backing up in order to allow Jack the space to climb in. "How do you know where I live?" I question in annoyance as I look up at him in disbelief. "Don't worry about it" he says nonchalantly, causing me to roll my eyes in response. "Listen Jack, I like you but you obviously don't care about me. And if you do, then thatâs too bad because I donât think I want to involve myself with someone who treats me the way that you have. You were completely rude to me back there, you wouldnât even let me speak or explain myself to you. And since you think I'm such a slut and just so fucking desperate then you can leave! You shouldnât have even come!â I express, feeling a sense of anger and embarrassment as I look up at him. Truthfully, I didn't mean half of the words that I said. Honestly, I meant the exact opposite. I wanted him to want me just as much as I wanted him. I wanted him to stay here with me but I couldnât show him that. I canât
Jack stood there silently, not saying a word as his eyes flicker in between both me and my dad. As my eyes fixate upon him in his current position, I couldnât help the wetness that starts to gather from admiring his godly physique. He looks so good standing there like that. "Who the hell is this Kat? Why do you have a man standing shirtless in your closet right now? " my father questions, snapping me back into our current reality. My father fixates his attention onto Jack before sending me a shocked yet disappointed look. As I watch him focus his attention back onto Jack, I try to think of something to say in order to help the situation. But nothing came to mindZ The anger radiating off of my father was terrifying, he looked as if he could kill Jack but was somehow managing to maintain his composure. "Dad, please calm down. This is Jack, Jack Gilinsky he's the famous singer that I've been obsessing over this summer" I explain, saying the only words I could think of. As I s
I slowly got out of my car after fixing myself in the mirror. I honestly didn't even know what was going to happen when I walked through those doors. But when I walked in to the house I heard laughing and talking. I followed that noise to the kitchen where I saw my dad and jack laughing and having a good time. The guy that I snuck into my house at night and the man who caught us were sitting in the kitchen enjoying each other's company. That's not weird at all. I just stood there and not knowing what to say or do. "Are you just going to sit there or...?" Jack said laughing. My dad rolled his eyes "clean up this mess!" My dad said pointing to a spotless countertop. He seemed to be still upset and angry with me but totally in love with Jack. Which is so weird because usually it's the other way around. " what mess?!" I asked sounding irritated. "Hey you watch your attitude young lady, I'm not the one sneaking boys in my room!" He said sternly. Jack looked at
I braced myself as I walked through the door, preparing myself to face my father. But when I got into my house it was silent. "Dad?" I yelled through the house, but got no response. A wave of relief came over me when I realized my father wasn't there. That makes things a lot easier for me because I wouldn't have to talk to him face to face. Even though I know it would be the best for me to talk to him when he gets home. But I wasn't strong enough to express myself to him face to face. Ella went upstairs and put her suitcases in my room while I called my dad. After calling him 2 times in a row it was quite obvious that he was declining them because it only rang once. But I called him again hoping he would answer my call because I really didn't want to wait and speak with him when he got home. On the last ring he answered. Hello, dad. I said a little nervous. But he didn't respond he was just breathing really heavily. Listen dad I'm really sorry
Jack glared at me as a smirk started to appear on his face. He started walking towards me and the butterflies started to flutter in my stomach again. He tightly grabbed my wrist and pulled me so close to him that there was no longer space between us. "Your gonna pay for that" his hot breath hit my neck and I immediately got goosebumps. Before I could even respond to him I was picked up and being carried out of Victoria's Secret. I couldn't help but laugh because he was so cute but so serious at the same time. There were a couple of shoppers taking pictures and screaming "goals!" So I got kind of embarrassed and I think Jack caught on so he put me down but he didn't let go of my wrist. That was until Ella ran up to us. "Um Jack where the fuck do you think your taking her?" She said snatching back my arm "To my hotel roo-" he was cut off by a mob of screaming fans surrounding him. He seemed really happy to talk to them and take pictures but I got really bored so me
[song recommend: all we do by oh wonder]Jack's P.O.VI hear the sound of a gun go off and I immediately close my eyes. Anticipating for the bullet to enter my body.But it doesn't.I look down to see Kat's body become limp. "Kat what the fuck is wrong with you? Why would you do that?" I asked as I drop to my knee's and wrap my shirt around her stomach to prevent blood loss and apply pressure to the wound. "I couldn't loose you." She said faintly as she started to close her eyes.Tears started to stream from my eyes as I watched Kat endure so much pain. Especially since I know at any second she could take her last breath. "Kat no you can't close your eyes, you have to stay awake." I said as I kissed her forehead.At this point Dave and Shawn were both dead. Nate had killed them. "I love you." She whispered as her body began to loose it's life. "Kat no! You can't give up on me." I yelled as I shook her. No response, she just laid there lifeless. "Kat you can't leave me!
Kat's P.O.V I was currently sitting on the cold metal floor. Tears were staining my eyes as the thought of loosing Jack flooded my mind."I can't loose Jack." I said to myself Loosing Jack is not an option. While wiping my tear stained face I started hearing gun shots. "Fuck Jack is here!" I yelled to myself. I attempted to jump up but immediately got pulled back. The restraints on my wrist caused my back to be slammed onto the the metal pole behind me. "Fuck." I muttered as I slowly got back up. I wasn't going to give up.I heard two more gun shots and I started to get anxiety. My hands starting shaking and I couldn't even hold on to the heavy shackles because of how rapidly my hands were shaking. I took a deep breath and tried to calm my breathing. "He's not going to die, I'm not going to let that happen." I convinced myself. I squeezed my eyes shut and let a tear fall. "He's not going to die, I'm not going to let that happen." I repeated. "H
Kat's P.O.V I fluttered my eyes open hoping that I would be in jacks arms but unfortunately that wasn't my reality. I looked around to see that I was laying in the middle of the floor chained to a metal post that stood in the center of the room. The room was very depressing, I was literally in a box. The walls were metal along with the door and everything else. There were no windows or trace of the outdoors. No chance of ever getting out. I heard rustling on the out side of the door and I immediately knew someone was coming. Scared of what they might do I pretended that I was sleeping. In a matter of seconds the door flew open and my heart starting beating out of my chest. "Get up." The man spoke harshly. I didn't respond. "Get the fuck up, I know your awake." He said more demanding. I still didn't budge. "There are camera's, I was watching you." He said. He was watching me sleep? Weird-O He fell silent but I could feel his presence come
Jacks P.O.V "Where is she?" Sammy asked as we made a u turn "I don't know, I don't see her?" I responded. "Why the fuck would you actually let her out the car?" Nash asked sounding very irritated by the situation. "Because she was getting on my fucking nerves. And it's not like I was actually gonna leave her, I was just trying to scare her." I admitted, not knowing what else to say in the moment. "Well looks like you lost her more than you scared her." Ella said with her typical bitch attitude. "Aye shut the fuck up." I yelled, losing a sense of control of my anger. I continued to drive as we looked for Kat until something flashed back at us, reacting to the brightness of the head lights. "Is that?" Sammy said in disbelief. I jumped out of the car and ran over to the object. I picked it up and I couldn't believe my eyes. "Fuck!" I said as I ran my fingers through my hair. I ran back into the car and handed the object to Sammy
Kat's P.O.V "What are you not telling me?" I said in annoyance. "Nothing babe." Jack said getting irritated.I decided that I wasn't going to argue with him. I'm just going to close my eyes and leave him alone. "Call Anastasia ." I heard Sammy say.Stass? I know stass. That's the girl I met at the party yesterday. How do they know her. "Who?" I asked acting as though I was oblivious to who they were talking about. Me and her had become friends but I don't think Sammy saw me with her. And when we went went up to Jack I don't really think he could make out her face since he was more focused on Blair. "Nobody, don't worry about it." Jack said.Obviously he didn't see her. Thank god! I pulled out my phone and texted her number before they called her. If they won't tell me I know she will.Me: I know you know Jack and them.Stassie babyđ: yeah so?đMe: why didn't you tell međ? Why did you act like you've never seen jack in your life?
That's when I felt Cameron's body become limp and lifeless next to me."CAM!" I screamed as made my way towards him.He can't be dead. "Why are you so sad?" I heard a voice say behind me. But I ignored him. "Cameron wake up!" I said as I tried to stop the blood from leaving his body."Stop." Matt said as he grabbed my arm, but I snatched it away. "Cameron!" I said as I held his head in my arms trying to some how wake him back up. "Kat he's dead." Sammy said blankly.Tears started to stream down my face, as I watched the blood continue to flow from cam's head. "Who killed him?" I said as I laid Cameron's head down on the rough carpet.I got no answer. I turned around to face Sammy, Matt, Johnson, Nate, Aubrey, and Gilinsky."Who the fuck killed him?" I said getting angry as more tears threatened to fall.Still no answer. "I ASKED A FUCKING QUESTION!" I said as I stood up. "I did." Gilinsky said as he waved his gun in front of me. I snatched it away from it and
Kat's P.O.V "WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE!" I screamed with worry and anger laced in my voice. "We don't know." Hayes said softy. "How do you not know where she is?" I asked. "How do you not know? You were with her last." Sammy said. "Yeah but when jack came and woke me up she was gone, I thought she came back." I yelled. "Okay calm down." Jack said. "Don't fucking tell me to calm down she could be killed for all I know!" I said as many different senerios started to play out in my head. What if when I was asleep someone kidnapped her? What if she ran away? What if she got murdered? What if she's secretly a prostitute? "Here." Jack said as he shoved a note in my hand with my name written on it. I unfolded the following and read it aloud."Kat I'm sorry but I have to go. I don't know where and I don't have any money but I need to leave. It's not safe for you guys if I'm with you. I have been being stalked since we left the party in Omaha. He keeps
"Where are we going babe?" I asked calmly at we walked out the hotel. "We're leaving." He said blankly "What?!" I yelled out of shock. "Baby chill we're just leaving the hotel, and going to the venue." He said as he placed his hand on my thigh. His touch sent shock waves through my body. It made my heart race increase and my breathing hitch. "Babe what's wrong?" He asked with a smirk as he glided his hand gently up my thigh. He knew what he was doing to me. But I couldn't do anything to stop him,it was almost like he had me stuck in a trance. He looked at me with lustful eyes and then tore his hand away from my thigh. Leaving me to crave his touch more than I already was. But this time, I craved his touch somewhere else. "What the hell?" I ask as I tried to regain control of my breathing. All he did was smirk and ignore my question. "Jack!" I said craving his touch even more. "What?" He said innocently.You little fucker. "Why did you do t
Couple hours later. Aubrey was still asleep and I really didn't want to wake her she seemed so peaceful and calm. It was currently 4:35 and I'm wide awake.Why the fuck am I awake? I laid in my bed staring up at the ceiling while I went into deep thought. "Why would Ella do this?" I mumbled to myself. If I know Ella I know that she wouldn't just voluntarily be a bitch. There has to be something I'm missing. I obviously don't know the full story.I sat there in deep thought until my phone went off. I turn on my screen to see that I got a Twitter notification indicating that Jack had just tweeted. Yes I have his post notifications on. Don't ask.I opened my phone and my face instantly lit up.@Jackgilinsky: thankful to be blessed with someone who loves me thru thick & thin. You are amazing. Thank you for being my girl. I love you. @kittykat.(In pic above)My heart instantly started to flutter and my cheeks. started to heat up. He said "I love you" there's a difference b