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Chapter 9- Feeling bad

Author: Artemisia
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Meher's p.o.v

Remembering that day when he first snatched my dignity from me, my whole system filled with disgust. A few moments ago I was feeling bad for some unknown reason but now I am feeling disgusted by his touch.

I tried to come to from his grip when he woke up and asked me with his sleepy voice," Where are you going? I didn't allow you to go now."

Saying that he holds my right wrist tightly almost cutting blood supply in my veins. I hissed in pain when he loosened his grip on my wrists.

" Sir, I have to make breakfast before 8 a.m otherwise you will punish me by starving," I replied timidly and remembered that day when he starved me the whole day and brutally used me at night. I always felt scared thinking about his brutal sex.

He pulled me into his chest and said inhaling my scent," I will tell one of t

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Samina Khatun Roshni
Hummm greedy Shereyar
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Gladys Diacamos Maglunob
hope I have more coins to read more💞
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Gladys Diacamos Maglunob
first time yo read a story from an Indiàn's culture.
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