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34. Confessions
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I stood outside the forest with my handbag clinging to my arms. It was almost dark. A chilly wind blew and a shiver ran down my body. The moment I have been waiting for. It's here.
"Are you sure I should leave? I can wait here, you know, till you check it out. What if he is not here?" Shane peered from inside the car. I turned around and looked at him. He actually looked concerned. I shook my head.
"I'm sure he's here. You can leave."
"Okay, but if you need anything or don't find anyone just give me a call I'll be here."
I nodded at him gratefully. He waited for a moment or two before turning on the engine. As he left I stood there preparing myself for the much-awaited moment. Taking a deep breath I entered the forest.
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I remembered the way exactly as the last time I had been here. I took
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