Riley"Thanks again for meeting me tonight." I sat down across from Deza as my heart worked harder than it ever had before to keep up with my racing pulse."Of course. I can't believe Darren didn't call you." She rolled her eyes. "I swear. That man is going to be the death of me, and yet there isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss him.""He's a good guy, but he doesn't care much about my career. I've been doing commercials under his care for four years. I'm graduating soon and honestly have started to give up on my dreams of being an actress." I shrugged and pulled my napkin in my lap, deciding to go for honesty with the woman across the table from me. It was make it or break it time for me."That's sad. You're one of the most talented actresses that I've seen in forever, at least for your age." She huffed and picked up her menu. "I only got to see you for five minutes, but never in the ten years that I've been with Ethan have I seen him come alive like he did with you.""Really?
EthanI'd talked myself out of texting Riley a million times by Saturday morning. I laid in my bed, watching shadows move across the open window and wishing like hell I had someone next to me. Where it would have been nice to look over and see the pretty girl from my dreams, I was willing to take just about any warm body. Just someone to hold and have hold me.I rolled over to my stomach and let out a long sigh as I pulled my phone toward me and pulled up her picture."Text her. Fuck. You're Ethan Lewis for shit’s sake." I dropped the phone and rolled back onto my back, as I tugged the cover down and glanced down the length of my body. My cock was hard as a rock, thick and huge. "I hate you sometimes."I got up and stretched before walking out to the balcony and leaning against it, grateful that the privacy I paid for actually afforded me complete seclusion."Ethan?" Deza's voice surprised me."I'm out here." I turned toward her as she stopped at the open door and screamed, turning qu
Ethan"Are you serious right now?" She laughed loudly and grabbed her plate. "I mean, really, where do you come up with this shit?""Reality becomes fiction, D." I sat down and gave her a cheeky grin. "I'm not kissing her.""There is no kissing in the scene we chose, so you're welcome." She sat down and picked up her taco, lifting it to me. "To you being the bestest friend a girl could ever have.""Can we add the kissing scene in just for Riley, or would that be a little unethical?" I slapped my taco against hers. "Us girls gotta stick together."She rolled her eyes and took a big bite, talking around it. "We're not doing the kissing scene, but it's a love making scene. You're going to be in bed together. Good enough?""Hell yes, except with Dani. Can we do a scene where I dangle her ass over the side of a building and for some odd reason I greased up my hands with lotion first?" I shoved half a taco in my mouth as she slapped me."You guys fucked, didn't you? You're only salty about
A Week LaterRileyA text came in early that morning that they were hoping to swing the auditions at seven that night, which gave me about eight hours to pace the floor. I'd accepted their invite, though I was a little wary of trying to pull off my facade in front of Ethan again.My mother wasn't staying with me and Charlotte anymore, but with some old friends of hers. To say I was uneasy was a massive understatement. My mother's friends reminded me a little too much of my brother, Darek’s, old friends.I dropped down on the couch and let out a shaky sigh, wishing that Charlotte was home for the day so we could talk things through. I needed someone to unload my shit on, and after hiding from the world for a few years, I was alone.I pulled out my phone and texted Jace to see if he was free for an afternoon romp in the sheets. It was tacky and not something I did too often, but between lamenting over my brother's death four years ago, my mom's shitty choices and having to make out with
RileyJace left the minute we were done taking turns making one another scream, which was good. No need to give me hope that maybe he had the possibility of changing from the whore he was to a guy I could see myself with. It wasn't going to happen, which was fine. I wasn't sure I could handle that massive of a shift anyway.I showered and got dressed in a navy cotton dress before strapping sandals on my feet and fixing my hair and make-up. As much as I hated to get all dolled up, it wouldn't do me any favors to not look my best at the audition.The front door opened as I grabbed my keys and walked toward it.Charlotte smiled and lifted her eyebrows at me. "You look great! Where in the world are you going?""To my next audition." I had a wild thought. "You want to come?""Are you shitting me right now?" She dropped her purse and stood in shock."Nope. It's a love scene though, so no getting jealous. He doesn't have feelings for anyone but himself. I told you... he's a dick." I moved up
Ethan"Promise me that you're going to behave today." Deza gave me a side glare as we walked toward the set."Nope. That would take the joy out of my life. I thought you cared about me, D. Why would you ask something like that of me?" I winked at her before stopping by the snack table and picking up a Twinkie. I'd almost gotten Riley off my mind, but the thought of seeing her left butterflies dancing in the center of my stomach. It was weird, and yet I knew what it was. Lust.I wanted to put the pretty girl to the mattress beneath me and see what she was made of. Nothing else."Let's go. Dani is early." Deza popped my butt as I shoved half the Twinkie in my mouth and glanced over my shoulder."Fine. Why do we have to start with the wicked witch of-""Hi, Ethan." Dani moved up beside me and gave me a scathing look. The woman was hot as sin and would probably sell more tickets than having me naked for a good ten-second clip in the film would, but no. Just no."Hi, Dani. How are you, pre
Ethan"Oh... had lots of those guys, hm?""Dime a dozen." She kept her pretty blue eyes on my face, which was a little disappointing. My cock was rock hard and sitting thick and long down the side of my thigh in my briefs. As sick as it was, I wanted her to catch a glimpse of it and ogle at me a little. Any other woman and I would have kept cover, but not in front of this one."Ethan. Trish is here. Let's go." Deza walked up and patted my back. "Now."I rolled my eyes and turned. "All right. Two more women and then I'm going to bed for the day. This acting stuff is hard work."This acting stuff is hard work?I rolled my eyes at myself and walked back toward the stage. Why did Riley turn me into a babbling idiot? It was annoying and made me want to kick a baby.Trish turned and smiled as I walked up onto the stage."Ethan. How are you, love?" She moved toward me and gave me a casual hug and quick peck on the cheek. She was a beautiful girl with a good heart. Sexy? Not so much, but stun
Riley"I think I'm going to barf." Charlotte moved in front of me as I pulled my dress over my head."No, you're not. Go out there and ask the attractive Hispanic woman if I can wear my bra or what the deal is." I swallowed my own nervousness, not wanting to add to Charlotte's. The poor girl looked green. Where bringing her felt like a huge mistake now, I was sure after a few days of letting the dust settle that I would change my mind. Helping her mark something off the top of her bucket list was cool, no matter the cost."Yeah, sure." She turned and walked out, leaving me to stand there and study myself.Did Ethan like big breasts or little ones? I was somewhere in between, enough for a good handful, but maybe he enjoyed something different."Why do you care?" I lifted my eyebrow and pulled the robe over my shoulders, leaving my thigh-highs, garter, panties and matching bra on. I'd bought the sexy arrangement the summer before when my financial aid money finally came in. Why, I had n