Jonathan
I clenched my fingers around the fork as another low gasp escaped the poor girl standing to my left by my brother's side. His hand was wrapped around her waist and from here I could see how tight he was gripping her. And the look on his face told me he was doing it intentionally.
“Jonathan.” My gaze went to my father’s, even though he looked better than the last time, I didn't like the cold glint that shimmered in his eyes.“Yes, father.”“We have decided to cast a vote.” I stilled at his words because I knew what was he going to say next. “Lez has showed far more interest in the family than you, and it's time that he step up for the family if you won’t.”“He's the youngest.” I said, ignoring the subtle way my brother shifted.My father's eyes honed on me. “Will you then finally step up?”“Its not my place either.” I replied, barely controlling myself from upending the whole table and put an end to this dinner. Because like every other time my father was still stuck on it. “He has been dead for six years now.” Olezka said, his spoon scraping the plate.I ignored him, looking at my father, I said, “Why not appoint Lachlan, he’ll be good for the city.”“He’s just a bloody soldier.” My brother’s voice dripped with disgust. “He doesn’t have our last name.” Father replied, ignoring Lez like me.“Neither does he, for that matter.” My brother added as if everyone in the city doesn’t know it already. That Jonathon Byrne Sokolov was no longer a family member since the day he lost his mother and a brother. The twin brother, who was supposed to be the head of the family. He was four minutes older than me and so he was supposed to be the Pakhan. Not me. And I will never take his place, but I will also not let my younger brother take his place. Because he was a wild canon, an animal without any conscience. Father gave him a stern look which had him sighing, “Fine. Fine.” And I watched as he pulled the girl down on his lap and fondled her.“The family needs a Pakhan, Jonathan. With blood as pure as ours. We can't have my right hand man to be that.” “Like always, big brother is overruled by emotions. It's better if he doesn't want to be the leader. Because soon we are going to have a war in our hands and we don't need no weaklings.”Before I could think, the fork flew from my fingers and a second later it was lodged in my brother’s shoulder. Dots of blood appeared on his shirt as he plucked it out from his shoulder. His eyes like our father’s stared back at me before they dropped on the fork. “Didn't think you had it in you.” He remarked, wiping the fork on the girl’s cheek, leaving smears of red, making her whimper.If he only knew what else I could do. I might have decided to not be a part of the family but the family’s blood was still running through my veins. I’d say ask the number of men I have tortured but then they are all dead now. “Let the girl go.” I said my tone as cold as it could be, brooking no arguments.Instead of letting the girl go, he circled his fingers around her throat and squeezed. I watched as a tear slipped down her cheek. She looked so young and it was one thing humiliating your woman behind closed doors with her permission, knowing she wants it but this…I stood up from my chair and three strides later, I grabbed his shirt, carefully pulling the girl away from his clutches. “Idti.” I said to the girl. She didn't waste a second as she bolted out of the dining room. I focused back on my brother and pulled her out of his chair. “You are getting on my nerves, day by day, little brother. Careful before I do something more disgusting to you than what you did to the woman on 65th street.”His face paled. I knew it. The black rage once again consumed me and I let my hands do what they were itching to do since I found about it. I slammed my fist into his face, again and again not stopping. Olezka scrambled to his feet, but the next hit had him bumping into the table and like always our father just sat there watching the spectacle his sons were making. My brother whirled around and I didn't see the knife that he had grabbed from the table and slashed at me. “Blood for blood, big brother.” He taunted, wiping his nose on his arm, smearing blood all over his shirt. “I am warning you, Olezka, stop it before I put an end to it.” I warned.“Put an end to me, you mean?” He questioned back, sneering at me.Before I could reply our father’s next word stopped me. “Italians are roaming around in the country, and few were even seen in the city.” His pale blue eyes stared at us, silently commanding us to sit and behave. When we were seated, he said, “It’s time you both forget about your own personal differences and remember what happened in the past.”Mila“I am not going back.” I said, sipping the chocolate shake Lexa had ordered for me. “But—”“No, but. He outright threatened me, Lexa!” I hissed, looking around myself. The cafe was crowded and even more people were coming in. It wasn’t much to look at, even it was a little dark and old for my taste but Lexa had said that the home-made lasagna here was too good to not eat. “And I thought the scenery was too good to pass on.” She said as she ate a spoonful from her plate.“Oh, it is.” I nodded. Then I asked, “Do you think he meant it?”A shadow crossed her face, but it was gone as soon as it appeared as she asked, “Do you?”I remembered his grey eyes, how they had raked down my form. He had looked cold, aloof and ruthless but for some reason I didn’t think he really meant his threat… unless I do something, because I didn't miss the truth underlying his words. At some base level, I knew that he would do it. That, may be he had already done it with someone else. His presence, his aura screamed danger and predator. And I have lived with dangerous men my whole life, I knew how merciless they could be. “What’s that look?” Lexa’s voice brought me to present.“What?” I asked, blinking his perfect image out of my mind. “You are a lost cause, Mila.” She said as she gulped down a mouthful of her beer. “But if you don’t want to go then don’t. I’ll inform the agency and we’ll find you another job.”I nodded my head and soon she launched into another of her passion filled talks of designing new jewelry and the piece she was currently working on. We were almost finished with our food and it was already late, so we decided to head home. As we stood up from our chairs, Lexa told me to head out and that she’ll pay the bill. I was making my way to the door when it flew open and number of men entered. The one leading in the front looked like he had a recent meet and greet with a running train or something equally dangerous. Half of his face was swollen and his one eye, almost shut, was quickly turning black by the looks of it. I was just passing by them when I heard someone saying, “How about that one?”“She will do.” I turned in time to see the leader of them grabbing for a waitress.“Hey! Leave my hand!” The girl cried, trying to free her wrist as the man pulled her closer.“Why? Come on, now, you know you can’t say no.” I watched as his other hand gripped her face, his fingers digging into her cheeks.“Don’t touch me!” The girl screamed as she tried to get away but failed. My eyes wandered around the café where everyone was just standing there and looking at the scene, watching a man forcing a girl without doing anything. The men that had come with the beaten arsehôle, which now I’m gathering he surely deserved, laughed and cheered. Gritting my teeth, I marched to the group and pushed at the man. “Are you deaf? She said to leave her.”The man’s blue gaze swung to me. “What if I don’t?” The cold blue looked like I was seeing into a pit where only monsters reside.“I will call the police.” I bit out and ignoring the laughter I fought to uncurl his fingers from the poor girl’s wrist.Once she was free, she quickly ran away from there. And as I also started to step away the arm around my waist stopped me. “Now, where are you going?” I felt him coming closer, his alcohol induced breath wafting over the side of my face. “I didn’t let her go so you can leave too.”I flinched away, and tried to struggle my way out of his grip only for him to pull me back. He turned me around to face his men. “Tell me guys, how would she do?”One of the men stepped forward and made to touch my face as he said, “Much better than the last one, I’d say.”“Mila…?” I heard Lexa behind me and it had all the men turning to look over my shoulder.I took the advantage and slammed my elbow back in my captor’s stomach. I whirled around at his loose grip and then without thinking, I slammed my fist into his face. The collective gasps that echoed around me in the café didn’t hide the warning curse that came from my left. But I didn’t wait to find out as I grabbed Lexa’s hand and made to run out of there. “Run! Fast!” I said to her as we emerged out from the café.“Grab her!” I heard the man shout.“Shit. Shit. Shit.” Lexa chanted. “What did you do!?” She hissed at me. But I ignored her as I looked around for a hiding place. And dragged my friend to the small opening of an alley, leading behind the café. “What are you doing, they’ll look here first.” She complained.“Shut up.” They will look around but not from where we have run in the first place. “Come here. Get in.”“Really?” She looked at me and then at the trash can with disgust written all over her face. I glared at her as I heard the footsteps at the opening of the alley from where we had just come. “Fine.” She muttered.I quickly followed after her and jumped into the dumpster. The footsteps neared and I heard someone say, “They must have ran somewhere else.” The footsteps receded. “Let’s go.”“Finally.” Lexa said but I pulled her down when she started to stand up.“Not yet.” She sighed and looked at me, a troubled expression on her face. “What?” I asked.“Why did you have to get into this?” She hissed the question at me.“What do you mean?” I asked back, not understanding. “He was forcing that poor girl and no one was even trying to help, just standing there and looking at the spectacle.”“There was a reason for that, Mila.” Her words were filled with exasperation. “No one wants to cross him. He's the son of Gerard Sokolov.” My expression must have given away my confusion as she said, “Youngest of the most dangerous family in Russia. He is the Pakhan’s son.”I felt my heart racing in my chest at her words. “Rus-Russian mob, you mean?” I asked, dreading her answer.“Yes. And now, I think you should know that—” The door opening just beside the dumpster had her dropping into silence and when I peeked up I saw the girl who was accosted earlier with a bin bag coming toward the dumpster we were hiding in. I nudged Lexa. “Let’s go before we are buried under a heap of rubbish.”When we stood up the girl froze and her scared gaze met mine, then she slowly relaxed and closed the distance between us. “Thank you so much for helping me.” She said. I nodded. “Be safe.” I looked at Lexa. “We have to go now.”Mila I woke up at my usual time to get ready for office but laid there wondering if I should get up. I was a little bit apprehensive about going back to the office and face my boss, and after yesterday there was that nagging feeling that something was about to happen. I had escaped my family and until now I had cocooned myself in a belief where everything was perfect, but yesterday I came face to face with another face of the same coin. Russian mob. If they get to know who I was… Then my family would be last of my problem. God knows what will happen to me. My mind wandered to different scenarios of me being tortured in the hands of Russian mob and especially that vile man I had faced back in the café and how he had treated that poor girl.Not wanting to dwell on those maudlin thoughts I finally left the bed and descended the stairs. As soon as my foot touched the cold hardwood floor, Jaha’s voice had me jerking back as he came to stand beside
Mila I walked to the sofa and sat down beside him. I started with unbuttoning his shirt, deciding to appease my conscience which wanted to make sure that he was okay. My eyes ping ponged from his closed ones to where my fingers worked his shirt open. So bold, Carmella. If only your father knew… he’d flay you open. I hadn’t given much thought before what I was going to do but now as inch by inch his chest came into view, a strange thrill took hold of me. Part of me wanted to revel in the fact that there was no more reason to be afraid of my father and another part the one that was fascinated with my boss… that part carried on. My fingers trembled and my hands faltered. I had started because there were many smudges of blood on his shirt so I wanted to patch him up but now… Now, as my eyes dropped to the widening V of his shirt which revealed the wide expanse of his chest, sparsely smattered with small hair. All I wanted t
Mila “Okay, sir, I’ll do it….” I muttered under my breath as I marched towards the bathroom. I didn't want to prepare a tub for him to take a bath in, all I wanted to do was to tell him to fill his own goddamn bathtub by himself.By the time I flipped the knobs and water started to pour into the gorgeous looking tub, I wasn’t just furious I was livid. And the fact that I hadn’t had this type of luxury in two years was making me resentful. Unable to help myself, I crouched down and dipped my fingers into the water, liking the way it’s warmth lapped at my hand.“Testing the waters, Miss Clinton?” The husky, deep voice has me jumping to my feet.I turned around and froze. My mouth fell open as my eyes feasted on him, only to let out a gasp and squeak out, “What are you doing!?” I turned around but his image was seared in to my brain and all I could see was him standing behind me with his pants halfway to his calves and tha
Mila When the clock struck six o’clock in the evening I was half afraid that the sky would open up and God himself would peer down at me to lend me some best of luck. But nothing like that happened, neither did the floor split apart to swallow me up as I prayed. What really happened was the phone on my desk ringing, making me jump in my chair and when I picked it up, his cold authoritative, filled with irritation voice snapped into my ear. “Its already four minutes past six, Miss Clinton, why aren’t you downstairs already.” “Downstairs?” I questioned. “In the parking lot. I don’t entertain stupid questio
Mila I tapped my foot against the pavement as I waited outside for him to come out. He didn’t give me a chance to refuse as he ordered me out and told me that he’d drop me home before he walked in the direction of the kitchen. I was sure that any other woman in my place would be happy to not walk miles to the station and instead have a chance to ride in a car with a man as beautiful as my boss. But I wasn’t any other woman, I didn’t want him to know more about me than was necessary. The door opened, the sound of the bell trickling outside. Without a word, he strode toward me and opened the door and gestured for me to slid inside. I didn’t. “I don’t want to bother you, sir, I’ll manage on my own.” He turned his head toward me, in that slow motion that hunters use so not to disturb their prey. “
Jonathan I slid after my assistant that I had thought and made to believe was a mouse. But it wasn’t a mouse that I saw in that dark alleyway, what I saw was a feral cat or may be a tigress, fighting for her life. After she had stepped out of the car I didn’t know why I had told Jasper to wait. And after ten minutes just when I had signalled him to drive and we were driving I had seen a flash of movement in otherwise quiet street. On instinct I had told my driver to park the car, and I had followed the little shadow. And what I walked on was her threatening the men double her size with a small knife in her hand. There was no hint of the shy, quiet mouse she showed me all this time. There was a fighter, a tigress ready to do anything to get herself to safety from the hunters that circled h
JonathanMy eyes followed her as she walked to the espresso to get me a coffee. Something about her was different today, and I wasn’t talking about the fact that for the first time her face was bare of any makeup and she wasn’t hiding behind those glasses. No, it was in the way she was moving as if the weight of the world was on her shoulders. She looked so fragile, like on the verge of breaking apart. She came back and placed a steaming cup in front of me. My eyes fell on the scratch on her arm, it had healed somewhat but the redness still surrounded it. When I looked up, I saw her green eyes were dull and red semi circles were pronounced under them. I grabbed her hand before she could retreat, her eyes fell on my fingers that were wrapped around her wrist and then came to meet mine. “Are you okay?” I asked.She nodded. “Thank y
Mila I woke up to a knock on my hotel room. Blinking wearily I sat up in the bed, my eyes going to the wall clock on the opposite wall. It was almost seven in the morning. I had spent most of the night twisting and turning around on the bed, getting less sleep than I usually do. And when I did sleep, it was to the dreams of my boss, Jonathan hovering over me, tempting me and erasing the distance between us before his lips settled on mine. Or the other times it were the nightmares where those men caught me before Jonathan could save me. Now, I slipped out of the bed and walked to the door, opening it a bit I peeked out to see a uniformed hotel attendant with a food trolley. I arched a brow in query as I said, “I haven’t ordered breakfast.” “The breakfast is complimentary to our guests, Ma’am.” The man replied. Huh. Last night
Epilogue II Four years later… Jonathan “What are you doing?” I questioned as my wife entered my home office and closed the door behind her. I was still angry at her for going out during the curfew with her friends but this woman wasn’t someone you could stay mad at. In the four years since we have been together I could write a book on the things she had made me angry for and on the other hand I can count it on three fingers for the times I had managed to keep up my anger and hold back from her for more than an hour. But yesterday was one of those few days which sent me to a point of no return. I glared at her as once again the cold fear gritted me when I had re
Epilogue Seven months later… Capetown Mila I slid out of the bed, my hand going to my protruding belly where our son was currently playing football with my bladder. I patted softly as I muttered, “Stop it, little cub, mama is awake.” I looked across the room at the small digital clock and realized that it was four in the morning. Even before I woke up I knew Jonathan wasn't in the bed with me. In the last few months he had focused on me and in expanding his wine business as much as h
MilaI married into a family of lunatics, I just prayed and hoped to god that this lunacy doesn’t affect my baby.The moment Jasper walked inside the door I knew something was wrong and he confirmed it when he said that he was taking me to the airport. Why? Because my husband wanted me safe which includes keeping me away from him and sending me to a corner of the world where no one could find me. I was all for it until I had something to lose. And for me that was Jonathan and for my baby it’s father.So like a nice human being, I kindly asked Jasper to take me back to my husband but very unkindly he repeated my husband’s words to me, “I am sorry, Mrs Sokolov but he also said, ‘If she doesn’t obey, drug her’ and I really do not want to do it.”Because I am a really good p
JonathanWhen I reached upstairs I found my brother standing in his bedroom. He asked without facing me, “Why did you keep all of this?”Emotions clogged my throat as I thought about all the years I spent cursing our fate. Wishing that it had been me instead of him. Praying that he would come back. And now looking at him, I couldn’t form words. Without saying anything, I closed the distance between us and hugged him from behind.There was a moment where he stood still and I doubted that he even breathed, before he turned around and hugged me properly. “I couldn’t seal it all away. I missed you every single day for twelve years, Jeremy. And I can’t explain it in words how happy I am that you are here.”He patted my back and when we parted I watched him blinking away his tears
JonathanThe funeral was a big fanfare. Not because all those people who attended my father’s funeral were his friends or respected him, only because they were showing their loyalty to the Sokolov family to not have any repercussions. The ruling family of the Russian mafia. And even then most of them weren’t here to bid goodbye to my dead father, no, they were here to see the man who had come back from the dead.They were here to speculate and show their surprise and their sympathy. Sympathy on how a father who mourned his son to his last breath didn’t get to see him alive. They blamed it on fate. But I say it was Karma. They were here to wonder how a man like Gerard Sokolov could die in his sleep. Because they didn’t know that he was killed, murdered by his own daughter in law.“Knyaz.”
JeremiahI stood at the threshold of the room that was kept as a souvenir where I lost a part of me. A part that makes me hate my own reflection and a part that made me fill with deep seated bitterness that refused to leave me. Because of which now I could no longer look at my own reflection without feeling rage and disgust at what I see and when I see it only feel the need to cause mayhem.From what I had heard, my father kept it as a reminder to get revenge from the man who was responsible for his loss of a wife and his heir.But me... seeing this, all I wanted to do was to alight it once again so that I wouldn’t have to recall the heat I had felt, the blow to my head, the sender of betrayal that had consumed me, the blood that had seeped out of my mother from the bullet between her chest. Like me, she hadn’t expected that.
Mila I barged through the circle of men, pushing them aside, ignoring their curses and warnings. My feet came to a sudden halt and my stomach recoiled at what I saw. My husband was on his knees with his hands tied behind his back, with bruises marring his beautiful face. This beautiful, god like man was here, in this position because of me. For me. His stormy grey eyes darkened as they fell on me. “What the fuck are you doing here?” He gritted out from the corner of his mouth that was bleeding along with a gash near his eyebrow. “Jona—” Rough hands grabbed me from either side, held my arms in tight grip as they pulled me back, imprisoning me. “Don't touch her.” Jonathan growled. Then his head snapped to the side and he said, “I broke the rule. I killed my father, leave her out of this.” I was trying
MilaI turned toJasper as Jonathan stepped out of the car, making my stomach squeeze painfully in dread. “What is he doing?” Instead of answering me, Jasper pulled the car from the curb and started to drive, his jaw clenching and unclenching as his fingers tightened on the steering wheel.“Oh... No...”I turned around at the horrified gasp from Sia. With my knees on the passenger seat I put my hand on the leather seat and turned around to look out through the rear window just in time to see how a group of men holding assault rifles circled around my husband and one of them punched him hard in the stomach.“Stop the fucking car!” I yelled at Jasper and tried to pull at his arm. My heart was screaming to get my husband back by my side.He easily shrugged
Jonathan My brave, beautiful and stupid wife. God, how I wished to kiss her and throttle her at the same time. “Jasper, remember what I told you yesterday morning,” I said to Jasper, meeting his eyes in the rear-view mirror. He nodded silently. My wife was right, he would listen to her and do everything she says. But not if it meant putting her in harm's way and this new running away mission she was on would definitely get her killed and everyone in this car. “What?” Mila demanded. “What did you say to him?” When I didn’t give her an answer she turned to Jasper. “What did he tell you to do?” Jasper too remained silent but of course, my little mouse wasn’t one to stay quiet. If she wanted something she would get it done just like she made a fool of myself just so she could get on with her fanci