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Chapter Fifteen- Laken
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2021-08-21 00:30:21LAKEN
I fall to my knees with the tears still flowing down my face and wrap my arms around my middle.
I rock back and forth trying to take breaths that will calm me down. I can’t go into a panic attack right now.
I’m trying to not cut anymore. I feel the stickiness of the blood on my thighs, but I don’t look down. I can’t. It’s shameful.
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