JAYCE BECKETT
"Here's the membership card," Salvio said, handing me a sleek black card with a subtle chip embedded in it. "Be at the clubhouse before 10 pm." Salvio, the guy Renato Marino had tasked with dropping me off at Adam's Bar, gave me a serious look, as if emphasizing the importance of the card. "Thank you," I said hastily, shoving the card into my pocket as if eager to rid myself of it. "I'll be at the club." Salvio's gaze lingered on me in the rearview mirror, his eyes seeming to bore into my soul for what felt like an eternity. His silence was unnerving, and I could feel my anxiety spiking as I slowly reached for the door button, ready to make a hasty exit from his car. Just as my finger hovered over the button, Salvio's voice cut through the movement, making me stop. "I still don't understand why the boss is giving you a chance," he said, his tone low and resentment, "but let me make one thing clear: if you have any ulterior motives, I'll kill you before the boss even gets the chance." His eyes remained fixed on my hand, and I felt a shiver run down my spine as my fingers trembled slightly. What the hell was this guy's problem? Why was he so quick to suspect me when Renato hadn't even batted an eyelid about who I might actually be? "I... I swear, I only wanted to serve the boss," I stammered, the words tasting bitter on my lips as I lied through my teeth. I paused, locking eyes with Salvio, who responded with a nonchalant shrug, as if to say I had to prove my loyalty before he'd believe me. The skepticism in his gaze made my skin crawl. Well, screw him. I wasn't about to become an ally, and I never would be. Salvio's expression remained impassive, his eyes glinting with a mixture of curiosity and suspicion. "Go," he finally said, his voice low and even, as he drummed his fingers on the steering wheel. The black polish on his nails seemed to gleam in the dim light, making him appear even more dangerous than he already was. "Make sure the boss doesn't arrive at the club before you do. He hates tardiness." The warning was evident: don't screw up or I'm going to kill you. "I won't be late," I swallowed down hard, giving him a curt bow. I pushed open the door and stepped out of the car, my eyes never leaving Salvio's face. The moment my feet touched the ground, he sped off, leaving me in a cloud of dust. It was as if he'd been waiting for the perfect moment to discard me, like a used tissue. "Son of a gun," I hissed, coughing as I dusted off my shirt before walking towards my car. Once inside, I slammed the door shut and gripped the steering wheel so tightly that I feared it would snap in two. I lowered my head, planting my forehead against the cool leather, and let out a deep, shuddering breath. "That was bloody terrifying," I muttered, rubbing my face against the smooth surface of the steering wheel as I replayed the events of the past few hours. I couldn't believe I'd actually infiltrated Renato Marino's villa and made it out alive. How was that even possible? How had I managed to fly under the radar? Renato Marino, the notorious mafia boss, had taken me under his wing without so much as batting an eyelid. It was surreal. His words still echoed in my mind. As if I was still in that room with him. "You'll officially become one of us after you get branded tonight. Come to the clubhouse, and I'll provide you with full protection because you're one of my own now." I couldn't wrap my head around it. The Marino Family was infamous for their ruthlessness and paranoia. Nothing slipped past them unnoticed. So, how could Renato Marino have missed the fact that I was...who I was? I gingerly touched my chest, wincing as my elbow brushed against the wound. I pulled back, staring down at the plaster wrapped tightly around my torso. A shiver ran down my spine as I thought about how close I'd come to death. "Something's off," I gasped, my head spinning with a growing sense of unease as I frantically patted down my pockets for my phone. Did he bug my phone? Did he see anything that gave away my identity? The thought sent a chill down my spine. If Renato Marino had indeed accessed my phone and discovered my true identity, I'd be dead by now. He wouldn't have let me walk out of his villa alive. My fingers trembled as I finally found my phone in my pocket. I pulled it out, my heart racing, and tried to turn it on. The screen remained black, just as I'd left it before entering the bar the previous night. "Please, please, please," I whispered to myself, my eyes scanning the phone's dark screen as if willing it to come to life. "Don't let Renato have bugged my phone." I took a deep breath, turned on my phone, and began scouring it for any signs of tampering or tracking software. My fingers flew across the screen, my mind racing with worst-case scenarios. But as the minutes ticked by, I found nothing. No hidden apps, no suspicious activity, no indication that Renato had accessed my phone. A wave of relief washed over me, and I pressed my phone against my chest, letting out a shaky breath. "He didn't check my phone," I whispered, my voice trembling with gratitude. But why? Renato was notorious for his paranoia and meticulousness. It didn't add up. Something was definitely wrong somewhere. I was about to relax, letting the tension seep out of my body, when a sudden jolt of anxiety reminded me that I'd gone hours without checking on my nephew. "Oh, my god... Curtis!" I gasped, my heart racing as I opened the home security app on my phone. The live feed flickered to life, and I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw Curtis sitting safely on my bed. "Well, I guess there was no emergency at home either. Is today my lucky day or what?" I grinned, I was about to put my phone away when I noticed Curtis was talking to someone and my eyes widened in shock and the phone slipped out of my hand when I realized who it was. "What the hell is he doing in my apartment? This early in the morning?" I screamed, slamming my hands against the steering wheel in frustration. My phone suddenly sprang to life, buzzing loudly and startling me. "Oh my god!" I exclaimed, my heart racing as I saw who was calling me. Lazily, I reached for my phone and picked it up, swiping the icon to answer the call. "Hello?" I said hesitantly. "Where the fuck did you go?" a deep, angry voice barked on the other end of the line. I nervously threw my hand up to massage my scalp, feeling a wave of anxiety wash over me. "Fucking answer me, Jayce. Where the fuck did you go? Leaving the boy all alone in here all night?" His voice was laced with accusation and concern, making me feel even more guilty. I hesitated, unsure of what to say. What could I possibly tell him? That I'd went undercover and spent the night in Renato Marino's villa, trying to uncover secrets? That I might have been shot but I was still alive? That I'd managed to gain the trust of a notorious mafia boss, but had potentially put my nephew's life in danger by leaving him alone all night? "I'm... on my way home," I said finally, avoiding the question and ending the call. I started the engine, feeling a sense of relief wash over me as I pulled out of the parking lot. Curtis wasn't in danger, and I had miraculously won a one-way ticket into Renato Marino's clubhouse. Cole won't be too hard on me if I should tell him, right?RENATO MARINO No matter how hard I tried to think about it, I still couldn't wrap my head around the fact I'd let that boy off freely.But why? I should have taken him out the moment Chocolate confirmed he was a fed. Why was I courting disaster, inviting a future problem into my life? That guy was clearly digging for information about me, so why did I roll out the red carpet and welcome him into my home?Why did I extend an invitation to the clubhouse, of all places? It was a reckless move, and I knew it. The old adage "keep your enemies close" only applied to internal threats, not external ones. There was no way I could keep a fed in my inner circle without it ending in bloodshed.A shiver ran down my spine as I thought about the possibilities. What if I'd underestimated him? What if, in the game of cat and mouse, he'd turned the tables and played me instead? The thought sent a wave of paranoia crashing over me. Had I just made a fatal mistake?"Renato, you're getting soft," I m
JAYCE BECKETT The silence between Curtis and me was deafening. Ever since I returned, he hadn't uttered a single word to me, and having Cole hovering around us only added to my discomfort. Cole's curious glares made me squirm, and I'd tried everything to get him to leave, but he refused to budge. It was clear he wouldn't leave until I confessed where I'd been.Curtis's fork stabbed into his spaghetti with a force that made me wince. His lips pouted, and he listlessly pushed his leftover food around his plate. I gently nudged him, hoping to break the ice, but instead, Curtis's glare cut through me like a knife. Hurting deeper than the bullet wound."Are you still mad at me?" I whispered, my voice barely audible, as I cast a nervous glance at Cole, who stood a few feet away, pretending not to eavesdrop.Curtis's response was a little too loud, a little too sharp. "No." The word hung in the air, a blatant lie. God, he was furious with me.I sighed, my shoulders sagging in defeat. I
JAYCE BECKETT I’m in my fucking head.There was no other explanation for this, I had lost my fucking mind and I knew it."Shit, Jayce. What are you doing?" I groaned out.Cole's refusal to let me leave the house still simmered in my mind. Despite destroying the invitation card and ruining my chances of getting into the clubhouse, he still wouldn't let me go. It had taken drastic measures to escape him - a swift kick to his groin had finally freed me from his grasp.Now, forty minutes had passed since I'd arrived at the clubhouse, and the bouncer still barred my entry. Renato Marino and his underdog from earlier, Salvio, were nowhere to be seen. Just as I was starting to lose hope, my phone vibrated against my thigh, making me jump. "Cole, not again," I hissed, snatching up the call. He'd been blowing up my phone nonstop, and I'd been ignoring him, but I knew I couldn't avoid him forever. The last thing I needed was for Cole to keep calling me while I was trying to get into the c
RENATO MARINO "Giovanni is here to see you, boss," Salvio announced, his voice piercing through my calm demeanor like a dagger. My head throbbed in anticipation, even though I hadn't yet dealt with my cocky, insufferable nephew. But he and his brothers were just a pain in the ass and I hated to have to deal with them. We were family, bound by blood, but our working relationship was nonexistent. We operated in different spheres, respecting each other's boundaries, neither enemies nor rivals, but rather two entities that coexisted in an uneasy harmony. My brother and his children only sought me out when they needed my help, and the weight of those expectations often became overwhelming. I felt like a safety net, a backup plan, a solution to their problems. But what about my own problems? When did I get to be the one who needed help? I raised my head, my eyes locking onto Salvio's neutral expression. "Where is he now?" I asked, my tone measured, betraying none of the turmoil brew
JAYCE BECKETT I slammed my fist into the wall, the crunch of my knuckles against the hard wall a stark release for the fury brewing inside me. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" I hissed angrily, my voice hoarse with frustration, as I clenched my fist, the pain radiating up my arm a welcome distraction. "Why did I have to go and act like a damned fool?" I half-yelled, my words tumbling out in a torrent of self-loathing. "Why did I have to get all squirrely and suspicious? Why did I freak out and haul ass like my pants were on fire?" I paced back and forth, my feet pounding the floor in time with my racing heart. My mind replayed the scene, each detail etched in my memory like a bad tattoo. I cringed, reliving the embarrassment and anger. I spun around, my fist flying toward the wall again, but this time I caught myself, my arm trembling with restrained fury. I took a deep breath, the air shuddering into my lungs, and let it out slowly, trying to calm the storm raging inside m
RENATO MARINO I still couldn't fathom what had driven me to do that. What transpired between Jayce and me was never part of my plan. My initial intention was simply to show him the way to the restroom, despite suspecting it was his only excuse to justify why he entered into the office. I should have turned back and left, but instead, I decided to take a leak. Messing with him was never on my agenda.The situation took a turn when I unzipped my pants, and his backside was facing me. For a fleeting moment, I could have sworn Jayce was Aspen. I've had hallucinations before, but what happened in that restroom was stark reality. My mind wasn't playing tricks on me; I simply wished Jayce was Aspen.Grief washed over me like a tidal wave. I missed Aspen terribly, the ache in my chest still raw. I would have given anything, paid any price, to bring him back to life. But that didn't change the fact that Jayce was different from Aspen. While they shared similarities in their blonde hair an
JAYCE BECKETT As soon as I slid into the driver's seat of Renato's car, he barked out an order. "Turn on the music." I grumbled under my breath, "Yes, boss," and pressed the button to fill the car with the smooth, sultry sounds of a classic Italian song.My gaze drifted to the rearview mirror, where I watched Renato's fingers tap an agitated rhythm on his thigh as he stared out the window. His face was a mask of fury, his eyes blazing with a fire that made my gut twist with unease. I wondered what had sparked his anger. Shouldn't I be the one seething with rage?Renato's actions in the bathroom still had my mind reeling. He'd sneaked up on me, his presence a cold, calculated reminder that he could do as he pleased, whenever he pleased. And to drive the point home, he'd had some guy go down on him right in the open, in front of me, a twisted display of power and control that had left me feeling raw and exposed.It fucking pissed me off.Renato's bark cut through the air, making me
RENATO MARINO Irritation, uncertainty, rage, frustration.So much fucking anger weighed down on my chest making it hard to breathe. I was angry at myself for slipping up and allowing my emotions to get involved with the fucking rat I was trying to tame.I was pissed off at Jayce too because why in the hell did he have to look so much like Aspen, confusing the shit out of me? But above all else, I was furious with my act. I was over pretending to be someone I wasn't.I wasn't who I was presenting myself to be in front of Jayce. I wasn't nice, nor was I clueless. Nothing ever goes behind my back and I wouldn't know.I wasn't the person I pretended to be in front of Jayce. I wasn't the naive, clueless Renato Marino who welcomed anyone into my inner gang just because they'd taken a bullet for me. That wasn't me - not the calculating, ruthless leader who'd stop at nothing to protect my empire.I was a master manipulator, always in control, with eyes and ears everywhere. Nothing slipped pa
JAYCE BECKETT It feels good.Feels so fucking good."I'm close." Renato groaned, sucking my throat, his body trembling against mine.Or could it be my body trembling against his?The fucking lost some of its edge, too, and when he reached between us to get me off, I trembled from the force of my orgasmic cry.“Fuck! So sexy!” he repeated over and over as his cum poured through me, painting me, using me as its canvas.Renato climbed off me, and I moved to my stomach, feeling betrayed by the moon that basked in the glory of the darkness. I never noticed the moon was out and glowing until I was coming down from the high of my release.Renato returned with a warm washcloth, praying for strength when he spread my sticky thighs to see me covered in his semen. The rag dragged from my testicles to the top of my cleft, getting rid of the evidence of our intimate.Renato must have enjoyed cleaning me so much that he couldn't help but play with my entrance. I might have been a slut in my past
JAYCE BECKETT I felt betrayed by my own body as my ass chased after Renato's cock when he pulled out of me,It had barely been half an hour when Renato first sank his monster cock into me, and I was already adjusting to the sensation of his thick cock filling me up. The empty feeling I felt when he pulled out made me crave more."Aargh!" I groaned, letting out a wall shattering scream when he slammed right back into me.Like a needy slut, I took it all, every angry thrusts and harsh strokes just like a junkie who can’t help it.Renato let out a deep grunt, flipping me over so I was now on my back, legs wrapped around his waist. He kept thrusting his cock inside me and a shameless moan spilled out of me. His intense eyes remain on mine as he ruthlessly drive into me like a damned beast.He was watching me. I had always liked observing but being observed by a sexy criminal had never felt so good.Not when Renato looked at me like he can’t get enough of me. Like I was the center of his
RENATO MARINO Fabric fluttered to the floor as Jayce carelessly discarded his clothes, and I shot him a disapproving glare. His fingers trembled slightly as he hooked them together, his intense gaze locked on mine. I hated mess, and my initial instinct was to scold him for the scattered clothes, to tell him to pick them up, fold them neatly, and place them on the table. However, as my eyes involuntarily drifted to his groin, I saw his erection straining against his navel, and my annoyance melted away. The mess on the floor was forgotten.As I gazed at Jayce, his chiseled physique struck me like a masterpiece. The sculpted lines of his abdomen seemed almost otherworldly, beckoning me to reach out and explore every contour. My fingers itched to wrap around his waist again, to feel the warmth of his skin and the definition of his muscles. I yearned to trace the curves and ridges of his body with my tongue, to commit every detail to memory and savor the sensation of his presence.Inst
JAYCE BECKETT I was sexually frustrated. And It was messing with my head. My fucking sanity.It hadn't even been that long since I last had sex with Cole, so why was I getting turned on just by having Renato's hands around my throat, cutting my airway? I should be irritated. Having Renato Marino, a disgusting criminal, running his tongue over my Adam's apple and sucking roughly on my neck should be repulsive. Yet...It did not irritate me! Not even in the slightest.The feel of his erection, digging an invisible hole into my stomach as he pressed me hard against the sofa with his full weight pressing hard on my body, made me feel something I had never felt for anyone before.He said he wanted to have sex with me, and every logical person, especially a law enforcement officer like myself, should be offended by that offer. But maybe I had lost my morals because I actually wanted to do this. Even if he hadn't proposed giving me his information every time we had sex, I would still hav
RENATO MARINO Was I pathetically lonely? Or did what happened today mess with my head so much that I can’t think straight anymore? Or maybe it was the fact that I went on a six-hour drive, only to turn back around when I saw my brother entering his apartment with some random guy clinging to him like a fucking leech. The thought of my nephews being in danger, while my brother was busy enjoying himself without a care in the world, made me so mad I could've walked over there and put a fucking bullet in his head. Yet, I had turned my engine back on and drove off like the fucking pussy I was. I was mad – no, that's an understatement. I was fucking infuriated! When I got back home, I was boiling over with anger, and all I wanted was to check on Jayce, hoping his familiar face would somehow calm me down. But instead of soothing my fury, he only intensified it, making me feel even angrier. Chocolate had handed me his phone, and inside, I found a chat he'd been having with a fe
JAYCE BECKETT This is one heck of a house. I had no idea how many corners I had to turn and how much farther I had to walk before I could get to Renato's goddamn study. The villa was enormous – and I thought Cole's father's house was massive when I first visited. Back then, I believed it was the largest house in all of New York. But after walking for a solid ten minutes and still not reaching Renato's study, I could confidently say that his was the biggest house in the entire city.It was already late, and instead of searching for Renato to retrieve my phone, I probably should have headed home. But the uncertainty about what that bastard was using my phone for, and whether he'd seen my chats with Chief Strand, made me determined to see him at all costs. I paused in front of a tall double door – the same one the girl said led to Renato's study. "Who the fuck hides their study this far away?" I grumbled, raising my hand to knock on the door. However, I hesitated when I heard a cras
JAYCE BECKETT A certain someone? Who could that certain someone be if not the baby that the disgusting bastards had kidnapped? My mind was racing with possibilities, but my primary concern was the safety of the child. "I don't know who you are, but can you please tell me if they are able to save the baby?" I pleaded with my eyes, imploring her to tell me exactly what I wished to hear. My gaze locked onto hers, and I felt a surge of desperation. I needed to know that the baby was safe.She stared at me for what felt like an eternity, her eyes piercing through mine as if searching for something. After what felt like an endless moment, she nodded her head, her hair bobbing up and down in a gentle motion. "Yes," she said, pausing for dramatic effect, a sly smirk spreading across her face. "I heard she's fine." The words were like a balm to my frazzled nerves, and I felt a wave of relief wash over me. I let out a shaky breath, one that I hadn't realized I was holding.The weight of re
JAYCE BECKETT My body felt like lead, heavy and unresponsive, as soft, warm hands worked their way through my hair, the gentle touch a stark contrast to the confusion brewing inside me. A soothing voice whispered words that danced just out of reach, the meaning lost on me, but the tone was unmistakable - a mix of curiosity and concern. "Isn't it sad that you look so much like him?" The voice floated the question, its softness and gentleness doing nothing to ease the unease that settled in the pit of my stomach. "What will happen if he falls in love with another version of himself all over again?" The voice probed, its words like a slow-burning fire that threatened to consume me. I struggled to make sense of the cryptic comments, my mind foggy and my body refusing to cooperate. I strained to lift my head, to open my eyes, to confront the mysterious voice and demand answers. Who was speaking to me? What did they mean? And who was the "him" they spoke of? The questions s
RENATO MARINO My eyes dropped to the mess of bodies on the floor, sprawled out beside my feet. Bits of hair and skull fragments were stuck to my shoes, and the sole of my shoe was smeared with blood. I took a step backward, recoiling in anger, and tossed the hammer onto the floor with a loud clang.I was seething with anger, still reeling from the uncertainty of who had sent those fuckers after my family. The not knowing was eating away at me. I resented the weight of responsibilities that had fallen on my shoulders. When my brother was still here, I didn't have to worry as much about my nephews' well-being, knowing they could fend for themselves and had their father to turn to when things got tough. I'd only offer help when I could, but now it seemed like I had to take on a more active role.Knowing my brother wasn't here and his enemies had become his sons' enemies, was making me restless. If only that bastard would settle whatever dispute he had with Sasha, and if only my brothe