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Ethan Two days later, it was already the eve of Liam’s wedding, and I was on edge. Liam—my *ex*. My *cheating* ex. The thought of seeing him again, surrounded by people who had no idea what he’d done, made my chest tighten like I couldn’t catch my breath. What if he saw through this charade? What if Riley and I weren’t convincing enough? What if…? The spiral of *what-ifs* consumed me all morning at work. Thankfully, Jonathan wasn’t there to make things worse. He’d claimed he had a cold, but I knew better. It was Friday, and Jonathan loved to take advantage of our shorter workdays. Still, my distraction was obvious enough that Clara had to snap me out of it more than once. “Ethan!” she called sharply, leaning over the edge of my cubicle. “Are you even listening to me?” I blinked, shaking my head to clear it. “Sorry, what?” Clara sighed, crossing her arms. “I said everything’s going to be fine. Stop working yourself into a panic over this wedding. You’ve got a solid plan, and Riley seems like he’s got your back. Trust yourself for once.” Her words were meant to reassure me, but they only chipped away at the wall of anxiety I’d built around myself. “Easier said than done,” I muttered, returning my attention to my screen. Clara didn’t reply, but I caught her giving me a sympathetic look before heading back to her desk. By the time the clock struck two, signaling the end of the workday, I was practically buzzing with nervous energy. Riley and I had planned to go shopping that afternoon to pick up what we needed for the wedding. I’d barely slept the night before, my mind running through every possible scenario in which this fake relationship blew up in our faces. --- When I got to Riley’s place, he was waiting for me by the door, looking far more relaxed than I felt. He gave me a once-over as I walked up the steps, his brow furrowing slightly. “You look like you haven’t slept in a week,” he said bluntly. “Thanks,” I replied dryly, stepping inside. “That’s exactly what I needed to hear.” Riley shut the door behind me and leaned against it, arms crossed. “Seriously, Ethan. You need to chill. We’ve got this.” I ran a hand through my hair, pacing a few steps before turning to face him. “What if Liam sees through us? Or what if I screw something up? He knows me too well, Riley. I’m not exactly a great liar.” Riley’s expression softened, and he stepped closer, resting a hand on my shoulder. “Hey. You’re not doing this alone, remember? I’ll be right there with you the whole time. If Liam tries anything, I’ll shut it down before he even gets the chance.” His words, combined with the steady weight of his hand, managed to slow my racing thoughts. I nodded, exhaling shakily. “Okay. You’re right. Let’s just… get through today.” “Exactly,” Riley said, his lips twitching into a small smile. “And step one is shopping. Come on, we’ve got work to do.” --- The mall was crowded, but Riley navigated it with ease, his casual confidence grounding me as we browsed the stores. We started with suits, finding something that struck the perfect balance between formal and effortless. Riley looked annoyingly good in everything he tried on, and I couldn’t help but feel self-conscious as I compared myself to him. “Stop overthinking,” Riley said as I adjusted the cuffs of my jacket for the third time in the mirror. “You look great.” I gave him a skeptical look. “You’re just saying that because you don’t want to be here all day.” Riley rolled his eyes, stepping closer to adjust the lapel of my jacket. “I’m saying it because it’s true. Now stop fidgeting. You’ll look even better once we get you a decent tie.” As we moved on to the accessories section, a middle-aged woman standing nearby smiled at us. “You two make such a handsome couple,” she said warmly. I froze, my mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water. “Oh, we’re not—” “Thank you,” Riley cut in smoothly, his arm slipping around my shoulders like it was the most natural thing in the world. “He’s the picky one, but I think we’re almost done here.” The woman chuckled. “Well, it’s worth it. You both look great together.” I shot Riley a glare as the woman walked away, but he only grinned down at me, clearly enjoying himself. “What?” he said innocently. “It’s good practice.” “Practice?!” I hissed, shrugging his arm off. “You’re having way too much fun with this.” “Guilty as charged,” Riley said, chuckling. “But hey, at least she thinks we’re convincing.” “God, I want to punch you,” I muttered, yanking a tie off the rack and stomping toward the register. Riley followed, his laughter trailing behind him. --- By the time we left the store, I felt a little more like myself, though Riley’s antics had left me equal parts mortified and amused. “See? That wasn’t so bad,” Riley said, nudging me as we walked through the mall. “Easy for you to say,” I muttered, though my tone was more teasing than annoyed. “You could show up in a paper bag and still look better than everyone else.” Riley laughed, the sound warm and genuine. “If it makes you feel any better, I’d never do that. Gotta keep you on your toes.” A couple passing by gave us an approving look, and the woman whispered something to her partner. Riley must’ve noticed too, because he leaned closer, his voice low and teasing. “Think they’re talking about us?” “Don’t start,” I groaned, but Riley just smirked, draping his arm around me again as we walked. “You’re insufferable.” “And yet, you’re stuck with me,” he replied, giving my shoulder a light squeeze. --- By the time we got back to Riley’s apartment, the tension in my chest had eased a bit. We dumped our bags by the couch, and Riley flopped onto the cushions with a sigh. “Alright,” he said, stretching his arms over his head. “We’ve got the clothes. Now all we need is a foolproof plan for tomorrow.” I sat down beside him, rubbing the back of my neck. “I still don’t know how we’re going to pull this off.” Riley turned to look at me, his expression serious but not unkind. “One step at a time, Ethan. Tonight, we prep. Tomorrow, we put on the show of a lifetime.” I nodded, his confidence contagious. For the first time in days, I felt like maybe—just maybe—we could actually do this.17EthanThat night, as Riley and I spread out the wedding essentials across his coffee table, I found myself watching him more closely than usual. It wasn’t intentional at first, but something about the way he moved caught my attention. He was quick, deliberate, like he already knew where everything belonged before I even voiced a preference.“Pass me the cufflinks,” I said, holding out a hand.Riley didn’t even glance up from the pile he was sorting. He slid them across the table toward me, perfectly aligned with my fingers. “Already ahead of you,” he said, a small smirk playing on his lips.I stared at him for a beat longer than I should have. “How did you…?”“Intuition,” he replied, his tone light as he picked up a tie and began folding it. “You’re predictable, Ethan.”“Predictable?” I scoffed, grabbing the cufflinks. “I’ll have you know I’m full of surprises.”Riley snorted, giving me a sidelong glance. “Sure you are. Like the time you ‘surprised’ me by ordering the exact same c
18EthanAs I left Riley’s apartment, my mind still buzzed with everything that had happened. The image of him lifting the coffee table with one hand played on a loop, and his words—sharp, vulnerable, defensive—were etched in my memory.But for now, I needed a break.My house was just next door, a small but cozy place I’d called home for the past three years. As soon as I unlocked the door, Luna, my fluffy gray tabby, bolted toward me, meowing in her usual dramatic way.“Hey, Luna,” I greeted, bending down to scoop her up with one hand, my other hand holding the small bag of clothes I’d brought from Riley’s. She purred immediately, nuzzling her head against my chest.“You missed me, huh?” I said softly, stroking her head. Her soft fur was a comfort I hadn’t realized I needed until now.I kicked the door shut behind me and locked it, still cradling Luna as she settled into my arms like royalty. “You wouldn’t believe the night I’ve had,” I muttered, heading toward the living room.Luna
19RileyI hadn’t meant for Ethan to notice. Hell, I hadn’t meant to do it. The coffee table incident was a slip, plain and simple—a stupid mistake caused by nerves and too much pent-up energy. But when I saw the way he looked at me, eyes wide and full of questions, I knew I’d messed up.Now, as Ethan sat across from me on the couch, his brows furrowed in that annoyingly determined way, I could feel the tension hanging heavy in the air. My wolf instincts, normally buried deep beneath layers of control, were buzzing—restless, heightened, and far too attuned to him.When he’d brushed my hand earlier, just the lightest touch, it was like a spark had shot through me. Not the kind of spark you’d get from static electricity—no, this was something deeper. Primal.And that was the problem.I couldn’t afford to let my wolf instincts take over, not here, not with him.“Better left alone,” I’d said. It was true—my secrets weren’t just mine to keep. They were a matter of survival. For me. For my
20EthanThe moment Riley suggested we practice one last time for Liam’s wedding, I was hit with a mix of excitement and soul-crushing nerves. This was my plan—a ridiculous, dramatic, borderline petty plan—but still my plan. And Riley, my next-door neighbor-turned-partner-in-crime, had been nothing but patient, which made me feel a little guilty about dragging him into this.“Ethan,” Riley said, his voice calm and steady, as always. “You’re spiraling again.”“No, I’m not,” I muttered, pacing back and forth in his living room. “I’m… processing.”“You’re panicking,” he corrected, stepping in front of me and placing his hands on my shoulders. His touch was firm but grounding. “Stop stressing yourself out. We’ve got this.”I stared at him, trying to let his confidence seep into me. Riley was always like this—calm, collected, like he had everything under control. It was infuriating and comforting all at once.“Fine,” I sighed, shrugging his hands off. “Let’s go through it again. From the t
21EthanI said goodbye to Riley and headed back to my apartment next door. The moment I stepped inside, the nerves hit me again like a freight train. My chest felt tight, my palms were sweaty, and my mind was racing with every possible way this could go horribly wrong.I paced back and forth in my tiny living room, unable to sit still. My anxiety had reached the point where I was gnawing on my fingernails—a nasty habit I couldn’t seem to break when I was extremely stressed. I hated how I always spiraled like this.Luna, my gray cat, rubbed against my feet, purring softly. Normally, she was a calming presence, but right now, I couldn’t deal with her either. “Not now, Luna,” I muttered, gently pushing her away with my foot.She let out an indignant screech before swiping at my ankle with her claws. “Ow! Luna!” I yelped, glaring at her as a stinging scratch appeared on my skin. She hissed at me, tail flicking angrily, before darting off into my bedroom.“Fine! Be like that!” I shouted a
22RileyI headed back to my room after Ethan went to get ready. It hit me that I still hadn’t decided what to wear. Sure, tonight was all about Ethan, but I couldn’t exactly show up looking like I’d just rolled out of bed. The clothes I bought with him were still in the bag on my chair. I pulled them out and held the shirt up to my chest in the mirror. It was nice—sleek, fitted, and way classier than my usual vibe. Perfect for tonight. Still, I was feeling a little... stressed. It wasn’t just about Ethan pulling this off; it was about me not screwing it up. What kind of friend would I be if I let him down now? I quickly got dressed, the jeans fitting just snug enough to make me wonder if I’d eaten too much pizza lately. The shirt, though, was a winner. When I buttoned it up and gave myself a once-over, I had to admit I looked decent. Not that it mattered. “Alright, Riley,” I muttered to myself, pacing my room as I pulled on my shoes. “You’re here to help Ethan, not to stress
23EthanWe moved toward the grand entrance of the venue, and my jaw nearly dropped at the sight of the place. The towering golden gates framed by ivy, the soft glow of fairy lights hanging from the trees, and the sound of a distant string quartet—it all screamed elegance. Inside, I could already see well-dressed guests milling around, glasses of champagne in hand. I swallowed hard, feeling my stomach churn. My nerves were shot. My hands felt clammy, my heart raced, and I had the sudden, irrational urge to turn and run. God, I was so nervous I felt like peeing and pooping at the same time. My stomach hurt so bad I thought I might actually keel over. Riley, walking confidently beside me, must have noticed my panic because he reached over and grabbed my hand in his own. His grip was firm, warm, and grounding. I turned to look at him, wide-eyed, like a deer caught in headlights. “Breathe,” he said softly, his voice steady. “You’ve got this.” His words, paired with the gentle pr
24EthanRiley’s hand tightened slightly on mine as he noticed my sudden tension. “Friend of yours?” he asked, his tone dripping with sarcasm. I groaned inwardly. “Far from it.”Jonathan’s grin widened as he stepped closer to our table, his eyes gleaming with that infuriating mix of smugness and mock concern. “Ethan!” he said, dragging out my name like he was savoring it. “What a surprise to see you here. Wow, *at the wedding of your ex,* no less. Didn’t think you’d show your face after… well, you know.” I clenched my jaw, forcing myself to stay calm. “Hello, Jonathan. Always a pleasure to see you.” Riley leaned back in his chair, his arm casually draping over the back of mine. “Who’s this?” he asked, his tone light but his gaze sharp. Jonathan’s attention flicked to Riley, and his expression faltered for half a second before he plastered on another fake smile. “Ah, and who might you be?” “Riley,” he said smoothly, extending a hand. “Ethan’s boyfriend.” Jonathan hesitate
25EthanThe first course arrived, and while everyone else dove into their salads, I couldn’t even muster the energy to pick up my fork. My mind buzzed with half-formed thoughts, questions I’d never get answers to, and regrets that felt heavier with every passing minute. Riley must’ve noticed my daze because he leaned in, his voice low enough that only I could hear. “You’ve got two choices, Ethan: you can let this night swallow you, or you can own it. Your call.” I glanced at him, his easy confidence like a lifeline. “How do you always know the right thing to say?” He smirked. “It’s a gift. And years of pretending to know what I’m doing.” I laughed, a real laugh this time, and his smirk softened into a warm smile. “Better,” he said, tapping his glass against mine. “Now eat something before you pass out. We’ve still got a lot of night ahead of us.” As I picked at my food, Riley casually turned the charm up a notch, laughing a little too loudly at my weak jokes and pulling m
24EthanRiley’s hand tightened slightly on mine as he noticed my sudden tension. “Friend of yours?” he asked, his tone dripping with sarcasm. I groaned inwardly. “Far from it.”Jonathan’s grin widened as he stepped closer to our table, his eyes gleaming with that infuriating mix of smugness and mock concern. “Ethan!” he said, dragging out my name like he was savoring it. “What a surprise to see you here. Wow, *at the wedding of your ex,* no less. Didn’t think you’d show your face after… well, you know.” I clenched my jaw, forcing myself to stay calm. “Hello, Jonathan. Always a pleasure to see you.” Riley leaned back in his chair, his arm casually draping over the back of mine. “Who’s this?” he asked, his tone light but his gaze sharp. Jonathan’s attention flicked to Riley, and his expression faltered for half a second before he plastered on another fake smile. “Ah, and who might you be?” “Riley,” he said smoothly, extending a hand. “Ethan’s boyfriend.” Jonathan hesitate
23EthanWe moved toward the grand entrance of the venue, and my jaw nearly dropped at the sight of the place. The towering golden gates framed by ivy, the soft glow of fairy lights hanging from the trees, and the sound of a distant string quartet—it all screamed elegance. Inside, I could already see well-dressed guests milling around, glasses of champagne in hand. I swallowed hard, feeling my stomach churn. My nerves were shot. My hands felt clammy, my heart raced, and I had the sudden, irrational urge to turn and run. God, I was so nervous I felt like peeing and pooping at the same time. My stomach hurt so bad I thought I might actually keel over. Riley, walking confidently beside me, must have noticed my panic because he reached over and grabbed my hand in his own. His grip was firm, warm, and grounding. I turned to look at him, wide-eyed, like a deer caught in headlights. “Breathe,” he said softly, his voice steady. “You’ve got this.” His words, paired with the gentle pr
22RileyI headed back to my room after Ethan went to get ready. It hit me that I still hadn’t decided what to wear. Sure, tonight was all about Ethan, but I couldn’t exactly show up looking like I’d just rolled out of bed. The clothes I bought with him were still in the bag on my chair. I pulled them out and held the shirt up to my chest in the mirror. It was nice—sleek, fitted, and way classier than my usual vibe. Perfect for tonight. Still, I was feeling a little... stressed. It wasn’t just about Ethan pulling this off; it was about me not screwing it up. What kind of friend would I be if I let him down now? I quickly got dressed, the jeans fitting just snug enough to make me wonder if I’d eaten too much pizza lately. The shirt, though, was a winner. When I buttoned it up and gave myself a once-over, I had to admit I looked decent. Not that it mattered. “Alright, Riley,” I muttered to myself, pacing my room as I pulled on my shoes. “You’re here to help Ethan, not to stress
21EthanI said goodbye to Riley and headed back to my apartment next door. The moment I stepped inside, the nerves hit me again like a freight train. My chest felt tight, my palms were sweaty, and my mind was racing with every possible way this could go horribly wrong.I paced back and forth in my tiny living room, unable to sit still. My anxiety had reached the point where I was gnawing on my fingernails—a nasty habit I couldn’t seem to break when I was extremely stressed. I hated how I always spiraled like this.Luna, my gray cat, rubbed against my feet, purring softly. Normally, she was a calming presence, but right now, I couldn’t deal with her either. “Not now, Luna,” I muttered, gently pushing her away with my foot.She let out an indignant screech before swiping at my ankle with her claws. “Ow! Luna!” I yelped, glaring at her as a stinging scratch appeared on my skin. She hissed at me, tail flicking angrily, before darting off into my bedroom.“Fine! Be like that!” I shouted a
20EthanThe moment Riley suggested we practice one last time for Liam’s wedding, I was hit with a mix of excitement and soul-crushing nerves. This was my plan—a ridiculous, dramatic, borderline petty plan—but still my plan. And Riley, my next-door neighbor-turned-partner-in-crime, had been nothing but patient, which made me feel a little guilty about dragging him into this.“Ethan,” Riley said, his voice calm and steady, as always. “You’re spiraling again.”“No, I’m not,” I muttered, pacing back and forth in his living room. “I’m… processing.”“You’re panicking,” he corrected, stepping in front of me and placing his hands on my shoulders. His touch was firm but grounding. “Stop stressing yourself out. We’ve got this.”I stared at him, trying to let his confidence seep into me. Riley was always like this—calm, collected, like he had everything under control. It was infuriating and comforting all at once.“Fine,” I sighed, shrugging his hands off. “Let’s go through it again. From the t
19RileyI hadn’t meant for Ethan to notice. Hell, I hadn’t meant to do it. The coffee table incident was a slip, plain and simple—a stupid mistake caused by nerves and too much pent-up energy. But when I saw the way he looked at me, eyes wide and full of questions, I knew I’d messed up.Now, as Ethan sat across from me on the couch, his brows furrowed in that annoyingly determined way, I could feel the tension hanging heavy in the air. My wolf instincts, normally buried deep beneath layers of control, were buzzing—restless, heightened, and far too attuned to him.When he’d brushed my hand earlier, just the lightest touch, it was like a spark had shot through me. Not the kind of spark you’d get from static electricity—no, this was something deeper. Primal.And that was the problem.I couldn’t afford to let my wolf instincts take over, not here, not with him.“Better left alone,” I’d said. It was true—my secrets weren’t just mine to keep. They were a matter of survival. For me. For my
18EthanAs I left Riley’s apartment, my mind still buzzed with everything that had happened. The image of him lifting the coffee table with one hand played on a loop, and his words—sharp, vulnerable, defensive—were etched in my memory.But for now, I needed a break.My house was just next door, a small but cozy place I’d called home for the past three years. As soon as I unlocked the door, Luna, my fluffy gray tabby, bolted toward me, meowing in her usual dramatic way.“Hey, Luna,” I greeted, bending down to scoop her up with one hand, my other hand holding the small bag of clothes I’d brought from Riley’s. She purred immediately, nuzzling her head against my chest.“You missed me, huh?” I said softly, stroking her head. Her soft fur was a comfort I hadn’t realized I needed until now.I kicked the door shut behind me and locked it, still cradling Luna as she settled into my arms like royalty. “You wouldn’t believe the night I’ve had,” I muttered, heading toward the living room.Luna
17EthanThat night, as Riley and I spread out the wedding essentials across his coffee table, I found myself watching him more closely than usual. It wasn’t intentional at first, but something about the way he moved caught my attention. He was quick, deliberate, like he already knew where everything belonged before I even voiced a preference.“Pass me the cufflinks,” I said, holding out a hand.Riley didn’t even glance up from the pile he was sorting. He slid them across the table toward me, perfectly aligned with my fingers. “Already ahead of you,” he said, a small smirk playing on his lips.I stared at him for a beat longer than I should have. “How did you…?”“Intuition,” he replied, his tone light as he picked up a tie and began folding it. “You’re predictable, Ethan.”“Predictable?” I scoffed, grabbing the cufflinks. “I’ll have you know I’m full of surprises.”Riley snorted, giving me a sidelong glance. “Sure you are. Like the time you ‘surprised’ me by ordering the exact same c